Chapter 206: You have to face it

Xu Ziqian didn't speak, just sighed, and stepped forward to hold Ding Xiaoqian in his arms.

He didn't use much strength, but Ding Xiaoqian felt the force of his arm. He just hugged her like this, without saying a word.

Ding Xiaoqian's tears came down as soon as he brushed the ground, his chin was on Xu Ziqian's shoulder, and after a while, tears flowed down his face and wet Xu Ziqian's windbreaker.

"You're only twenty-two years old, and we still have a chance in the future."

There was a trace of sadness hidden in Xu Ziqian's voice that Ding Xiaoqian couldn't hear.

The child in Ding Xiaoqian's stomach is gone, Xu Ziqian's uncomfortable love is not much less than Ding Xiaoqian, how much he is looking forward to the arrival of such a small life, and even, he secretly bought a lot of children's toys, all of which he hid in the cabinet, just waiting for this little life to fall to the ground and take them out.

He even started planning a baby room, and he even designed the renderings of the baby room himself......

However, this little life is gone, how can he not feel uncomfortable? But he knew that Ding Xiaoqian would definitely be uncomfortable at this time, and he couldn't add fuel to the fire.

Things have happened, Ding Xiaoqian is the saddest, saddest and most self-blaming person, at this time, blindly complaining or blaming cannot restore the little life that has passed. Since it is irretrievable, why make Ding Xiaoqian more sad and sad, the most important thing at the moment is to let her come out of the haze of losing her child, and return to the happy, simple and strong and stubborn Ding Xiaoqian in the past, and take care of her body is the most important thing.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... It's all my fault...... It's all my bad ......."

Ding Xiaoqian couldn't cry, she hugged Xu Ziqian vigorously, as if only by using all her strength could she vent the guilt in her heart at the moment.

Her hands were clutching the clothes on Xu Ziqian's back, tears blurred her vision, and no matter how she howled at the moment, she couldn't calm the guilt in her heart.

It was because she was too stupid to believe Jiang Yu's words that would lead to such an accident. If it weren't for her stupidity, how could she have lost the child in her womb.

"Do you want to drink porridge?"

Xu Ziqian gently patted her back and suddenly asked.

Ding Xiaoqian suddenly let go of his hand, widened the distance between himself and Xu Ziqian, looked into his eyes and asked, "Why don't you blame me?" Why don't you scold me? Why didn't you hit me? ”

She grabbed Xu Ziqian's hand and hit her face, crying in her mouth: "You beat me, you beat me, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." ”

Xu Ziqian grabbed her arm with his backhand, re-encircled her in his arms, and tied one of her hands between the two of them by the way.

"You're right, you never thought you'd lose this child, and you didn't mean to let this child go, every one was an accident. If I had to say right or wrong, it would be me. I didn't protect you, I didn't take care of you. I promised to protect you, but I didn't. ”

Xu Ziqian gritted his teeth, God knew that when he heard the news, the whole person felt as if the sky had fallen. At that moment, the whole world was colorless, and he didn't know how much strength he had to use to control his feelings, and insisted on reaching the hospital safely.

And when Ding Xiaoqian was pushed out of the emergency room, and when the doctor shook his head regretfully at him with a cold expression, Xu Ziqian only felt as if his heart had been pierced by something, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

He handed over the case in charge of his hands to others overnight, took the sleeping Ding Xiaoqian, and used the power of Old Man Xu to return directly to Jiangbei from Yangzhou, and lived in his villa in Xiangshan Garden.

At this time, it is naturally unrealistic to return to the imperial capital, and the Xu family naturally has no shortage of people who can serve Ding Xiaoqian, but in the entire Xu family, except for Old Man Xu and Xu Zihao, everyone else is lukewarm to Ding Xiaoqian, and even led by Xu Ziqian's parents, they have always had a very unfriendly attitude towards Ding Xiaoqian. Xu Ziqian was afraid that after taking Ding Xiaoqian back to the imperial capital Xu family, the Xu family would use this as an excuse to have a bad attitude towards Ding Xiaoqian.

Moreover, after returning to the imperial capital, the circle of friends around him must have to meet, he can neither shirk the invitation of those friends, but also cannot leave Ding Xiaoqian's side at this time.

At this time, Ding Xiaoqian should be the most vulnerable, and he must be by her side to accompany her well.

After thinking about it, Xu Ziqian still felt that it was most appropriate to bring Ding Xiaoqian back to Jiangbei. And this matter is obviously not suitable for the time being, after all, he has an irreversible plan going on, if they know that their baby sister has a miscarriage due to an accident, Xu Ziqian can not guarantee that he can control the two sisters who love his life as a man, and if something irreparable happens at that time, it will not only be a heavy blow to the Ding family, but also destroy his careful plan.

Therefore, Ding Xiaoqian's physical care can only be carried out quietly, but there is Yu Zirui, Ding Xiaoqian's best friend, here in Jiangbei, and someone can finally say something considerate to Ding Xiaoqian, which is also good for her mood to improve.

