CHAPTER XVI
The next day, Ye Yan came to the place where Qin Xuan was hospitalized before and found Jiajia. Jiajia, who was still busy writing records, was very surprised by Ye Yan's appearance.
After Jiajia finished the work at hand, she and Ye Yan came to the place where they were together before.
"How is Qin Xuan? Since I found you a rental house that time, you haven't contacted me very much. I'm sorry, I'm too busy to contact you. Are you having any difficulties now? ”
Ye Yan looked at Jiajia with an apologetic expression: "Jiajia, you are a nurse, you know some procedures in the hospital." ”
Shayan thought for a while, and then said, "I think, I want to donate my cornea to Qin Xuan." ”
After listening to Ye Yan's words, Jiajia looked at her in disbelief: "Why? Even if Qin Xuan can't see with his eyes, he won't agree to you donating your own cornea to him, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future? ”
Ye Yan didn't speak quietly.
After being silent for a moment, Ye Yan spoke again: "This is what I owe Qin Xuan, I owe him too much, and I can't pay it back~ Qin Xuan's biological father is back, his name is Qin An." Qin An's financial situation is good, he can take good care of Qin Xuan, even if Qin Xuan can't remember the past now, but I believe that in the near future, Qin Xuan will forgive his father. And I, leaving him is the best choice. I, I will only bring him endless harm. ”
After speaking, Ye Yan lowered his head to hide the gloomy look on his face at the moment.
Ye Yan gradually understood, she did it, she fell in love with Qin Xuan.
However, when love falls, it is the day of separation.
Looking at Ye Yan like this, Jiajia knew that only they knew how to solve the matter between Qin Xuan and Ye Yan, and only they could solve it.
Jiajia is an outsider, but she also sees it most clearly.
Just like that, Jiajia knew that whatever she said might not be useful.
Ye Yan at this time is so similar to her at the beginning.
Jiajia quietly accompanied Ye Yan.
Sometimes, silent companionship is a great comfort and happiness for helpless people.
"Jiajia, do you know where Xia Fan is? It's the patient you took care of before. ”
Ye Yan's words spit out lightly, but there were ripples in Jiajia's heart, that person.
Hiding the unnaturalness in her heart, Jiajia spoke: "He, isn't he still a student?" It's time to go back to the school you went to. His contact information is available in the hospital. What, do you have something to do with him? ”
"Well, since I've made such a decision, then I should tell him the truth about my cousin Youling. I hope he can accept it now. ”
After Ye Yan finished speaking, he looked at Jiajia for help: "Jiajia, please find me his contact information, I want to ask him out to talk." ”
Under Ye Yan's gaze, Jiajia had no choice but to agree to her.
Accompanied Ye Yan to continue to sit for a while.
When it was noon, Jiajia found Xia Fan's contact information and told Ye Yan.
After Jiajia and Ye Yan finished eating together, Jiajia had to go back to work.
After the two separated, Ye Yan walked outside alone.
Now and in the past, Ye Yan found that her feelings for Xia Fan were as faint as a stranger.
The heart-pounding love and joy at the beginning can no longer stir up the ripples of the heart lake.
Picking up the mobile phone, Ye Yan dialed Xia Fan's mobile phone number.
Quietly waiting for the phone to connect, I knew that a magnetic voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Hey, hello. I'm Xia Fan, may I ask who you are? ”
Hearing Xia Fan's voice, Ye Yan was a little at a loss.
Secretly relieved, Ye Yan hesitated and said, "Hello, Xia Fan." I'm Ye Yan. I don't know how you've been doing. I think it's time to tell you about my cousin Youling. Where are you? Can I go to you? ”
There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone: "Yes." Let's make an appointment to meet. ”
"Okay, we'll see you on the school playground in a moment. Goodbye~"
After a short call, Ye Yan hung up the phone.
From this short period of a few minutes, Ye Yan felt Xia Fan's changes.
In just a few months, he seems to have changed a lot, which makes Ye Yan very happy.
Ye Yan wanted to leave, so he didn't have anything to worry about.
