When Ye Jinglan and Zhang Hongyuan led Feng Shuang home, Zhang Xia was sitting in the hall watching TV and waiting, and grandma was too tired, so she went to sleep first.

"Sit down, sit down, this is Xiao Shuang, I heard Lan Lan say, don't be restrained, rest assured to live here." Zhang Xia got up and greeted warmly.

"Auntie, I'm sorry for you." Feng Shuang is not a person who can talk to his elders, so even if he is under the fence now, he can't say words to please him.

"No trouble, have you eaten enough at night? I'm going to order some dumplings for you, right? ”

Ye Jinglan and the three of them all shook their heads and said no, so Zhang Xia gave up, saying that they would do something rich for them tomorrow morning.

"I didn't expect your mother to be so gentle, I thought being a teacher was fierce!" Feng Shuang followed Ye Jinglan into the house and stuck out his tongue and said.

"Huh. Okay, I'll go wash up first, and you're free. ”

Ye Jinglan smiled, she also felt that her mother had become much gentler, not as hysterical as in her previous life, maybe this was the real mother, she was also forced in her previous life, caused by the environment.

After the two of them turned off the lights and lay on the bed, they couldn't sleep, and then looked at each other and smiled in the dark.

"I never thought I'd be in the same bed as you one day." Ye Jinglan's smile reached the bottom of her eyes, and she said with heartfelt emotion.

"Who's to say it isn't! I was always bothering you back then, and you must have hated me. Feng Shuang also smiled, but there was a hint of sadness in her smile.

"Haha, I hate it, I just feel a little annoyed, I think this girl talks a lot."

After being reborn, she treated Feng Shuang and them as children, and Feng Shuang didn't hurt her, just a little girl who couldn't ask for it, she wouldn't hate it, otherwise she wouldn't have helped, if it was Dong Chunyan who met that day, she would have thought she hadn't seen it.

"Cut, you used to talk a lot, okay, if it weren't for your father's apologies, I didn't mean to mention it."

"It's okay, in fact, until now, I'm still glad they were separated, I'm not very good now."

Ye Jinglan patted Feng Shuang's arm, indicating that she didn't care.

"That was your current classmate that day?" Feng Shuang was actually more like asking her why she wasn't with Lin Shuche, but when he thought back to the boy that day, he felt that it was a bit redundant to ask.

"Forget a senior, don't mention him. I know you want to know about Lin Shuche's situation, he also went to Xinghui, but he didn't share the same class with me, and we don't have much to do with each other. ”

Ye Jinglan knew that Feng Shuang still liked Lin Shuche, and from the way she looked at him in the bar today, she still couldn't let it go, but she couldn't manage this kind of thing.

Ye Jinglan could only say that she had no intention of Lin Shuche, and it didn't matter to them, as for whether Feng Shuang chased or gave up, it was her own business.

"Hehe, do you know why I kept bothering you back then?" Listening to Ye Jinglan's indifferent tone, Feng Shuang smiled, laughing bitterly and helplessly.

"Isn't everyone knowing, because of Lin Shuche." Ye Jinglan didn't blame Feng Shuang, because at that time, her attitude was indeed ambiguous.

"You know, there will always be a kind of person in the world who will pick up what you can't reach with all your effort, and then show that it's not very uncommon to have an attitude, in fact, it's really a bit hateful."

Feng Shuang recalled that there were really a lot of people who liked Lin Shuche at that time, and none of the people in this class or the other class could make her angry, only Ye Jinglan.

One is because Lin Shuche is a little special to her, and the other is that Ye Jinglan actually doesn't have a grateful attitude towards Lin Shuche's care.

"Yes! From your point of view, yes. But from my point of view, it's nothing. ”

"Feng Shuang, in my opinion, love should not make people humble, whether it is a man or a woman, whether it is a love affair or a can't beg."

"Love is something that should make people better." This is the realization that Ye Jinglan has spent decades in her previous life.

"Just like my parents, they were united by a happy relationship. However, when I was young, my father's family was not as good as my mother's family, and I also relied on my mother's family for subsidies, so my father's attitude towards my mother gradually became a little respectful. ”

"Then when I was born, my grandfather died, my grandmother was not as good as a year, the conditions of my father's family also improved, my grandmother complained that my mother couldn't have a son, and then my mother became tolerant, gave in, and then divorced."

"Lin Shuche is not that kind of person." Feng Shuang listened to Ye Jinglan's words and thought about it, but she still felt that Lin Shuche was very good and worth her to pay.

"No one is born like that, and I believe in love that grows together. But what I want to say is that no matter what kind of love it is, people must first learn to love themselves. ”

"If someone loves you, you have to affirm that you are worthy of love, if that person doesn't love you, it is a loss for the other person, and if you want to pursue, you have to become a better version of yourself."

What Ye Jinglan wanted to express was that she didn't mean to belittle Lin Shuche, she just responded with a normal attitude, but Feng Shuang was too humble, and it would never be difficult to link it with love in an unequal relationship.

"But if you like it, don't you have to give it wholeheartedly?" Feng Shuang was also affected by her family, she felt that her parents would separate because they were too selfish, so she thought that if she fell in love with someone one day, then she would be good to each other for the rest of her life.

But she was still young at that time, and she didn't think about whether the other party would want to accept her goodness.

"Yes! Many people, many books say that if you give without regrets, you will love wholeheartedly, no matter what the other party becomes, that is true love! ”

"But have you ever thought that that kind of true love is what you want? Is it happy to become less like yourself? ”

"And then one day you pay a qiē, but the other party turns away, what should you do?"

The concept of love is the same as values, a hundred people have a hundred opinions, and Ye Jinglan is not confident that she can convince Feng Shuang.

"But if you calculate and compare at the beginning, how can you say it's love?" Feng Shuang felt that Ye Jinglan's overly realistic statement ruined her dream.

"Love is mutual, but it's not a simple 1+1 equals 2, one person's contribution will never form the happiness of two people, just like I don't like Lin Shuche, then no matter how much he does what he thinks is a sacrifice, I won't be moved."

But does he really careless? Are you really careless? If so, why care about whether the other party is moved and grateful. ”

"Why complain that the other party can't reciprocate?"

This is also the reason why Ye Jinglan decided not to continue to associate with Lin Shuche, because the other party obviously loves herself more, but he said that he loved her and said how he did it for her.

"Am I wrong? No, no, don't talk about it yet, I want to think about it, I'll ask you tomorrow. Feng Shuang felt that her brain was a little messy, and she needed to think about it carefully.