Chapter 258: Drifting Away
"I didn't forgive you."
Mu Yuxi hung his head, looked at the corner of his clothes and said.
"I'm calm now, I don't quarrel with you, I don't have affection. Our personalities are not compatible, we are both too strong, and we are all obedient to each other. But this is not possible. You can't give me what I want. ”
"Have you received the Holy Decree?"
Quan Jingmo looked at him left and right.
"Got it. Emperor Xie. But I can't take on the great responsibility of the queen. I used to want to do it because I didn't want to be bullied. But now it's different, no one dares to bully me, and I don't need to be that queen. Besides, what if I become a queen? ”
"The queen is a wife."
Quan Jingmo said seriously.
"Wife? It's ironic. When I am a queen, it is nothing more than separating myself from them, but they are still them, they still exist, and they are also your women. I want my life to be too simple, and I don't like so many people in the harem. ”
Mu Yuxi's face was stern. Yes, all she wants is a man who belongs only to hers.
This time, Jing Mo was silent.
He couldn't.
"Actually, I don't blame you. You are the emperor, the king of the Quan Dynasty, you should be surrounded by three wives and four concubines, and everyone should obey you. So, I don't blame you for losing your temper so much yesterday morning, saying such nasty things, or even ignoring my feelings to me. However, the problems between us are revealed. When we get along, we can put aside any problems, but now, we have to face them. ”
"What do you want?"
Quan Jingmo only felt a pain in his heart. He can coax her to cry and make trouble, but it is better to mourn than to die, and he is most afraid of facing her calm side.
Mu Yuxi is a person with a lot of ideas, and Quan Jingmo admits that he can't even control her. However, he wanted to reconcile with her so much.
"I don't want to do anything. It would be best if the emperor could let me go out for a walk, if not, like now, it would be good. ”
When facing him, I can't help but think of the troubles I may face in the future. She loved him, but she didn't dare to love him. That kind of love is like an infinite black hole, and wherever you go, you will be pierced by sudden thorns.
"You're afraid to face it."
Quan Jingmo lowered his eyes. A word of affirmation was spoken.
"You like me, but you don't dare to face me again. You are afraid that the future will make us farther and farther away, and we will not be able to end it. Rather than this, it is better to get along lightly. Seek peace. ”
After Quan Jingmo's words were finished, Mu Yuxi didn't know how to answer.
I have to admit that Quan Jingmo is a wise king, and he is also a demon king who can penetrate people's hearts, and he can see through her heart.
Mu Yuxi really wanted to treat him like this because of this. She is afraid that the boundless and ignorant future will lead the two of them to fall in love and kill each other. Rather than that, it is better to go on a parallel line like this.
The reason why she didn't become a queen was because she knew that the former dynasty and the harem would fry because of this news, and opposition voices came and went. She didn't want Quan Jingmo to suffer this pressure, and she didn't want anyone to take advantage of the situation to provoke their feelings.
She is so tired of living.
Afraid to face.
"Do you believe me?"
Quan Jingmo attached his big hand to her small hand and looked at her with a sincere face.
Feeling his warm body temperature, Mu Yuxi's heart trembled. He was so charismatic to her. No physical resistance. is like a moth to a fire, no matter in the past life or this life, he can't really hate him, and he can always give up his life.
Mu Yuxi nodded unconsciously.
"I'm sorry."
Quan Jingmo knew that she had been greatly wronged.
"Congratulations to the emperor."
Mu Yuxi's voice trembled a little, and there was still no expression on his face.
Quan Jingmo left.
Mu Yuxi finally couldn't help crying. Tears wash the cheeks and cleanse the soul.
She didn't want to let him be infamous because of herself. I don't want him to change anything because of himself.
She resents him, but she loves him even more.
Touched the tears, red and swollen eyes. He picked up the ink pen again and wrote in the newspaper, praising the wisdom and courage of the king of the right dynasty and his great achievements.
She adores him and has a heart
After Quan Jingmo left Guiyan Palace, he walked alone in the imperial garden. Weather in March. The wind is no longer as cold as a knife, the spring breeze, but I still don't feel warm.
There are many things on his mind: the time for recuperation, the plan to save resources and open up the flow, the expenditure of military spending, and the reduction of taxes for the people, because of these pressures, and these things that he has to face every day when he opens his eyes, he has a deep temperament. The women of the harem like his aura as a calm man, but perhaps only he knows that this is pressed by boundless sorrows.
No one asked him if he wanted to be the emperor, no one asked him if he was willing to bear it, and this position that others wanted was given to him, and he had no choice but to refuse.
He has always been envious of Quan Jingyan, he wants to fight on the battlefield when he wants to fight, reimburse the country, and return to the capital when he wants to go back to the capital, and be his free prince. Every day, he recited poems against each other, walked through the capital, and enjoyed the beauty of the world in spring and snow.
And what about him?
Verbal warfare, intrigue, and deceit. Quan Jingmo doesn't like it, but he has to do it well, just because he has this responsibility.
He didn't understand why Quan Wanzun yearned for the throne so much, probably because he felt that the power was boundless and he was tempted. But how does he know how much he has to pay behind the cover of the sky.
Usually, when he is very busy, he will secretly think about Mu Yuxi, and he will suddenly feel energetic. It's just that now, when I think about her again, I only feel more responsible.
He didn't want the two of them to drift apart, maybe it was time for each other to calm down. He will try to find a solution, and he will not be overwhelmed by any problem.
Watching the willow branches in the imperial garden spit out new shoots, the new life, is delightful. Just as he was about to walk towards the lake, he heard a conversation in the distance. (To be continued.) )
PS: It's so heavy to write, let's change the topic and talk about a happy event.