Chapter Forty-Seven: Where Should Love Go?
Two years later.
Half-asleep, I heard the sound of glass bottles hitting the ground outside the bedroom, and I quickly sat up. Luckily, the child snuggled next to me slept deeply and was not woken up.
I gently helped him cover the small quilt that had been kicked away by him, and shook his head helplessly, this child always likes to kick the quilt when he sleeps.
I tiptoed out of bed and out of the room.
The light in the living room was dim, and a dark figure staggered down on the sofa with a wine bottle, drinking the remaining half of the bottle in one go.
It's no wonder that this situation is no longer surprising, he often socializes outside, which time is not drunk?
I snatched the bottle from his hand and helped him to the guest bedroom. "Ling Hao, don't drink, I'll help you into the room to rest."
Just as I was about to turn on the light, Ling Hao grabbed me tightly with one big hand, wrapped his other hand around my waist, and threw me onto the bed.
The tall figure pressed up, and he knelt before me, with one hand pressed against the back of the bed beside my head, and his eyes stared straight at me, like a hunter discovering his prey, and that gaze frightened me.
I subconsciously resisted, stretched out my hand against his chest, and my voice trembled slightly: "Ling Hao, you are drunk."
"Hmm......" The hot lips kissed directly, the fiery temperature swept in my mouth, his hands were firmly clamped and fixed on the top of his head, and his arms tightened a little across his waist.
It seemed to crush me and crush me to the point where I was almost out of breath.
Tears flowed down my face, and my pillow was hot and damp.
Ling Hao's breathing became thicker and thicker, he was a little confused, and his voice was hoarse: "Give it to me, Chenxi will give you completely, even if it is just the person who gets you, and can't get your heart." I would too. ”
I pleaded with tears, "Don't...... You...... Let me go. ”
Ling Hao roared like crazy: "Liu Chenxi, this is an obligation!" Conjugal Obligations! ”
I was stunned again, and even my breathing became cautiously slow.
He reminded in a low voice: "But we are just a husband and wife in name only."
My words completely angered the drunken Ling Hao. He lowered his head and blocked my lips forcefully, and his big palm roamed over me.
He muttered to himself, "Soon, soon we will be a substantive couple."
With a "hiss", the collar of the pajama was torn open, revealing the delicate collarbone, and the cold air rushed into the clothes, and the body couldn't help but tremble.
My eyes were full of fear, crazy, Ling Hao must be crazy!
A familiar face suddenly appeared in my mind, lingering. Deep facial features, deep sword eyebrows, and slightly raised lips under the high bridge of the nose......
"Yi Mo ......" The small voice was wrapped in Ling Hao's passionate kiss, vague.
The person in front of him heard it very clearly, and stopped the fiery kiss. He pinched my chin hard, staring at me with blood-red eyes, with anger and unwillingness, the force in his hand increased again, and he only felt that his bones were about to be crushed.
"Wen Yimo?" Ling Hao snorted coldly, "Two years have passed, and you still think about him!" Thought everyone had broken up like me and still fell in love with the past, and loved you infatually for so many years? ”
Facing my puzzled eyes, Ling Hao got up angrily and took out an iron box from the bedside table. He pulled me up, pulled out a few domestic newspapers and photos, and put them in front of my eyes.
"Look, I still have these newspapers, I'll read them to you!" Ling Hao read aloud from the newspaper headlines. "Wen Yimo, the son of the richest man in City A, will be engaged to his girlfriend Wang Yuan for two years on July 6......"
I stared blankly at the intimate photo of Wen Yimo and Wang Yuan on the bed, my face was pale, tears flowed silently, and "pop" fell on the photo.
Betrothal...... They're getting engaged.
It was like a dagger stabbing my heart, and the pain was so painful that I almost suffocated.
Ling Hao changed a newspaper, and poked his finger hard at the eye-catching news at the top, "And here, Wen Yimo, the son of Hengtai Group, and his girlfriend spent three days and two nights together on a sweet vacation in S City. ”
I stepped back again and again, sat in the far corner with my back against the wall, my body curled up, covered my ears and shook my head desperately, "Don't say it, don't say it...... Ling Hao, I beg you to ......"
Ling Hao leaned closer, grabbed my wrist, and looked at me with a fierce look, his face hideous, like a devil from hell, and my shoulders trembled violently from fear.
He told me word by word clearly and clearly: "You and Wen Yimo have betrayed each other's love, you married me, Wen Yimo and Wang Yuan are together!"
After saying that, he raised his head and laughed, but there was a hint of bitterness in his voice.
I struggled to break free from the "claws" and used the position of a baby in the mother's body, holding my knees tightly, my head hanging down, and tears pouring out of my eyes.
Ling Hao suddenly pushed me down and pounced on me. Looking at his approaching face, I used the last bit of strength to turn my head away from making eye contact with him, and closed my eyes in resignation.
