Chapter 7 Grievances from left to right
But there is still a friendship between Zheng Min and Ban Que after all, otherwise they would not simply be used by the version. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info However, the relationship between Jin Hao and Ban Que is not very good, and it seems that the balance is more biased towards Ban Que's side. Even if the government and the people are simpler, but because of the growth environment, the way of doing things will be smoother than Xiaozhi, even if they don't help Ban Que, they won't give Ban Que Tianma Fang. Coupled with the blessing of Jin Hao, the rich second generation of the gangster, it seems that the possibility of Ban Que making a comeback for him is quite large. Now, the power of the boss can still cover Xiaozhi, but if Ban Que secretly colludes with his father's old subordinates, coupled with the support of Jin Hao's forces, it is difficult for me to guarantee how long the boss can protect Xiaozhi. Even according to my plan, one day I will replace Xiaozhi and live the life I want, Ban Que's intentions are the biggest obstacle. It seems that the hatred of the previous generation may continue. "I calmly analysed the situation and basically we didn't have any good hands.
Wei Kai shook his head: "It's not possible, according to Ban Que's personality, he will definitely not give up." And I'm still eyeing that seat. But don't worry, I won't make a move on Xiao Zhi, after all, without her father and my grandfather saving our family, it would be difficult for me to live so big. And I don't have much interest in that seat. It's just that as a repayment, it is not a problem to protect his daughter to survive, and if my father can sit in that position smoothly, I think you can still live the life you want without any crisis. How's it going, do you want to do me a favor? ”
"What's the plan?" In order to be able to help myself, I have to get involved in the grievances of the previous generation now, but if I really get involved, I really won't be willing to return control to Xiaozhi. I'm sorry, Xiaozhi, your personality may really be completely gone, don't blame me, we can't coexist, as long as you're still there, Xiaozhi, I don't think I'll ever live the life I want. So come back and cherish life, you may not be able to see the sun outside again before long.
"Find a way to win over Jin Hao first." Wei Kai said the first step plan.
I looked at Wei Kai: "But it's very difficult, putting aside the grievances between parents, Ban Que and Jin Hao can be regarded as Fa Xiao who grew up together, right?" ”
"But you also said that it was to put aside the matter of Banque's parents. Don't forget, although it was your dad who paid attention, the person who really carried out the plan was Kim Ho's dad. What do you think of the son who killed his father's enemy? Ban Que can always regard you as a thorn in his side, trying to kill you in every possible way, do you think he is seriously friends with Jin Hao? Wei Kai asked me with a smile.
I looked at Wei Kai, but I still had some doubts in my heart: "Does Jin Hao not know about his father's family and Ban Que's father's generation, or is he pretending not to know." I think watching Ban Que become an orphan, I shouldn't be able to notice the story inside, right? ”
Wei Kai nodded: "Actually, Jin Hao has some sense of atonement. Jin Hao lives in that circle, although Jin Hao still has an older brother to take over his father's position, and he has nothing to do with himself, but if you think about some things, you can't hide it if you think about it, especially if you are still the child of the party, gossip will inevitably reach the ears of the child. How do you think it's impossible for Jing Hao to know that his father is the culprit who caused the destruction of his best friend's family. So you don't think he has any guilt for his best friend? Apparently not. So Jin Hao almost became Ban Que's little follower because of guilt, saying that the little follower is a little ugly, because after all, the status of the two people is equal, and Ban Que knows that if Jin Hao's father knows that Jing Hao has been his follower, with his father's status and character, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not be killed without any real power now. Therefore, Ban Que's attitude towards Jing Hao has always been different from that of you, hating it to the core, but it is hidden very humble. It's like showing everyone that he has accepted the lessons of the family and will no longer be arrogant and retaliate. But in fact, judging from his thoughtful attitude towards Xiaozhi, he has no intention of giving up revenge at all. Jin Hao is still very dangerous to be with him. Although only the good father realizes this, he still has no good way, and what he does disgusts his son, so there is no communication between father and son. Now Jin Hao is like the most powerful trump card in Ban Que's hand, in order to maintain balance, Jin Hao's father will never make a move on Ban Que, you know that as long as you make a move, it means declaring war, even if the given result is very likely to know Jin Hao's father to win, but Jin Hao's father's side will also suffer heavy losses, if someone takes advantage of the situation, it is hard to say whether it will be destroyed. ”
"That is, Jinghao's father gave up on Jin Hao?" Looking at it this way, Jin Hao is really pitiful, a very good child is used by both sides.
