Chapter 148: Expression

Sometimes there will be a moment when you suddenly understand what you are thinking.

I am afraid that it is just an uncertain factor, but I believe it to be true, but when the time comes, it is just a temporary feeling that it is not real, which is the worst ending in the end. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Meng Fan didn't know what she was thinking in her heart before, but after seeing Gu Zhikai in prison, she realized that she was so eager in her heart that the person around her had always been there.

That kind of desire made Meng Fan understand that sometimes, what he thought was not necessarily true.

On the contrary, what you don't think may also be the bloody truth.

It's just that Meng Fan still agrees with this truth, and sometimes his heart is full of comfort.

Yun Zheng looked at Meng Fan, who came out after talking, and smiled and said, "You are full of spring breeze!" ”

Meng Fan replied: "The spring breeze is a blessing. ”

Yun Zheng shook his head when he heard it and said: "There are very few opportunities for me to be full of spring breeze, looking at your spring breeze, you really don't want to see your Gu Zhikai?" ”

As he spoke, he flipped the wrench in his hand a few times and returned to his place.

Meng Fan thought for a moment but didn't speak.

She really shouldn't appear now, there is no place for her in this court, even if she goes back and doesn't die at this time, she is a useless person.

It doesn't matter if the entire Meng family blames her, but in the face of the court that she has taken seriously for nearly half her life, she can only watch from afar.

There was still unspeakable discomfort in her heart.

So, she chose not to go out, just stayed, watching Gu Zhikai walk step by step to a more perfect stage, she was sincerely happy.

However, looking at the gap in my heart from afar is also a sad way to speak.

Her smile slowly became bitter, and she didn't know where she and Gu Zhikai would end.

Yun Zheng looked at her and asked, "Aren't you going to send your mother?" ”

Meng Fan looked at your Meng Mu, who had already gone far in the distance, thought about it and followed.

After all, in her heart, Mother Meng has always been like her own mother, even if there are some things that Mother Meng does extremely, it is because of some unspeakable reasons.

So she didn't really blame the mother.

Maybe she really wants to meet her biological mother, but her biological mother is not as big as her adoptive mother, and there is no one in her heart who can replace her mother's place.

Yun Zheng was smiling behind her, and he didn't know if he was laughing at himself or her.

Anyway, there was a hint of embarrassment in his smile, and the feeling of being indescribable fermented in his heart.

Looking at the way Meng Fan and Gu Zhikai got along, it reminded him of another person.

He didn't want to be with that person all the time, even if no one knew that he Yun Zheng loved this person deeply, as long as he was by his side, everything would be very harmonious.

But after all this time, the man had never looked for him.

Even if he had clearly told him that he had taken Meng Fan away, this person had not come to the door once.

His heart slowly began to be disappointed, he had obviously told the person about this place, but he had not come to see him once.

Even if it was for Meng Fan, he had never had it.

Yun Zheng couldn't touch a bright smile in his heart anyway.

At this time, Meng Fan had just walked back, and Yun Zheng asked: "Do you want to go to the Northern Desert tomorrow to have a look, your sister has done everything possible to find one of my camps, and my camp will be embarrassed. ”

Meng Fan smiled helplessly, this Qingsu is still a person who likes to put it into action.

She likes to solve everything by force, because in the eyes of Qing Su, what can be reasoned is not a big deal.

If there is reason between the two countries, then why bother to go to war, so she has always felt that the person who has to be reasonable in everything is a person who has no backbone and does not dare to rush forward.

Moreover, each of Yun Zheng's territories is very close to the Northern Desert, and he has long wanted to find trouble compared to Qing Su.

This time, I found a good reason.

Meng Fan thought about it, and then told that if that character let her see herself, then Gu Zhikai would soon know.

So she told Yun Zheng and directly told Qing Zheng that she fell into the lake and died in the process of escaping.

Yun Zheng was worried for a while, thought about his carload of goods, looked at his brother who was still on the front line, and then felt that Meng Fan's idea was also okay.

