And over the years, in addition to the care and concern he has for Xiaozhi on the surface, I can often see him showing terrible eyes to Xiaozhi, and as I get older, the hatred in his eyes continues to deepen, which makes me more and more afraid. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info but sometimes I see his heartfelt gentle smile on Ash, which makes me puzzled by him, don't reply that he also has multiple personalities, right? During the summer vacation after Xiaozhi decided to escape, I tried to figure this out. But it didn't work much, and there was no evidence that Ban Que's situation was the same as Xiaozhi's, but the inconsistent style did make me worry for Xiaozhi. More precisely, worrying about myself.

I don't know Ban Que's intentions, but at this time the boss brought back a new child, and one of the bosses called him Wei Kai's child. I know that Wei Kai must not be his real name, just like Xiaozhi's original name is not Xiaozhi, they are all bosses to hide their identities to give them new names. Xiaozhi's name is Zizhi, yes, it's my name. The gardenia in the yard bloomed very brilliantly when she was born, so his parents named her Zizhi, and the gardenia was read upside down. I still remember these things, or have always hidden them in the deepest part of her memory. It can also be said that when the eldest gave her a new name, in order to remember the only thing related to her parents, he inspired my personality?

I didn't know who Wei Kai was at the time? I don't know what kind of identity he is, I don't care. I only care about why Ban Que has a change of attitude towards Xiaozhi, and I also want to know why Ban Que holds hatred. But this kid Wei Kai always seemed to be full of curiosity about me. That kid was also full of anger when he first came, he was already a teenager when he picked it up from the boss, he was a big child, and he heard the boss say that he was a victim of domestic violence. When the boss was there, he still socialized with us normally like other children, but he didn't talk much, but once the boss left, he stopped talking, and there was a calculating look in his eyes. I hate the way he looks like he's watching his prey, and I guess we kids don't like his eyes very much. However, as soon as the boss comes back, he will suffer from Chunliang's injury again, maybe she was born with acting talent. So he is too good in the entertainment industry to benefit from his innate ability to be like a leopard.

Actually, it doesn't matter if I like him or not, I have already thought about it, and after the age of 18, I will leave here to live on my own in a new place, so I don't plan to get too close to him. I was afraid that if I didn't find out about Banque's intentions, I would probably die before the age of 18, as I imagined. When I looked at him, I always felt like something was choking his neck, and behind his superficially gentle eyes were countless cobras spitting letters.

I forgot to say, there was a boy in this house at that time, not so much that the boss picked it up, but that it was the son of the boss's boss at the time, he seemed to be friends with Ban Que, and occasionally stayed in this home, Xiaozhi was not particularly familiar with him before, only knew that he was a good friend of her brother Ban Que.

At first, I didn't take those two people too seriously, after all, when I was younger, I looked at things too one-sidedly, and I did the same. I was only 15 years old at the time, and I hadn't gotten rid of the arrogance of adolescence, even though I thought I was much smarter than Xiaozhi. People's personality will affect people's judgment This sentence is not added at all, although Xiaozhi is not smart enough, but she is a chronic child, and she is much more careful than me if she is not in a hurry. I'm quick-tempered, even with a high IQ, so I'm always missing some crucial details and ignoring the real direction of the situation. I made the same mistake in investigating Ban Que, I ignored the human element.

So when he found me and questioned my identity, I was still taken aback. However, I pretended to be calm and wanted to get away with it as Xiaozhi. However, Wei Kai laughed at the time, and to be honest, he laughed quite exaggeratedly, as if he wanted to look a little worse, but it was very ugly. I've always found that kind of bad guy smile very unacceptable, and I like a sincere smile, just like the reflection I saw in Ban Que's pupils when Xiaozhi was not a child.

Wei Kai smiled: "Ban Que told me that you have something wrong here." He pointed to his temple. That's why I said, I hate bear children the most, and I just have multiple personalities, which doesn't mean that I have any intellectual defects.

I raised my hand and pushed Wei Kai, but Wei Kai still smiled: "Don't lie, Ban Que said that you are schizophrenic." ”

In fact, anyone can be very irritable when they hear their shortcomings from other people's mouths, and I am the same. Although I admit the truth of what he said, I have heard people hate him for saying things. In addition, I pushed him just now, and when I finished this action, I realized that the Xiaozhi I played would never show any violence. But I think what shocked me the most was that Ban Que did notice my abnormality and pinpointed the problem accurately, turning it into a weakness to control me. So can I think that he already knows my current identity, Zhu Zizhi instead of Zhu Xiaozhi?

