Chapter 1: The Instinct of Memory

"Wei Kai. That's not what you want the doctor to tell me, is it? Li Jing looked into the eyes of the doctor opposite.

The person on the other side curled the corners of his mouth strangely: "Eh, it's been seen." It's a shame that I've suffered so much. He stroked the wound on his neck and said in a playful tone, and suddenly took off the human skin mask on his face, restoring his slightly unbeaten appearance.

"Where's the doctor?" Li Jing asked him calmly.

"Ah, he'll come back on his own. You know, it's not my style to do it myself. The doctor on the other side should not be Wei Kai, who was wearing a white coat, said.

Li Jing sneered, his fists clenched 'gurgling': "It's a good one who doesn't kill people with his own hands, what is the difference between you conniving at Mu Zi's suicide and murder?" ”

"Well, there's a big difference." Wei Kai's eyes widened, "He was going to die, I just advanced the date of his departure, what do you say will happen if you catch him?" It's not that he has to be sentenced to death, no matter what the purpose of his murder is, he has done something wrong after all and needs to be punished, I just changed the way he was punished. ”

Li Jing swung his fist over: "You know, what you do now is as disgusting as when he was careless of human life." ”

Wei Kai deftly avoided Li Jing's fist and climbed up to the office window: "I killed the guilty. ”

"You are also a guilty man." Li Jing didn't stop him, "You don't have the right to decide the life and death of others." ”

Wei Kai had already stepped on the window and wanted to jump down, but when he glanced out the window, he was suddenly stunned, smiled and jumped back into the house, still with a smile on his face that had not changed for thousands of years, looking at me and quietly moving to the door: "Learn smart." ”

"yes. Can't let you run away every time, can you? I locked the door behind my back," before we came, we had guessed that you might be pretending to be a doctor to set a trap to encourage Mu Zi to commit suicide, and we had Officer Liu deploy under the seat, if our guess is correct, we will catch you while this is happening, if we guess wrong. It is also possible to catch the instigator. But this time our speculation is still correct, you are really the only one in this world who wants to have such a distorted three views. ”

Wei Kai didn't show a gloomy expression, and sat back in his original position: "It's indeed a little smarter than when I saw it a few months ago, have you recovered your memory?" ”

Sprinkle salt on the wound. I was a little unhappy when I heard this, "It's none of your business, what we're going to talk about now is about you borrowing a knife to kill someone." You don't change the subject. ”

"But Mu Zi is a criminal, why can't I kill a criminal." may know that he can't escape, but Wei Kai is in a completely relaxed state.

Li Jing glanced at him contemptuously: "It's really an irresponsible childish remark." Remember, you are also killing people, and your so-called theory of killing criminals is based on perverted and distorted values in your heart, not true justice. Whatever you do will bring more darkness to this world. ”

"Really?" Wei Kai lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, "Although you are smart this time, don't you know that I will prepare a lot of plans every time I escape?" Wei Kai raised his head with a very glaring smile on his face, and his hand was in the pocket of his white coat.

A sense of uneasiness came to me for no reason, and I instinctively pounced on Li Jing: "Be careful. ”

I closed my eyes but didn't hear any sound, and I felt Wei Kai run out of front of me. I knew I had been deceived, but there seemed to be an inexplicable sense of relief that it was good that nothing had happened. Li Jing got up from the ground and ran out, without even looking at me, I sat on the ground gasping for air, I knew that my memory was slowly recovering.

In the end, Wei Kai still escaped, because he was wearing a doctor's white coat and carrying the hospital's name tag, and he looked in a hurry. It's like a doctor who was called away and rushed to the emergency room to save a patient. So no one stopped him at all. Someone stopped Li Jing, and after Li Jing broke free, Wei Kai had disappeared from Li Jing's sight. When he went back to look for the person who had stopped him just now, the man had also disappeared. It seems that it should be Wei Kai's accomplice.

When Li Jing returned to the doctor's office, I had already stood up from the ground, looked at Li Jing guiltily and said "I'm sorry". Li Jing didn't lose his temper at me, but gently hugged me and asked me if I remembered something, and my eyes were red.

