Chapter 12: The Lonely Back
I bought a new mobile phone and reissued the original calling card. There were more than forty missed calls.
Wen Yimo called me more than 20 times, and the most important thing is that Xu Chenyi also called a lot, in fact, he still cares about me...... Even though this "care" is only between friends, I am still happy.
After getting off work, I met Ling Hao at the door of the magazine.
He was wearing a white T-shirt, black jeans, white sneakers and was riding a bicycle......
I can't help but think of the sunshine boy - Xu Chenyi.
"Dawn!" Ling Hao beckoned to me.
My colleague who was with me gossiped and asked me, "Xiaoyanagi, is this your boyfriend?"
I sneered, "No, he's my high school classmate......"
"Oh, I see. You guys have a good date, I'll go first. My colleague patted me on the shoulder and winked at me.
I smiled at her in embarrassment, "Goodbye." ”
"Got time? Watch a movie together. Ling Hao handed over two movie tickets, probably because he was afraid that I would refuse and continued: "This movie is very good, it's called "Left Ear" ......"
I interrupted him, "Okay." I was going to refuse, but in order to repay him for taking care of me on the day of the class reunion, I agreed.
After eating, it was time for the cinema.
Ling Hao said to me, "You wait for me here, I'll go buy some popcorn and drinks."
I took the ticket and stood at the entrance waiting for him, when I was suddenly stopped: "Dawn."
The figure that greeted his eyes was Wen Yimo, a girl in her early twenties beside him, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, very cute. The girl held his arm affectionately, and without even thinking about it, she knew that it must be his new love.
Wen Yimo noticed my gaze and immediately pulled out the hand that was being held. "Don't get me wrong, she's ......"
"Dawn." Ling Hao came back from buying two of the largest buckets of popcorn and Coke, and saw Wen Yimo's expression change slightly.
Soon, he politely stretched out his hand to Wen Yimo, "Wen Shao, let's meet again." ”
Wen Yimo hooked his lips, stretched out his hand, held it, and then let go. "What a coincidence, Dawn's ex-boyfriend." deliberately accentuated the sound of the three words "ex-boyfriend", and the smell of gunpowder was very strong.
I sneered, took the popcorn from Ling Hao's hand, and urged, "Uh, Ling Hao, the movie is about to start, let's go."
If I stayed any longer, I wasn't sure if Wen Yimo would suddenly step forward and beat Ling Hao.
After speaking, they entered the cinema together, ignoring Wen Yimo behind him.
It was already past ten o'clock after watching the movie, and Ling Hao sent me home. Seeing the downstairs of his home, Ling Hao suddenly said to me: "I really miss it, when I was in high school, I was seventeen or eighteen years old. At that time, I rode your bicycle home every night like I do now, and if I had ...... pause and then turn the conversation to himself, "I have made many girl friends over the years, but I have never been able to find a pure love like ours." ”
There is a line in "Left Ear" that impresses me very deeply: "If love is right, it is love, and if love is wrong, it is youth".
The youthful "love" between me and him should not be called real love. At that time, I didn't know love at all, and now I think that it was not love, but just a "friendship" in the green years.
It's just "friendship", because he broke off contact because of his "inappropriate", this is probably youth, maybe not even youth.
I kept my head down and was silent, Ling Hao looked at me in disappointment, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.
The light in the corridor was broken, and it looked a little dark, Wen Yimo came out of it, grabbed my hand, and the strong smell of wine surrounded the tip of his nose.
He drank.
"Are you still in love with him?" Wen Yimo's blood-red eyes stared at me with great force, and my wrists were already red, and I struggled to get him to let go, but the grip became tighter and tighter.
It seems like as soon as I say yes, he's going to break my bones at any moment.
"Yimo, you hurt me."
"Say it!" Wen Yimo roared angrily, and I was so frightened that I didn't dare to speak.
It was the first time he was angry with me.
Ling Hao stepped forward to warn him, "You let go of Dawn!" ”
Wen Yimo grabbed Ling Hao's collar tightly and punched him heavily, the sudden attack caught Ling Hao off guard, and blood flowed from the corners of his mouth.
Immediately followed by another punch, Ling Hao wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and unceremoniously responded to Wen Yimo's punch.
Two tall, evenly matched men scuffled together. Ling Hao was suddenly pushed to the ground, and Wen Yimo had the upper hand.
In the quiet community, because of the fight between two men, countless residents watched, and almost all the lights around were turned on, and they ran to the balcony and window to watch the excitement.
In desperation, I blurted out: "That's right, after so many years, I still love Ling Hao!"
Wen Yimo stopped his hand, stood up and gently held my shoulder, panting rapidly, his beautiful eyes flashing wolf and annoyance in the dark night.
After a long time, I heard his low and hoarse voice: "I wish you happiness."
After speaking, he turned to leave, and the light lengthened his figure, a little lonely, a little lonely.
I have mixed feelings in my heart.
"Dawn ......," Ling Hao wanted to say and stopped.
"I'm tired, you can go back." I interrupted him and turned to walk up the stairs.
Because the light is too dim to see the keyhole clearly, I took out my phone to illuminate it. What catches my eye is Xu Chenyi's name on the screen, is there something wrong with calling me so late?
I pressed the green button, "Hey, Chenyi." ”
Xu Chenyi's laughter came from the mobile phone: "Are you satisfied with the date, does this movie evoke memories of the past?"
"What?" I'm confused.
He suddenly said seriously: "Chenxi, Ling Hao will never forget your old feelings, I want to get back together with you, if you still love him, don't miss it."
This shows that Xu Chenyi still cares about me, doesn't it?
I want to laugh but I can't smile.
A touch of bitterness.
"Okay, I got it." After answering perfunctorily, he hung up the phone.
"Xiaoxi, what happened downstairs just now?" Mom sat on the sofa and said with a straight face.
"It's not a big deal...... Mom, I'm sleepy, so I'll go to sleep first. ”
I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, full of thoughts.
Tears can really go on and on.
Tonight's so-called "reminiscence" and "romantic date" are all Xu Chenyi's ideas, and he has been trying to match me and Ling Hao......
He is the one I love, but he pushes me into someone else's arms......
I gave 100% love, but after all, I still couldn't become the person he wanted to protect.
I'm just a little star who can only look up to him. I radiated all my light to warm him, even though it was so insignificant, even though he thought it had nothing to do with love. I've been trying, really trying.
Xu Chenyi, is it worth loving you?
Again I kept my eyes open until dawn.