Chapter 210: I Never Loved You
He took a deep breath of air, and quietly rolled viciously in the deepest part of his eyes, and pursed his lips and spit out four words: "...... Jiang Shao, long admiration! โ
"Soon Yang, they have each assassinated each other once, acquaintances." Jiang Nanchen said.
Dongfang Lang drank a cup of coffee, pursed his thin lips and did not speak.
Jiang Nanchen didn't open his mouth.
In the end, Dongfang Lang frowned, gently put down the coffee cup, looked up at the man opposite, and said directly: "Jiang Shao, I will leave for half a year, and pay the price for my past behavior for half a year, compared to Li Li, I am also good." You know, I've never backed down on anything. And when I come back, I'm definitely going to play fair with you......"
Leave for half a year and win a chance to compete fairly.
"That's what you asked me to do?" Jiang Nanchen's dark eyes looked at the person opposite.
Dongfang Lang: "Yes." โ
Jiang Nanchen raised his eyebrows, and hooked his lips with some coldness: "When I see you, I seem to see my former self." โ
"What do you mean?"
"It's clear that Huan Sheng is not the best in this world, but she has to be, and even for her, she is willing to give up her principles, give up her own qiฤ, and be a self that is not her own at all. For example, now: you who repent of your mistakes, you who give in, you who punish yourself. โ
Jiang Nanchen said, his expression was a little unfathomable.
Then, he heard Dongfang Lang blurt out the stubborn three words: "I'm willing!" โ
The deepest part of his dark eyes overflowed with a faint red bloodshot, sneered, and then leaned lazily on the back of the seat, and said in a tone that didn't care at all: "That's it, over the years, I have done enough of this love mixed with true feelings or mixed with false intentions, in layman's terms: Huan Sheng...... I've had enough. If you want to, you don't have to wait until half a year later. You can take it now. Just a woman. โ
"But I want to advise you: a wise man, you know, he shouldn't think too much about a woman. I don't think you're stupid. โ
After finishing speaking, Jiang Nanchen got up to leave. The black eyes that have always been calm looked at the door, and the woman with a miserable white face and tears did not rise or fall at all. He just walked towards her, and then. Miss......
Huan Sheng grabbed him.
Jiang Nanchen's voice was cold: "Let go, hands, you know in your heart that what I said about letting go this time is by no means to coax you to play, let alone take the initiative to ...... because of your tears or words."
"And take the initiative to embrace me, I know." Huan Sheng choked up.
Dongfang Lang can be regarded as coming back to his senses from those words, and roared angrily at Jiang Nanchen's back: "What do you mean? What you mean is that for so many years, you have not been true love for Huan Sheng at all, you are just playing. Do? In order to make this play. Make it seem closer to love, a little more real, you may be true or false. For so many years, you ...... to her Never fully and truly in love, is that what it means? I knew that I would not let Huansheng go back to China to find you if I died. Maybe, God let her meet me, it was a twist of fate that sympathized with her and gave her, blame me for not catching it, Jiang Nanchen, you are damned, I will never let you go......"
Huan Sheng couldn't listen to it. I can't listen to this series of denials of Jiang Nanchen and her love, how deep and true their love was before, how could it be just a bottle of wine mixed with water? I've had enough of it now. It can be broken and destroyed.
No, they're not like that, their feelings aren't like that.
Dongfang Lang's face turned red with anger, can this man say it in person? This stupid woman!
Huan Sheng raised his head and looked at Jiang Nanchen with a cold face with teary eyes: "You are not Jian Yuan. You won't. I can listen to your dislove now, but please don't talk about our past so badly...... Don't say that true love is a game that has been going on for many years, so where do you put yourself, where do you put me, where do you put Yiyi and Zichen......" She shouted out almost hysterically, "Where did you put me in your heart, and you in my heart, where did you put the qiฤ between us, no matter what it was for, how could you bear to say this?!!! โ
Jiang Nanchen seemed to be impatient, and shook off Huan Sheng's cold and piercing hand, he put his hands in his trouser pockets, and his black eyes just looked at the door: "I didn't expect that I would spend so many years playing this scene." I love games, since it's just a game, why can't I bear it? Huan Sheng, after you came back, I was hot and cold to you, near and far, I thought you had already understood, and I was cold to you because I was no longer interested in you, and I was hot to you, and I was only in bed. Above! Don't understand enough? Then you say, what do you want me to say, so that you can be smart enough to understand?! โ
"Huan Sheng, let's end it, for you, I used the word "Mou", and now, I use the word "end", from beginning to end, I am very sober...... If you want to blame, blame it, you didn't make me fall in love with you, in this game. โ
His tone cruelly deprived Huan Sheng of his strength, including the strength to escape.
