Chapter 3 Each has his own heart
Qin Xuan and Xia Fan walked side by side for a long, long time, until it was getting late. They went from having a match to being silent with each other in the end, and each had their own agenda.
Qin Xuan was thinking about Ye Yan, but Ye Yan was thinking about Xia Fan.
Even though Ye Yan looked like nothing happened, Qin Xuan was still sensitive to Ye Yan's abnormality.
It's just that Qin Xuan has been waiting for Ye Yan to tell him by himself.
Qin Xuan knew that as long as he asked, Ye Yan would honestly sue him.
But Qin Xuan hoped that it was not up to him to ask, Ye Yan said.
He hoped that Ye Yan would take the initiative to sue him as always.
The sense of loss in his heart filled his heart, overwhelming him.
Ye Yan thought that she was hiding herself well, but she didn't notice it, Qin Xuan had already noticed it, but she just didn't speak.
After all, Ye Yan and Qin Xuan have known each other for a few years, but Ye Yan never thought of telling Qin Xuan about Cousin Youling.
She has her scruples.
That incident was not only an indelible pain in her heart, but also an untelltainable secret in her heart.
Ye Yan fell in love with Xia Fan.
She likes Xia Fan's persistence and infatuation, but for Xia Fan's persistence and enthusiasm, her liking is pale and weak.
That last letter, Ye Yan never had the heart to send it to Xia Fan, how cruel it was to him, Ye Yan didn't dare to imagine, and he didn't want to try.
Ye Yan's heart was tangled and painful.
Cousin Youling's last words, as well as her feelings for Xia Fan that she shouldn't have, it was really difficult for her to choose.
After knowing about Xia Fan, Ye Yan really wanted to turn into an angel like Cousin Youling, and always guard him.
Qin Xuan and Ye Yan had come to the end of the road unconsciously.
The two men with their own hearts said goodbye to each other, and turned away from each other at the fork in the road.
The intersection, like their hearts, was far away.
Ye Yan walked in the direction of his dormitory by himself, not knowing at all that Qin Xuan, who had walked halfway and turned around.
Qin Xuan looked at Ye Yan's back reluctantly.
Silently watched her leave.
After seeing Ye Yan leave, Qin Xuan walked on the quiet tree-lined path before slowly walking back to his dormitory.
That back is so lonely, lonely.
Back in the dormitory, Ye Yan lay on the bed in annoyance, and every night, the secrets in her heart always overwhelmed her.
She's really depressed!
She should have done what her cousin said, but she couldn't bear to see Xia Fan get hurt.
Ye Yan covered his head with the quilt in annoyance, ignored the excited voices of his night cat roommates, and forced himself to fall asleep as much as possible.
The screen of the mobile phone lit up, and Ye Yan knew that it was a good night text message sent to her by Qin Xuan.
Even though they were separated at that time, Qin Xuan would still text her every night and say good night to her.
This made Ye Yan feel very moved and at ease for a while.
After sending the message, Qin Xuan sat quietly on the bed, that was his habit.
Good night, on behalf of I love you, love you.
This is what Qin Xuan has never dared to say to Ye Yan.
And Ye Yan has always only regarded him as his best friend, but he has never found out Qin Xuan's feelings for her.
Thinking of this, Qin Xuan couldn't help but smile bitterly.
How he hoped that Ye Yan could understand, but he was afraid that Ye Yan would stay away from him because of this.
He was afraid that they would not be able to even be friends.
Qin Xuan just wanted to protect Ye Yan all the time.
Early the next morning, Ye Yan got up early.
After packing up, Ye Yan and his roommate Chen Yan prepared to go to class together.
Walking downstairs in the dormitory, Ye Yan saw Qin Xuan, who was already waiting for her there.
Qin Xuan stood there straight, the expression on his face had always been cool, as long as people passing by, they would understand the four big words 'Don't approach the living' written on his face.
Ye Yan was momentarily surprised.
She didn't expect Qin Xuan to come here and wait for her.
Looking at Qin Xuan again with a debt-collecting expression on the face of others owing him money and not paying it back, Ye Yan couldn't help but shout loudly: "Bing Cuo Xuan." ”
Walking in front of Qin Xuan very quickly, Ye Yan exaggerated his hands and feet, made a big grimace, and added to Qin Xuan: "My expression is much more pleasing than your debt collection face with the two big words 'repay money', you want to learn more from me when you have time, do you know?" ”
Qin Xuan was so amused by Ye Yan's words and deeds that he couldn't stop laughing, and Chen Yan on the side couldn't suppress his laughter.
Qin Xuan's gentleness has always been only aimed at Ye Yan.
Looking at the naughty Ye Yan, Qin Xuan touched the bangs on Ye Yan's forehead dotingly, and several people were giggling and ready to go to the teaching building.
Xia Fan, who was asleep, suddenly woke up from his sleep.
Xia Fan stroked his forehead with his hand, and the throbbing pain from his palm made his consciousness instantly sober.
Uneasily opened the box and looked at the lid of the cup that had been glued back, just like his heart, scarred.
He suddenly smiled wryly.
The cover is still there, and you, O Spirit, where are you?
Do you know that I have never given up waiting for you in my heart, when will you return to me?
I'll be sure to wait for you to come back!
Looking at his bloodied, dirty hands, Xia Fan realized that he should wash his hands.
He'll be waiting for her with another cup of tea!
He believed that sooner or later his spirit would return to him.
For the lack of news of Youling at the beginning, Xia Fan had gone crazy all over the world several times, looking for her all over the street.
Every time he returned disappointed, his heart was painful.
But when he received her letter, Xia Fan was extremely comforted in his heart.
She would at least send him letters, but the letters he replied to, one by one, expressed his thoughts about her, and looked forward to her return, but she did not express anything.
What he didn't know was that the letters he sent could not be received by the people he hoped for.
Gradually, the time interval between the spirits and the spirits to him became longer and longer, which made him very uneasy, and he never understood why the spirits had left him suddenly, but only exchanged letters with him.
He wanted to follow the address and find her, but her address was different every time, and You Ling seemed to have been avoiding him, and she didn't want him to find it.
It's just that Xia Fan never guessed that the lover he was waiting for was long gone.