I pushed him away and kept my head down. There was some apology in his tone and he said, "I'm sorry." ”

Li Jing was stunned for a moment, his expression was a little unwilling: "I don't blame you for Wei Kai's matter." ”

"I'm sorry for not this, let's break up." I was a little sad when I said this, but I knew that if I didn't say some things now, the more time passed, the less courage I had, "I'm sorry for Wei Kai's matter, I'll arrest him back soon and make up for it, but the rest, I'm really sorry." I'm not going back with you today, but a friend will come and pick me up. "I walked towards the door." Thank you for not debunking me. ”

"Don't make anything your fault." I turned my back to Li Jing, I couldn't see his expression, and I didn't want to see his expression, I was afraid that my soft-heartedness would stay, and since I remembered it, I couldn't pretend that I had amnesia anymore and escaped from what should have been borne by me.

The moment I pushed open the door to leave, I heard Li Jing say, "Do you really think you can walk?" ”

"If you wanted to arrest me, you would have arrested me long ago, wouldn't you?" I looked up and saw Zheng Min looking at me with a worried face not far away, I walked towards him, and I heard the sound of falling things from the office behind me. I ran briskly towards Zheng Min.

"Remembered?" Sitting in the car, Zheng Min asked me.

"Sort of, at least I remembered most of it, but you really had the heart to follow me to Q City. Otherwise, I'll have to wait until I go back to go through the things I remember at high speed. Maybe I'm on the train, and I'll hesitate to pretend I'm still having amnesia and then be a deserter for the rest of my life. "I stretched out in the back seat.

"It was Jin Hao who asked me to come, and he said that the last time you knew that we joined forces to deceive you to expose Qiu Daliang's crimes, it should have stimulated you to recall some things, after all, Li Hao's suicide was discovered by you and Ban Que, so if you mention this matter again, it may remind you of some things at that time." Zheng Min glanced at me in the rearview mirror.

"But I didn't think about anything at the time, and because of that incident, the treatment after the love affair had little effect." I turned my head to look at the scenery outside the window, and somehow I thought of the scene when I and Li Jing came to Q City for the first time to find Mr. Lu, and I met a lot of friends after that time, but when we meet again in the future, I can no longer think of it as a friend, after all, I am a bad person when I recover my memory.

"Missed them?" Zheng Min didn't speak for a long time. Asked me suddenly.

"The two-year relationship doesn't mean that there is no one, after all, they have always been the ones who have accompanied me through the years without memory." I looked out the window and smiled wryly.

"Then what are we, we are the ones who have accompanied you through all the bloody storms. Even if you have amnesia, we are still waiting for you. Zheng Min's tone sounded emotionless.

I know Jung Min is angry. After all, I asked them to wait for me for too long, I owe them too much, and I can't continue to be willful because of my private messages, so I hurriedly coaxed Zheng Min and said, "I know, so I'll let you pick me up as soon as I recover my memory." But I didn't expect you to be so good, and I was afraid that I would be overwhelmed after recovering my memories along the way, so I specially followed you all the way to Q City. And I want to go on with you all the time. "The last sentence is a decision I made with great determination after recovering my memory, I can't hesitate to let them wait for me stupidly, they are only me.

Zheng Min "snorted" and continued to drive, but his expression eased a lot from the rearview mirror. I breathed a sigh of relief, hesitating to speak my mind. "Do you want to see Banque?" Zheng Min guessed my thoughts, "But I'm afraid that Li Jing, please move there and wait for you first?" ”

"I haven't figured out how to deal with him yet. But I do want to see Banque, I forgot about him for so long, he must be angry. I leaned back in the back seat and closed my eyes.

"Banque never blamed you. So do we. Zheng Min sighed, "They can't find out the location of Banque, we have already made a transfer." After you lost your memory, we never met again, especially after knowing that you met Li Jing, there are still investigation masters like Fang Shihao by your side, and we will not meet lightly, for fear of being found out. Jin Hao was also called back from Germany in a hurry by me, so don't worry, except for me. No one knows where Banque is. ”

"Thank you for bothering." I smiled at Zheng Min's back.

Zheng Min shrugged his shoulders and didn't speak.

After Zheng Min drove for more than ten hours, we came to a small village on the side of the mountain in D County, took the key from an old woman, and got the key. Zheng Min opened a small courtyard that was uninhabited all year round and pulled me into the courtyard. The yard has been uninhabited and cleaned for many years, and the weeds have grown so tall that it has made people taller. "It snowed the year before last, and I thought it would freeze these weeds, but I didn't expect the vitality to be so tenacious, and it has grown so tall for two years."

