Chapter Ninety-Nine: Did You Make Them Where They Are Today?
What angle should I stand on, with what kind of eyes, look at a dream you have arranged for me.
-- Huan Sheng.
……
Every day, I was in the hospital with uninterested patients, and after seeing a surprise that belonged to others, I seemed to come to life, whispering, laughing, and happy.
The fragrance of roses permeated the air, slowly rippling in Huansheng's nose.
She looked at the man in front of her and smiled, not noticing the black sedan parked on the side of the road not far away.
She lowered her head and looked at the roses in a sentence: "I'm sorry I love you again"
It seems that to Jian Yuan, there is never any need to pay any price for saying these words, so you can say it lightly......
"Jian Yuan, I thought about it, if you hadn't left, maybe, I wouldn't have experienced so much, maybe, we would have started a family a long time ago, maybe, the child I am pregnant with now is yours, maybe......" You are still the teenager in my heart.
Perhaps, I am still caught in this love where memories and love coexist, there is no awakening, no sadness, only happiness and joy,
If...... Maybe......
Jian Yuan stood in front of her and looked at her incredulously: "Is it really impossible to go back?" ”
Huan Sheng did not speak.
Jian Yuan stroked his forehead, he desperately wanted to keep the words, he said, "Are you willing to do it?" ”
He said: "I was a ghost at the time, and I can accept this child's ......"
Huan Sheng sniffled, and when he heard the four words of ghost confusion, he wanted to cry inexplicably.
She looked at Jian Yuan, who was full of resistance to breaking up, and said hoarsely: "Once you make a mistake, you always use the four words ghost puzzle as an explanation, then, have you ever thought about why I should unconditionally forgive your ghost puzzle?" Again and again, do I owe you? ”
She turned her back and looked up at the gray sky, without a hint of sarcasm in her tone, but the words themselves were sarcastic: "Your betrayal is a ghost. You and Wu Yuan are ghosts, you deceive me, you hurt me, it's your ghosts, you love me. Isn't it also your ghost? ”
"Today, you have arranged this romance in a ghostly way, and you have a ghostly resistance to break up with me, and then tomorrow, you will continue to be in a ghost with another woman."
"Jian Yuan. You think it's not ridiculous?! Suddenly, my heart calmed down. Huan Sheng took a step forward, her eyes indifferent: "I can't bear your ghostly mind, and now, I don't want to bear it." That's right......"
She turned her head slightly, let Jian Yuan see her expressionless side face, and said slowly: "I haven't been to that bookstore for a long time." After that, I didn't go anymore. ”
Back then, the second day of falling in love with Jian Yuan.
She still remembers the story she wrote on her blog, because that's the love she wants.
"Visited a lot of bookstores. Finally, I found a book I liked in a bookstore, and I reached out to pull it out, just touching the corner of the book with my fingertips. Without warning, the other big palm reached out and took the same book as me. We looked at each other in amazement, for ten thousand years. I smiled, "So you're here." He pursed his lips. Do you know me? Strange, I think you're familiar with the look too......" I browled my eyebrows. Tears flickered: "I don't know you, but I know that you are the person I am looking for, the person I have been waiting for...... If you and I feel the same way, then. Let's socialize. ”
There was a feeling of time traveling behind us against the blue background, and I saw his deep eyes, looking at me for a long time, and then, he said, "Okay. We looked at each other and smiled, and hugged each other tightly, as if we had been together for a long time, so naturally.
Obviously, I just met, maybe I can't even talk about acquaintance, I don't know what his name is, and he doesn't know what my name is, but we're together. ”
Zhang Ailing said: Meet the person you want to meet among thousands of people, in the endless wilderness of time, there is no earlier step, no later step, just happened to meet, then there is nothing else to say, only to ask softly: Oh, you are also here.
Huan Sheng really thought that Jian Yuan was this person, and she really chose him.
If he hadn't been so serious, he wouldn't have thought of death after he left suddenly......
The feeling of being sucked away from a deadly bone, people who have not experienced it will not understand, you cry and chase after the person who took it, but he runs fast, you still hold on behind your back, the funny thing is that if you anthropomorphize the bone, that is: the bone does not have the slightest reluctance to leave you.
You've become a joke.
Now, Huan Sheng has to admit that Jian Yuan is not that person.
She lifted her feet and left silently.
It never occurred to her that one day, she would leave him behind and walk away. So when this day suddenly came, Jian Yuan froze in place for a long, long time, not knowing how to react......
He found that his feet were so heavy that he seemed to be crushed by an invisible boulder, and he could only watch her go away, and go away...... Until, the back disappears around the corner.
There are wise old people who listen to their conversations and don't understand all the "ghost talk", but at least half of it.
Seeing that Jian Yuan still refused to leave, he couldn't help but come up and say, "Young man, you have to learn to cherish it." Don't believe the phrase "if you miss it, there is a way back", if you miss it, if you are wrong, it will be ......"
Jian Yuan was surprised that he was in tears.
He wiped it tremblingly, turned around, and walked towards the door of the hospital step by step, his face was gloomy, he didn't love her, he missed it, he wasn't afraid, but he was afraid, he missed it before he achieved his goal......
*****************************************************************************************************************************************************************
Distance.
Jiang Nanchen lowered the window in a good mood, put on sunglasses, and said to Qiao Wen, who was driving, "Go to the flower shop." ”
In the carriage, because of someone's mood, he was no longer depressed.
Qiao Wen breathed a heavy sigh of relief, raised his eyebrows and said: "President, didn't you plan to have a love relationship with Huan Sheng for a long time, or did you pretend not to love her all the time, behind your back, but you let them have today?" (To be continued.) )
PS: Collectible Collectible! ::>_