So, the next day, the man he sent to deliver the news returned with a wound.

According to the man, the first thing the man said was, "Get out." ”

Then he told him to go back, and when he got back, he was beaten violently.

Yun Zheng gave some subsidies and didn't say anything more.

Meng Fan was playing with the two crickets he had just found in the yard in another courtyard, but he didn't seem to care much about anything.

And Han Qing'er, who knew where Meng Fan was, went up the mountain today, she brought a lot of food that was only available under the mountain, and after saying a few words to Yun Zheng, she went in to see Meng Fan.

The smell of things was still a little strong, and at the same time, her steps were very heavy, and when she walked in, Meng Fan already knew it.

smiled: "What delicious food did you bring today?" Han Qing'er spread out her hands and hid what she had eaten.

smiled at Meng Fan, but didn't tell Meng Fan that she hid things there.

Meng Fan leaned over helplessly and said with a smile: "What are you talking to me about again?" You've been going here every day these days, and it's not good if someone else finds out. ”

Han Qing'er said with an indifferent look: "I don't have a few people in the Meng family who can talk, if I don't go to you, I will be bored to death." ”

As the two spoke, Han Qing'er smiled and took out the food from the grass on the side.

However, when I opened it, I saw that there was already a mouse that had been stolen inside.

looked at the two of them with a panicked face, and the little mouse hurriedly ran away.

I also took away a small chicken leg and a pastry, and my mouth was very large.

Han Qing'er smiled: "There are also rats here, I thought this was a fairyland." ”

After speaking, Meng Fan smiled, this is the immortal that was built, but it is not very immortal.

She took one of the pastries and put it in her mouth, this was obviously made by Han Qing'er herself, and the taste was the degree that Meng Fan liked.

At the same time, she also saw a few small flowers in it, and it looked like she had learned it by herself after she took her to eat something from the Drunken Immortal Building last time.

After Han Qing'er was exposed because of Meng Fan's daughter's body, her position in the Meng family has always been very embarrassing.

But fortunately, there is also a Dong Xiao by her side all the time.

She would also say a few words to Meng Fan about this person from time to time.

From the beginning when she felt that Dong Xiao was still a reliable person, to the end, she praised Dong Xiao from time to time, and then she still looked unaware.

Meng Fan looked at her like this, and knew that this girl's feelings for Dong Xiao were definitely not ordinary.

She also talked to Han Qing'er openly and secretly, but who knew that people directly denied Meng Fan's question, and said directly: "Impossible, how is it possible, it is impossible at all."

After talking about this for so long, Meng Fan felt that her mind might just be a haze, so she didn't say more.

Han Qing'er put the one she had been eating for a long time in Meng Fan's bowl and said, "This is very delicious, you eat it." ”

Meng Fan looked at the black thing and didn't think it was delicious, but when he saw the other party, he tried his best to say, "It's delicious, do you eat it?" ”

Meng Fan didn't seem to want to refuse her, so he could only reluctantly put this into his mouth.

When she bit into that piece of meat, she felt sick in her heart.

It may be a piece of sweet and sour tenderloin, but it's obviously more vinegar, more sugar, and more.

It feels very cool.

Meng Fan was just about to tell the truth, when he heard Han Qing'er on the side ask, "Is it delicious?" ”

Looking at her appearance, she is still very serious.

Meng Fan suddenly couldn't say that sentence, why is this thing so unpalatable.

She reluctantly said against her will: "It's still good, you will do better if you continue to work hard." After saying that, she swallowed back what she was about to spit out in her mouth.

Her stomach suddenly protested, but she still kept a very serious smile.

Han Qing'er smiled: "You all said it was delicious, it must be really delicious, I'll try it." ”

"Wait!" Meng Fan hurriedly stopped Han Qing'er's actions, in order not to discourage her enthusiasm for cooking and delivering food in the future, Meng Fan thought for a while and said: "Actually, you still do a good job, but I think it's very delicious, can you leave it all to me." ”

Han Qing'er smiled and said, "I'll just take a bite, just a bite, isn't it okay?" ”

Meng Fan shook his head firmly and said with a smile: "No, resolutely not." “

In this way, Meng Fan firmly protected the food in her hand that did not have the color and fragrance, and then looked up at the sky and ate this thing cleanly with a desperate look.

