Xie Bin saw that Andy was silent for a long time, waiting anxiously, playing with the teacup in his hand, and the tea splashed in the cup. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info He finally put the cup down and said, "Well, you already know my past......"

"I don't want to know. Trouble. ”

"Anyway, you know it. I can relate to Yue Xi's ambivalence against the whole world and her attempts to flatter the powerful for protection, no, I have experienced them all. I can't bear to see her repeat the same mistakes. ”

"Repeat the mistakes of the past? So you ignore Xiaoguan while being extremely enthusiastic about Yuexi? While stalking me, he tried to win me over to play Yue Xi's benefactor? ”

"I ......" Xie Bin hesitated for a long time before saying, "Please believe me, I didn't follow you the first time." The movements you see in my surveillance footage are just instinct, instincts that you can't understand...... When you see an acquaintance, your first instinct is to dodge. I know you won't believe it, and I do. If you think I'm stalking, just follow it, and I've been countered by you. ”

Andy was surprised that the tone was similar to her guess. She asked bluntly: "Instinctively hide as soon as you see an acquaintance, and wait until you judge that it is a new acquaintance rather than an old acquaintance who knows the roots, and then show up?" ”

Xie Bin replied with great difficulty, "Yes." But how do you know? ”

But the second time I went to the doctor, it was not accidental. Can it be seen as your initiative? ”

"Yes, I admit it. At the beginning, I thought that you had malicious intentions towards me, investigating me and interfering with me like Qu Xiaoxuan, so I had to take the initiative, and I had to figure out the reason for your panic the day before. I'm sorry. I am wrong with you, and I admit punishment. But for Qu Xiaoxuan, I will not give up the investigation. There is no other way to do it to her than to contain her. She doesn't know how to be kind to others. But so far, all my actions have stopped at the investigation, and there have been no other targeted actions, and if her family is affected as a result, it has nothing to do with me so far. In the future, please make her clear that as long as she doesn't target me, I won't target her. I have never sinned against me. I don't offend. If anyone sins against me, I will offend. I'm not afraid to break the net with her. ”

"You know, by you. How scary is a professional survey? I gave up my principles to find connections to transfer your work, just to prevent you from following me. ”

"I'm sorry, to you. I must apologize. But being investigated by non-professionals is just as scary. Everyone has scars that they don't want to be revealed. ”

"I understand your thoughts. But Xiaoguan Xiaoqu are all my friends, and I favor them. I tried to advise you ......"

"No need to advise, I will not give up the investigation of Qu Xiaoxuan."

"If you calm down and think about it, you are not Yue Xi. You can see that Yuexi may slide into the darkness. What about you? You are allowing the darkness in your heart to return. Don't you think it's a pity? ”

Xie Bin pointed around: "What's the matter with them?" ”

Andy saw that the people at the big round table had come out and stood far away. formed a trend of outflanking her and Xie Bin. Even Qiu Yingying helped Fan Shengmei to come. Guan Juer stood the farthest. Andy couldn't help but laugh, "They're biased towards me too." That's nice. ”

"So you can't advise me. A person who is loved by thousands of people. You won't understand my heart. I'm not going to stop, I can tell Qu Xiaoxuan clearly now. ”

"Don't think about Xiaoguan? She is wholeheartedly devoted to you, and she is someone you can fully trust by your side. You don't believe in Xiaoqu, Xiaoguan may suffer from gains and losses, but she has the ultimate big principle. You don't let her down. ”

"Because of your act of kindness: you showed me the surveillance footage in advance, instead of waiting to catch me off guard; You wait for me to read it and delete it immediately, and you don't spread it to Qu Xiaoxuan, and you don't even keep the evidence to blackmail me. I'm willing to tell you, though you won't understand. I can't feel the feelings at all now, and my heart is ...... Other emotions occupied. I'm sorry Xiaoguan, I only have to stay away from her from now on, so that she can forget me. ”

"Other emotions—fear?"

Xie Bin was shocked, but he didn't agree, but slowly turned his head to look out the window. Only in that direction, no one stared at him, and his face could be seen. Andy looked at Xie Bin, and his heart trembled. "But you were still distracted to help Yue Xi, and you didn't hesitate to join forces with my opponent at the time."

"You're mistaken, not what you think it is. I have an account for you. I don't have to give them an account. Please untie the small pass and leave Yuexi. I'm leaving. ”

"Slow down, I'm not done."

But Xie Bin left without saying a word. Andy could only shout, "Stop him." ”

The outflanked formation was easily tightened, and everyone rushed over to block Xie Bin's way, including Ju'er. Xie Bin's face sank. "Do you want to fight?"

Qu Xiaoxuan was nervous, and she subconsciously dragged Guan Juer in front of her. But Qu Xiaoxuan still said fiercely: "If you want to leave, it's not that easy." ”

Andy was pregnant, so she didn't dare to get up quickly, didn't dare to run quickly, and when she came, both sides had already drawn their fists.