"There is no other way for the time being, and in fact, Jin Hao is also a chess piece that his father planted next to Ban Que, in fact, there is a stir on Ban Que's side, and his father can guess it from Ban Que's occasional words. It can be regarded as prevention before it happens. ”
"But in this case, we can't get Jin Hao to get over from Banque, right?" I looked at Wei Kai, "It's hard to change your own choice. ”
"But we still have an advantage." Wei Kai said with confidence.
I was surprised, "What advantage?" ”
Wei Kai smiled: "We have his father, don't forget who his father was in that position, and who helped him consolidate his position?" That's right, all Dou E can connect with you, so do you think his father would rather Jin Hao play with us, or would he rather play with the dangerous Ban Que? So as long as we sow discord between Ban Que and Jin Hao, we can succeed very smoothly. Also, as long as Jin Hao can get out of Banque's control, there is nothing that can restrain Jin Hao's father, and it will be very easy to quietly destroy Banque at that time. Moreover, if Ban Que dies, with Xiaozhi's infatuation with her, he will also want to disappear with her at that time, and for this reason, you won't feel indebted, will you? ”
Although I still feel a little unbearable, compared to my own life, I am still inclined to Wei Kai's proposal: "Okay, but we have to find a way to separate Jin Hao and Ban Que first." ”
"You and Xiaozhi are the best way." Wei Kai grinned.
"Me?" I pointed to myself in some confusion.
Wei Kai nodded: "Well, but don't worry, it won't make you and Xiaozhi particularly dangerous." After all, if you reveal your purpose, Ban Que will take advantage of this to make a big fuss, and my life will not be easy then. After all, starting from my father's generation, we understand that it is a united front. So I'm sure you're safe. I'm not sure if Ban Que has ever told Jin Hao about you, I mean the multiple personality thing. Don't forget that Jin Hao is such a compassionate person, and we can use this to achieve our goal of getting closer to him. ”
"Do you think he'll sympathize with me, but I'm the child of someone else who hurt his friend, do you think he'll believe me?" I looked at Wei Kai with some amusement and laughed at his whimsy.
The unopened tutor didn't care about my cynicism, just glanced at the clock in my room: "The boss is coming back soon, talk to him for a while, talk to him as Zizhi, talk to him about the period Ning that happened at noon the day before yesterday, the more serious the better, and then use Xiaozhi's security to threaten the boss to agree to your participation in his current work, and make him believe that you are just for self-preservation and not to participate in daily affairs." In fact, the boss is also worried about the final outcome of you and Banque. All yo run knows that with Ban Que's character, he really has to fight to the death before he stops, so the boss is also worried about what kind of situation you will face after he leaves, but if you tell the boss that Ban Que is going to kill Xiaozhi, the boss may change his mind. I won't necessarily help you get rid of Ban Que, but I will definitely turn a blind eye to Zizhi and some of your small actions against Ban Que in the future. This is for your own good, as for how to win over Jin Hao, I think pretending to be pitiful may really be a good way. But it's just pitiful, and you can't fall in love! Love is too luxurious and too dangerous for people like us. So in order to live the life you want, you should never ask for love. After Wei Kai left this sentence, he left, and within a few minutes, the sound of unlocking the door came from the door, and the boss came back. Sure enough, this kid calculated the time.
