280. Thank you for your selfishness
Chen Huizhi was extremely happy, with a beautiful smile in her tears, and shook her head vigorously, she didn't care, those were all external things, she didn't care.
"As long as you are good to me and good to me for the rest of my life, it is enough. You don't have any money, we can earn it with our hands together, we're all young, aren't we? ”
"Huizhi, I swear with my life, if I treat you badly in this life, let me Ma Lizhong be hit by five thunders, and I will not die well!" Ma Lizhong swore a poisonous oath, and saw Chen Huizhi nervously stretching out his hand to cover his mouth and shaking his head vigorously.
"Don't swear, oaths are the most useless thing in the world."
How many mountain alliances and sea swore to her have been paid off, and what was the result? She no longer believed in any oaths.
The two of them looked at each other affectionately, and their eyes seemed to be radiating sparks.
Chen Yuezhi was entangled outside the house, she had already withdrawn the spiritual sense that was entwined with the plant gods in the house, and she was worrying at the moment, should she knock on the door or something now, this lonely man and widow had just succeeded in holding hands, so she wouldn't do anything excessive, right?
"Ah Yue, what about your sister, the Yao family sent shoe materials, tell her to come out." Li Qingxia shouted outside the door, just to solve Chen Yuezhi's entangled dilemma.
She deliberately agreed loudly, and sure enough, the first two people in the room heard it, and after about a few minutes, Chen Huizhi walked out of it with a red face.
Chen Yuezhi paid attention to it a little, ah, she actually found that the eldest sister's lips were a little swollen, could it be that something happened in the short time just now that she didn't know?
She originally thought that Ma Lizhong was restless, but just now after some "eavesdropping", she realized that the two of them were in love, in this case, she was happy to do it, as long as Ma Lizhong was really good to her sister. As long as the eldest sister is really happy, it will be easy to do.
"Big sister, what's wrong with your mouth?" Chen Mingzhi and Shangguan Lei happened to walk out, he saw it at a glance, and then asked very innocently.
Chen Huizhi immediately blushed like a monkey's buttocks, and wanted to find a hole to get into, Chen Yuezhi quickly glared at the second brother. and glared at Shangguan Lei. Then he covered up for the eldest sister: "I don't know where a bee came running just now, and it stung the eldest sister's lips, isn't it swollen." ”
Shangguan Lei is worthy of being Chen Yuezhi's bosom friend. immediately understood what his eyes showed, and followed the helper: "It must be that the eldest sister is particularly beautiful in today's padded jacket, like a flower, and the bees are mistaken." ”
Chen Mingzhi was said by the two of them. was dragged away by Shangguan Lei to see the snowman they had built, but he still muttered: "It's snowing." Where did the bees come from? ”
Chen Huizhi's face was almost dripping blood, and he couldn't wait to hide in the room immediately and not come out.
"Eldest sister, I see that you are wearing a little less, isn't it cold? In this way, you go back to the room to add some clothes first, and I'll help you get those materials, okay? Chen Yuezhi hurriedly helped her out of the siege.
"That. That's good, hard work little sister. Chen Huizhi fled back to his room as if there was a ghost chasing him behind. I couldn't help but touch my swollen red lips and closed my eyes slightly, I could still feel Ma Lizhong's affectionate madness and domineering just now.
In addition to that pounding heart, she also felt a sense of sweetness and happiness that she had never felt before.
Outside the house, Shangguan Lei pulled Chen Yuezhi aside to ask the reason, and Chen Yuezhi leaned into his ear, whispered to him, and asked him not to say it.
Shangguan Lei's face was full of envy: "Alas, they are so happy." ”
Why can others catch up as soon as they chase him, and why does coming to him become the first step in the long march? It's not fair.
"Hey, don't do this, be careful that my parents find out." Although Chen Yuezhi does not object, it is not necessary that Li Qingxia and Chen Wei do not object?
Although Chen Huizhi is eighteen years old, it is also like this in the countryside to say that she is married, but after all, she is still studying.
And the difference between the two is twelve years, and parents may not be able to accept it.
Chen Yuezhi took the material for making boots and entered the house, and saw that the eldest sister was still sitting alone in front of the window in a daze, so he walked over, patted her gently on the shoulder and said, "Still thinking about Brother Ma?" ”
"Oh, you girl, what nonsense? Who, who misses him? Chen Huizhi's face was red again just now.