At the same time, I knew that I couldn't be barbaric now, so I simply admitted the facts: "Yes, so you pulled me out just to tell me a fact that has long been known to everyone?" ”

"I don't know if others know about me, but don't you think it's interesting?" Wei Kai still had the corners of his mouth on the outside, and he looked stupid with a bad smile.

"Whatever you think, it's fine." I want to avoid this topic and leave.

Wei Kai stretched out his hand to stop me: "Don't you think it's bad to be known by too many people?" ”

"So." I raised an eyebrow at him, "How's that, ready to expose me?" You know, if you get this out of the way, I'm just changing schools, and you? Guess what happens to you? ”

"I know it's going to be miserable, so I want to trade with you." Wei Kai didn't seem to hear my gorgeous threat, or he didn't take it seriously, anyway, he was still cheeky and wanted to make a deal with me.

I looked at him speechlessly: "Why, you don't have a hole card, how can you make a deal with me?" ”

"Who says I don't have it anymore?" Wei Kai was still smiling.

Does he still have cards? I chuckled in my heart, I don't know if he was lying to me, or if there was really some bombshell, he had only been here for a little over a week. "Tell me." I softened, but in my heart he was just lying to me.

He took out his phone and gave it to me: "I have a video on my phone, I think you should be interested." ”

I clicked on my phone, it was Ban Que who rejected Xiaozhi on the day, a conversation between me and Xiaozhi, from the screen, I was talking to myself, pitiful for a while, and fierce for a while, looking weird. "You recorded?" After watching the video, I changed my phone to Wei Kai, and my face darkened, "Do you have a backup?" ”

Wei Kai shook his finger: "No, no, this is given to me by Banque, and it was given to me by Banque who cries and cries and you like." He showed me this video to prove that you have a problem. ”

"" I scolded, and sure enough, Ban Que didn't have a good heart for Xiaozhi from the beginning.

"So do you want to make a deal?" The smile on Wei Kai's face deepened.

"I'm interested in hearing it now." I have to admit that the lethality of that video is still quite large, and I think that since Wei Kai can decide to make a deal with me, it also means that Ban Que will make a more excessive move next, and now Wei Kai seems to be intent on wooing me, but I am so weak, what is the purpose of his alliance with me? I decided to test him: "Ban Que gave you the card, you should know the meaning of this video, right?" ”

Wei Kai nodded: "Of course I know, this is a good time to bring you down." ”

"You could go and help him." It seems that this kid is not stupid.

Wei Kai suddenly turned into a serious expression: "I hate this." ”

Under my inquiring gaze, he overlooked his head slightly: "It's not fair, although I'm not a good boy, but I can't do things that take advantage of people." ”

"So you decided to help me for the time being?" I looked at him, and he didn't look like a bad person.

"Sort of, sort of." Wei Kai stumbled and blushed, "Anyway, I advise you to be careful lately, Ban Que doesn't just want you to be embarrassed." ”

"I know." I said bluntly, "I can tell he wants to kill me, right?" ”

Wei Kai's surprised expression told me that I was right. He hesitated and didn't know what to say: "That, that." He touched the back of his head.

"I know everything." When it comes to this question, I have a relaxed face, there is nothing to hide.

Wei Kai was obviously frightened by my answer: "Then why do you still like him." Probably thinking that he had said the wrong thing, he quickly added, "This is what Ban Que told me, saying that you like him." ”

"He's right, it's just a matter of my other personality." I decided to explain the problem clearly, "My symptom is multiple personalities, which is that there are multiple souls in one body, you know what I'm talking about, right?" ”

She nodded, and I continued, "That's what I am, the person you see now has two souls, but I don't guarantee that there won't be more souls coexisting in me in front of you in the future. But as it stands, there are two souls living in this body. What likes Ban Que to the point of dying is another soul, he is the real Zhu Xiaozhi. And I'm the other one, my name is Zhu Zizhi. The two of us are diametrically opposed, and I was born to protect this body from living to the end of its life. Zhu Xiaozhi's soul is relatively fragile, and it is very likely that when he saw the video just now, he did not calmly negotiate a deal with you like me, but directly chose extreme methods, such as suicide. At this time, my personality will try to stop him, to control this body not to do stupid things, understand? ”

