Chapter 44: Helplessness
Zheng Chengxian turned his head to look out the window, the resentment in Quan Bao'er's eyes made him feel like a man's back, he didn't understand how her grievance came about, the two have not known each other for a long time, and they can't talk about understanding at all, so how can they be affectionate?
Li Xiuman secretly observed the silent two people in the back seat from the rearview mirror, he had persuaded Quan Baoer not to listen, she was an apprentice, but her personality was too stubborn.
"Chengxian, when will your movie be released?" The atmosphere in the car was so embarrassing, like a piece of solidified ice, Li Xiuman had to stir up the topic again.
"Soon, the soundtrack on my side will start promoting the movie as soon as it finishes it!" Zheng Chengxian responded dryly, and he couldn't chat normally because of Kwon Bao'er's disturbed mood.
"I see you're doing a lot of things, and you're mixed with everything! Do you have any main targets!? Li Xiuman is a little unable to see through Zheng Chengxian's music, film and television, novels, and variety shows, but he is not so in-depth, and he can't speculate about Zheng Chengxian's movements at all.
"To be honest, I don't know that the things in my head are very miscellaneous, sometimes I feel that it is not my own head, and the thoughts that come out are completely uncontrollable, everything!" Again, we use inspiration to tell things, and the truth can't be humane to outsiders.
Li Xiuman nodded and did not speak, and the car was quiet again.
Fortunately, this embarrassing silence did not last long, and Jung Sung-hyun arrived home. After hurriedly saying goodbye to Li Xiuman and Quan Bao'er, he got off in a hurry.
Looking at the listless Quan Baoer Li Xiuman in the back seat, he sighed, "I sued you before, he has a girlfriend and has a deep relationship, you have to intervene!" Now you know it's uncomfortable? ”
"Uncle Xiuman, is it wrong that I like him? Why can't you just give me a chance!? Quan Bao'er's weak words were filled with grievances and unwillingness.
When there are no outsiders, Quan Baoer is called 'Uncle Xiuman', which is the relationship they have cultivated over the years.
"I think there are two reasons why he doesn't give you a chance, one is that his love is rarely shared with others, and the other is that he is afraid that he will not be able to resist temptation if he gives you a chance." Li Xiuman calmly analyzed.
"People who have experienced a childhood like him must lack love, so they cherish it extremely, and it just so happens that Quanbaolan appeared by his side at this time! So it's hard for Chengxian to tolerate others in his heart! Give up, you'll all get hurt if it goes on like this! Li Xiuman has already figured out the relationship between Quan Baolan and Zheng Chengxian, and he did not hide it in front of this proud protégé.
"All sapphire blue? What kind of person is she, Uncle Xiuman, have you seen her?! Quan Bao'er asked curiously, wondering who he had lost to.
"You go back and find a video called "Ode to Cuteness", which is a song written to Jeon Baolan not long after Sung-hyun recovered!" Li Xiuman replied, hoping that the apprentice would die after watching this video.
"That girl on "Ode to Lovely" is Sung Hyun Oba's girlfriend?" Quan Bao'er apparently also watched the video that swept the entertainment industry at the time, and it is said that the video has become popular in China and island countries.
"Yes, I analyzed that girl is most in line with the identity of Chengxian's girlfriend!" Li Xiuman is good at persuasion, Quan Baoer took her with her when she was very young and taught her carefully, she already has the feeling of a daughter, and she really doesn't want to see her sink into the mud.
"It turns out that he likes that type~~! Thank you Uncle Xiuman for reminding me! Quan Bao'er nodded thoughtfully, her eyes lit up with hope.
Li Xiuman couldn't cry or laugh, waved his hands weakly, and all his hard work was in vain, which made him feel frustrated.
"You put these things first, and now the center should be on entering Europe and the United States!" Li Xiuman reluctantly persuaded.
Quan Bao'er nodded and didn't speak, her eyes flashed with a disapproving expression, and Li Xiu, who was looking at it, sighed......
Lee Sun-hee is very efficient, she recorded it in two days, and after a few days of post-production, the film was completed.
