Chapter 550 Finale (35): A life is too long

In the hall downstairs of the Gu family's ancestral house, several people were still waiting.

Tang Luohuan was silent, and You Zijing was quietly drinking tea, which Sister Zhang had just made. Tang Zimo was a little relieved in her heart, and she looked up in the direction of the stairs from time to time.

It was only a while, and a long time later, and I didn't hear any movement upstairs.

Tang Zimo couldn't sit still, she said, "I'll go up and take a look." ”

Tang Luohuan interrupted her, "No need, wait for him to come down by himself." ”

Tang Zimo's beautiful eyebrows frowned, no one knew what was said in the video, who could guarantee that such a young child would be able to understand and accept it. Now that he is alone on it, it is really difficult to feel at ease.

Tang Luohuan said quietly, "He always has to learn to grow up, this is a good opportunity." ”

Learn to grow up.

Yes, who has not grown from a child to an adult, who has not experienced those pains and joys to get to this day.

However, losing a father at a young age is still too cruel for a child.

Tang Zimo didn't see Tang Renxiu's childhood, he was a teenager, protecting Tang Moyu, and he could still smile so lightly, gentle and gentle like a cloud. But the sadness and loneliness behind it, those loneliness, I'm afraid only he knows clearly.

Tang Renxiu, who knew that loneliness, how could he bear to let his child experience the same experience?

This is too sad and lamentable, but it is so helpless!

Tang Zimo pursed her lips, she couldn't say a word, she felt heavy in her heart!

Is this really reincarnation?

Is this really fate?

"Besides," Tang Luohuan paused and said in a low voice, "This is for my brother to leave to Xiang Chen alone, so let's not bother." ”

When You Zijing sent the video, he had already made it clear that it was Tang Renxiu, who left the relics of their mother and son, only to the two of them, and to hand it over by hand, which shows his intentions.

Tang Zimo suppressed the uneasiness, and she said softly, "I know." ”

As soon as the words fell, a shout sounded in her ears, it was Sister Zhang, she shouted, "Xiang Chen! ”

The three people who had been sitting and waiting raised their heads to look, only to see Xiang Chen running down from the upper floor. He was still holding the camera, and there was nothing to show on that little face.

ran all the way to the hall downstairs, ran in front of them, and stopped Xiang Chen.

Xiang Chen was holding the things in his arms, and he looked at them with a pair of eyes open.

Tang Luohuan asked, "Finished reading?" ”

"Yes!" Xiang Chen nodded!

"Do you understand what Dad told you?"

"Yes!" The little one still nods!

Tang Luohuan didn't continue to ask, but said, "That's good." ”

Xiang Chen looked at Tang Luohuan, he suddenly pulled away a smile, and smiled so happily. The child's smiling face has always been innocent and romantic, so vibrant, but when I see it at this moment, I can't help but feel sour. And I was even more confused in my heart, what was in the video, and how could it make him so happy?

Tang Renxiu, what did he say? What was done?

Tang Luohuan was reluctant to explore the truth in the video, but Tang Zimo was worried and curious, and she asked, "Xiang Chen, is there a father in the camera?" ”

They hadn't seen Tang Renxiu for a long time, and since the wedding, he had disappeared. Until the ashes returned, there was no more of that person.

Xiang Chen confessed, "I have a father, but I don't have any." ”

Tang Zimo was suspicious, Tang Luohuan was also a little surprised, and You Zijing was even more confused.

Xiang Chen then said, "Dad wants to play a game with me, I have promised him, I will play with him." ”

"What game?" The three asked in unison.

At this time, can you still play the game?

Xiang Chen held the camera in his hand and hugged it full, as if he was holding an important treasure, he grinned and said with great joy, "We are playing hide and seek!" ”

Hide-and-seek?

Hide-and-seek!

How is this game......

At this moment, Sister Zhang didn't know, You Zijing didn't know, but Tang Luohuan and Tang Zimo knew that it was a game that Tang Renxiu would never touch since he was a child!

That's not just a taboo, for Tang Renxiu, it's equivalent to a killing game, full of blood!

Because of that childhood, when he was a teenager, that nightmare happened in that game.

His father, Tang Wangchao, shot and killed his mother, Qiao Xiang, and then shot himself.

This qiΔ“ is all in front of Tang Renxiu!

That day, Qiao Xiang and Tang Renxiu were playing a game of hide and seek, and she asked Tang Renxiu to hide, but she never found him again.

