After saying that, he didn't seem to think about it, Feng Yu replied, and continued: "According to my uncle, at that time, my mother was peerless and talented, and in my uncle's eyes, she was a woman. But most of the really talented people are arrogant, not to mention that the mother herself is in the compliments and admiration. All the way to Chengdu with full of praise, disdain to stay in the female ring like ordinary women, read historical records, four books, and even often appear in front of people as a young man"

"Under the deviance, he naturally doesn't believe in the words of the media, and says that he wants to find Ruyi Langjun by himself. Although the family was surprised, it was as she wanted, and the husband who looked at her was a good investigation for her to let her choose, secretly investigated, tempted, and assessed, and her mother tossed long enough. In the end, he chose his uncle's classmate, but he was also handsome, both civil and military, and more importantly, he took the initiative to tell his mother that if he married a wife, he should start from the beginning, and take a scoop of weak water for 3,000 to drink.

He said that everyone in the world envies the blessings of Qi people, but how do you know if the people who are Qi are really blessed? How do you know if the admired Empress E's daughters are really willing? is so sincere, but the happiest thing for any woman is probably the love and love of her husband, so her mother got married happily, and she was really happy after marriage. ”

"It's a pity that people who are too smooth will be jealous, the mother has not been pregnant for ten years of marriage, the husband's sorrow, the mother-in-law's resentment, and the oppressive mother is on the verge of collapse." "Originally, the mentality of being persistent for love and uncompromising for love is that no matter how insistent it is, it can't withstand the increasingly bad complexion of the husband, and the pressure from the mother-in-law is not only uncomfortable for the mother, but also for the father. Fortunately, my father didn't open that mouth after all, but when he faced his mother, he wanted to talk more often. ”

Wei Xiaoxiao wiped the corners of her eyes and drew a slightly mocking smile, "But in my opinion, my father is afraid that he will not be able to hold on for a long time, but he is just hindering the promise he gave at the beginning, for fear that he will be slapped in the face with a word." Even if it was for him, he didn't want to bear that kind of dishonesty, but he made that attitude in front of his mother, adding more pressure to his mother."

After a pause, he laughed even more mockingly, "What's more, if my father really has a heart, as long as he shows his heart in front of his grandmother, stands more with his mother, and gives his mother more support, how can there be anything later"

Feng Yu's face did not change at all, and he didn't have much deep feelings for his parents in his heart. I can't understand her deep pain, even the complexity and hatred of her father.

The mother was still compromised by the cold eyes of her mother-in-law and the weakness and anxiety of her husband. The mother still let the father accept a few concubines, but the four beautiful concubines entered the door less than a month after the mother found out that she was pregnant, and the father was overjoyed, but he was happy and did not forget those freshmen. ”

As soon as the promise was broken, it became a big joke, and her mother was extremely disappointed, she thought that Hengheng would be able to break the barrier between them and still return to the beginning, but her father's approach instigated her a big slap. She was dizzy when she was beaten, and in discouragement, she moved to the side of the yard with someone and didn't see her father. ”

"After all, it was guilt and weakness, my father ran to his mother's yard more and more diligently, so after a long time, the concubine was lonely, and I was born prematurely by my father's hand. My mother tried her best to leave me, and the son who was looking forward to how long became a daughter, my father was very disappointed, and my grandmother didn't have even a little bit of a good face for my mother because of me, plus my father gently exposed the aunt who hurt my mother. If it weren't for my mother's holding of the whole family's money and lifeblood, every qiē in the family would have been earned by my mother, maybe the family at that time would no longer be able to accommodate my mother."

"A few aunts copied the half-menstrual book behind closed doors. My mother became more and more disappointed, and only took me to live in the courtyard, ignoring the outside world. In the past three years, because of his father's alcoholism, his mother became pregnant again, and this time his father couldn't step into the yard. As a result, five months later, my mother lost a baby boy, and my mother was so grief-stricken that she found out that several aunts had done something in her yard and prescribed me chronic medicine. "So the mother couldn't bear it, and she was going to kill her aunt right now, and she was stopped by her father that her aunt was pregnant, no matter how reluctant she was to give up her son-in-law, it was impossible to let the child who might be the eldest son be buried with her." The mother was so angry that she fainted, and when she woke up, she was confined to the yard by her father. ”

"I sent someone out to look for my uncle, but my father stopped him and didn't let anyone out of the yard. The mother became more and more desperate, fell ill under depression, and the miscarriage and anger made the mother's body collapse. "Until one day the people around my father sent a cup of ginseng soup and said that it was specially boiled for my mother to make up for her body, and my mother was depressed and did not drink, and it happened that I was curious next to me and asked the maid to take a bowl to my mother's side, and I took a spoon and wanted to feed it to my mother, I tasted a spoonful first, and the soup went down and a mouthful of blood spurted out, and my mother was angry and almost collapsed, and it took three days and three nights to pull me back from the ghost gate, and my mother was haggard and kept holding me without speaking and moving." "The ginseng soup is poisoned, and the average person will have a seizure after drinking at least half a pillar of incense when he is healthy, but I have been chronically poisoned and injured my body, and I am young, so I will have an attack immediately, and the attack of half a pillar of incense can no longer be saved."

Then my mother asked the maid next to me to pack up her things, and went all the way to the front yard She wanted to let my father separate, but my father did not agree, so she asked to send me back to my uncle's house to recuperate, and my father agreed after hesitating. My mother coaxed me, she asked me to listen to my uncle obediently, and she said that she had always loved me the most. At that time, I was ignorant and hurt my body, many did not understand, I did not understand how desperate my mother's tone was, and now I think about it if I don't leave, will it not be a farewell as soon as I leave. "The water ran out of the house that night, and none of my mother's father and aunt escaped. The mother brought a letter to her uncle, and the letter was the end she gave herself, saying that she had only suffered from infatuation and wrong payments all her life, and believed other people's lies; is only sad that daydreams in vain to change the stealing cat; It is only wrong to be proud and high, and disdain to make means to keep men; When she was young, she was deviant and didn't want to be the same as the world, but she had less heart to know people, she said that she didn't regret that her character was destined to be ruined in this world, such as

This ending also counts as the fulfillment of her. ”

She said that the world treats women harshly, and she doesn't want me to be contaminated with power, and she doesn't want me to set foot in the high gate, so she asks her uncle to find a solid family for me who does not accept concubines, and if not, she will find a clear stream and a low door. Let my uncle take care of me more! ”

"You see, even if my mother is not gorgeous, she is also the most beautiful woman! Many of her ideas may not be tolerated by the world, but they are given to her by the pride in her bones. Her last wish is that she only wishes me well, and that even if I am in the world, I will try not to suffer from the world. That's a mother's love for her daughter" Stretched out her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes, Wei Xiaoxiao opened a smile, bright as fireworks, bright as the morning sun, "so I should obey~"