I quickly lay down and pretended to be asleep, I heard the boss knock on the door of my room, but I didn't answer, I still haven't figured out how to talk to the boss about meddling in my father's business. The boss did everything possible to hide from me that I didn't know his real job, just to be able to prevent me from coming into contact with these things at the root, it should be my father's instructions to him, so that I can live a peaceful and normal life. In fact, I was looking forward to living an ordinary life, but with Ban Que and my feud and his constant provocations, I knew that if I didn't get involved in that field, I would have to get involved in it in order to protect myself. But if you talk to the boss, the boss will never agree, but if I still stay out of the matter as before, then the final fate is to die tragically at the hands of Ban Que. How do I do that? It's a real headache.
I thought of Xiaozhi, this matter must be done without Xiaozhi, especially not to let her know the grievances and grievances between her and Ban Que from her father's generation, otherwise no matter how hard I prepare, in the end, she may do something I can't estimate because of guilt. Because of the cold medicine, I felt my head getting heavier and heavier, and then my consciousness became more and more blurred.
When I woke up again, I saw Zheng Min sitting in front of the desk and writing hard, and glanced at the wall clock, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and Zheng Min should have just come back not long ago. Because of the incident at noon, I looked at Zheng Min and had an indescribable feeling, not resentment, not sympathy, I couldn't connect her with the simple child who was thinking about Xiaozhi before. Maybe it's my prejudice, I always think that the reason why Zheng Min is very good to Xiaozhi is actually just to find a way for himself not to be offended by anyone, so as to keep his hard-won opportunity to live like an ordinary person. In exchange for emotion and respect that has never been felt before, there is something sad to think about. But, Zheng Min, how much of your kindness to Xiaozhi comes from your sincere liking? Are you just using Xiaozhi as a tool for you to make a good living? How sad would Ash be if she knew that you were close to her with such a purpose?
Zheng Min heard the noise on my side, and immediately turned around to look at my situation, it was too late when I wanted to close my eyes, so I forcibly suppressed all the inexplicable and wonderful emotions in my heart, and greeted her like Xiaozhi: "Minmin, are you back?" "I can't let her know I'm a different personality.
Zheng Min was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "Don't pretend, I know you are Zizhi." How? Xiaozhi is unwilling to take injections and medicine, so you will bear all this for her? ”
I was a little surprised that I had been punctured so quickly.
Seeing my surprised eyes, Zheng Min smiled first: "Xiaozhi will not be so polite." ”
I also smiled bitterly, and I decided to have a showdown with Zheng Min: "Zheng Min, do you remember what happened when you were a child?" ”
Zheng Min's eyes widened slightly, and I saw her eyes dodging.
I sighed and said, "Don't lie to me, I'm slowly learning a lot of things." ”
"Xiao, does Xiaozhi know?" Zheng Min seems to care very much about Xiaozhi's thoughts.
I shook my head: "Thankfully, that stupid girl is still in the dark. ”
"Wei Kai told you?" Zheng Min suddenly stared at me seriously.
I originally wanted to hide it, but after thinking about it, whether it was concealed or not, he and Ban Que regarded us as people from the other camp and knew that it would be sooner or later, so I stopped hiding it, but generously admitted: "Well, when I was bored at home, I heard something interesting from him." ”
"Interesting?" Zheng Min raised his eyebrows, his eyes revealing a deep dissatisfaction, "Sure enough, the difference between the two brothers is a bit big." Zheng Min now looks like a thorny rose, "Do you think our fate is interesting?" ”
It seems that he cares a lot about what happened to him, in this case, even if Xiaozhi's personality returns, Zheng Min is likely to transfer his anger towards me to Xiaozhi, and if he unites with Ban Que at that time, Xiaozhi will definitely die. So I hurriedly changed my words: "Sorry, I'm not referring to the identities of everyone here, unfortunately, I didn't mean to make fun of them." After all, the other personality of this body, like you, has also lost the person who is most important to you. I'm really sorry for what I just said, I didn't express my thoughts well. ”
After listening to my explanation, Zheng Min's face improved slightly, and she turned her head to stop talking after giving me a blank look.