Since then, Tang Renxiu has never played that game again, even if they were children, they were still so interested in playing it.

Once, Tang Luohuan mentioned that he wanted to play, but Tang Renxiu refused to quit.

That time, the two brothers turned their faces and had a quarrel because of this.

Later, when they became sensible, they understood the reason behind this.

It was not mentioned again, and no one dared to mention it.

Whose taboos, whose wounds, who dares to uncover.

But now, he is back in his childhood and playing that game.

Tang Zimo was sad in her heart, tumbling up, she couldn't restrain herself, in the days after Tang Renxiu left, she had always been calm and rational, but at this moment, she looked at Xiang Chen and listened to him say that they were playing that game. Tang Zimo's tears suddenly burst out!

"Aunt Zimo!" Xiang Chen saw her crying, and the child hurriedly shouted and asked, "Aunt Zimo, why are you crying?" ”

Tang Luohuan did not persuade him, and the wanderer was gloomy.

Tang Zimo hugged Xiang Chen and said the most awkward excuse, "It's nothing, it's just because my aunt blew dirty things in her eyes......"

"Then I'll help my aunt blow the ......"

Xiang Chen, who had watched the video, became more well-behaved, and when the three of them left, Xiang Chen asked if Gu Min's illness had recovered and when he could come back. The three of them only said that it was almost time, and nodded to Chen, saying that he and Grandma Zhang were at home waiting for their mother to come back.

The three of them said goodbye to Xiang Chen and embarked on the journey back.

It was heavy when it came, but it was heavy when it went.

At the entrance of Dongyuan Village, Tang Luohuan and Tang Zimo said goodbye to You Zijing, and You Zijing said, "I have already handed over the things I want to hand over, and now, my last mission has been completed." Now, Mr. Tang has left no relics, and I use my reputation to guarantee it. ”

They naturally believe who can deceive.

Tang Luohuan thanked him and watched You Zijing leave first.

And after they got in the car, they rushed to the hospital again.

On the way, Tang Zimo called Tang Moyu, she wanted to know if Gu Min had watched the video.

But the result I learned from Tang Moyu was that she washed the sheets repeatedly and cleaned them all afternoon, just like when she left, but she didn't move the tape of the video.

May had passed, and June was coming, but the weather was capricious, and every now and then the sky sank in the evening.

Perhaps, all the people are waiting for a sunny day.

A brilliant day that can be sunny.

It's just that for the next few days, everyone didn't wait for that sunny day.

Gu Min still maintained her previous state, her whole person became very bad, and the symptoms of mania became more and more obvious. She was like a thread that had been pulled at any time and would break. And that video, which was still placed quietly in the ward, had never moved, as if it would be placed in a thick layer of dust.

Another day, Gu Min stayed awake all night, her eyes were red, she began to cry, but she still refused to stop sleeping.

Shen Che couldn't bear it anymore, he was boiling with anger!

Shen Che snatched the thing from her hand and slammed it on the ground!

"Gu Min! You sober me up! Shen Che shouted, he had been pampered since he was a child, and his temper had never been gentle. When you are in front of someone close to you, you will be even more irritable!

Mo Yuqian also accompanied him all day long, but he was afraid that something would happen to Gu Min, as soon as he saw Shen Che like this, he got up to protect Gu Min, "Shen Che, you don't want to be like this!" ”

Shen Che didn't care, he pushed Mo Yuqian away, Mo Yuqian was only afraid that Gu Min would be hurt in the entanglement, so he had to let go of his hand.

"Let go of me!" Gu Min shouted!

Shen Che took her wrist and took her to the bathroom. He pressed her shoulders and turned her whole body towards the mirror. Gu Min struggled to dodge uncomfortably, but how could he resist that strength, he was still pressed in front of the bathing table.

Shen Che imprisoned her, insisted on holding her head, and asked her to face herself and look directly at herself!

"Gu Min! Look at yourself! What do you look like now! Are you going to keep going like this! Shen Che shouted angrily, he was sad and sad!

Gu Min couldn't dodge and was forced to look up in the mirror.

She saw herself in the mirror, so haggard and depressed.

In an instant, she couldn't even recognize herself!

The woman in the mirror, with her hair disheveled, looked like she hadn't taken care of it in days. Her eyes were sunken, and she was already thin and not human-shaped. The complexion was even more pale, pale and sickly, and there was no spirit at all. Those eyes were bloodshot, and it was terrifying to look at!

