19. Unminders?
Of course, Hatsuizumi himself was unaware of this.
There is a chasm between Hatsuizumi and other transformers that they don't know about, and the other transformers are just thinner than ordinary people's feelings, and this thinness is reflected in the end of the light, but under the guidance of Hatsusen, the last barrier is also broken.
Chu Quan's feelings come from observation and imitation, and she no longer has this memory: when she was a child, she often stood on the top floor of the real room at that time and looked down, watching the crowds come and go, people arguing, laughing, and crying...... She observes these reactions and learns from them about human feelings.
She touches what others are touching, even if she is not moved, she is afraid of what others are afraid of, even if she is not afraid
Except for the "doctor", no one has seen her when she was a child, and no one knows about it, and it took three years for her to just repeat the act of "watching".
And that's just because of the "doctor's" request.
Until now, she has followed the trajectory of her life that the Doctor has asked her to follow.
Their extraordinary care and patience for the end of the nine infants, and the guilt for the cangmuli, the source of the guilt comes from the obedience to the "doctor", the doctor asked her to take care of the "doctor" to create the transformation of the people, so she did so, and the current situation of the cangmu is her fault - at least she took this matter on her, the "doctor" asked her to rescue the devoured, and she conscientiously continued to do this work all year round, and she did not know the danger of collapse of her body, Jiu Ying felt that it was not unreasonable for Chu Quan to panic excessively about Cang Mucuna and the Devoured Ones she hadn't rescued before.
This is a clue in many things, it's hard to say what exactly Hatsuizumi has hobbies, does she like to read? But what she read over and over again were only the books left by the Doctor, or the paper books that others had to do to please her, because the Doctor told her to read more. Does she care about others? Except for her younger siblings, she was only superficially gentle to outsiders - and even that mildness was only for the sake of the Authority's face. Except this time, she had never done anything unrelated to the mission.
Except for the "doctor" who has disappeared, no one has thought about Chuquan's lack at this point, is it the best choice to make her the director of the management bureau, isn't Jiuying and Bai Mustard also suitable for this position?
It's also possible that the Doctor just wants to find something to do for Hatsuizumi, lest she shut down completely and end up with a rusty machine.
It's hard to say whether the current Hatsuizumi has heartfelt feelings, maybe her sincerity is just mixed in her usual imitation of feelings, and finally becomes a mystery that I don't know if it's true or false.
No, in addition to obedience to the Doctor, there was something that Hatsuizumi was born with - imitation, and in her subconscious, she knew that she was different from everyone else. So before the Doctor told her what feelings were, she learned to imitate human feelings more quickly.
This time her compassion erupted so violently, perhaps because Hatsuizumi had finally learned to be part of humanity.
Maybe it's because she's afraid of being left behind.
Yes...... The topic is too far away, let's go back to what happened on Mars.
It's the peak period for enrollment in the Mecha Academy, and there is a boat to the Mecha Academy every three days, and after Chuquan and Cangmu finished dealing with this qiē, they took the next day's ship and arrived at the Mecha Academy very smoothly. The passenger ship allowed them to blend in with the crowd without hiding in the hold, which made them feel much more comfortable after enduring the strange smell of the smuggling ship, and in addition to the talented students who were free of tuition, the children of wealthy families who went to the mecha academy were considered to be the children of wealthy families, so the facilities of this ship were quite good.
Think of the first springs and the mucunens, waking up in a cramped nourishment warehouse, followed by the dilapidated planet that the slaughter ship was developed to facilitate the black market, or the smuggling ship that can be ranked in the first spring in the harsh environment encountered.
In Cheng Yuan Cheng Yi's mission, Chuquan also walked a little hard at the beginning, not to mention that the environment was not bad, and then he was directly treated as an emperor, although there was no electricity and no network, but with various black technology bonuses designed by Cheng Yuan, life was still quite arrogant and lascivious.
…… After leaving that world, Sueguang also deliberately went to find something he had eaten in the virtual world that he thought was delicious, and recently he has been changing the menu of the cafeteria every day.
As for Hatsuizumi, she hadn't eaten anything other than nutrient solution for a long time, and although she really didn't have much of a taste for appetite, she ...... The bird fades out of the mouth, and there is still something else to eat every day.
For example, in the book of Exodus, when it is written that the Jews had no food to pray to God after they left Egypt, God gave them manna "like coriander seeds, white in color, and tasted like honey-coated pancakes......
(Then God gave them quail meat for fifteen days in a row, and the Jews cried and cried out for manna...... )
You can get tired of eating staple foods, not to mention that the nutrient solution in the world has one taste...... A strange taste of sweet, salty and bitter mixed together, mixing all kinds of substances needed by the human body, although it is very light, but it will really vomit if you drink it all the time, purely physiological.
On this passenger ship, Hatsuizumi was finally able to eat food that tasted normal, and now she finally understood Sueguang's love of food.
You know, Sueguang stayed in the nutrition warehouse until he was ten years old...... No wonder he looked so shocked when he ate in the cafeteria afterward, as if he had discovered some heavenly kingdom.
After that, let him stay in the nutrition warehouse, his expression was like seeing a ghost, although his skin was already very white, but as long as she mentioned the "nutrition warehouse", for a long time, it would become the kind of white that could directly act in ghost movies.
Before rescuing the devoured, she had to enter the nutrition warehouse, and Hatsuizumi didn't know how much it took her to persuade him to enter, oh, and it cost her wallet.
After the end of the first Suguang mission, Hatsuzumi invited him to eat the same things for a whole month, and the car fare alone made Bai Mustard's face cold, and he nailed the bill to her bed with a flying knife one by one.
Looking at the rings of Saturn visible to the naked eye, Hatsuzumi was a little regretful, and the days of eating, sleeping, sleeping and eating were over in a few days.
"Let's go, get off the boat soon," Hatsuizumi coaxed to Cangmu, who was reluctant to wake up under the covers, "Don't forget the mission." ”
…… In fact, she didn't want to go down herself.
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I'm really not a Christian or a Catholic...... Just read the Bible story...... Actually, the Bible is also very good...... At least it's better than the sutras.