You must have loved someone so persistently, you loved humblely, loved timidly, loved carefully, and guarded silently as a friend for many years.

You must have waited for someone so hopelessly, knowing that he doesn't love you, there is no place for you in your eyes and hearts, even if you have lost contact for many years, but you think about him all the time.

You must be trying so hard to forget someone, you expel his figure, resist the one related to him, but in the future, there are dozens of percent of him in every relationship you have, looking for him, he is still half of your dream.

Walking alone to the familiar street, a beautiful picture of walking side by side with him comes to mind. The jewelry store on the corner plays that familiar song, which evokes memories of the past.

"I walked into the forest of love that belongs to you, put aside the tranquility that belongs to me, and bury your name in the depths of the sea, because no one can erase it lightly......"

My name is Liu Chenxi, and I am my father's name.

When I was a child, I often snuggled in my father's arms and asked him "why did you name me Liu Chenxi". Dad said that Mom is his sun, and I am the little sun in the family, just like the first rays of sunshine in the morning, very warm. In my memory, my parents have always loved each other, and my home is warm and happy......

It wasn't until I was eighteen years old that I learned that my parents had divorced two years ago, and in order to allow me to study hard and have a so-called "happy" family, I hid it from me and became a nominal husband and wife.

At that time, my father went out early and returned late every day, and I rarely saw him, thinking that it was just that the company was busy. Even when eating, they do not eat with each other's dishes as before, but are silent......

I always complained that my dad was full of work and didn't understand romance.

Now that I think about it, I was stupid enough not to notice anything wrong.

My father, who I regarded as an idol since I was a child, actually had an affair, and what was even more ridiculous was that there was a half-brother who was seventeen years younger than me!

At that time, I really didn't know what to do, so I called my boyfriend Ling Hao to find some comfort. But before I could say it, he said "Let's break up", which undoubtedly added another knife to my heart.

I need a hug, where can I cry?

It was the most negative time for me, I learned to drink, but "I used alcohol to kill my sorrows".

Once I drank alcohol and insisted on going to school despite my best friend's obstruction, I was sleeping on the table, and I heard in a daze, "Don't drink in the future, you shouldn't be so decadent, there is no hurdle that you can't get over." Don't trap yourself in memories, live in the past. ”

I vaguely saw him standing beside me with his back to the sun, the setting sun shining from all around him, the corners of his mouth smiling, and his handsome face deeply imprinted in my mind.

Later, he took me to the jewelry store in front of me, bought a meteor bottle and gave it to me, and asked me to write down all the unpleasantness on the paper inside the bottle and throw it into the sea, so that the painful memories would drift away with the sea......

My heart cools and gets warm.

When I was most saddened, he was like a ray of sunshine that illuminated my otherwise dark and cold world.

When I turned on my phone, I saw the young man in a white shirt with a bright smile, his name was Xu Chenyi, my high school classmate, and the person who gave me warmth.

Sunshineboy.

It's sunny today, I took a picture of the sky with my phone, I miss you again, I wonder if the sky in the north is the same as what I see?

White clouds wrap around the blue sky, and colorful balloons fly high and dot the entire sky.

"I knew you'd laugh, you'd love it. Dawn, I love you, can you stay with me? Wen Yimo was dressed very formally, wearing a white suit and a sky blue shirt, but it still couldn't hide his cynicism. Holding a bouquet of red roses in his hand, he knelt on one knee, and the corners of his mouth were raised to show his confidence.

At this time, I realized that the white paper tied to the balloon in the air was actually all "Liu Chenxi, I love you".

Soon, many passers-by came to "join in the fun", and everyone applauded and cheered: "Accept him, accept him......"

Wen Yimo looked at me in a daze and urged: "Chenxi, you quickly accept the roses, I've been kneeling for a long time."

"I'm sorry ......"

I can't accept someone I don't love, and I don't want to settle in love. Six years ago, I already had him in my heart, even if I ...... He didn't love me and only treated me as a good friend for so many years. Still, I can't forget him.

Besides, Wen Yimo is just a gentleman in my eyes, the only son of Wen Ying, chairman of Hengtai Group, and a famous rich second generation in City A. He may only be a temporary novelty to me, and it will be good when the novelty has passed, so there is no need to pay too much attention to it. We've only known each other for a little over a month, and I don't think I'm that good enough for someone who has known me for a short time to fall in love with me. Thinking of this, a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Liu Chenxi, what are you talking about! You rejected me in public? Wen Yimo stood up, looked at me condescendingly, suppressed his feelings and roared, a little incredulous.

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang very inappropriately, it was a call from Wang Yuan.

"Where are you, Xu Chenyi is back, tonight's party at the Yepu bar. Don't forget, eight o'clock! Okay, I'll hang up first, and I'll go to class. After a few hurried words, he hung up the phone before I could reply.

Xu Chenyi, he's back.

Looking at the picture of him on my phone, I couldn't help but smile.

I haven't been in touch for three years, I haven't seen him for three whole years!

Over the years, I always looked like I didn't care, and asked the people around me about Xu Chenyi's recent situation. I secretly read his Weibo and his circle of friends countless times a day, and I want to know everything about him.

In fact, every dynamic has been memorized and firmly remembered, but this has become a habit.

In the end, I secretly deleted my visit records, just like I carefully hid my feelings for him.

Because it's the deepest secret in my heart.

I lowered my eyes slowly, step by step, ignoring Wen Yimo's cunzài, and then passed by him.

"Where are you going?" Wen Yimo is a man of the hour in City A, and he can't hold his face when he is rejected in public.

He still didn't give up holding the flowers and catching up, his eyes were about to burst into flames, "Why did you refuse me?" ”

I raised an eyebrow and asked, "Do you know what I like?"

Wen Yimo's expression softened a little, and deliberately approached me, making everyone mistakenly think that our relationship was very close, "Which point?" ”

I leaned back, my fingers on his chest, keeping a distance. Ten to give him face, he lowered his voice and said, "Stay away from me."

"Why are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

Wen Yimo leaned forward and grabbed my waist with the momentum, ambiguous~ so ambiguous that his face was about to stick to me. I subconsciously dodged, holding my hands against his body, "Let's talk about this when the group of warblers and Yanyan around you have left." ”

While he was stunned, I pushed him away, turned and left.

Look at me, he is just a moment of freshness to me, and he is reluctant to give up everyone for me alone.

It's okay, life will be peaceful in the future.

When he walked away, he only heard him shouting behind him: "Hey, don't worry, I'll do my best to solve them all."

I waved goodbye to him without looking back.