Chapter 468: A Dream (Monthly Pass 1020+)
After sighing, Du Yunluo said slowly: "Liu Yulan is the daughter of Liu Menghai's family, the nurse of Sister Liu's family, Liu Menghai's family married out with Sister Yao'er, Liu Yulan was married to the family, and became a nurse for the eldest grandson of the second uncle and second sister-in-law. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
At that time, the second uncle and second sister-in-law had passed away, and I was the only old woman in the house.
In the past, Liu Menghai's family listened to some words from the mouths of the second uncle and second sister-in-law, and after decades, many unclear things were also seen and guessed.
She didn't want to bring the secret to the coffin, so she told Liu Yulan and asked Liu Yulan to come and find me.
Liu Yulan said, the old marquis, father, and third uncle were not killed in battle, neither are you, and the mother did not commit suicide, and the second room did all the evil things for the title.
Let me succeed Ling Ran, and the picture is the family background of the long house, so as not to divide the clan.
It's all intrigue and calculation.
I spent half a year reflecting on half my life, I knelt in front of the Bodhisattva and thought about it over and over again, stood in front of the ancestral hall and thought about it over and over again, and finally figured it out.
I was wrong, so wrong that I ended up like this.
I want to take revenge, but my enemies are all in the ancestral hall, and they are all pieces of spiritual positions like you, you can see it, but you can't smash it.
Shizi, I swore in my dream that if I could wake up, I would never let you die in vain, and I would never let them die well.
So the Bodhisattva woke me up, and you came back. ”
After Du Yunluo finished speaking, her expression was calm, only the thin sweat on her forehead made Mu Lianxiao understand how long the fifty years in her words were.
Mu Lianxiao raised his eyes to look at Du Yunluo, and unconsciously, the hand he held Du Yunluo had already squeezed tightly.
He didn't realize it, and Du Yunluo didn't feel any pain.
Both of them were dragged into those fifty years, and they couldn't get out.
Du Yunluo's eyelids trembled, and a string of tears slipped down: "Whether it is hatred or hatred, it has always been buried in my heart, and I dare not forget it."
If I forget, maybe I will fall into that dream again, I am not afraid of the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, I am afraid that I will do something wrong again, and I will hurt you to go out with a belly, and cause my mother to die tragically.
I can't say this dream, I haven't been able to say it for the past few years.
Killing one's father and killing one's brother, this kind of crime, just relying on a dream, how can it be proved?
If it weren't for Mu Tang, I would ......."
Nor will everything be said in one moment.
A dream.
All the experiences, all the details, are they just a dream?
Mu Lianxiao's heart twitched fiercely.
From the beginning of the two kissing, all the things that made him feel unnatural and wrong instantly appeared in front of him.
The flower melon sent by Qixi in the first year was carved with dragon boat drums, clearly separated from the crowd on the lake, even if Du Yunluo was on the shore, he should not see his demeanor clearly, but she carved it vividly.
In the Fayin Temple, Du Yunluo, who was sitting on the ground, burst into tears, not because of crooked feet, but because of reuniting with him.
Seeing each other several times before getting married, Du Yunluo never concealed her liking for him, he had been wrong for a lifetime, how could she be willing to be wrong for another life?
Mu Lianxiao was secretly happy that Du Yunluo could write his handwriting, thinking that he was her important person, yes, he was important, but Du Yunluo's handwriting was not practiced by Du Yunluo with the letter he wrote after returning from Lingdong, but the family letters in those five years, and she practiced for fifty years.
When she got married, Du Yunluo was not enthusiastic about the second room and the people in the clan, but was all estranged, Mu Lianxiao asked, but was simply pushed by Du Yunluo, and until now, Mu Lianxiao finally understood that she couldn't pretend to be enthusiastic, because those were her enemies.
In Shanyu Pass, Du Yunluo asked about armor, sneak attacks, and hidden arrows, all because of this.
Before the surprise attack on Gumeri, she sat on him and said that if he could not come back, she would not keep it, and she would remarry......
For those who have been in their dreams for fifty years, these words are just a provocation and a catharsis.
If she could really let go of her hands and forget about each other for half of her life in that green lantern ancient Buddha, how could she marry him again?
As Du Yunluo said, with the Du family's background, it is not difficult for her to marry an ordinary official eunuch.
Mu Lianxiao sat up.
He saw the candlestick on the bracelet and remembered the night when the candle was spent in the cave.
His Yunluo was clearly in terrible pain, but she was so enthusiastic, pestering him and hooking him.
When he fell asleep, pillowing his wrist, Du Yunluo cried in her dream and said "I really miss you".
That sentence was like a knife stabbed into Mu Lianxiao's heart, painful, and the five organs and six lungs were twisted together.
"Yunluo......" Mu Lianxiao raised her hand and put it on the back of Du Yunluo's neck, slightly forced, so that she could press against his chest.
Du Yunluo's shoulders trembled uncontrollably, she was no longer calm, and she whimpered and cried.
Mu Lianxiao went down her back again and again, and tightly held her in her arms.
This is not just a dream, he thought.
If it weren't for love and hate, if it weren't for the separation of life and death, Du Yunluo wouldn't be like this.
When he came back from Qinglian Temple, Mu Lianxiao was still struggling with the past that Mu Tang said, and at this moment, his mood also changed.
Fifty years of the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, how can the pain be expressed in these words?
It is hard for Mu Lianxiao to imagine how his Yunluo, his Jiaojiao, and his wife who loves to cry and laugh spent those fifty years......
He couldn't overlap Du Yunluo with the Xu family and the Lu family who were reciting scriptures in the house.
Breathing gradually became heavier, Mu Lianxiao heard her own heartbeat, again and again, he is alive, he must be alive.
If Mu Liankang didn't come back, if he himself died on the battlefield, the future of the Dingyuan Marquis Mansion would slowly become what Du Yunluo said.
Does he want to see her suffer for another fifty years?
What Mu Tang said has revealed Mu Yuanmou's cruelty to Mu Lianxiao, and Du Yunluo's "dream" involves the whole of the second room in it, Mu Lianxiao's heart no longer cares whether he believes it or not, the only thing he wants is to prevent Du Yunluo from repeating the same mistakes.
"Yunluo," Mu Lianxiao's lips fell on Du Yunluo's ear, and she said hoarsely, "This time, I won't let you recite the Buddhist scriptures for half a lifetime, and I will accompany you to old age."
Yunluo, think about Brother Yan'er, he is our son, you can treat him well with all your heart, leave the matter of disciplining him to me, you will be a loving mother, I am a strict father.
We said a few more children a few more times, and we must have a daughter, who is as delicate as you, who dares to bully her in the future, let Brother Yan'er and them put him down.
Yunluo, you're not going to go back to dreams like that......"
Mu Lianxiao's voice became lower and lower, like whispering, Du Yunluo was crying and crying, and she was also in a trance, falling asleep with Mu Lianxiao's arm on her pillow. (To be continued.) )