Huan Sheng covered his chest, and he was out of breath in pain. As if suddenly crippled, his legs could not support the bend, and as a result, he fell the hard ground, in front of his feet.
He was so close, but he saw her fall like this, and he had never pulled her. And she was deceived by his deep eyes, as he was looking at her now. She thought that it was caring, that was salvation, and she thought that he would reach out to her in the next moment......
It turned out that it was wrong.
"When in addition to being in bed. When I was like a lover and a stranger the rest of the time, I was thinking, we, after acquaintance, acquaintance, and love, we finally entered the era of mutual healing and mutual harm. โ
Huan Sheng stretched out his left hand, and his eyes were smiling with tears: "Nan Chen, there used to be a ring here, but it seems that neither you nor I can wear the ring for too long, and it has been empty until now." And now that we're together, we can no longer fill each other's ...... Ring finger. โ
"Say, are we cursed? Did Jian Yuan keep cursing us in prison, I went to see him a few days ago, and he said to me with a cruel face, Wu Yuan...... Love you, never less than I do. Finally, for you, I speculated about everyone with a dark and narrow-minded psychology, is Wu Yuan also cursing us from afar, not being able to be together? Except for Huanyou, we have never received the most complete sincere blessings from other family members. There are blessings, but they always bless us with helpless expressions...... Is this also a curse? The expression on Huan Sheng's face gradually mocked, "If the whole world is cursing that we can't be together, then in the end." It's not surprising that we're not together. โ
Jiang Nanchen's face became whiter and paler.
Huan Sheng slowly got up from the ground, stepped back, and continued: "You must not know how much I've thought about it for a while. How much did I think about it, and in what way will we be separated? I thought about it a hundred times and came up with a hundred ways to break up. It's so stupid, so I didn't think of this way of cutting in reality...... I don't think you could give me a clever head. You Jiang Nanchen, who can see through it. You Jiang Nanchen are the master of one qiฤ, as long as you are willing, no one can control and reverse the palm of your hand without moving. Get out. โ
She laughed more and more sadly, more and more sarcastically, and her voice was hoarse: "What am I?" โ
Jiang Nanchenjun's face was dark and deep, but he almost pumped out a few words from his teeth: "You hate me." โ
"You're underestimating the depth I'm in." Huan Sheng wiped away his tears, lowered his head and turned around, his voice was like dead ashes, "No, I love you." โ
Jiang Nanchen suddenly felt as if he had been punched, and he lost control of his feet and took several steps back.
Her back. In the golden sunlight, it looks particularly dreamy and bleak......
It turns out that dreams can also be bleak. It's as bleak as the initiative can't fulfill the final dream.
Dongfang Lang was too lazy to say anything to this heartless, deep man who wanted to die, he never knew that there would be such a man in this world, which made him feel that he was dealing with this man. Taste...... It's so uncomfortable.
It seems that every word he says is a net, he Dongfang Lang, no matter how cautious he is, he will still be caught in the net. Such a person is too terrifying.
Leaving Jiang Nanchen aside, Dongfang Lang directly looked at the direction where Huan Sheng left.
When Huan Sheng stood in the middle of the road, she laughed again for some reason at that moment, it was so ridiculous, she was reluctant to die.
I am reluctant to leave this world with Jiang Nanchen, and I am still reluctant to leave this world.
She crossed the street, stood in the middle of the sea of people, and was submerged in an instant.
Despair, faintly mixed in the air, she smelled the internal organs, began to ferment, she closed her eyes, savored the pain he gave, digging out her heart and lungs, for a long, long time.
"It turns out that if you love someone too deeply, you will fall in love with the sadness he gives."
