Chapter 195: Thoughts become a disaster

Resentment? Maybe? Complain that he is ruthless, complain that he doesn't believe in himself, and now that there is nothing to say, then let it go!

Lingxi sat in front of the desk, opened the scriptures, twisted the Buddhist beads with both hands, and wanted to calm himself down, but no matter what, the disturbing thoughts were like spider webs, wisps, layered and bound in his heart.

Bang, the Buddha beads are thrown on the table, and the short page of the scriptures has not been read, and the heart is not quiet, how can this scripture be understood? She closed her eyes in annoyance.

At this moment, the door of the Zen courtyard was gently slammed, Xiaoshuang opened the courtyard door, and there was no one outside?

There was a bamboo basket and a clay pot on the ground, she lifted it, lifted the cover on the bamboo basket, and found that there were some snacks, rice grains, and vegetables in it, and the clay pot was oil.

"Strange, who put it? Is it a monk in the temple? ”

Xiaoshuang picked up the things back in confusion, and when she entered the house, she saw Lingxi sitting there with her head propped up.

"Sister, don't worry about the tasteless vegetables in the future, voila!"

"What is it?"

"The monks in the temple sent rice, oil and vegetables. Oh yes, and pastries! ”

Xiaoshuang was obviously excited in her words, took out the snacks, and found a note at the bottom of the bamboo basket.

"What is this?"

Lingxi pinched up the note: "Seeing is also false, but what is hearsay? ”

"What do you mean?"

She put away the note, "It means that what you see is not necessarily true, let alone what you hear from others." ”

What is this sentence trying to say? However, it doesn't matter what you say, it doesn't matter, let time heal your broken heart!

"Doesn't it say that seeing is believing, and hearing is false, how can you see it with your own eyes, it is not necessarily true? How strange! "Xiaoshuang doesn't read much, and she doesn't know much about these, but it doesn't matter, her duty is just to protect her master.

"There's an allusion to this, turn around and tell you slowly."

"Okay." Xiaoshuang put the dim sum on the plate in front of Lingxi, "Sister, try it, it's so exquisite, it must be delicious." ”

Lingxi nodded, pinched a piece of green pastry, and took a bite gently, the sweet taste suddenly overflowed her mouth, it was red bean paste, her favorite taste.

"I didn't expect to be able to eat this ...... here" She thought of Chu Xuanjing again, the man who made her love with her soul, crystal tears fell down her cheeks and fell to the ground, making a dull snapping sound.

Xiaoshuang knew that she missed him again, and silently stayed by her side.

The days passed day by day, unconsciously, she had been here for five or six days, Lingxi gradually accepted this kind of hard days, the door of the Zen temple will send some food every day or two, although they are all vegetarian, but there are many kinds, rice, green beans, vegetables, etc., almost sent in a different way, of course, there is also a snack she likes. But she still hadn't seen the monk who gave them these things.

Tsz Yun Temple is built on the top of the mountain, in the summer night, the mountain wind blows, it is very cool, much more comfortable than in the city, just about to rest, the familiar sound of the wooden fish sounded again.

Lingxi had never stepped out of the courtyard since she came here, and she could hear the sound of wooden fish at this time of day every day, which made her curious.

He lit the lantern, put on his coat, and accompanied by Xiaoshuang, walked in the direction where the sound of the wooden fish came from.

When she came to a relatively remote courtyard, she stopped, the door was closed, and she could see a lush pine tree standing outside the wall, proudly independent in the courtyard, who lived here?

"Sister want to go in and have a look?" Xiaoshuang was about to knock on the door, but was stopped by Lingxi.

"Let's go back, it's late at night, and it's time to rest."

She didn't go in, it's a long time coming, and it's not polite to visit late at night, so let's wait until I'm free during the day!

Turning around and about to leave, the courtyard door opened, "Guifei Niangniang." ”

Lingxi was stunned, she looked back and saw that it was Wen Niang, "Mama Wen?" ”

She forgot that Concubine Ling lived in Ciyun Temple.