Chen Yuezhi straightened the eldest sister's body and looked at her seriously and sincerely: "Sister, if I ask you something, you have to tell me honestly." ”
Seeing that the little sister was so serious, Chen Huizhi also became nervous, like a thief with a weak heart, immediately straightened his body and nodded his little face hard.
"Do you feel for Big Brother Ma because you think you can only be worthy of such a person, or do you really like him?" Now there are only two sisters in the house, and Chen Yuezhi doesn't want to be sloppy anymore.
Chen Huizhi was very surprised at first, Ji'er's nervous face turned pale, wondering how his sister could know his thoughts, and his face was pale for a long time before he quieted down and said, "I, I, I don't know." ”
Chen Yue's anger knotted.
"Eldest sister, your thoughts like this are a kind of harm to each other, in case you meet someone who really makes your heart move in the future, what should Brother Ma do, have you considered his feelings?" Chen Yuezhi's worst fears happened.
Big sister, big sister, why are you so confused?
"I, I didn't mean to hurt him, really little sister!" Chen Huizhi's anxious tears fell again.
Chen Yuezhi held the eldest sister's hand seriously: "Sister, listen to me, those things are over, you are the best, you are worthy of any good man in this world, why do you look down on yourself?" ”
"Little sister, don't comfort me, if I'm really good and pay him off, why would he treat me like that?" Chen Huizhi bit her lip tightly, trying her best to hold back her tears, but she just couldn't stop it.
Growing up together since childhood, the love of more than ten years in the middle, not that you can forget it, she once thought that after paying off, she would be her husband, she would form a couple with this teenager, raise children together, and live a happy life.
But the reality gave her such a big blow, she used to be a teenager who regarded heaven as life, but she belittled her worthless.
She pretended to be strong, but she just didn't want her family to worry, how could it be if there was no shadow at all?
"Sister. It's good to pay off such a villain who forgets his righteousness, it's good to be early, do you want to wait until you get married to find out his true face? ”
Chen Huizhi's head hung very low, she admitted that her sister was right, she had tried, but she couldn't do it.
There's really no way she can forget what happened last fall. It was raining heavily. The bastard tore her clothes and held her hands down, trying to bully her.
She's still alive. It was because of his sister that the bastard didn't succeed, and if he really succeeded, she wouldn't be alive in this world anymore.
When she found out that Ma Lizhong seemed to care about her. When she saw that her eyes were also burning, she understood without a teacher. Ma Lizhong likes her a little.
But he didn't mind his age and family background, so he deliberately avoided her.
Ma Lizhong has done everything in her eyes, and people's hearts are flesh and blood. How could she not be moved, plus think about her past experiences, even if she didn't lose anything. She also felt that she was dirty, and she deserved to like other better boys. If you can marry Ma Lizhong, it will be good.
He is old, has no money and no power, and she has an embarrassing past, and it happens that both of them have shortcomings, so no one will dislike anyone.
Chen Huizhi's idea is to settle and make up.
And Chen Yuezhi absolutely disagrees with such a thing, she was reborn and woke up, and her first task was to vow to change the tragic fate of her family in the first life.
If the eldest sister and Ma Lizhong really love each other, she blesses them, but if the eldest sister has the mentality of making peace, then she will never agree.
Because of that, sooner or later, she will regret it, what if Ma Lizhong refuses to let go at that time?
She's only going to get hurt deeper.
If Ma Lizhong is willing to let go, or bear it silently, then she has harmed more people because of her own experience.
None of the results she wanted to see.
Chen Yuezhi stood up suddenly, a trace of determination flashed on his face, and he said in a stern voice: "Eldest sister, I will never allow you to practice yourself, Brother Ma is a good person, and I will not allow you to hurt him." I'm going to tell him the truth now, apologize for you, and take back what you promised. ”
"Little sister!" Chen Huizhi didn't have the courage to stand up and stop her, because what Chen Yuezhi said was like a hammer hitting her heart, making her ashamed.
She is really selfish, she just sees that Brother Ma likes her, so she has such a thought, Xiaomei is right, even if she doesn't marry for the rest of her life, how can she hurt Brother Ma like this?
He is such a good and honest man.
Chen Huizhi was entangled in the room for a while, but she still stood up, she thought that even if she wanted to say and apologize, it would be up to her, and the little sister had done nothing wrong, so she shouldn't bear it for her.
