It was supposed to be the season of late autumn, but a chill was added to the air. The west wind couldn't bear it early, broke through the mountains and crossed the mountains to Liaodong, full of energy, it came, the Liaodong leaves were blowing, and at the same time, it also blew a red maple forest.

There is such a small maple forest in the backyard of Liaodong Marshal's Mansion, and at this moment, the red maple reflects the sun, and the top and bottom are all red, which makes people's blood swell. At this time in previous years, Shen Huaixin would take Kong Miaoling to frolic in the forest. Under the largest maple tree, there is a swing woven with vines. Miao Ling stood or sit, and Huaixin pushed her and Maple Leaf behind her. She likes to wear white, red maple and white clothes on weekdays, and her posture is graceful, like a fairy descending to earth. In the huge maple forest, at this moment, laughter and laughter are endless.

The reenactment of the past is repeated one by one, and looking down from the round floor-to-ceiling windows of the attic, you can just get a glimpse of the loneliness and loneliness of the maple forest. The swing was placed there motionless, with a pitiful posture of waiting to be cared for, and the vines seemed to be much older, and I didn't know if they could still support her.

Miao Ling became more and more stunned, she ate very little all day, her eyes looked at the figure in the office building opposite, if she was lucky, she could see Shen Huaixin's side face. Helplessly, the distance was too far, she couldn't see the details of his expression clearly, but she could deeply feel his coldness and cruelty, just like the west wind, ruthlessly sweeping everywhere she passed, and the timid people all hid in the house, but they still shivered coldly.

He killed Liang Shaohui, which made her feel very surprised, and in addition to the surprise, she was more and more outright fear and fear.

Miao Ling remembered that he had said that if he found this traitor, he would use his life to give his father justice, so as to comfort his father's spirit in heaven.

Liang Shaohui is the person who has lived with him for more than ten years, and he is the biological father of the little master, so he is still like this, not to mention that he is a person who has lived with him for only two years.

In his heart, he must be a heinous sinner, Miao Ling couldn't help but think.

Therefore, this small attic is just a place where he pities himself and temporarily places himself, and when he is unhappy one day, life and death are just a word in his mouth. But why is she so scared, is she afraid of death? Wasn't the current outcome what she had predicted? She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't figure it out.

There was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the door, and the sound of footsteps was approaching. Miao Ling hurriedly jumped down from the bay window, trotted to the door barefoot, put her ear to the door, and listened carefully with bated breath.

Is that him? She was sure that the footsteps had stopped at the doorway, and if it wasn't him, who else would it be?

Miao Ling's heart was pounding, and her thoughts were complicated, making her want to speak several times but she gave up. Sure enough, she missed the opportunity, and the footsteps remembered again, but this time it was getting farther and farther away.

Miao Ling was very disappointed, and followed the footsteps for a while, and before long, he could only stop in the corner full of regret, and suddenly tears poured out.

Is this how they are done?

Miao Ling was unwilling, she knew very well that she loved him, as for how deep this love was, it seemed that it was far beyond her expectations, and she was even more unwilling to wait for him to sentence herself to death, how could she explain it to make him believe that those pills stemmed from her guilt for her actions, and those pills were just a retreat for herself to give him. But now, she understands completely that she was wrong, very wrong.

After a while, there was another rush of footsteps, and it stopped at the door of the attic.

"Ma'am?"

At that time, Miao Ling was still curled up in the corner of the wall making a deep confession, this sound was like a voice from outside the world, making her think for a while that it was just her own hallucination. It was the next sound that allowed her to conclude that someone had indeed come to inquire about her. She hurriedly wiped away her tears and moved to the door, where she listened.

"Madam, I'm the first year of junior high school, can you hear me?"