The pupils in Gu Min's eyes tightened, and she said in a trembling voice, "Let go of me!" ”

"Gu Min! How long are you going to escape from reality? Shen Che refused to let go, he just wanted her to face himself!

"You don't believe that Tang Renxiu is dead, you are going to dig his grave, I didn't stop you at all, as long as you want to do it, I will help you! You should also see if he is dead! But didn't you see it that day? He's dead, isn't he? His ashes are all back, and it's in that coffin! ”

"If it wasn't for the day you took the urn away, if you hadn't fallen, if there hadn't been that heavy rain......" Shen Che still had to say, but it made her think of that day!

That heavy rain is that heavy rain!

Gu Min's heart was broken, "Don't say it!" ”

"Now there are no more of his ashes! He's dead, Tang Renxiu is dead! He doesn't even have ashes anymore! Gu Min! You recognize the facts! Shen Che drank, and the shouts of the two overlapped and filled the entire ward, and they couldn't dissipate!

"He's not dead! He didn't-! Gu Min roared frantically!

Mo Yuqian stood outside the door, his hand holding the door frame hard!

"He's dead! He's long dead! The doctor's appraisal and death certificate are all issued! His body had long since turned to ashes, and it was drenched in mud on that rainy day, and it was all gone! ”

"Nope! He's alive! He didn't die! You're lying! ”

"If he is alive, then why doesn't he come out? If he was alive, what was he doing so much for? Gu Min! He treats you badly, you forget about him, do you still remember what he does? "He is generally angry, just to provoke her love xΓΉ to let her vent!

Gu Min was furious, and she roared even more angrily, "Why should I forget him? I sue you, I can't forget him in my life! It's he who owes me, it's he who owes me! I'm going to find him, and I'm going to ask him why he's doing this to me!" ”

"Why do you think he did this to you?" Shen Che grabbed her shoulder, and after he roared, Gu Min's whole person must be!

"Because he won't live long, Gu Min, he hopes that you can live a peaceful life, instead of becoming like a human being and a ghost like you are now. Gu Min, you and Xiang Chen, he is you and his son, your favorite son. Could it be that you really don't even want Xiang Chen? Can you bear to let him have a child, without a father, not even a mother? ”

"I went to see Xiang Chen, do you know, he is waiting for you, in Dongyuan Village, in the Gu family's ancestral house."

"He told me that he was waiting for you to come home."

"Gu Min, can you bear to let Xiang Chen wait like this?"

Shen Che's shouting voice made Gu Min's body tremble, but she couldn't move, her face had no expression, and her expression was so panicked!

Gu Min thought of Xiang Chen, and then thought of the handsome face in her memory, she covered her face and covered her eyes, she didn't want to think about it, she just kept reading, "He's not dead, he's not dead......"

"If he is dead or not, let him sue you himself!" Shen Che grabbed her wrist again and took her out of the bathroom!

Gu Min was dragged out by force, and Shen Che pulled her to the table, and he let go.

But in the next second, he picked up the camera, put the video into it, and handed it to Gu Min again, "You can watch it now!" ”

Gu Min was as if she had encountered a snake and scorpion, she immediately stepped back, "I don't look at it!" ”

"Don't you dare? Are you scared? In fact, you know better than anyone else in your heart that Tang Renxiu is dead! But you just don't want to face it! ”

"It's not! He's not dead! ”

"Then you go and see! You go and find out! It's like you dig a grave, now let's see what it's all about! Shen Che grabbed her wrist violently and shoved the camera into her palm!

But Gu Min didn't want to take it, she seemed to have touched a virus, she screamed in fear, "Ahhhhhh ”

"Sister!" Seeing this, Mo Yuqian saw that Gu Min's love was on the verge of collapse, he became scared, and stepped forward to stop him, "Shen Che!" That's enough! Enough is enough! ”

Is it really going to ruin her? Do you really want her to face it like this?

She's overwhelmed!

Mo Yuqian protected Gu Min beside him and helped him over from Shen Che's side, "Sister, it's okay......"

Gu Min was restless and manic, she clutched Mo Yuqian's clothes tightly, and kept reading, "He's not dead!" He's alive! ”

Shen Che looked at Gu Min's disheartened behavior, and the pain seeped into the bone marrow, he laughed, but he laughed at himself for not protecting her well, laughing at himself for being so powerless!

