Shen Ruyu was thinking about various situations. 『』

If Li Cao can come back, if Li Cao can't come back, if the original Li Cao is still conscious, and now he can still see what they did, or if the two Li Cao actually exchanged bodies, he is in the other world at the moment......

She deduced how to deal with every possibility in her mind, and it stands to reason that this should be an extremely simple thing for her, because she is not only very familiar with Li Cao, but also very familiar with the crossing, and she is also very familiar with this kind of deduction.

But Shen Ruyu found herself feeling uncontrollably anxious and depressed—once she realized that the man who loved her was no longer by her side now, she was completely unable to calculate the future development of things calmly and calmly as before.

What if he can't come back?

What if he can't come back?

The prince was right, most of the things that crossed over never returned—what if he never came back?

What if she never saw him again?

However, the more flustered she became, the more calm her fingers holding the teacup became, and the more calm the expression on her face became.

This is the armor that she derived in order to protect herself after she crossed over, and to this day, it is almost like an instinctive reaction reads(); [Main Attack on Titan] on the 10,000 ways to break the essence.

The scene became a little awkward for a moment.

Shen Ruyu didn't speak, Cui Wenjun couldn't figure out her mood, and she didn't know what this Li Cao was thinking about, her years of internal guard career made her dare not open her mouth lightly, and Li Cao was even less likely to be interested in provoking a conversation at such a time. He didn't like this embarrassment, but he didn't hate it either, rather, he looked at them coldly like an outsider, detached from their emotions, and was silent and indifferent to their entanglement, and could even sneer at them.

Cui Wenjun cares about Shen Ruyu, Shen Ruyu cares about his own world, the prince is so pressed by the atmosphere that he doesn't dare to raise his head, Li Cao looks at everyone present with such a gaze that no one pays attention to, and observes their expressions to get the information he wants.

Coming to another world is unbelievable, but when it actually happens, it's not so hard to accept - it's just that occasionally I feel a huge sense of absurdity because of that sense of dislocation.

For example, Ruyu did not die of depression, but was with "him".

Cui Wenjun, although it seems that he still attaches great importance to Shen Ruyu, it can be seen that there is no so-called "Yuwen friend" between them.

And Wang Zizhi, a young man who didn't leave much impression in Li Cao's memory, probably followed the life trajectory of ordinary men early in his world and married into her.

It's still a big ginger here, it's his Li Cao's big ginger, but on the contrary, everything is no longer in his control.

And in the end, he couldn't help but fall his gaze on Shen Ruyu's face.

Strange to say, maybe it was because she had been dead in his world for many years, although he remembered her voice and smile in his heart day and night, thinking that he would never forget it, but when he saw the woman in front of him, he still inevitably noticed the image in his heart, and began to lose the details of his appearance.

The silent appearance of the woman in front of him made him feel strange.

Because she looks so vivid, and her vivid image here is so convincing, he can't help but begin to doubt the memories in his mind, and then perceive those things that are not the same, and wonder if Ruyu is like this? Am I mistaken?

She seems to have such eyebrows and demeanor, but there are some differences. Was it because they were already different, or was his memory finally starting to blur?

No...... No, it won't.

Li Cao thought to himself, if this Shen Ruyu is no different from his Shen Ruyu, there is no reason why he can't be with Ruyu, but he can succeed in this world.

Maybe this is also Shen Ruyu, but ...... It's not his Ruyu.

But she is still Shen Ruyu after all.

Even though she is not the Shen Ruyu he loves, after all, she is still Shen Ruyu.

So Li Cao sat here, watching them stunned by his arrival, and expressed his unwelcome disgust nakedly.

Although he didn't look good-looking, he knew that he wasn't really angry—when the Son of Heaven was angry, he didn't need to be patient, and he would be washed away with blood if he offended the mighty of Heaven.

Even if he leaves his world, he still has such a transcendent status and power - because he is still Li Cao, still the most honorable ruler of Da Jiangreads(); Little fox, don't make trouble!.

He can speak at any time, and he can execute Cui Wenjun and Wang Zizhi in an instant, and if he wants, he can even order the guards to demote Shen Ruyu to prison.

It's just that he didn't do it, and from this point of view, he was merciful and indulged them, and it can even be said that he tolerated their presumptuousness.

If he wants to continue to be his male emperor in this world, there is a way to kill all these people who have seen through this matter.

But, after all, he saw Shen Ruyu's gaffe.

Whether it was Shen Ruyu in this world or Shen Ruyu in another world, they didn't know that Li Cao knew her indifference and indifference to one thing better than her.

When she is cold and careless, others generally can't see it.

Because Ruyu Niangzi looks very gentle and kind no matter when, as if no matter who she is, she can make friends with her and talk with her very happily.

That's how she looked cold and unconcerned.

When she is really happy, she is not as gentle as the "Jade Lady", and everything is in line with the etiquette norms.

It's just that kind of really happy expression, Li Cao rarely sees it, and he can only see it when she is with Cui Wenjun.