The rest of the publicity was handed over to the distribution company to do, and Jung Sung-hyun didn't interfere with these things, because he didn't understand it either. Fortunately, Li Junyi is familiar with the way and takes the actors around for publicity.
According to Li Junyi, if the movie is not released as soon as it is completed, it will have to be promoted for a period of time. Fortunately, Zheng Chengxian is a screenwriter, so he doesn't need to run around, as long as he appears on some more important occasions
Zheng Chengxian put down the stone in his heart, it was better to kill him if he wanted to run around to promote the movie, so when others were busy running around, he was lying comfortably at home thinking about the Spring Festival.
The Spring Festival is also a grand festival in South Korea, because South Korea is a country that respects traditions, and their Spring Festival is more cumbersome.
Just like Huaguo, when it came to the Spring Festival, people who were busy outside returned to their hometowns to worship their ancestors, and Zheng Chengxian spent it with them, but was rejected.
comforted Quan Baolan with unjustified words, but in fact, Zheng Chengxian felt awkward in his own heart, watching other people's families enjoying themselves, he would inevitably be cranky and would be quiet.
Winter in Korea is quite cold, and even if you wear thick clothes and wrap your head tightly in a scarf, you still feel cold!
Jung Sung-hyun walks alone on the streets of Seoul aimlessly, with no place in his heart to go, as long as he is not alone in an empty home, which will remind him of his past life.
He was once born in a working family, and he was still very happy in his childhood, and later his honest parents plunged into the tide of reform to ride the wind and waves.
Later in the development was full of drama, and both parents were sick. After Zheng Chengxian, who is not good at management, lost his family, he made a living by doing odd jobs for nearly 40 years and didn't even have a girlfriend.
Eventually, after the death of his parents, he couldn't bear the loneliness and despair for the future and jumped from the roof.
I never thought that I would be able to see this world of flowers again, this qiē is like a dream for Zheng Chengxian. He wanted to grasp the happiness in his hands, but he was also afraid of the happiness in his hands, for fear that one day he would suddenly wake up and find that everything was just an illusory bubble.
It's not that he doesn't want to spend the Spring Festival with the Baolan family, but he's just scared. I'm afraid that God will take it away if he sees that he is too happy.
The sky is full of snowflakes, the road is full of people, most of them are in a hurry and lonely, it seems that they are not the only ones who are lonely in such days.
The lights on both sides of the road are bustling with people, and every restaurant is full of men and women, men and men, women and women talking and laughing around the steaming table.
Zheng Chengxian stood outside the window and watched quietly, as if the little match girl was looking at the happiness of others with envy.
Suddenly, bursts of music came into his ears, and Jung Sung-hyun couldn't help but follow the sound curiously, South Korea's entertainment culture is fiercely competitive, and there are often groups that have just debuted and are not well-known performing on the streets.
Following the singing to the underground passage of a shopping mall, the singing gradually became clear.
The petite girl stood in the middle of the two speakers with a big guitar and performed hard, surrounded by a few pedestrians in twos and threes, and the girl's voice was clear and loud and she sang very well.
Involuntarily walked over and stopped to listen, the girl was singing the classic "Hotel California" by the Eagles, although the lyrics of this song are not suitable for little girls to sing, but the melody is still very good, from time to time someone took out money and threw it in the hat in front of her.
At the end of the song, the pedestrians applauded, and the little girl politely bent down to thank her.
"You sing so well!" When the little girl was resting, Zheng Chengxian opened his mouth and praised.
"Thank you for the compliment, I still need to practice!" The little girl put down the water in her hand and hurriedly replied.
She looked to be 15 or 6 years old, with a clear face and beautiful eyes, and a pair of big eyes full of aura, which was very impressive.
"Are you a trainee?" Jung Sung-hyun simply sat on the ground and talked to the little girl.
The girl didn't have any scheming, and she was tricked out by Zheng Chengxian without much effort.
She called Li Zhien to love singing since she was a child, and now she is a trainee in a family brokerage company, and she didn't go home during the Spring Festival to sell songs here to earn some living expenses.