I continued, this time in a mocking tone: "I think it's interesting that you treat Xiaozhi, you know everything, but you are playing an innocent person, hypocritically treating Xiaozhi, but without the slightest guilt. Let Xiaozhi think that you are really a very kind person, and I really admire your acting skills. ”
Zheng Min's back stiffened, and then he still turned his back to me. Back at the desk, I opened the book and continued to do my homework as I had just done.
"What, nothing more to say? Why, the tears of the day before yesterday were all pretended? "I kept stimulating Zheng Min with words, and I saw Zheng Min's hands trembling.
"I didn't." Zheng Min finally threw Bi on the desk, turned his back to me and said as if he was giving up on himself, "I have never treated Xiaozhi hypocritically. I'm just trying to find my place here, and I'll admit that I've had a little more calculations, and I've weighed the forces of both sides before making my own decision, trying not to involve myself in any of your interests. ”
Speaking of this, Zheng Min turned around; "But when you sarcastically mocked me for flattering Ban Que, did you ever think about how difficult my position is? Do you think I'm really willing to get involved in your grievances? You are those with vested direct interests, as long as you win, Jin Hao's father's glory and wealth are all yours. But as for me, I've always been a pawn to be used, and when I can use it, you will think of me. Even if the battle between you comes to fruition, what will happen to me? I still don't get anything. It is even very likely that like my mother, if you resist a little, you will die directly, why do you think I am so careful to look at other people's eyes, why I will find the big tree of Banque to rely on, is because no one has ever protected me out of sincerity. Yes, I knew that Ban Que was going to kill Xiaozhi, and it was because I helped Ban Que commit perjury that I left the scene the day before yesterday for no reason. But I can't help it. You, I mean Xiaozhi, that is the child of the boss's benefactor, the boss protects her wholeheartedly, but whenever there is danger, the first person the boss thinks of saving is her. Ban Que, his father's subordinates are his most solid backing, and the conspiracy has really been exposed, and there are people who can protect her. Wei Kai, this is even funnier, not only the grandson of the eldest adoptive father, but also the solid backing of his father, a child who will not have an accident at all. The three of you have a protective barrier, no matter how much trouble you make, no matter how much trouble you wear, someone will help you settle it. But I'm different, I don't have anything, but I'm having to endure a fight that has nothing to do with me because of another bastard. "That bastard should be talking about Zheng Min's own father.
Zheng Min said this and wiped the tears on his face: "I just want to earn a space for myself to live, and I have been like this since I was a child." My mom and I have been living this life for as long as I can remember. My mother raised me alone, and she was pregnant out of wedlock, which caused her to suffer a lot of stares and ridicule. But in order to keep me alive, he put up with it all. What about that bastard? He never had a day with me, but he made me a baby kiss with someone else in a joking way. Sometimes I want to jokingly take my mother's life, do you understand the helplessness when you watch your loved ones die in front of you? I wasn't even five years old. I watched my mom fall before my eyes, her hand reaching out to me, trying to catch me. That was the last time I saw my mother. ”
"I'm sorry." I don't know why I apologized, maybe I thought I brought up something that made her sad. This was the first time I saw Zheng Min crying, and I was a little panicked. I thought she would be hysterical about pleading with me after I had stimulated her, but she didn't, she was caught up in her own painful memories, and I felt a little unbearable and tried to stop her from going back, but he was still immersed in sadness. Sure enough, it was too wrong to question her on impulse.