And what he saw a lot was what she was like now.

Obviously no matter how tired and entangled he is, no matter how distressed and angry he is, he always looks calm and light on the surface, pretending to be perfunctory and fooling others, not wanting to be seen by others what he thinks in his heart.

But she didn't know much about her true indifferent appearance, so he could see that the corners of her lips were slightly stiff and the smile in her eyes was faint.

But he never said it.

Because Shen Ruyu at this time, at least she wanted to pretend to be gentle to him, if he said it, maybe she wouldn't even show him such a fake smile.

In the past, Shen Ruyu would disguise herself to deal with him because she resisted him but didn't want to be discovered by him, but now, she refused to be discovered by Li Cao because she was worried, so she showed this appearance.

Just for this reason, Li Cao felt that the current things were bearable. Even if she scolded him angrily, beat him, and treated him as a monster and wanted to kill him, he wouldn't really hurt her, and maybe he would be happy - because this showed that Li Cao was important to Shen Ruyu.

He wanted to see what Shen Ruyu would do for "Li Cao", and what kind of expression he would show - after all, this was an opportunity that he might never encounter in his life.

From this point of view, man is truly a greedy creature.

She married him in this world, which was something Li Cao wanted to do in his dreams in that world, and after discovering this in this world, he began to want to know how much weight "he" had in her heart.

But Li Cao thought so in the bottom of his heart, on top of these most real, soft, and sour and humble feelings, there was a layer of diametrically opposite feelings—he felt angry, anxious, and violent.

He may have known that he was angry because of jealousy, for what he had not only not gained, but had been forever lost, he had found so tender, as if he were supposed to be by the side of someone else—that person was still his "own" reads(); [Phantom of the Opera] changed face.

He didn't want to admit it, and he wasn't allowed to admit it himself—because that would be too pathetic.

And his anxiety and violence are also because he is afraid, afraid that there may be something wrong between him and the person he loves, otherwise why can Li Cao and Shen Ruyu in this world be together well, but he has to be separated from her yin and yang? Why did Shen Ruyu in this world willingly enter the court and accompany the male emperor, but his Ruyu was always depressed and sentimental?

He was afraid that they didn't have to be so bleak in the first place, he was afraid that they could have been so happy and happy, and what he was afraid of was that maybe he had done something wrong, and every step of the way, every step of the way.

If you don't even know it, you don't need to be depressed, but if you are discovered, it must be a great pain.

If the thought of "if I hadn't done this at the time, but had done that, would I not have been like this in the end?" once one thing arises, that pain will be magnified tenfold in an instant, and it will begin to torment people's hearts a hundredfold.

This made him want to talk to Shen Ruyu well, but on the other hand, he couldn't help but speak in a stiff and cold tone.

On the one hand, she was happy because of Shen Ruyu's attention to "Ah Cong", and on the other hand, she was angry because of her indifferent and hostile attitude towards him for the sake of "Ah Cong".

is also Li Cao, why is he always the one who was rejected by Shen Ruyu?

What is the difference between him and him?

The atmosphere was so heavy, the prince looked directly at Cui Wenjun, and then at Shen Ruyu, so he also lowered his head, pursuing the iron rule that silence is gold, on the surface, it seemed to be low eyebrows, but in fact, his mind began to turn around without knowing how crazy, in order to conceive a new plot.

The four of them had all kinds of thoughts and entanglements in each other's hearts, so that this silence lasted for a very long time, seeing that it was a little too unreasonable to continue to be silent, Shen Ruyu calmly put down the teacup in his hand and put his hand back on his knees. She raised her eyes, and with that habitual gentle smile on her face again, she nodded straight at Cui Wenjun and the prince.

"I'm sorry for you," Shen Ruyu said softly, "Please go back first, I still have something to say to Your Majesty." ”

Cui Wenjun seemed to be a little relieved, she still wanted to say something, but she looked at the expressionless Li Cao, thought about her embarrassing identity, felt the subtle and weird atmosphere of the scene, and finally took a deep breath and bowed to the male emperor and retired.

Wang Zizhi seemed to be a little reluctant to leave, but he was not a fool after all, and he knew that it was absolutely impossible to stay at this moment.

When they were far away, Li Cao snorted coldly, "You haven't told you not to mention such a big thing." No matter what world you are in, you all trust Cui Wenjun the same. ”

Shen Ruyu glanced at him, "This kind of thing, if she doesn't know what she can't say, Ah Cong won't let her climb to her current position." It's not that I trust her, it's that you underestimate her too much. At this point, she paused, "I mean, my A. ”

Li Cao suddenly showed a very annoyed look, his tone was very bad, Shen Ruyu suspected that if she was not "Shen Ruyu", if someone made him so angry, maybe Li Cao would have let the other party drag down and behead him. "I know who you're talking about, you don't need to accentuate it in front of me!"

And he is so angry, maybe he is angry that the "Li Cao" in this world has a Shen Ruyu who can call him "my Alu", but he has no way to respond with a sentence of "my Ruyu".