"Wildfires can't be burned. The spring breeze blows and grows. "I suddenly remembered the ancient poems I learned when I was a child, and I read them out casually.

Zheng Min glanced back at me: "Although it's not here, it sounds quite appropriate." So saying, he walked over to the only hut in the courtyard, and then walked out with a wooden box in his hand.

I looked at the box and tears flowed from my eyes. Zheng Min saw that I was crying and didn't speak, and handed the box to me: "When Ban Que left, you happened to have amnesia after surgery, and we felt that the only person who could handle this matter was you, so we just temporarily put his ashes in the urn." But because he was afraid that there would be trouble in the future, he pretended to set up a tombstone for him and put an empty box in it. I really stayed with us all the time, and then I didn't feel particularly safe, so I found this place in the name of a business trip, and I saw that the yard was secretly saved, waiting for the day when you recovered your memory, and it was up to you to make your own decisions. ”

I stroked the pattern on the box and stood silently in the middle of the courtyard with tears in my eyes. I could feel that the townsfolk were feeling uncomfortable, but she didn't cry, she just watched me quietly, handing me tissues from time to time. After crying for a while, I sniffed and decided to take Banque's box with me, not to leave him alone and waiting for me. I dried up my tears and put the box in my backpack: "Zheng Min, let's go home." ”

Zheng Min nodded and locked the door again. I stood in the distance wearing sunglasses and watched Zheng Min return the key to the old grandmother, and said something to the old grandmother, so I thought I ran here. I just bowed to the old grandma in the distance, and said "thank you" in my heart, just writing that he has been helping me guard Banque's lonely soul, I checked the schoolbag behind me, thinking that this time Banque will finally not be lonely. The old grandmother smiled kindly at me and waved goodbye to me.

"Zheng Min, in fact, the poem I said when I entered the courtyard is really very appropriate." Sitting back in the car, I said to Zheng Min.

"The grass on the plain?" Zheng Min prepares to start the car.

"That poem was actually written by Bai Juyi after sending off his friend's poem, and everyone will only memorize his first two lines of poetry, thinking that he is praising his tenacious vitality of weeds, but his real intention is the last two sentences, just to express his feelings of farewell to his friends through the grass of the plains, 'Send Wang Sun again, Meng Meng is full of farewell' is the last sentence of this poem, this sentence is what he really wants to express. That's why I suddenly talked about that poem. ”

Zheng Min looked at me, sighed and asked, "Who do you want to read this poem to?" Ban Que or Li Jing? ”

I took out Banque's box from my backpack and held it in my arms, just as he once held me in his arms when he got off work under a starry sky. Only this time, I can no longer feel the warmth of Ban Que's body that I once knew and missed.

Seeing that I was holding the box in a daze and didn't speak, Zheng Min knew that I was thinking about Ban Que again, probably because he was afraid that I would cry, Zheng Min began to change the topic: "Why did you suddenly remember us." ”

"Because of Wei Kai." I cried a little tired and closed my eyes while holding the box.

"What good did that kid do?" Zheng Min helped me fasten my seat belt.

"He put his hand in his white coat, I thought." I can't go on with the rest of it

"This stinky boy knows how to get into trouble. Knowing that you can't irritate you with a bomb, or scare you without persuasion, what a bastard. Zheng Min angrily drove the car out of the village.

"But thanks to him, I can remember what happened." Stroking the carved dragon pattern on the box, "Where are we going next?" ”

"I know there's an inn around here, let's go there to rest first, and then go to Wei Kai tomorrow to apologize to you."

"Don't go to Wei Kai yet." I interrupted Zheng Min, "I promised Li Jing that Wei Kai would be handed over, and I can't break the agreement." ”

"What about Wei Kai?" Zheng Min asked.

"I don't want to sacrifice anyone, so I have time for me to deal with Banque's affairs, and I'll figure out what happens after that. (To be continued.) )

PS: Just like everything has a cause and effect, the encounter between Xiaozhi and Li Jing also has its inevitability and chance, in fact, the story has developed here, and I will explain to you one by one in the second half of the Fubi I bought earlier. When Xiaozhi decides not to escape anymore, facing his original self and not so good memories, what kind of choices will Xiaozhi make in the future, and what consequences will this choice bring? Li Jingjing and I are waiting for Ash to make a different decision, a correct decision.