But Xu Ziqian still has some scruples, now that Yu Zirui has been pregnant for a few months, Xu Ziqian is afraid that if Ding Xiaoqian sees Yu Zirui, he will think of the little life lost in his belly, and it will hit her even harder.

But now there is no way out, he is also distressed, he is also uncomfortable, but now he is at a very critical point, there is really no way at all.

Ding Xiaoqian cried until he fell asleep, and his body was lying on his stomach. Xu Ziqian carefully put Ding Xiaoqian down and helped her adjust a more comfortable posture. Ding Xiaoqian's love is obviously unstable, even a pair of beautiful women who are asleep are frowning tightly, and the tears in the corners of his eyes that have not dried make Xu Ziqian feel distressed when he looks at it.

It's hard for her.

No one could have imagined that things would turn out like this, and no one wanted this kind of accident to happen, but it just happened. Xu Ziqian blames no one, only blames himself for failing to protect Ding Xiaoqian's thoughtfulness.

Gently exiting the room, Xu Ziqian sighed, took out the phone, and walked to the study while dialing.

He didn't know that after he left the room, Ding Xiaoqian's tightly closed eyes slowly opened. Losing the little life in her belly, Ding Xiaoqian almost collapsed, at this time Xu Ziqian completely became her last pillar, she did fall asleep just now, but no matter how light Xu Ziqian's movements were, his departure would make her wake up in panic immediately.

Looking at the empty room, Ding Xiaoqian's tears flowed silently again, wetting the quilt.

It's all her fault, it's her failure to protect herself.

Yu Zirui was very happy when he heard the news that Ding Xiaoqian had returned to Jiangbei, since she was pregnant, the whole family treated her as a rare animal, and she couldn't wait to supervise her 24 hours a day, and she was not even allowed to pour a glass of water when she was thirsty, and she lived like a half-paralyzed person every day.

Hearing that Ding Xiaoqian was back, Yu Zirui suddenly had a feeling that the person sentenced to death had suddenly been acquitted, and her own air was blowing in her face, and she was almost so happy that she was about to sing.

Under the circumstance that Yu Zirui threatened her personal safety, she was finally allowed to step out of the house and visit Ding Xiaoqian.

But on the way to visit Ding Xiaoqian, when Yu Zirui heard that Ding Xiaoqian was not only quietly pregnant, but also had a sudden miscarriage, Yu Zirui's shocked expression at that time was unimaginable.

"Why is this happening?" When Yu Zirui asked this sentence, his tone was very light, as if something inconspicuous had happened, but those who knew Yu Zirui well knew that the queen was on the verge of anger.

"Accident." Xu Ziqian's voice on the other side of the phone couldn't hear any emotion.

"Accident?" Yu Zirui smiled softly, with sarcasm: "Could it be that one day I suddenly heard the news that she is no longer alive, and then you also told me that it was an accident?" ”

Xu Ziqian frowned, but Yu Zirui on the other end of the phone couldn't see Xu Ziqian's expression at the moment.

"It's really an accident, it's me who didn't protect her, and never again."

Xu Ziqian rarely speaks to anyone in such a low-profile tone, even in the face of the Xu family's parents, in the face of his parents, he will always be the one who stands tall.

Yu Zirui and Ding Xiaoqian are just good girlfriends, but Xu Ziqian always has a feeling of guilt when facing any of Ding Xiaoqian's family, and this is indeed the case.

If it weren't for the broken plan to be executed, how could he let Ding Xiaoqian go on the adventure alone, and how could he let her get into Jiang Yu's car alone.

Jiang Yu——

Sooner or later, this man will have to find him to settle this account.

Yu Zirui took a few deep breaths and tried to calm his feelings. Pregnant women are not easy to be emotional, and excited emotions are not good for either adults or children.

Bowing his head slightly, Yu Zirui's gaze fell on his already visible lower abdomen, and he suddenly hesitated: "Is it appropriate for me to go to see her at this time?" ”

She was afraid that her stomach would be even more irritating to Ding Xiaoqian.

"There are some things that have to be faced." Xu Ziqian spoke slowly.

He also thought about this matter, and the final result was that Ding Xiaoqian had to face this matter. Even if she will be sad and he will feel distressed, Xu Ziqian believes that as long as the two of them are together, these things will survive.

Yu Zirui just went, without any gifts, and appeared empty-handed at Xu Ziqian's villa in Xiangshan Garden, Jiangbei.

"Money String ......"

Yu Zirui tried to raise a perfect and impeccable smile, but just after shouting Ding Xiaoqian's familiar nickname, Yu Zirui's tears flowed down in an uproar.

Look at what Ding Xiaoqian has become, there is no blood on his face. Why? Why is a good girl tossed like this? instigated her to be with Xu Ziqian at the beginning, did she do it right or wrong?