Zheng Min's tears flowed uncontrollably like beads with broken threads, I really regretted talking to her about it, I got out of bed and took a tissue to her. She curled up in her chair like a helpless child and cried. That kind of silent grievance makes me feel very distressed. But even if it hurts, I still don't know what she thinks of Xiaozhi. Zheng Min's experience is so complicated that even I don't think he can sort out his own view of the world, she just tries her best to earn a place for herself in this world, and as someone who has always been protected, I am not in any position to blame her for her left and right. But I didn't know how to comfort her, and when I complained about my impulsiveness, Zheng Min spoke.
Zheng Min wiped her tears with a tissue, and her eyes glanced out the window: "I miss her very much." It was a hard time, but it was a happy time compared to the memories I had after I was five years old. At least someone cares about me. When I was taken back to the home of the man I called my father, no one really treated me well. Do you think I'm Miss ****? No, I'm not as good as an old mother. I am the child of his lover outside, the child of the evil mistress, and the wife that the man is marrying is still alive, do you know how humiliated I am, when I was young, I almost forgot that my name was Zheng Min. They called me 'San'er's child' and spent my days laughing and whispering from the adults. Adults are still like this, what do you think those kids are doing to me? No one stopped them from bullying me, and during that time, I even had thoughts of death, and I prayed every day that my mother would take me to another world, when I was only a six or seven year old child, but I had such thoughts, it was scary to think about. Now that I think about it, I feel cold to the bone. Zheng Min subconsciously hugged himself tightly when he said this, "After that, I don't know how I offended the lady of that family." They couldn't kill me or throw me away, they just thought about how to get me out of the house. Actually, they decided to do it to my liking, and I wanted to get out of there. After that, they sent me to Banque's house, although it was not warm, although I still lived in gossip, but at least I could still be called by my own name, at least no one bullied me anymore. Although Madara doesn't have any special feelings for me, I'm better than my own brother. I just don't bully me, it's not really that good. But that attitude of ignoring it at that time really warmed me up. Then you can understand why I obeyed Ban Que's words and even agreed to help him perjury, right? When Zener was at my most difficult, their family took me in. So when Banque's family was wiped out later, I was still very sad, after all, I lost another place to live. So after the boss adopted me, I vowed never to do anything to the boss's family. Although I helped Ban Que to commit perjury, you know who revealed it to Wei Kai Xiaozhi who would be dangerous, it's me. After I learned about Ban Que's plan, I quietly informed Wei Kai of the plan, the purpose is to ensure that all the people who are good to me are not harmed, although I can't really protect Xiaozhi, but I can find someone for him who can protect her when he is in danger, this is the only thing I can do. I can't offend Banque, and I can't chill the boss. That's why I can only compromise like this. Although it may sound like a justification for yourself, you must know that people like me who exist like duckweed also want to be needed and loved. Xiaozhi, she is very simple, maybe all her thoughts are on you. So she never treated me well. It's like the pity in Xiaozhi's eyes when I first stepped into this house, when she heard that I had no parents. Maybe you don't like to be pied on, but that kind of pity for me is something I haven't seen in nearly a decade. You know what? That look and look had only been seen in my mother's eyes. At that time, I was really impressed. After that, he was out of sympathy for me, although I know that you disdain this kind of feeling, but I need it very much, Xiaozhi is a person who is really good to me, so I will not harm her. I don't like Banque, I really can't help it. That day, when Xiaozhi begged me not to like Banque, I really wanted to tell her that it was a flower, but I really couldn't say it. The truth is too cruel and too dangerous for Xiaozhi, how can you let me say it, his latest person wants her to die all the time? When Zheng Min said this, the volume increased slightly.
In fact, from the time Zheng Min started crying just now, I heard the movement at the door of the room. I guess the boss heard what was going on from us, but he didn't interrupt our conversation, probably struggling with how to stop us. It wasn't until Zheng Min cried and shouted these later words that the boss directly pushed the door and walked in. He looked at me and Zheng Min with a gloomy face. After that, he looked at me with a calm face and said, "Zizhi, I think we need to talk about it." (To be continued.) )