When a woman is willing to tell you about her past, her pain, and her sorrow, it may not mean that you are the person she loves, but at least you are the person she trusts the most. All you have to do is listen carefully, understand and cherish ......

The evening breeze blew off a few fallen leaves, and the way back was not over, and Zhou Qinyi's story continued......

"I don't think anyone knows that I ever had suicidal thoughts, including Xiaojie, who was closest to me at the time. But the thought didn't linger in my mind and vanished.

My sister is a beautiful girl, and I can say that I have never seen a more beautiful girl than her so far. At that time, she failed the college entrance examination, although she was very sad and her feelings were not good, but she still took care of me with a smile and made me feel a little warm. But this warmth suddenly disappeared after I spent the most torturous two years of my life.

My sister's grades were very good, and she didn't perform well in the first year because she was too nervous; In the second year, she fell off the list again because of a high fever, and in the third year, this excellent and perfect sister was completely prepared and confidently went to meet the college entrance examination, but she lost her soul two days before the exam, had trouble sleeping and eating, and finally failed again.

After failing again in the third year, she gave up repeating her studies and ran to the top floor of the school alone, overlooking this ridiculous world, and then completed the most tragic glide of her life, and the last thing she said was You ruined me, and we didn't understand it at the time, but sadly thought that this world with a strict system ruined her.

It was a cloudless day, and there were no strong winds and torrential rain as shown on TV, so I could clearly see the blood-red smiling face on the ground, and I suddenly felt a twitch in my stomach, and just as I leaned over and vomited, the suicidal thoughts never came again.

Since then, I haven't thought about suicide.

From that day on, the men in the city who liked to drink began to drink heavily, and even began to beat and scold their women, but more often they collapsed on the ground and hammered the ground fiercely, and the flesh and blood were blurred.

The women in the city washed their faces with tears every day, and even almost blinded their eyes from crying.

They loved my sister and loved me so much, and one day I called the mother of the woman in the city, and her red and bloodshot eyes looked at me in a daze, and then she put her arms around me and cried.

Time is a good medicine to dilute a qiē, and the family almost slowly accepted the death of their sister, until the day when the younger brother found the diary in his sister's relics......

My sister's suicide is not so simple! You ruined my sister on the day she died, and I didn't just resent the world.

It was a high school junior named Su Yingtong who ruined her, and a few days before the college entrance examination, on the way home from her sister's review, this man tarnished her sister's innocence and took a photo to coerce her. The sister who is pure by nature can't accept this blow, and she can't accept the fact that she is unclean, so she jumps from the building.

From that day on, a seed called hatred was in the hearts of our family. The student's home named Su Yingtong was not simple. His father, Su Chaohui, was a powerful local entrepreneur. Not to mention that a small diary has nothing to do with Su Yingtong, even if you really have any evidence, I'm afraid there is nothing you can do.

Since then, the atmosphere in the house has become very strange, everyone eats, works, goes to school and sleeps as usual, and no one wants to say a word.

A reluctance to speak does not mean a reluctance to act.

The first to act was the man in the city, who used his small industry to attack Su Chaohui's business. With his intention to calculate without intention, to attack one point with the overall situation, coupled with the business wisdom of the men in the city, he actually succeeded. But the good times didn't last long, Su Chaohui, who couldn't make peace, showed his fangs in the corner, and the man in the city was attacked and fell into the river on the way home and died.

I didn't have time to call him dad until the day he died, and it was too late.

My mother couldn't stand the blow and was a little insane, so she jumped into the river and followed my father on a day when my siblings were unprepared.

Since then, our lives have been incredibly difficult.

In my third year of junior high school, Xiaojie and I were kicked out of our original class, not because we made any mistakes, but because we couldn't pay the tuition.

At that time, the students in the class were quietly in class, and the class teacher suddenly rushed into the classroom, carrying our school bags and throwing them outside. Everyone looked at him in confusion. After throwing away his bag, he grabbed Applejack by the ear and pulled him out of the classroom, shouting at me, "Get out of here for me, too."

Under the sympathetic gaze of my classmates, I walked out with tears in my eyes.

I looked at Xiao Jie standing in front of me, he was always weak, he didn't cry, he just looked at the classroom with red eyes and fists, and then Ajie told me that he wanted to kick the classroom door open that day, but the reason why he didn't have it was because Mr. Li was very good to him.

Later, we sold our house and were able to continue our education, but it was no longer at the same school.

In his freshman year of high school, there was news in the yard that the head teacher had broken his leg by a bag, and Xiaojie was very smart to do it when anyone was about to forget about it.

He endured the things of the head teacher for a year, and he endured the things of his sister for three years.

Of course, he didn't succeed, he was still too weak after all. Despite the meticulous planning, the end result was that he himself went to prison, sentenced to nine years.

And Su Yingtong was unscathed!

Since that day, the hatred in my heart has been like a monstrous firework, which cannot be extinguished, and there is no qiē in my heart, only revenge, even if it is a price.

When I was a junior in high school, a boy fell in love with me. It was the man buried there that day, Wang Zhonglie.

He's a sophomore at our school, he's tall, about the same size as you, he's very strong, and he's good-looking. It is said that countless girls in the school have a crush on him, but he just likes me. He is often seen in white, with his hands in his trouser pockets, walking alone on campus with his head bowed and whistling.

His well-mannered appearance is obviously not easy to think of as the gangster leader of our school.

I don't know why he likes me, or even a little obsessed. But how can I, who only have hatred in my heart, care about these little things like love.

I rejected him without hesitation.

He looked at my back and shouted, what am I going to do before you promise me.

Kill him, kill him, kill Su Yingtong. I shouted at him like this, and I said something stupid that I had done to him, irritated by hatred.

Su Yingtong finally died, and after three years in society, he would never have thought that he would be stabbed through by a sophomore boy in the playground of high school.

On the playground, in full view of everyone, in the horrified eyes of his classmates and teachers, and in Su Yingtong's desperate eyes, this man named Wang Zhonglie stabbed Su Yingtong in the chest with a handful of ******.

A single knife kills!

He waved at me with his blood-soaked hands, then smirked warmly.

That's when I realized his love for me, even though he was only a sophomore in high school, even if he couldn't take on too much responsibility at that age. But I know that he loves me even more than his life.

At that moment, I regretted it, even if Su Yingtong died. My stupidity has cost me another person who loves me.

This stubborn and strong man finally turned himself in.

So, Lin Tianze. If you really like me, don't let me lose you again, okay? ”

Lin Tianze looked at this tearful woman, held back the shock in his heart, and nodded gently.