He bit me down on the neck and wouldn't let go.
The teeth sink deep into the skin.
I let out a low cry of pain, my eyebrows furrowed.
No matter how painful it is, it is not as painful as a heartache!
Ling Hao got up and walked out of the door angrily.
I reached out and put my hands around my neck, and my palms were covered with bright red blood.
I couldn't help but laugh coldly, and I was overwhelmed with grief.
Laughing and laughing, I cried, cried loudly, and my heart was broken.
"Mom, don't cry, it's safe to be in pain." His voice was immature, but very sensible, and his little hands frantically wiped away the tears from my cheeks.
I hugged An Ming, who was only two years old, as my last support, and cried bitterly.
An Ming was so frightened by me that he cried "wow", his little hands wrapped around my head, and he kept screaming: "Bad dad, bad dad, An'an don't want a bad dad, An'an only needs her mother to ......"
I don't know how long I cried, I gradually stopped crying, wiped the tears from An Ming's little face, and choked up: "An An, don't cry."
An Ming sobbed and shook his head, saying, "Mom is also good, don't cry."
I held his little hand and kissed it lightly, rubbed his hair, smiled faintly, and signaled him not to be upset, I was fine.
"Mom, An An won't hurt if you help you." An Ming saw the scar on my neck, his lips pursed slightly, like a "little adult", blowing gently, a warm wind to the bottom of his heart.
I picked up An Ming and walked to the living room, the lights were still off, the street lamps outside the window shone in, Ling Hao sat on the ground and smoked one after another.
The smoke was thick and thick, and he was lonely and lonely.
I can't help but think of Wen Yimo, when I dated him for Xu Chenyi, he was also like this......
My heart ached.
An Ming probably saw the scene of Ling Hao biting me, so he was scared, hiding behind me timidly and not daring to speak, occasionally peeking carefully.
"Let's get a divorce." Ling Hao lightly spit out these five words, and his index finger flicked down the ashes, as if it was not easy for him to have the courage to say these words.
I stood there and lowered my eyes, thinking back to the two years I had been married to him, and every day had been spent in quarrels.
Perhaps, the helpless decision will eventually lead to an unhappy marriage.
Two years ago, I met Ling Hao, who was also going to the United States, on the plane, and at first he pestered me in every way, but I always maintained a lukewarm attitude and didn't want to have too much contact with him.
Shortly after I arrived in the United States, next to the garbage heap near the magazine where I worked, I saw a baby boy in a dirty basket.
It was a cold winter, the sky was snowing, his little face was red from the cold, and I couldn't bear to let him fend for himself in this foreign land! So I took it home.
After many inquiries, I learned that An Ming's adoptive mother had a gynecological disease and could not have children, and the treatment for many years was fruitless, and she accidentally saw him before deciding to move to the United States, so she adopted him and brought him to the United States.
But the price of goods in the United States is too high, and most of the money has been spent on treating the body, and I can't afford to raise a child, so I have no choice but to abandon An Ming next to the garbage heap.
According to U.S. law, adoptive parents must have stable financial resources for the adoption of orphans, and unmarried persons are not allowed to adopt.
My mother and uncle tried to persuade me to give the child away, but I insisted on adopting him.
When I didn't know what to do, Ling Hao recommended himself, faked marriage with me, and raised An Ming together.
And so we got married, nominally husband and wife. Only when we have to deal with the regular inspection of the welfare home every three months, we will pretend to be a happy "family of three" and pretend to fool the past.
Ling Hao worked in a real estate company, and his position slowly rose up, from an ordinary staff to the current sales manager, with a huge workload. And I also had to go to work, so I didn't have time to take An Ming at all, so after discussion, I decided to quit my job at the magazine and become a so-called "full-time wife".
He would often buy me all kinds of small gifts or designer cosmetics, bags, clothes and jewelry. At first, I was indeed a little flattered and embarrassed to accept his things. He and I were just a fake marriage, but he did his duty as a "husband" and cared for our mother and son.
Still, I really can't forget to be with him. I also tried to forget the past, but the more I tried to forget, the more I couldn't forget, the more I missed it.
Whenever I looked at Ling Hao's lost expression, I felt so guilty.
How many times, I have sued myself that I want to fake the show and really do it, I love Linghao with hard work, and I forget to be indifferent with hard work, I really can't do it.
Over time, Ling Hao also lost his patience, his temperament became manic, and he had a small quarrel for two days and a big quarrel for three days, and both parties were in pain.
As the position continues to rise, there are more entertainments, and everyone who stammers him starts from me, giving gifts one by one.
Once Ling Hao was so drunk that he came home and stuffed the gift into my hand, I pushed it back to him and said "don't".
He started a fire and yelled at me, "I have done so much for you and done so much behind my back. I was looked down upon and willingly taken advantage of, but you were indifferent and disdainful of me! ”
After saying that, he fell asleep on the sofa deeply.