Chapter Twenty-Nine: Why Rush to Embrace It
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From a "graceful ancient style girl" to a "strong female man", what is the middle distance?
At this moment, Shen Zijin then followed closely, Li Yushang stood on tiptoe with his right hand and danced the wheel behind the mountain bike for half a circle, almost sweeping Shen Zijin's suit and leather shoes?
Is it holding back tears and biting your lip to pedal away?
It is true that it is very easy and comfortable to be able to rely on a man's back to make vases and rice worms, but Li Yushang, who has experienced disappointment and despair, is no longer willing to go back to enjoy such days, because she knows how heavy the price is to pay for that ease and comfort.
More than ten years of relaxation and comfort have created a middle-aged woman who is incompetent in communication, incompetent in work, incompetent, independent and incompetent, isn't this a lesson?
Suppose in another ten years, I will be forty-five years old, and in another twenty years, when I am fifty-five years old, I encounter such a marriage change, at that time, it will be more difficult to get up, right?
She can't imagine what others will do when they encounter this situation, but for her, she is indeed raised, and if there is no memory of rebirth to support her, every time the wolf bรจi is disgraced, she can be forced to give up her life.
"You have already died once, you should understand that death is a thing that does not need to be rushed, death is a festival that will come sooner or later, why rush to embrace it? Why don't you give it a try, if you can live beautifully, like a flower, rich and chic? โ
A voice suddenly sounded in my ears and was played back repeatedly.
Parking in a garment, pausing, turning heads left and right, no one, no sound, and the brick road in the villa area is very peaceful.
What memories have been retrieved and disappeared again......
Master Li had already left with the renovation workers, the wooden shelves outside were quietly arranged, there was only one person in the villa, she was dizzy and weak, she dropped the car and went straight to the bedroom on the second floor, lying down, wrapped in a quilt, and sweating profusely, and then, I felt cold, the kind of cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.
It's so cold, I can't sleep, it's so cold that I panic, it's so cold that I'm afraid.
Bi Shaohua didn't come back, that girl was used to the bright nightlife earlier, and it was not unusual for her not to return all night.
He turned on the chandelier, table lamp, floor lamp, wrapped in a blanket, and it was still cold.
She wanted someone to talk to.
She had to find someone to talk to.
Not only because of the coldness that comes out of the cracks of the bones, but also because of the natural fear of darkness that women have.
The brighter the lights in the room, the more unsafe I felt, because there was a fear that I could not see where the enemy was, but the enemy could easily find my place.
The door has been locked and can no longer be locked, and the window has been latched, but there is still countless room for imagination, for example, whether you have locked the iron gate or not? If there are really bad people, can the iron gate play any decisive role? The wooden frame used for construction is built straight to the roof of the building, does that mean that if there are bad people, they only need to jump over the iron gate and climb the wooden frame, and they can travel around their own homes at will?
Her teeth shivered, and she began to rummage through the entire bedroom, and with great mercy, Shaohua put the new phone and charger into the drawer for her.
Charge, turn on, and wait for the light screen to flash.
There are more than 30 messages of missed calls, and most of them are Shen Zijin.
Shaohua really left a letter: "Sister Cheng's auspicious words, peach blossoms bloom tonight, you go to bed early, don't wait for me." โ
Fanatical want to find someone to talk to, you must not disturb your best friend's peach blossom luck, so, looking for a night talk with Yingxiu?
No, Yingxiu has lost a lot of time on herself during this time, and she has to wait for her husband and children, and sleep is especially important.
A new acquaintance with Sister Wang? Sister Ma?
The insomnia woman with her mobile phone, Li Yushang, who was out of touch with this chaotic world of flowers, closed her eyes in despair.
Only a woman who also suffers from insomnia in the middle of the night and keeps a room alone in the dark can understand it.
The fingers of the ragged clothes are lifted at the keys of the phone, falling, lifting, falling......
The sound of the spring flowing came to life under her fingers.
In her mind, there is a set of mobile phone numbers, very strange and very clear, engraved on the memory board.
"You're in the southern sun
Snow
I'm in the cold night in the north
The four seasons are like spring
If only it was too late before dark
I'm going to forget your eyes
Extremely poor all his life
I can't finish a dream......"
The singing voice of "Nanshan Nan" echoed in the small bedroom, and the phone was connected.
Li Yushang, stupid.
Calling strangers in the middle of the night is something she's never had.
What to do? I'm going to get scolded, right? This is a crime at the level of "harassment", right?
He no longer talks to anyone about the islands they meet
Because my heart has long been deserted
He can't hold a home in his heart
Be a mute who only lies to yourself
He said that you are beautiful in any way that is praised
It's not as good as the first time he met you......"
The singing stopped suddenly, and Li Yushang finally remembered to press the mobile phone button, and a hoarse, slightly surprised male voice came out: "Hello, tonight - have you lost sleep?" โ
The other party is also an insomniac? If the heart lifted by the clothes fell to the ground all of a sudden, then he would not be scolded.
"Hello."
Her voice was still a little cautious, but her nose was very sore.
"Are you having insomnia too?" When she asked, she seemed to smile and replied, "Yes, I'd love to have someone to talk to." โ
All of a sudden, the distance with strangers is shortened, and the same disease is sympathetic!
People are often strange creatures, such as when talking to strangers, they can be more unscrupulous, especially strangers who can't see their faces.
Li Yushang, the successor of the "graceful ancient style school", is a strange flower among the strange animal species.
"I was very wolf today, very humiliated, dizzy and sitting on the street, there were a lot of people laughing at me ......".
"Did you stand up then?"
"Of course! I stood up on my own with dizziness, I rode home by myself, and I wanted them to see that I could live without a man. โ
"Oh, you're great."
The blue light of the mobile phone flickered, and the ragged clothes were wrapped in a blanket and crooked in the corner of the sofa with their eyes closed, suddenly whispering, suddenly impassioned, and suddenly bursting into tears......
"I'm so cold, is it winter? It must be freezing and snowy outside, right? Is this a cold spring? Are you cold......"?
The voice of the ragged clothes gradually lowered, lowered.
When I woke up again, the room was already bright, the courtyard was loud with the sound of the decoration masters cooperating with each other, and Bi Shaohua, whose eyes were slightly swollen, pressed one hand on the edge of the wet towel on his forehead, his face full of shame.
However, as soon as she saw her clothes wake up, her ashamed best friend began to go crazy: "You can really do it!" If you have a cold and fever, won't you call me? Sisters, you have to leave any peach blossoms to take care of you, don't you? It's 39 degrees! What can I do if I burn you stupid? โ