She didn't know where she got the courage, grabbed Xie Bin with her chest, and walked to the corner, "Don't resist, I'm pregnant." Xie Bin had to tie his hands and hold his arms to be pulled by Andy, until he was pulled to the corner of the wall, and only stood against the wall. Andy stared at Xie Bin, but said to Bao Yifan: "Baozi, lead them away, the farther away the better." I talked to Xie Bin. ”

Qu Xiaoxuan said: "Andy, it's not your family's business. I was the biggest victim. ”

Andy said uncompromisingly: "I'll solve it, you go away first." ”

At that moment, two people were also in a hurry to follow, one was Fan Shengmei, who mustered up courage, and the other was Bao Yifan, who couldn't rest assured. Fan Shengmei hugged Qu Xiaoxuan and said softly: "Xiaoqu, you can see clearly that Xie Bin has succumbed to Andy. Believe Andy can solve it. ”

"I don't believe it. Andy makes a lot of money, and he is very sophisticated about people. She couldn't handle it. But Qu Xiaoxuan stopped struggling for the time being, because she saw Bao Yifan go up, hugged Andy from behind and whispered. Look, her husband doesn't worry about her either. ”

Bao Yifan's whisper was only a few words, "He is good at inducing confessions, can you afford to gamble?" ”

After Bao Yifan finished speaking, he consciously retreated. But Xie Bin, who was quietly waiting in the corner, saw Andy's face flushed, sweat spread from his forehead under the light, his originally drooping hands were twisted together, and his two thumbs subconsciously rotated positions. Xie Bin glanced at it, closed his eyes, and turned his face away.

Qu Xiaoxuan broke free from Fan Shengmei, and also leaned next to Andy and whispered: "Don't be a middleman for me, I don't recognize it." My parents divorced by verbal agreement tonight, and my family was shattered by him, and I won't let him go. ”

"Okay."

"It's not that I don't worry about you or don't trust you, I want my business, I'll solve it myself."

"Okay."

Qu Xiaoxuan didn't know what these two good meant for a while, she stretched her neck to look at Andy's face, and saw that Andy was quite irritable and not calm, I don't know if she was angry with her. Busy and said: "I won't disturb you, you can talk with peace of mind, and I will drive people for you." Good, I love you. Qu Xiaoxuan quietly retreated. By the way, he glanced at Xie Bin again, from beginning to end, Xie Bin didn't look at her, nor did he look at Andy too seriously, let alone Guan Juer.

Finally, there were only two more people left to face. But Andy looked at Xie Bin for a while, retracted his eyes, and said dejectedly: "I originally wanted to discuss the fear in our hearts with you, and confidently tell you that the problem you encountered is just pediatrics, and you listen to what I do." But I just found that I was too busy to take care of myself, and I couldn't overcome my prejudices and make arguments, and I didn't have the courage to speak out. The fear in my heart built up day by day and went deep into my bones. But if anyone asks me what I am afraid of, I will say that one time I was hungry for two meals, another time I was beaten by a nest of hearts, and another time I was chased and coaxed...... Those who listened to it were impatient after a few words, who had never encountered this. I can't explain it to anyone, that's because I don't dare to say the core of that fear, I don't dare to say it to others, I don't dare to say it to others, I don't dare to say to myself, who dares to look back at the cold when I go to the sun. Of course, I won't tell you today, so I can only talk about my feelings. ”

As Andy spoke, his hands slowly and involuntarily lifted up, clasped in front of his chest, and his fingers were tightly interlocked. "For many years, I was afraid that someone would dig up my fear, and later on, this fear became part of the fear itself, but the core of the fear became more and more blurred. I only know that I am very scared in my heart, very afraid, so afraid that I dare not sleep in the dark at night. If you are afraid of the wind, you can build a windshield wall, be afraid of fire, and use the best firefighting facilities. But in the face of vague fear, there is nothing to do. However, the vigilance around him is more and more buried, like a silkworm making a cocoon, becoming more and more tenacious and sensitive. But it is triggered from time to time, and it is frightened from time to time. The people who triggered the alert would also blame me for making a fuss. And one day someone will say to me with contempt, you live well, what are you anxious about, and there are people starving to death, what should those people do? So fear becomes absurd, and absurdity also means abnormality, and people look at abnormal people in a different way, and I have to look at other people's reactions to adjust myself to be a normal person. But I can do it in a way, and I am even more suspicious that the whole world is against me. When I was a minor, I was escorted by my guardian to see a psychiatrist, but you must have experienced that external factors are difficult to play a role. As I said earlier, the only one who can overcome the demons in his heart is himself. I have seen the past me from you and from Yue Xi, and the demons in my heart are showing my teeth and claws, and I have to remind you that you have demons in your heart. As for you asking me to keep Yuexi, I refuse, I'm afraid of being triggered by her. I can only say this to you, you have triggered my darkness, although I haven't seen your tracking that time, I have already felt flustered, I feel that danger is approaching, you have a very dangerous aura, and I don't want to touch you. Allow me to be selfish. I'm sorry, I have to go and sit, as soon as I talk about those fears, my heart is weak, I can't stand, it's really useless. You go, I hope my nagging will be useful to you, Xiaoqu is still waiting for you. ”

Xie Bin listened intently from the beginning, but his eyes only stayed on Andy's face once, and then he lowered his eyelids and looked out of nowhere, his hands in his trouser pockets. The same is true of Andy across from him, the two of them facing each other with their necks down, one talking to himself and the other listening to himself. After Andy said this, he found a place to sit down, and the person couldn't help but collapse on the table, waving his hand to let Xie Bin do his own thing. But Xie Bin sat across from Andy instead.

"It's pretty much the same. The difference is that I always tell myself that I am a man and that I have to take the initiative. And ......"

Andy still waved his hand to let Xie Bin go, "It is impossible for two fearful people to huddle together to keep warm, they will only fall deeper and deeper." You go to a normal person. ”

"Are there any normal people?" (To be continued.) )