"Am I ruthless?" Lu Qianqian looked at him with blurred tears and asked in a choked voice.

"Isn't it ruthless? For four whole years, you know where I am, but you don't tell me where you are. You punished me for four years, and you could send me all over the world with a single phone call, while you hid in Monaco with our children...... Lu Qianqian, I have loved you for nine years, have you ever had me for nine days? ”

His face was pale, his breathing became heavier and shorter, and his eyes began to redden. Suddenly, he clenched his hands into fists, so frightened that Lu Qianqian covered his eyes and screamed. If this punch comes down, will she still be alive?

"Ah......h

She was so frightened that her soul was about to fly away, and she didn't hear any movement for a long time before she dared to slowly open her eyes.

In fact, he just propped himself up with his fists, with flames burning in his eyes, and looked at Lu Qianqian without blinking.

"Ji Shenjue, what do you want to do?" She pursed her lips and asked him in fear. He's so fierce that he can eat her!

"I want to love you!" Ji Shenjue exhaled slowly, leaned down, his lips were imprinted on her forehead, and said dumbly: "No matter how bad I do, you have to tell me...... How big is it that can't sit down and solve it? ”

Lu Qianqian's body froze, this was the first time he spoke to her in a helpless tone, as if he was falling into a bottomless black hole, desperately reaching out to her, trying to pull her and follow her out.

"You just ran away, and it made me more disheartened than when I sank to the bottom of the river. In this world, how difficult does it have to be to meet the other half who makes you fall in love with your bones? It was raining that day, and seeing you standing in the rain with bags and bags, drenched and drenched, I really wanted to kill Han Ling. Take you back, you lie on the couch and say I don't understand your feelings, I really want to tell you that I'm silent, I understand you better than anyone else in this world......"

"You know how much I'm looking forward to forming a family with you, with you and children, why did you just leave me like this? If you really leave it behind, you should throw it away simply, don't give birth to a little deep and a little shallow......"

Lu Qianqian didn't move, she closed her eyes and listened to the sound of his breathing burrowing into her ears one by one.

"I thought I could occupy your heart, but when you were together, I didn't see you happy a few times, but with Fu Ye, you always smiled happily. Shallow...... I'm jealous of him, why can't I make you laugh like that? His hand was on her heart, and he took a deep breath, his eyes slightly raised, staring into her teary eyes.

Lu Qianqian has been aggrieved for so many years, his mouth is full of salty tears, and his voice is choked, "Have you ever thought that it is because we are not suitable?" Our personalities are not suitable, our family backgrounds are not suitable, and the two of us are not suitable for being together at all. I'm very nervous in front of you, afraid that if I don't do it well, I will make you angry and your mother will not like it. I live every day with a lot of fear! ”

"Ji Shenjue, you said you love me, why did you make me breathless? I want you to give me good things that look good and work, but I want to be free, I have hands and feet, and I can work on my own. I really don't want to live with my head down every day, you know? I don't want to just give you a baby, just sleep with you. ”

"Who made you bow your head? You look up at me. Ji Shenjue held her little face tightly and forced her to raise her head to look at him, "What's the difference between looking up and looking at others like this?" For the sake of outsiders, you easily put aside your feelings, and you didn't give me a chance to explain. ”

Lu Qian lowered his eyes and didn't look at him.

"You see, since we met, you haven't been willing to look at me more......" Ji Shenjue bit her lip and suddenly bit her hard, "What's wrong, it's appropriate to be together more." If two children can't be tethered, then give birth to three, four...... I love you, you love me, why don't we have children? ”

"Ji Shenjue, you dare to really come, you dare to ...... I must have cut you......" Lu Qianqian's eyes widened in pain, and his feet kicked wildly, "You don't respect people, you come hard!" You try it......"

Ji Shenjue stopped and looked at her with a melancholy expression.

"Ji Shenjue, you don't know why I'm unhappy, you always forcibly hold me down and make me obey you. I don't want to listen to you at all, I want to do my own thing, I have my own ideas. Lu Qianqian said with tears in his eyes: "Also, I hate that there are so many women walking around you, I hate that Concubine Zhao Jing, and I hate your mother's ......."

She was trembling and crying, and she was not afraid that the children would hear it, and so many grievances in her heart would be poured out.