Dongfang Lang stood in front of Huan Sheng, listening to her small almost whispering, and the comforting words that tossed and turned in his mouth, and suddenly died miserably......
Comforting her, it was useless, useless at the same time, and at the same time, it seemed that he was very humble. He didn't want to comfort her!
It hurts, after the pain, he will guard her.
Huan Sheng opened her eyes, and for a moment she mistook Dongfang Lang for Jiang Nanchen, she shook her head, as if she was drunk, messy steps, wolf bรจi walked past him, she said: "I finally understood why I was able to be healed by Jiang Nanchen when I was hurt by Jian Yuan, because my wounds can only be healed by him, and now, if he does Jian Yuan, then my wounds can no longer be healed." โ
How could Dongfang Lang not understand the meaning of her words, clenched his fists, and looked at her back, he said coldly: "Just because that person is Jiang Nanchen, will your wounds heal?" You love him and always love him. โ
"Yes...... I've always loved him, and when he fell in love with me, I loved him and wanted to attract his attention, since I was a child. โ
Huan Sheng still didn't vomit and walked forward, Dongfang Lang followed behind him like this, listening to her.
"Secretly watching, secretly loving, but using all kinds of brutal means to attract his attention, as long as he looks at me, when I cry, I also smile in my heart." She raised her lips, but Dongfang Lang clearly saw the tears in her eyes.
"At that time, I was not sensible, I didn't know what liking was, I just knew that I wanted him to look at me and look at me all the time, and I would only be angry with the girls who revolved around him, and I was at a loss. It wasn't until I grew up that I suddenly understood the distance between me and him. I was lost, I was lonely, and I never dared to appear in front of him again. Jian Yuan happened to appear, he accompanied me every day, and I suddenly felt even more that Jiang Nanchen was far away...... He's not in my world, he's never been there. I was with Jian Yuan naturally, and that was my first love. โ
"Before the appearance of the Son of Destiny, who has never liked anyone. I began to disagree with the boy who was not in my world, and I valued the person in front of me more and more, Jian Yuan was my real destiny. โ
Huan Sheng said and spoke, suddenly stroked his forehead and lowered his head and smiled, "Hehe, I will know later that I was wrong, I have never liked Jiang Nanchen, that is love, I have always loved him!" โ
Dongfang Lang was speechless.
He has never experienced any bitter love, and he has no romantic feelings to love someone.
Falling in love with Huansheng is purely a coincidence.
Huan Sheng sat down under a big tree, and unconsciously, she walked to the former university, she looked at the top few big characters at the door, and said to herself: "In this university, I have a very good girlfriend." โ
"Where is she now?" Dongfang Lang asked.
Hearing this, Huan Sheng replied expressionlessly: "I don't know." You see, the world is so big, how can we meet again? โ
"Do you want to meet her again?"
"I don't want to."
โโฆโฆ I thought you asked this question because you wanted to meet her too. โ
"No, I don't want to." Huan Sheng said firmly.
Dongfang Lang sighed: "After that, what are you going to do?" Why don't you come back to Seattle with me? โ
"Do you think it's possible?" Huan Sheng turned his head to look at Dongfang Lang, and said with a vacant gaze, "I will die here." โ
Huan Sheng at this moment no longer looks like Huan Sheng.
Dongfang Lang looked at her back and walked farther and farther, and didn't chase after it, because he knew that it was useless to chase after her, it was really useless.
He felt very strongly that Huan Sheng's life had come to an end and died in the ...... Jiang Nanchen left in the cafรฉ In those words......
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In front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the Jiang family's master bedroom, Huan Sheng said: "Nanchen, if you were asked to divide love into three types, which three would you divide it into?" โ
No one answered her.
Because Jiang Nanchen didn't come back, he didn't come back for five days. But now, Jiang Nanchen was indeed standing at the door.
She didn't know, and still said to herself: "If it were me, I would divide it into these three, the first one: it's too late to see love for the first time." The second type: love can't be seen. The third type: there is a love for each other but there is no part of staying together......"
She seemed to be crazy, calling his name into the air and talking to him as if he were in a pretty.
Jiang Nanchen slowly walked in from the door, he stood behind her, and reminded him coldly: "I have never loved you, there is no zร i between us: love each other." (To be continued.) )