Wei Kai nodded: "You are smarter than her, and you are more cheeky than her." ”

I lost this kid at a glance, and the bear child hated it when he spoke: "It's not that it's cheeky, it's that I'm stronger in my heart." Okay, now that I've made it clear to you about what you're going to do, it's time for you to tell me what deal you want to talk to me about, right? ”

Wei Kai was cold for a while, probably digesting what I had just told him. Finally, he looked around for a moment, then pulled me into a more remote corner before he whispered, "I'll help you destroy the footage, and you help me kill someone." ”

"Murder?" I repeated his words in shock, "What do you mean by that?" ”

Literally. If you're embarrassed, forget it, owe me a favor. "Wei Kai didn't refuse to help me.

I calmed myself down for a few seconds, this kid's request was too weird, but he only loved one of my secrets, and I wanted to know his secret, and I always felt that this was really fair. I thought about the wording for a moment and looked up and asked, "Who did you ask me to kill?" ”

"I'm going to destroy the video for you, and then I'll tell you what you're going to do for you. This is more convincing. ”

I nodded and said goodbye to him. In fact, even if he doesn't want to end the conversation, I will leave with an excuse, I feel very bad, my mind is confused all of a sudden, I know that Xiaozhi is going to wake up, waking up at this juncture, it's really troublesome, I don't know if I can suppress her. When the personality is exchanged, the awakening period of the other personality is often the period when the willpower of that personality is the strongest, and I have just received the stimulation of the hungry video, and it is really difficult to deal with him for a while.

Ash woke up in my mind without warning, and then the idea of the 'Shaki' personality began to grow incredibly strong, and when my willpower was at its weakest, I took back control of my body. It's so powerful that I think it's a little scary, and I underestimate how much she likes Banque. But because of this, I was even more worried about what she would do when she learned about Ban Que's video and her own situation. I wanted to knock me out and fall in love with her right away, but since this body is also mine, I was stunned and it hurt me after taking back control, so I couldn't bear to make a move on myself. So it was only in the dead of night, after he was asleep, that I found another opportunity to talk to her. Anyway, whether he likes it or not, I can't give up control of this body until I get rid of the trouble with the video.

Fortunately, Xiaozhi was still a little hesitant about how to deal with Banque, who rejected her, so I got the opportunity to meet her. We had our first real conversation in a dream, not to escape the frustration we faced, but to fight between two options.

"Xiaozhi, don't be willful, now I need the men's union to take control, you also heard it, Ban Que has no idea of dating you again." I asked him directly for control of his body.

Xiaozhi insisted with a face full of grievances: "However, my brother said that he wanted to have a relationship with me." ”

To be honest, I really wanted to hit her at the time, but thinking that it was me who hit me, I didn't do it because I was in pain, so I could only complain viciously about his Mary Sue: "It's just a stupid, don't you really see the dislike in his eyes?" ”

Xiaozhi may have really been clumsy and didn't find out, she shook her head in surprise: "No, my brother won't show disgust to me, my brother has always been very good to me." ”

I decided to tell her the truth: "Stupid, you made me break your heart." The version doesn't like you at all, and it should be said that he hates you very much. ”

"Why?" Xiaozhi's lips turned white in surprise.

"I don't know." To be honest, I really haven't found any reason to support my theory, but through the video Wei Kai showed me, and the plan that Ban Que told him, I have determined that my guess is correct, but I can't tell her the truth in person.

"You're lying to me." She looked a little angry, "My brother won't want to kill me." ”

I was so anxious that I didn't even think about asking her, "Can you think about it?" Do you really think he's treating you well? Can you not just see the superficial scam. Don't tell me, you haven't noticed the vicious look your brother has on you every once in a while. And don't tell me, you didn't see the mocking look of your brother Ban Que when he rejected you. Don't you know he's making fun of you? I said to him viciously, I hated iron too much.

But at this moment, Xiaozhi suddenly cried in front of me. What made me feel even more terrible, listening to Xiaozhi's intermittent crying, she never seemed to ignore the details I said.

"I know it all." She sobbed, and I listened quietly, wanting to know what Xiaozhi really thought.