His hand came up and covered her eyes, gently covering it. I don't know how long it took, Lu Qianqian felt that his hands and feet were stiff, and his voice was hoarse, Ji Shenjue suddenly asked, "Do you love me?" ”

Lu Qian pursed his lips and refused to answer.

If you don't love it, why do you desperately give birth to the child, and why do you keep missing him when you look at the child's face?

If you say you love him, why can't you do it without looking back, desperate, even if there is a sea of swords and fires in front of you, you are willing to go down with him?

"It's been four years, and still won't lie, your ears are hot. Shallow, if you don't love it at all, you won't desperately give birth to the child, right? Since Qiao Nian can change your identity, he can help you get rid of the child. As if seeing her confusion, he held her face and whispered, "Look, since we all have such hope, let's start all over again." If you don't run, I won't force you, we'll all change. ”

Lu Qianqian pursed his lips and did not make a sound. She felt good, too good to be good, nothing to change. But he never listened to her, and if he wanted to change, he had to start with his hair.

"If you really like Fu Ye, then I'll let you get in touch with him

Tang, if you really want to fall in love with him, I'll ...... Kill you all together. His handsome face distorted slightly,

"Ah......" Lu Qianqian screamed in pain and annoyed again, "How can you be so bloody and violent?" ”

Ji Shenjue bit her for a long time, let go of her, and said with a wry smile: "I tease you, how can I be willing to hurt you...... Look at you, you never trusted me, did you? We've been together for three months too, when have I really hurt you? ”

Lu Qianqian looked at him in a daze, not knowing what to say.

"Shallow, let's start from scratch, huh?" He held her face, and the word "um" dragged long, like a small broom, sweeping through her heart, sweeping every thin blood vessel.

In fact, in the city of love, stubbornness and dignity are useless shells, after tearing it apart, I hate to be intimate all the time, I hate to get into each other's bodies, and become one.

So many women throw away their reason after meeting love, even if a female doctor, female saint warrior, and shopping mall superwoman with an IQ of 808 really fall into love, they may become crying little resentful women, looking at the man she is obsessed with, and just want to stay with him. If he treats her badly in the slightest, he feels like the sky is falling, and he doesn't love her anymore......

This has nothing to do with character, this is the love of the vast majority of women, who attaches great importance to it and regards it as life. But if one day, this man hurts her completely, he can also decide to cut her off and never see each other again.

Lu Qianqian is this kind of person, she looked at Ji Shenjue cautiously, not wanting to nod or shake her head.

After thinking about it for half an hour, she opened her eyes and said in an inaudible voice: "I will be the executive general manager of Rowatu China." ”

That means going back!

Ji Shenjue endured this half an hour, and when he got this answer, he immediately turned over and sat up.

"We can try again, after all...... Children need fathers. She paused and continued, "But it's true that before we get back together, we live separately, and you don't interfere in my business. I will also respect your right to see your children. ”

"From scratch?" Ji Shenjue leaned down, his lips pressed against hers, and muttered.

"Oh......" Lu Qian pursed his lips and snorted.

Ji Shenjue relaxed suddenly, arched his body up, and kissed her forehead.

Lu Qianqian thought that this conversation was about to end, but he didn't expect this person's kiss to go down finely, from her forehead, to the tip of her nose, lips, and then to her neck, all the way down.

"Hey......" she was anxious and hurriedly pushed him, "After talking, you go to sleep on the sofa." ”

"Shallow, we haven't seen each other for four years, and the whole person is strange, I want to say hello to my shallowness first." He grabbed her waist and slowly descended.

His palms were very strong, pressing her wrists to keep her from moving. His lips were gentle, slowly descending from her heart, resting on her lower abdomen.

Lu Qianqian's lower abdomen can also faintly see some pregnancy marks, staggered, like thorn flowers blooming on the snowfield.

Ji Shenjue's face was buried in her soft lower abdomen, and she didn't move for a long time.

"Shallow, thank you for giving birth to them. I'm sorry for making you sad and not by your side......" After a long time, his hand continued to go down, hugging Shuangyue, who had lost all her strength, and said hoarsely.

Lu Qianqian hesitated for a while, his hand gently fell on the top of his head, and said with difficulty: "Really, I'm doing well." It's very free, and I can do whatever I want. I've longed for so many years of life without having to look at other people's faces, and I've found it here. I want you to understand what I mean, I am me and you are you. ”