On the night after sending Han Qing'er away, her stomach protested all night.

And at that time, what Meng Fan hated the most was the person who said that this dish was delicious.

As soon as she thought of this untrue person, she longed to peel off the skin of this person, because it was simply a great scourge in the world.

The next day, Yun Zheng seemed very excited, came to Meng Fan's house and told her excitedly, "Hey, Meng Fan, I betrayed you!" ”

Because Meng Fan had just gotten up, there was a look on his face that I didn't understand anything.

In the end, she came out and realized that it was Fenglou who came to find Yun Zheng, no wonder Yun Zheng was so excited.

"You're really here! Do you know that you are not there, and the one named Gu Zhikai almost didn't turn the entire imperial city around. ”

Even now, as long as someone mentions Gu Zhikai's name, Meng Fan's heart will beat very quickly, like a riddle, and like the biggest concern in her heart.

Feng Lou said with a smile: "I thought that Lao Yun would not do this kind of thing to go against the country, but the result was that I underestimated him." ”

He pointed to Yun Zheng on the side and said, his face was as excited as seeing an old friend.

In the end, when Meng Fan sent him away, he also told him many times that he must not tell others the news that she was here.

Although Feng Lou's mouth is a little fast now, he still promises that he won't say it, but the next day, he moved all his things and moved in.

He said that in this way, he could catch up with two old friends, talk about the shortness of life, and talk about the impermanence of fate.

And when Meng Fan saw him like this, he was worried that he had been here, and felt that maybe Fenglou's big mouth had spread this matter around.

Just as she was about to move to another place, a man dressed in simple clothes stood in front of her.

Nothing was said, no superfluous greetings, and no so-called greetings from rest and fall.

The man just firmly held Meng Fan in his arms and quietly hugged him for a long time.

The sunlight spread slowly on the ground, some fell on the two people, and some naughtily jumped happily on the ground.

In the end, the little starlight that turned into little by little disappeared in the strong love between the two people.

Although everything looked so beautiful, Meng Fan still broke free from Gu Zhikai's embrace, leaned aside and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

Gu Zhikai smiled: "Because of your years, I am very anxious, Meng Fan, you are no longer the prime minister, can you be my queen?" ”

Gu Zhikai had thought about such words for a long time, but he only mustered up the courage to say them today.

He told Meng Fan to listen to this.

He felt that he had experienced a lot with Meng Fan in his life, and he clearly knew that the love for Meng Fan in his heart had been upgraded to a kind of love.

A kind of love that would be very uncomfortable without her around.

In the three full months without Meng Fan, he really experienced what it means to be worse than death.

And he deeply understands that even if the country is a beautiful picture, it is not as happy as Meng Fan to let you carry a goose.

However, no one has asked him to exchange the country for a beauty.

All the emptiness in his heart was knocked by himself again and again, and in the end, he was left with helplessness.

In the end, if it weren't for Feng Lou's incomparably fast mouth, he might really be in this life and Meng Fan would not be able to meet in life and death.

And Meng Fan, who was not very sober now, looked at Gu Zhikai, and his mind was blank.

She had naturally said many times in her heart that she was willing, but it was very difficult to really say it, so after looking at Gu Zhikai for a long time, she hugged Gu Zhikai.

smiled: "Qing Su told me that if you like it, you have to say it, I have always blamed my identity before, saying that I don't like you, but, Gu Zhikai." ”

When my life is coming to an end, or when I am about to leave this world, my heart and mind are full of your smile.

I like you who are incomplete, imperfect, or even a little different.

Because I am Meng Fan and you are Gu Zhikai.

The way fate makes us meet is not the same, and liking you is just God's red rope is just enough for the distance between the two of us.

"Gu Zhikai, I can't be the queen, but I really love you." (To be continued.) )