It's the first year of junior high school! Miao Ling suddenly chuckled, and hurriedly knocked on the door, "First year, I can hear you, you say." ”

On the first day of the new year, he looked around and said, "Madam, don't give up, the young master has been busy fighting against the surprise attack of the Northwest Army recently, and he can't take time out, but he still came to see you, just now." ”

Sure enough, it was him! Miao Ling was overjoyed in her heart, unconsciously covering her chest, thinking, "He really still has me in his heart." ”

"Madame, see if you can write something, preferably one full of repentance. Don't misunderstand, the first year of junior high school just thinks that as long as you take a soft service now, the young master will definitely remember the relationship with you and let you out. As soon as you come out, you are not afraid that there is no possibility of returning to the past. ”

Soft? Doesn't that mean that she has to admit that she is wrong to avenge her father and brother? Isn't that tantamount to asking her to indirectly admit that her father and brother are innocent?

Miao Ling stabilized her mind, "I never regret what I did, maybe, in your eyes, I did wrong, it was because we had different positions with each other. Everyone will seek justice for their loved ones, and he is, and so am I. If I want to give in, I have to admit my mistakes, but I'm not wrong, and he is not wrong. The mistake is that we were born in troubled times, and we were all born into a family of warlords, and we have not only our own mission on our shoulders, but also the mission of our family. ”

At the end, Miao Ling's tears had dried, and the excitement suddenly vanished, she leaned back against the door, looking at the changing sky outside the round window, "You go." ”

The northwest wind quietly brought the early winter, and this winter came a little earlier than usual. The branches of the trees were stretched horizontally, and the wind, which roared and raged endlessly all day long, seemed not satisfied with this.

It was another dark night without five fingers, the lights of the office building of the Shuaifu were still on, and the cold wind hit Shen Huaixin's body mercilessly through the not very tight doors and windows, and sneaked into his chest along the collar, so that he couldn't help but feel excited, and his dizzy head was instantly awake.

"What time is it?"

At the beginning of the year, he looked at the road, "There are ten minutes until tomorrow." ”

Shen Huaixin gasped, put down the text in his hand, and pondered for a moment, "She still refuses to admit her mistake?" ”

New Year's Day lowered his head and said nothing, just shook his head lightly.

Seeing this, Shen Huaixin immediately got up, and immediately brought a coat to help him put it on, Shen Huaixin looked at the attic opposite for a while, these days, he didn't use this way to relieve his thoughts about Miao Ling. The more he hated her, the more he missed her, endlessly, more and more intensely. In the end, even he hates himself. But he just couldn't help it, even when he was in a meeting, he would subconsciously look in the direction of the attic, and he was even wondering, on the other side of the window, could she be looking at him?

Shen Huaixin went up to the attic as usual, and he came to this place almost every day, sometimes during the day, sometimes at night. When I came over that day, I saw that the food at the door was still there, and the girl next to me had already fallen asleep on the ground. On the first day of the new year, I hurriedly "coughed", and the girl woke up immediately when she heard the movement, and when she saw that it was Shen Huaixin, she knelt on the ground and said, "Overseer." ”

Shen Huaixin pointed to the food and asked, "She doesn't eat it?" ”

The girl replied, "From morning to night, there was no water, and there was no movement when I knocked on the door." ”

Shen Huaixin immediately felt bad and reprimanded, "Why don't you tell me immediately?" ”

Seeing that Shen Huaixin was angry, the girl immediately kowtowed and said, "The slave and maid went, but they were blocked outside and were not allowed to enter, saying that the overseers were in a meeting, and no one was allowed to enter." ”

Shen Huaixin was in a hurry at the moment, knocked a few times and still couldn't hear a response, in a hurry, he took two steps back, and with all his strength, kicked the door open, and the first thing that caught his eye was Kong Miaoling, who was lying at the window and had already fainted.

Shen Huaixin couldn't wait to rush forward and pick up Kong Miaoling, who was hot all over, seeing that her eyes were closed, her whole body was weak, and she had already lost consciousness, so he said angrily at the moment, "Why don't you go and call An Song into the house to see the disease?" ”

A phone call was made on the first day of the new year, and within half an hour, An Song entered the Shuai Mansion with a medicine box.

As soon as Shen Huaixin saw him, he let the Buddha see the life-saving Buddha, "I must let her be well." ”

An Song said, "Don't worry, this is my responsibility." ”

Shen Huaixin was not at ease, so he grabbed him, "I'm going to watch from the side." ”

Anson looked at him and nodded.

