Why did Jiang Nanchen like Huansheng, he couldn't even find a source. She didn't know his love, and she couldn't see how different the gaze he had stared at her. He didn't know how to say to a girl: I like stupid things like you.

This drag dragged until Jian Yuan appeared and took her away.

On the day Jian Yuan confessed to Huan Sheng, he was there. He stood on the steps not far away, and after seeing Jian Yuan and Huan Sheng hugging each other, a bite was missing in his heart, it didn't hurt or itch, he just felt that this world was boring.

It took him a long time before he realized that it was what it was like to be out of love.

One night, Jian Yuan came to him and apologized to him: "Nan Chen, I know you like her, but I still ...... I'm sorry. ”

He lowered his eyes silently, the corners of his mouth hooked, a cold tone, and a surprised tone: "I like her?" I don't know until now. ”

"Huh?" Jian Yuan looked incredulous, and then, he said: "Nanchen, it doesn't matter if you don't admit it, originally, you are so good, you like Huansheng, no one will believe it if you say it......"

Jiang Nanchen said: "Is there anything else?" ”

Jian Yuan looked at his eyes solemnly and said, "I will take good care of her, don't worry!" ”

With an indifferent sigh, Jiang Nanchen left here without looking back.

Jian Yuan said that he would take good care of Huan Sheng, Jiang Nanchen believed it, and then he realized how stupid he was, he was a man all the same, how could he believe a man's words.

Jian Yuan is gone. Huan Sheng doesn't have rich emotional experience, she is just a blank slate, she opened the door of her world unguardedly, and drove everyone away just to welcome a Jian Yuan. As if to declare that from now on, Jane Yuan is her whole world.

As you can imagine, when he is gone, her whole world collapses.

That period was the dark years that everyone who accompanied Huan Sheng didn't want to recall. Huan Sheng said to him heartbroken: Jian Yuan likes bad girls, so I have to become the kind of person he likes, so that he will like me again, right?

There was an accident in the middle of her hypnotic amnesia, and the guide was confused, which led to Huan Sheng's later misunderstanding: she really abandoned herself for a man and was willing to fall, but that man was mistaken by her for Nan Chen. Actually, it's Jane Yuan.

It's hard to fall out of love, but you can get through it. This argument is wrong for Huan Sheng. Huan Sheng's heartbreak reached its peak, it was the last day of the dark years, in the morning, Jiang Nanchen remembered Huan Sheng saying to him: "I have done everything I can, why does he still refuse to come back?" Nan Chen, I'm tired. ”

He snorted, she was falling out of love, but did you know that he was also falling out of love? He looked at her eyes that missed Jian Yuan, and a voice in his heart said. "Huan Sheng, I'm more tired than you." His innate pride urged him to let go of her, but he couldn't remember how many times he had betrayed his pride.

In the afternoon, the sun was shining.

He kicked open the door of Huansheng's room, looked at her sleeping peacefully, and thought to himself that he was really tired, so he finally fell asleep.

Finding the white pill smiling coldly at him, he panicked: she was going to die!

He has lived for more than ten years, and that is the first time he feels really panicked, she is going to die, for the sake of an unworthy person, just give up him, why should she give up herself, why should she give up her life!!

He panicked, he was angry, he was cold. The heart is completely cold.

The nurse pushed her out of the operating room. She couldn't survive the days of losing Jian Yuan. He looked at the ruthless tree through the window, his eyes were red, and there was a bitter laugh in his ears as if he was whispering: "You can't survive the days of losing her, so you must not lose her." You've made a decision. ”

Yes, he had a decision.

The vigorous and resolute means are released at this moment. If you are a king, you can't be a turtle.

After seeking the consent of the two families while she was unconscious, he asked the hypnotist to hypnotize Huansheng while deleting a qiē about Jian Yuan from her mind. When the senior hypnotist did those things to Huan Sheng like a wizard, Jiang Nanchen's mind was full of Huan Sheng's blood.

That day, Huan Sheng's blood stained his hands, his face, his clothes, and he held her in his arms, barely feeling her breathing.

It's not terrible to lose the person you love the most, at least you still know that she is still alive and well in the world opposite you, and at least some corner of your heart is relieved.

It's terrible to watch the person you love the most, and it's terrible to gradually lose all your energy in front of you, and it's terrible to watch the ghost take her away from you helplessly, knowing that there is no more her in this world from now on, it's terrible.

He needed a sharp knife to completely remove the fear from his heart.

The best way is to make Huan Sheng forget the man who made her despise life and make him afraid.

……

"I actually committed suicide for Jian Yuan...... this point made Huan Sheng unacceptable, her shocked eyes lost focus, and she seemed to be trying hard to find the memories left by the experience. But the more I think about it, the more it hurts, and the more I think about it, the more my head hurts......

Jiang Nanchen said: "Now you won't commit suicide for anyone, after all, you are in your twenties now, not your teens." ”

Huan Sheng felt the pain that swept through her heart in confusion, and she tried to use this pain to remember something from the past......

She muttered in a low voice, "My parents also know what happened back then." No wonder, when I told my mother that I love you, my mother asked several times if I really fell in love with you, if I really wanted to be with you, and if I would regret it...... She must feel very unacceptable, because in your hearts, Huan Sheng has always loved Jian Yuan, and she must be very scared, afraid that I will regret it after I remember it......"

No one would have thought that Huan Sheng would fall in love with Nan Chen when he lost his memory.

She smiled bitterly: "It turns out that you all know, I'm the only one, kept in the dark, stupid ......"

Jiang Nanchen said: "Not knowing anything is not necessarily bad, you know everything now, are you happy?" ”

"But I have the right to know!" Huan Sheng covered his mouth and said bitterly, "I can't call the shots in my life, no matter how bad my experience is, it's also my experience." No matter how painful it is to love him, I don't want to forget him...... But you made me forget about him, even if you were trying to save me...... Huan Sheng, who was deeply in love with Jian Yuan at the beginning, can't forgive you! ”

"The people I love and trust the most are all lying to me, don't you think it's too cruel to me......" She shook her head in disbelief, she had come to this point, she had to know everything, even if it cost a breakdown. Go on. ”

Her tone became cold, her change, her attitude, he felt it little by little. Jiang Nanchen clenched his fists tightly, as if he was trying to grasp something, and it was really uncomfortable to lose his lover at this point.

Unforgivable......

What a forgiveness for one!