"I know my brother sometimes looks at me with a terrible look. I don't know why, at first I just thought that my brother had encountered something unhappy at school, but I found that there was no such emotion in his eyes when he looked at Zheng Min. That look made me very upset, like I had done something wrong to upset my brother. But I don't know what it is, but I believe that even if my brother is really angry with me, my brother will never kill me. So I'm definitely not going to believe what you say. She cried even harder, "So, I want to go back to that world where I have an older brother and ask him what I did wrong." If I really make my brother unhappy, I will definitely apologize. ”

I was so shocked by what she said. I really didn't expect that the silly Bai Tian I hated the most turned out to be me with another personality, and this personality is still the main personality. I shook the goosebumps on my body because of Xiaozhi's words.

Then I asked tentatively; "What would you do if your brother wasn't what you thought he was, or if ******** wanted to kill you?"

Xiaozhi raised her head, looked at me blankly, sobbing her mouth and not knowing what to say, probably because she had such a suspicion in her heart, right? All of a sudden, she suddenly collapsed in front of me, and then my dreams vanished, and I felt someone pushing me, as if there was a voice calling me: "Xiaozhi, Xiaozhi." ”

I opened my eyes, looked around in confusion, and found Zheng Min pushing my arm with a worried look. I felt my face wet, and when I raised my hand, I found that my face was full of tears and my eyes were a little uncomfortable: "What's wrong with me?" "I don't know exactly what the situation is now, the only thing I know for sure is that I am still the one who controls the body, which makes me breathe a sigh of relief. It seems that Xiaozhi chose to escape again because of the blow, I don't know when he will wake up again, it seems that I have to speed up to find out the truth.

"You've been crying all night," Zheng Min looked worried, "Do you have something on your mind?" It's been rare to see you happy lately. ”

I shook my head and told her not to worry, but I still looked at her with some suspicion: "The version didn't say anything to you, did it?"

A hint of uneasiness flashed in Zheng Min's eyes, but she immediately denied it: "No, he didn't tell me anything." ”

I thought to myself that I had told a lie, but it seemed that she did not want to expose me, because I saw the pity in her eyes that I hated.

I wasn't going to dwell on this issue all the time, so I raised my head and reminded him, "By the way, don't mention the thing I cried about today." ”

Zheng Min nodded in agreement, and then she looked like she wanted to say something.

I couldn't look past her hesitation, so I simply confessed: "You know? I asked her.

She looked at me in alarm, not knowing how to answer, and almost opened her mouth, but finally swallowed the words back into her stomach. "Ban Que is not showing you your hallucinations, nor is it that I am acting, I don't have such good acting skills, so what you see is the truth. I'm not Xiaozhi, but for the time being, only I can do it in front of you. ”

"What about Xiaozhi?" Zheng Min grabbed me and asked.

"Xiaozhi?" I thought for a moment, "She should be asleep because of something not very happy." But it shouldn't be long before he wakes up, and until he wakes up, I'll always appear in front of you in her place. ”

"Is it because of Banque?" Zheng Min asked suddenly.

"That's right." I'm not going to lie," she wasn't ready to face Banque, so she closed herself off for the time being. But she doesn't know that she has multiple personalities, so I hope you don't tell her that this kind of thing will become a burden on her heart, you know, she's not as strong as she seems. So even if it's a favor for a friend, you can hide it for as long as you can. ”

Zheng Min nodded in agreement: "That's natural, but you know Xiaozhi, I mean your other personality will come back?" Ah, I'm not saying I don't like you, I mean I'm a little worried about her. Zheng Min hurriedly explained, for fear that I would misunderstand something.

"I'll have to wait for her to figure it out." I spread my hands, and that was the only way.

Zheng Min suddenly got up and wanted to go out. "What are you going to do?" I stopped her.

"I, I'll go find Ban Que, if Ban Que agrees to have a relationship with Xiaozhi, won't Xiaozhi be better?" Zheng Min looked particularly flustered.

I pulled her back and sneered, "Save it, he can record the dialogue between my personalities and show it to you, do you think he will really be kind enough to help you find the real Xiaozhi?" So instead of begging him, it is better to wait for Xiaozhi to wake up by himself. But before that, I still have some things to do, and I guess when I'm done, your Xiaozhi will be back. (To be continued.) )