Chapter 45 Wen Yimo drunken and disorderly

No, maybe in his heart, he is wishful thinking, and I am hard-hearted.

"Instead of being entangled with each other, it is better to die early and be born sooner." Wen Yimo looked sideways at the window, and his voice was hoarse: "You go to Xu Chenyi, tell him that you have loved him for six years, and you have been waiting for him all these years." Then you can both be happy, and you don't have to be with me reluctantly. ”

Wang Yuan yelled in disbelief: "Wen Yimo, what are you talking about?" I didn't call her here to hear you say that! You love her so much, why should you let it go? ”

I held back my tears and pretended to be relaxed and said, "Yuanyuan, what he said is right. If you break up, you should let go freely, and you shouldn't continue to entangle. What's more, I have never loved him, and I was with him just to protect Xu Chenyi's love. ”

With a "snap", I was slapped hard by Wang Yuan. "Liu Chenxi, I can see through you! You promised me......"

I immediately interrupted Wang Yuan's unfinished words: "That's all my perfunctory you." ”

Once, I did promise Wang Yuan that I would be with Wen Yimo well, but now, I don't think there is any need for him to know about this anymore.

Long pain is better than short pain, as he said, let's die early and be born early, which is good for everyone.

Just make me a downright bad woman and make him hate me. Without love, only hatred remains, at least he will feel better in his heart.

"Liu Chenxi, is your heart made of iron? Wen Yimo has paid so much for you, are you worthy of him? If you don't love him, why hurt him? Feeling fulfilled? Wang Yuan's voice was loud, and her eyes were full of anger, which was like two people who were quiet and introverted before.

She pressed hard, forcing me to retreat into a corner.

I'm like a bad woman who makes everyone want to spit on me.

"It's all about his willingness to pay, I didn't ask him, let alone force him. Love is not moving, not gratitude, not if he gives me a piece of candy, I will die for him. I tried my best to pretend to be heartless and unmotivated, and I was able to confirm the title of "bad woman".

Wang Yuan almost gritted her teeth, "Chenxi, your heart is really ruthless!" ”

I clenched my hands tightly on either side of my thighs, and my sharp nails sank deep into the flesh, and the pain reached the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't stop hurting!

"Enough!" Wen Yimo slapped the bed violently and roared. The freshly bandaged wound on his arm was bleeding again, and the bright red blood stained the white shirt, how glaring.

"Wen Yimo, thank you for fulfilling me and Xu Chenyi." The voice was unusually calm, without the slightest emotion, but the heart was dripping blood.

Then he turned around and left, accompanied by Wen Yimo's "Get out!" behind him. ”

The moment I walked out of the room, I cried, silently.

Wen Yimo, I will listen to you, and I will confess to Xu Chenyi.

But do you know that it is impossible for Xu Chenyi and I to be together, even if we say those words, there will be no result. Because I know that he can fall in love with anyone, but not me. It's ridiculous that for years he only considered me a friend......

Despite this, the six-year relationship still has to be said after all, at least let him know that there was once such a person who loved him in obscurity for six years. Seeing that he changed girlfriends one after another, he could only force a smile and say, "I wish you happiness." ”

Whatever the outcome, it doesn't matter. I just want to end this relationship once and for all, and let go of any thoughts about Sunshine Boy. Be brave enough to say your feelings for him in the past without regrets.

Unconsciously walked to the door of the ward where Xu Chenyi lived, I wiped away my tears vigorously and forced a smile, at this time I must be laughing more ugly than crying.

"Dawn is coming." Aunt Liu smiled and handed over a chair, "You talk, I'll go get some hot water." ”

Watching her walk out of the ward, how many times did I open my mouth to say it, but when the words came to my lips, they became: "Chen Yi...... I...... Are your injuries healing? ”

Xu Chenyi bowed his head lightly, "It's good to recover." ”

"Oh...... That's good, that's good. ”

"Dawn." Xu Chenyi called me.

"Huh?"

"Do you have something to say to me?" Sensing my abnormality, he paused, and then said, "You used to be very happy. ”

When he asked me that, I was a little nervous and overwhelmed. Take a deep breath and exhale again.

Cautiously asked, "Do you remember?" In his junior year of high school...... "I wanted to talk and stopped."

Xu Chenyi recalled and nodded.

"It was the most depressed period of my life, my father had an affair and had an illegitimate child, my parents divorced, my mother took me out of the house, and Ling Hao dumped me." Every time I mentioned the events of that year, I would cry out loud, so it became a sensitive topic for me, and no one ever mentioned it in front of me anymore.

Now my tone is light, there is a little glint in my eyes, and there are no tears left.

In the past, it's time to let go.

You can't always trap yourself in memories and live in the past.