It was only after she looked around and asked people again that she learned that Ma Lizhong had gone to shovel snow on the road at the intersection of the winding mountain road and the village.
I'm afraid that the cars that come and go during the New Year will slip because of the snow, so I have to make a way.
Chen Huizhi walked towards that side quickly, and as soon as he got closer, he saw Ma Lizhong sweating like rain shoveling snow, while Chen Yuezhi was standing quietly on his side, saying those words.
Her heart tightened suddenly, and she was suddenly a little timid, not daring to take a step, and even wanting to go backwards, not daring to hear Brother Ma's reply.
But his feet seemed to have roots, and he couldn't move, so he could only stand behind the pine tree, quietly listening to the howling of the mountain wind, listening to the little sister's story, and the constant sound of shoveling snow.
"Brother Ma, don't blame my sister, it's not easy for her." Chen Yuezhi finally finished speaking, he thought that Ma Lizhong would be like thunder, but he didn't, he just quietly put down the shovel, looked at the blue sky, and smiled faintly: "Yuezhi, thank you, I know, you go back." ”
Chen Yue was stunned, that's it?
Shouldn't you be very angry, even if you don't blame Chen Huizhi, at least you should make your position clear.
"Brother Ma, if you have anything, just say it, the two of us are friends talking now, not a relationship between superiors and subordinates, I won't fire you or anything else because you are angry."
"No, Yuezhi, actually, I know everything." Ma Lizhong continued to shovel the snow again, and said it slowly.
Chen Huizhi, who was standing behind the pine tree, couldn't help but hold the branch with both hands, and felt nervous in his heart, Ma Lizhong said that he knew, what did he know?
Chen Yuezhi was also asking him what he knew?
In fact, it is very simple, Ma Lizhong used to be a scout for a while, even if he retired from the army, but these instincts have been retained, and his carefulness and sensitivity have been integrated into his blood.
He moved to Chen's side, although it was not a long time, but he usually chatted and talked with those workers, sometimes observed the occasional chat of those aunts and mothers-in-law, and heard a few words, and then thought about it, how many were counted in his heart.
Originally, he thought that Chen Huizhi was a good girl, but after knowing those things, he pitied her even more, thinking that if he was of the same age, he would definitely work hard to pursue her, love her well, give her a good life, and don't have to let her suffer like this anymore.
"I don't care about those, who can not have the past, I am Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, if I say that I have never been in love, do you believe it? I also had an ex-girlfriend, a childhood sweetheart's first love, and even later someone introduced a blind date, me and the girl, the two of us almost got married, but after all, they broke up for various reasons. ”
"You see, I've talked about three or four, and I'm more guilty than I am. Actually, it's really nothing, when my first love broke up with me, I also had to die and live, but then I went to be a soldier, and I realized how people should live, and people's lives shouldn't be so cheap. Those children's things, in fact, are really nothing. ”
"After a thousand sails, I have seen more, I have experienced more, and I will look down, now I really like Huizhi, even if she is not very sincere, it doesn't matter, I believe that one day, I will move her. And I don't think I'm worse than those little ones. I have brains and hands, and I believe that as long as I am willing to work, one day, I will be able to earn her a family business, and I will not let her suffer forever. ”
Ma Lizhong put down the shovel, looked at the green mountains in the distance hidden among the snow, his eyes were black and scary, and he said confidently.
Chen Huizhi, who was standing behind the pine tree, had already burst into tears.
How fortunate she was to meet such a good man!
Ma Lizhong turned around, looked past Chen Yuezhi's body, looked in the direction of the pine tree, and said softly: "Huizhi, are you willing to give me such a chance to be good to you for the rest of your life?" ”
Chen Yue was stunned, and then strode over, and sure enough, behind the pine tree, he saw the eldest sister who was squatting there crying.
It seems that Ma Lizhong had already noticed that the eldest sister was eavesdropping here, so he said something like that.
"Okay." Chen Huizhi looked at him, tears kept falling, and he couldn't say a second word except for agreeing.
Chen Yuezhi quietly took a few steps back, and heard Chen Huizhi choke up: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm so selfish." ”
"If it weren't for your selfishness, I wouldn't have had such an opportunity, thank you for your selfishness. Don't cry, this year is the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and if you cry again, you will become a flower-faced cat. Ma Lizhong took out a handkerchief from his pocket and gently wiped the tears off her face. (To be continued.) )