Shen Che looked at Gu Min, and he asked in a deep voice, "Let me ask you, are you really not going to watch this video?" ”

Gu Min didn't pay attention to it anymore, she thought to herself about those few words!

"Gu Min! You don't see it's not! Shen Che drank again, and Gu Min also roared, "He's not dead!" ”

"Good! He didn't die! Since you believe that he is not dead, then there is no point in this thing staying, and I will smash it now! Shen Che was also angry, and his grief was extreme! He drank like this, raised his hand, and was about to smash the camera!

"Shen Che!" Mo Yuqian shouted!

But at the moment when his hand was raised, Gu Min's gaze froze, she reacted, she was almost instinctive, involuntarily, unable to stop herself, and rushed over regardless of a qiΔ“, "Don't-!" ”

Gu Min rushed over, she stood on tiptoe, she blocked Shen Che, her hand couldn't reach his raised hand, the camera in her hand, her eyes were full of pleading, mixed with deep fear, "Don't smash!" Don't-! ”

At this moment, it was all quiet!

Gu Min was almost crying, and begged, "Don't smash it, give it back to me, give it back to me, and give it back to me......"

Mo Yuqian's eyes were astringent, and Shen Che's heart trembled.

Shen Che slowly lowered his hand and put the camera back into Gu Min's hand. This time, Gu Min didn't dodge again, she carefully held it.

Shen Che said, "Gu Min, in fact, I was wrong, even if I want to smash it, it should be up to you to smash it." ”

Gu Min clenched the camera tightly, and there was only its presence in his eyes!

Xu made a fuss, so Gu Min fell asleep tired at night. She hadn't slept well for many days, and if she slept today, it was also because of her lack of body.

It's night, and the night sky is so dark that you can't see your fingers, it's a deep dark blue. No starlight, no moonlight, nothing.

In the ward, the nurse sat in a chair beside the bed, and she fell asleep sleepily.

On the other side is Tang Moyu, and today it is her turn to come here to keep vigil and accompany her. also left, as well as Mo Yuqian. At three o'clock in the morning, the two of them also fell asleep sleepily.

Gu Min woke up from her sleep, she opened her eyes, and the drowsiness gradually faded in the haze.

There was a faint light shrouded in it, and Gu Min saw the three people around him.

They were all asleep and could see clearly.

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of something next to the pillow, which was the camera.

Gu Min set a time for a long time, but she made a move. She got up from the bed, and she slowed down her movements, not alarming anyone. When she left, she had the camera in her hand.

Brought the door and walked out of the ward, Gu Min walked alone in the corridor. The hallway was quiet, but not too quiet. She wanted to find a place where there was no one, but her eyes turned again, and she saw the stairs, and she pushed open the small door and went to the top.

The roof of the inpatient building, at three o'clock in the morning, was empty.

There was only a trace of figure, wandering in steps, and slowly walked up.

She came to the rooftop of the top floor, the June wind, still cold, her body was cold, but her heart was even colder.

As soon as Gu Min walked to the rooftop, she didn't go forward, she only leaned against the wall, and she sat down.

She looked up, only to notice that the sky was slightly glowing. Maybe it's the starlight that is drowned in dark clouds, maybe it's the moonlight, but it's not clear.

She lowered her eyes again, looking at the camera. After hesitating for a long, long time, as if she had mustered up enough courage, she held her breath, moved her fingers, closed her eyes, and pressed the switch hard.

It was pitch black on the rooftop, but when the button was pressed, a light suddenly gathered. Slowly, it became brighter and brighter, and in an instant, Gu Min's face was brightened.

She sat curled up in the corner, watching with the camera in her hand.

But in a shaking, I don't know where it was filmed, and after a closer look, I found that it was not the Baohua Mansion. Because of the furniture in the mansion, she still remembers it clearly, it was the one she took her to choose before, and there were many other things, which she arranged one by one.

She remembered more clearly that the cup on the coffee table was also bought by her.

Gu Min didn't look away, because in a moment of shaking, a figure suddenly flashed out!

Her gaze suddenly gathered, because she saw the figure walking across the screen, through the whole frame, from near and far, he sat down on the sofa seat behind the coffee table, and faced her with him. At this moment, he was very close to her, in fact, it was really not far, but it was just a screen, and that screen was just a thin layer.

His handsome face is also a long-lost one, but it is so distinct, and it jumps out all at once.