"Knock on Concubine Ling."

Concubine Ling put down the wooden fish in her hand, closed the scriptures, and looked back at her with a smile.

"Come here, let the mourners see."

She walked over, Concubine Ling took her hand and sat down, looked carefully left and right, and sighed, "I'm thin, and I'm a lot haggard." ”

Lingxi had a sour nose, tears glistening, and bowed his head and said nothing.

The concubine's gaze shifted to her abdomen, "You haven't slept late at night, but the mourning family knocked on this wooden fish and disturbed your rest?" ”

"No, no, it's not." She shook her head hurriedly.

"The mourning family knows that you are wronged, Jing'er is not that ruthless and unrighteous person, compared to the first emperor, he is too affectionate."

Sentimental? Don't! He regarded Yu Ling as Chu Furui, and still retains her portrait, can he not be ruthless?

From beginning to end, Lingxi was silent, she didn't know what Chu Xuanjing meant, she suddenly felt that she didn't understand him.

"People are unpredictable, sometimes, the more unintentional they are to compete for favor, the more jealous they are, women are like this, who can blame them? Who is to blame? Not the one who stands tall and tall? ”

Concubine Ling's words surprised Lingxi very much, and indeed, wasn't the struggle of the harem women caused by the emperor alone? If there weren't so many concubines fighting back and forth, wouldn't the palace be deserted?

"Princess...... This...... I ......"

"Hehe, look at me, I said so much, the more I said it, the more outrageous it became."

She shook Lingxi's hand, "Lingxi, for the sake of the emperor and grandson of the mourning family, you must think about it!" ”

"There are so many concubines in the harem...... Rhinoceros ...... I'm afraid I won't have that blessing......"

She touched her belly, the child was gone, and she was expelled from the palace again, the emperor and grandson? In the second half of his life, the ancient Buddha of the green lantern is alive, and the rest, everything is as it is!

Tears fell on the clothes, and in the silent Zen courtyard, only a dim candlelight was left to jump in the night.

Since Lingxi left, Chu Xuanjing had a gloomy face all day long, no one dared to provoke him, if he didn't get it, it would be a bombardment, only one who was not afraid of death dared to touch his dragon face, that was Ye Ziyang!

"Your Majesty, why bother? Get her so far away, want to see but don't dare, who to blame? ”

"Shut up!"

"Alright! I'll shut up, anyway, we're going to Tsz Yun Temple tomorrow to offer incense, and by the way, take a look at the old lady of the concubine, no one will bother Your Majesty anymore, and it just so happens that Your Majesty can also take advantage of this to be quiet and quiet! ”

Ye Ziyang glanced at him playfully, he just wanted to see how uncomfortable he looked.

"What the hell are you up to again?" Chu Xuanjing raised his eyebrows.

"Want to know?"

“……”

He finally couldn't help it, it turned out that it was such a heart-wrenching feeling to think of a person.

A light like a bean.

The night breeze is slightly cool, under the orange candlelight, a slender back sits beside the desk, and the sheep's pen dipped in ink falls on the paper, making a rustling sound.

A dark shadow flashed outside the window, and Xiaoshuang snorted vigilantly, "Who!" ”

"What's wrong?" Lingxi stopped writing, and as Xiaoshuang made her next move, she began to tense.

"There's someone outside the door!"

Immediately after, she heard the sound of her clothes flying, and Xiaoshuang quickly pulled out the short sword in her sleeve, opened the door and rushed out.

I saw the black shadow holding his arms, standing straight on the wall, staring coldly at the house, watching Xiaoshuang rush out, and fly out of the courtyard with a slight jump, as if he was deliberately trying to lure her away.

"Stop!"

Frost held a short sword, followed closely behind, and disappeared into the courtyard in the blink of an eye.

"Little frost! Be careful! ”

Lingxi watched Xiaoshuang chase the black shadow, and also ran out, looking at the direction in which she disappeared, a little worried in her heart, who was the black shadow just now?

(To be continued.) )