Ye Yan rushed to the university where she and Qin Xuan had studied together, waiting for Xia Fan's arrival.
After a while, Xia Fan also came to the school's playground.
Ye Yan looked at the current Xia Fan and looked a little surprised.
Today's Xia Fan, the whole person gives her the feeling of being full of vitality.
Xia Fan is no longer as decadent as before.
Now he is exactly what Ye Yan looked like when he took a photo with his cousin Youling for the first time.
This made Ye Yan, who was still a little uneasy in his heart, relax a little.
"You can tell me where the spirit is. Can you take me to meet her? I wanted to see her again, at least let me know why she left me in the first place. Now I've let go. I just want to know the answer. ”
After listening to Xia Fan's words, Ye Yan nodded: "I'll take you to see your cousin." ”
In this way, Ye Yan took Xia Fan in a taxi and went to their destination.
Along the way, Ye Yan and Qin Xuan remained silent with each other.
Until Ye Yan took Xia Fan to his cousin Youling's tombstone.
Knowing that his former lover was no longer in the world at this moment, Xia Fan stood there in disbelief.
Although his heart still hurts, the result was unexpected.
Xia Fan stared blankly at Youling's last photo, and asked Ye Yan sadly: "Why did it become like this?" Isn't Youling always fine? Why do you just go? I didn't believe she would cheat on me, but now I wish she did, at least...... At least she's alive. ”
Ye Yan spoke slowly: "In fact, cousin Youling has always had congenital heart disease, and when she was with you, her heart was already failing day by day. My cousin loves you very much. She'd rather you hate her than know the news of her death. ”
Xia Fan lowered his head, and a crystal teardrop slipped quietly.
Xia Fan said sadly: "Ling'er, I'm sorry, I just came to see you now." I knew you wouldn't lie to me. ”
As he spoke, Xia Fan opened the black box he had been holding in his hand.
It was nothing else, it was the same set of cups from before.
Xia Fan squatted down, placed the box next to Youling's tablet, and then stood there quietly again.
Ye Yan stood quietly aside, looking at this qiē.
Ye Yan's mental calculation was completely put down.
Now Xia Fan has really changed, Ye Yan thought in his heart.
Such a Xia Fan is undoubtedly what the deceased cousin Youling wants to see the most.
I didn't know how long I stood with Xia Fan, until Xia Fan opened his mouth to leave.
On the way back, Xia Fan and Ye Yan walked together and chatted together for the first time.
"How are you doing? How's that guy doing?"
Xia Fan walked and asked Ye Yan.
"It's okay. That person, are you talking about Qin Xuan?"
Ye Yan replied.
At the mention of Qin Xuan, Ye Yan's eyes unconsciously dimmed.
After a short moment, Ye Yan continued: "Because of me, he is blind and amnesiac, and I am sorry for him." ”
Looking at Ye Yan like this, Xia Fan felt a little distressed, so he opened his mouth to comfort: "I can see that he loves you very much." I don't think he blames you. You don't need to blame yourself too much. There is a real difference between you now and who you used to be. I used to be and you are now, but I've come out. ”
After listening to Xia Fan's words, Ye Yan smiled weakly: "Do you know? I used to like you very much. Because I like you, I ignored Qin Xuan, who had been by my side all the time. I've been hurting him all the time. ”
Xia Fan looked at Ye Yan with a puzzled expression: "Why do you like me?" ”
Ye Yan replied again: "Because of your agreement with your cousin." At that time, I wished I had someone like that by my side. Listening to my cousin mention you and looking at her happy appearance, I found that I also began to like you. I always thought it was love. But in the end, I realized that what I liked was that agreement. The promise of the quilt cover and the cup. It's just a mistaken love. It's a pity I understood it too late. ”
Listening to Ye Yan's words quietly, Xia Fan never opened his mouth to interrupt her.
Waiting until Ye Yan was sent back to the hospital, Xia Fan planned to leave.
Seeing the hospital, Xia Fan couldn't help but think of the previous nurse Jiajia.
Should he go see her?