"Thank you, Xu Chenyi. In my most desperate moments, he appeared in my life, giving me warmth and hope. You are so sunny and handsome, and your smile is deeply engraved in my mind and cannot be erased. I lowered my head, bit my lip, and plucked up the courage to continue: "You must not know, I once loved you, I loved you for six whole years. ”

I confessed, but Xu Chenyi was silent.

He frowned, and looked at me for a long time, thoughtfully.

Wen Yimo, you see, sure enough, the result is destined to be like this.

Xu Chenyi suddenly hugged my head and stroked my hair like a brother caressing his sister, full of pity.

After a long time, he said distressedly: "Silly sister, why bother? I, Xu Chenyi, are really not so good, I have made you love me for so many years. ”

"Brother......" I grabbed Xu Chenyi's clothes and cried silently. Tears are like strings that won't break, and they don't seem to be able to end.

At night, with two red and swollen eyes, I walked and watched aimlessly.

Pedestrians walked in pairs on the streets, but I was the only one who seemed out of place in this bustling world.

"Honey, do you love me?" The girl looked up and asked her boyfriend, who was half a head taller than herself.

The boy rubbed her hair and said softly, "Of course I love you, fool, I only love you in this life." As long as it is what you want, I will give it all, including one qiē of mine, even if it is the stars and moon in the sky, I will try my best to pick it for you. ”

The girl smiled happily, "It's good to have you." ”

“……”

A couple walked by, and I just felt so ironic.

Wen Yimo also said this to me, but all the sweet words and vows became a big joke the moment he said "break up".

The mobile phone rings, and I unexpectedly receive a strange call, and the caller ID is a local number.

I suddenly wondered, who would call me at this time?

The other party asked politely: "Is it Miss Liu Chenxi?" ”

Resisting the doubts in my mind, I replied briefly: "Yes." ”

He explained: "Hello, I am a waiter at the bar of Yepu Bar, and Mr. Wen Yimo is drunk at my place. I heard him call your name all the time, so I took the initiative to call your phone. ”

I was stunned, didn't hear what he was saying next, hung up the phone, and just rushed in the direction of the Yepu bar.

Arrived at the bar as fast as he could, he was so tired that he couldn't breathe, and asked in a panting voice, "What about Wen Yimo?" ”

The waiter's eyes widened, and his expression was full of surprise. Remembering it, he said: "He was taken away by a woman named Liu Chenxi. ”

Hearing this, I was even more surprised than him: "Liu Chenxi? ”

"yes, they're probably going home." The waiter smiled evilly and winked at me, "**A moment is worth a thousand dollars, don't bother them." ”

I gave him an angry look, turned around and left.

He brazenly shouted, "Hey! Beauty, I see that they are talented and beautiful, and they are affectionate, you must not destroy the relationship between their little couple! It's not a good end to be a third party, and you don't look bad, so you can actually consider me. I'm ...... though."

Wang Yuan must have taken him away.

But I still couldn't help it, and the ghost wanted to go to the apartment to see how he was doing, and how he was doing......

Walking in front of the apartment, wandering and wandering......

Just one look, one last look.

When I was about to ring the doorbell, I found that the door was just hidden, not closed tightly, but covered.

Maybe Wen Yimo was drunk, Wang Yuan was busy taking care of him and carelessly forgot to close the door.

After entering the door, the apartment was as usual, and the kitchen was neatly placed with the firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and chopsticks I bought in the supermarket downstairs when I first came here to cook porridge for Wen Yimo.

They are the marks I left in the world of Wen Yimo.

The tablecloth on the dining table is printed with a little flower, and in the middle stands a couple in a hot kiss, just half a month ago, we were also so warm and sweet.

Every time I eat, the delicious food belongs to me, and the fat meat and vegetables are warm.

When I eat fish, he will carefully pick thorns and drink soup for me, and he will blow cold for me intimately......

The way he looked at me was always full of pampering.

Nowadays, things are not people.

Less warmth, more loneliness; Less sweetness, more indifference.

He was so kind to me, bit by bit, I think I will always remember.

I smiled wryly and walked towards the bedroom, and the moment I pushed open the door, I was frozen in place like a lightning strike.

I saw that the two people in the room were [naked], and Wang Yuan was pillowed on Wen Yimo's wide and warm chest, covered only by a thin white blanket. There is a little bit of bright red liquid like plum blossoms on the sheets!

They...... They......

Wen Yimo had fallen asleep, Wang Yuan turned his head to look at me, his eyes seemed to glance at the bright red as if intentionally or unintentionally, and said to me with the posture of a victor: "Morning light, I and Yimo...... We're together, as you can see. ”

I covered my mouth and rushed out the door, tears raining down.

Squatting on the street, holding his head and crying, hysterical.

One is someone I love, and the other is my best friend for many years.

Why, why!

Why are they doing this to me!

This is retribution, retribution!

I deserve the retribution!