"It's just a cold and cold, but because Mrs. is overly worried, depressed in the heart, long-lasting, and neglected to cultivate, there is inflammation, only to cause a high fever that does not go away, Mrs.'s body is extremely weak, Western medicine is more powerful, not suitable for Mrs., it is appropriate to use Chinese medicine to regulate, to go to the fire is the key, but to eliminate the worry in the heart is the key to the key."

Shen Huaixin's eyes never took off Miao Ling's body for a moment, and when An Song saw this, he had to say a digression, "Originally, this was the overseer's housework, but out of consideration for his wife's health, An Song also hoped that the overseer would be lenient. ”

Shen Huaixin didn't speak, just looked at Kong Miaoling.

After An Song left, he immediately ordered someone to boil the medicine on the first day of the new year, and Shen Huaixin took care of it with his clothes, he looked at Miao Ling, who had lost a lot of weight, and felt distressed, tears continued to gush from his heart, he held her hands and sobbed softly. He also fed her the medicine himself, and when he saw that the potion could not get in, he fed it himself with his lips. Then the water was drawn again, and the continuous change of towels was placed on her forehead. After tossing and turning all night, when the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone on Shen Huaixin's eyelids through the heavy curtains, he knew that a new day was coming.

When Kong Miaoling woke up, the room was empty, and the dark purple flannel curtains made her a little dizzy, and she didn't know if she was in a dream or in reality.

"Madame is finally awake." Seeing this, Chun'er immediately brought in a bowl of hot millet porridge, "Madame is sick, but the Overseer is in a hurry, not to mention taking care of it all night, just now I came over again, only because of military affairs, I had to go to the barracks again." ”

When Kong Miaoling heard this, she hurriedly said, "Overseer? You said that Huaixin came? Still by my side all the time taking care of me? ”

Chun'er couldn't stop nodding, "Isn't it, the Overseer also said that after lifting your ban, you don't have to be locked up in the attic in the future." ”

Before these words came out, Chun'er immediately felt that something was wrong, and she was embarrassed to sneak a glance at Miao Ling, and saw that she was not to blame, so she was relieved.

Miao Ling has been looking forward to Huaixin since she woke up, and she refused to fall asleep with her sleepy body, but she still didn't listen to the invasion of sleepiness, and she didn't know how long she had been asleep, and she was suddenly awakened by a steady and powerful voice.

"How's Madame?"

It was Waishin who came back.

Miao Ling's heart immediately stirred up a splash, but she was very dizzy, her eyelids were very heavy, and she couldn't open them. There were a few sonorous footsteps in her ears, and the cold air came to her face, followed by a slightly cold hand, which covered her forehead, a little cold, but made her feel warm.

Xu is he also found that his hands were cold, and then rubbed them, covering her forehead again, this time, the temperature of his palms turned into a warm current into her heart, at this moment, she inexplicably had an impulse, an urge to rush into his arms, she didn't want to be stiff with him like this anymore, not to mention admitting mistakes, even admitting guilt, she was willing.

But her body didn't obey, she still couldn't open her eyes, and she could only let Shen Huaixin stare at her intently. She was waiting for him to speak, not a word. But he was quiet, not saying anything, not doing anything.

The nights were long and dry, and within two days she could get out of bed, and because of her weakness, she had to take a light walk outside. But Huaixin never came to see her again, and occasionally, she and he would meet on some of the main road leading to the office building in Shuaifu, and he would just stand there and look at her, or stop in a hurry to look back at her. At this moment, her heart was cold, it was cold to the bone.

Miao Ling once wrote a similar apology letter to Huai Xin in the sickbed, she was worried that Huai Xin was busy with military affairs, so she sent it in the form of an official letter, but she didn't want to reply to the letter, let alone the change of Huai Xin's attitude, it turned out that she was the only one who was still stubbornly insisting on this relationship, but it was wishful thinking.

On this day, Huaixin and the senior generals were discussing in the conference hall, and suddenly saw Chun'er breaking in from outside, Huaixin was about to scold, so he heard Chun'er say urgently, "Madame is gone!" ”