Gu Min looked at them carefully one by one, she was reluctant to let go of that moment, it was not a photo, it was vivid, it was vivid!

His heroic eyebrows were stretched, and his eyes were shining, so deep, the depth of his eyes was always bottomless, but there was inexplicably a trace of tenderness. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, it was a brisk arc, just like after knowing each other for many years, his leisurely self-satisfaction, always so clear.

It's him!

It's Tang Renxiu!

It's him! The selfish, selfish and egoistic of him!

Gu Min's breath was suffocated, and he saw him smile slowly towards the camera and towards her.

Not a shallow smile, but a real smile, so gentle that it makes people intoxicated!

The two looked at each other for a long, long time, and Gu Min forgot to breathe, just blindly looked at him greedily.

Just as he was smiling, Tang Renxiu slowly opened his mouth, and as soon as he opened his mouth and shouted, Gu Min felt that he was about to die.

He shouted, "Amin." ”

How much I miss it, it's his voice, Gu Min's eyes are so red that I can't do it!

Tang Renxiu's gaze became deeper and gentler, and his voice was like a beautiful cello sound.

He said slowly, "When you see this video, you should know that I am no longer in this world. And you, too, already know the news of my absence. ”

"I really don't want to meet you like this if I could."

"Because if we meet, then it proves that, Amin, you didn't take good care of yourself."

Gu Min's tears suddenly covered her eyes, quickly covering her eyes. But she didn't want to cover up the picture, she immediately raised her hand to wipe it, just staring at the screen persistently.

Tang Renxiu was still smiling and said to her, "But I believe that you will recover soon, and you will take good care of yourself, as well as Chenchen." From the beginning I knew you, I knew you were strong, I really wasn't worried at all, I knew, you were absolutely fine. ”

"In the future, I can live a good life, go to work, go out with friends, and watch Chenchen grow up. You used to say that children grow up quickly, and they are already six years old in the blink of an eye. I think it's the same, you see, it didn't take long to meet you again in Beicheng, but Chen Chen has been from six to seven years old. A year feels like a second is a short time. ”

"I know, I know you will work hard, because you want to give Chen Chen a happy life, I believe you won't let him be bullied by other children, if someone bullies him, you will probably rush up with a knife again." At this, he laughed.

And his teasing voice reminded Gu Min of the past, and she really did it!

Gu Min also smiled, but before she knew it, she didn't even notice it, she had already burst into tears!

He was still muttering, many, many more.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Soon Chen Chen is going to primary school, he will take the first place in the exam, and then graduate from primary school, then middle school, and then high school, there will be no problem with HKU, and it is estimated that he will study abroad at that time. When he finishes studying, he will get married and have a child, you see, what you said before, will be fulfilled one by one. ”

"Amin, do you say yes?"

Gu Min smiled, but she was also crying, she could only nod, she wanted to say yes, but she couldn't make a sound, only choked!

In the midst of those muttered words, Tang Renxiu suddenly stopped slowly, and Gu Min's tears poured down, like a heavy rain!

Tang Renxiu stared, his gaze was extraordinarily leisurely, and he said with a smile, "Amin, I know, you don't blame them. Because you know, this qiΔ“ was all my idea. If you really complain, then blame me alone. ”

"Amin, promise me, live a good life, and watch Chenchen grow up."

"Amin, I'm sorry."

He suddenly said the words of apology, the three words of sorry, as if he could break his heart!

No!

She doesn't want to be sorry!

Tang Renxiu, I don't want to be sorry!

I don't want it, I don't want it!

Gu Min couldn't help shaking his head, the tears fell even more fiercely, bean-sized tears, one after another!

But he kept smiling, and that gentle smile was like a dream for a long century, and she didn't want to wake up in that dream.

He kept calling her name and saying those words, and she listened hesitantly.

In fact, there is not much content, but every word, she listened to it attentively, carved into her bones!

Suddenly there was silence, silence for a long time, and in that silence he called out to her again.

"Amin."

Gu Min fixed his eyes and looked at him in the blurred tears, but there was no smile on his face, only amazement, endless melancholy, and that touch of distress.

Only in an instant, Gu Min held the camera, she couldn't hold back any longer, the castle in her heart collapsed, and tears poured out!

Gu Min cried loudly, crying so much that she couldn't help herself!

The crying female voice, like a ghostly voice in the night, resounded throughout the hospital for a long time!

He said, "Amin, life is too long, don't wait. ”