"Agassi, you haven't sued me yet, what's your name!" Jung Sung-hyun wrapped his head in a scarf, and his voice was so low that Lee Ji-eun mistakenly thought he was an uncle.
"Do I look that old!?" Funny, he ripped off his scarf to reveal his handsome and not male-like face.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I thought ~~~" Li Ji-eun hurriedly bowed and apologized in embarrassment.
"It's okay, it's okay!" Zheng Chengxian waved his hand to show that he didn't mind, "I'm sorry for delaying your singing time, why don't I give you a performance too?" “
The two chatted for about half an hour, during which Li Zhien hesitantly looked at the passers-by and stopped talking, as if he wanted to continue performing, it seemed that the girl was not rich.
"Is Agassi also a musician!?" Under the surprise, Li Zhien forgot to change his name.
Jung Sung-hyun looked at Lee Ji-eun who stuck out his tongue with a look of embarrassment,
"No, I just like it!" Pick up your guitar as you spoke.
Lee Ji-eun, who loves music, is looking forward to every learning opportunity he can access.
The melodious and soft sound of guitar plucking followed the two speakers around them in the spacious underground passage, and people gradually became attracted by this unheard tune, and more and more people around them stopped to listen to the slightly sad guitar music.
Jung Sung-hyun plays a pure guitar song, is the French musician Nicolas? Morality? The work of Anteros is also an immortal famous song "Sad Spain".
The faint sadness and loneliness in the song are very suitable for his current mood, and the more he plays it unconsciously, the more he plays, he can't help but add the action of hitting the guitar with five fingers, and the simple five-finger wheel stroke adds a touch of color to the song.
Many people took out their mobile phones to post this rare scene on the Internet, and the fresh music they had never heard was very eye-catching with the appearance of the performer, and some people recognized Zheng Chengxian's face and shouted excitedly.
Jung Sung-hyun ignored it and just kept playing the guitar quietly, with a hint of melancholy on his calm face.
I don't know how long it took for Zheng Chengxian to feel a little tired, and finally put down the guitar, and the pedestrians who were immersed in the music woke up from a dream and threw money over, and Zheng Chengxian bent down to express his gratitude.
"This song is so good, is Writer Zheng newly written by you?" Someone asked.
"Sort of, there was a period before, but I just happened to make up for it! Hope you guys will enjoy it! Zheng Chengxian thought for a moment and replied.
Li Zhien's eyes lit up when she heard that the song was original, she had always wanted to write the song herself, but unfortunately there was no teacher willing to teach her, and the person in front of her must be a master from the song just now.
"What's this piece called?" Lee Ji-eun asked curiously.
"Let's call it 'Sad Seoul'!" Jung Sung-hyun thought about it for a while and changed the name, anyway, it was his tune.
"Why is that the name?" A young woman muttered discontentedly.
"You will listen to me play the piano at this time, most of them because they have not come home for work. It's a kind of sadness that we are fighting for life while others are happy with our families, and it is a sadness that belongs to a modern metropolis like Seoul. I happen to be a little sad like you, so that's why I have this song! Zheng Chengxian thought for a moment and replied.
People fell silent for a moment, yes, how many precious things do we lose when we keep fighting?
Isn't it sad that we look back after a few years and find that what we have gained is insignificant compared to what we lost?
"Please play it for us again!" A middle-aged man with eyes solemnly took out money from his pocket and respectfully placed it in the hat that served as a money box.
People kept coming out with money, and this time it was not thrown away, but it was put on the ground very seriously, because the hat was already full.
Jung Sung-hyun silently picked up the guitar, and Lee Ji-eun borrowed a chair from the side and respectfully invited him to sit down.
The sad and pleasant guitar sound sounded again.
This time, when people listened to it again, they had a different feeling in their hearts, and many people wet the corners of their eyes.
The song ended again, Jung Sung-hyun returned the guitar to Lee Ji-eun and turned to leave, but he unexpectedly found Jeon Baolan standing there quietly watching him.
At this moment, there were all kinds of cheers outside: "Happy New Year!" "Happy New Year".
Gently walked to Zheng Chengxian's side and looked up at him, Quan Baolan's eyes were full of tears:
"Happy New Year, Oba!"