077 Heaven and Hell

The excitement on Zhuang Shaojun's face disappeared, the smile lines at the corners of his lips froze on his face, his eyes instantly dimmed, and he said, "I know." ”

Lei Rang took his loss into his eyes and said warmly: "Do you really want to dance?" ”

Zhuang Shaojun shook his head: "I just hope that I can do a lot of things with you that I haven't done before." ”

Lei Jean was silent for a moment, "I can accompany you to the party." ”

"Really?" Zhuang Shaojun was overjoyed.

Lei Rang bowed slightly, "But I can't dance with you at the party," Seeing that Zhuang Shaojun was a little puzzled, he said, "I can't let you look up in front of your classmates." ”

"Lei Rang ......" Zhuang Shaojun didn't expect Lei Rang to be like this, and he was uneasy for a while.

Lei Jean shook his hand: "How many school club activities have you participated in?" ”

"Three." Zhuang Shaojun replied honestly, "I didn't participate in it, but you want me to participate in more extra-club activities, so I only participated in this semester." ”

"Lei Rang, you're not going to be angry, are you?"

Zhuang Shaojun looked at Lei Rang nervously, Lei Rang smiled slightly, raised his hand and touched his head: "No, you should participate in more club activities at your age, that's fine." ”

Zhuang Shaojun leaned his head on Lei Rang's shoulder and enjoyed the quiet time between the two, last night's Christmas Eve Lei Rang pulled Fang Minhao away, no one could understand how bad his mood was at that time, he thought that Lei Rang would give up on him, he thought he would lose Lei Rang, but today Lei Rang appeared in front of him again, he didn't want to ask Lei Rang why he left last night, and he didn't dare to ask him why he left last night, in his opinion, as long as he came back, it was enough.

Lei Rang looked at the shallow smile on the corner of Zhuang Shaojun's mouth, and Fang Minhao's words last night came to mind, whether it was Fang Minhao six years ago or Zhuang Shaojun now, he was just a child who needed love, but where was his love? Since he met Fang Minhao, he has been barren and pitiful, his heart has been given to him, how can there be love for Zhuang Shaojun now?

At a Japanese restaurant on Nanjing Middle Road, elegant and low local Japanese music is slowly playing, and waiters dressed in traditional Japanese kimonos are making introductions while making dishes.

Fang Minhao has never been very interested in Japanese food, and Nan Shu doesn't like to eat it, so he rarely comes to eat in this kind of place, so although the dishes are good in color and flavor, he is not interested.

On the other hand, Park Seung-joon, who was sitting across from him, only started after listening to the waiter's introduction: "How about using this Japanese food in the food section next month?" ”

Fang Minhao hooked his lips, "The editor-in-chief decides." ”

"You don't like Japanese food?" Park Seung-joon asked again.

"I don't like it." Fang Minhao replied very simply.

Park Seungjun smiled slightly, "Your answer is simple, but their Japanese cuisine is different from ordinary traditional cuisine, and it is very distinctive." You shouldn't be biased. ”

"Editor-in-chief, who am I biased?" Fang Minhao was unhappy, "I just don't like to eat Japanese food, and it has nothing to do with prejudice or non-prejudice." ”

Park Seungjun raised his eyebrows: "I should have understood yesterday's phone call very clearly, I don't like you to call me editor-in-chief." ”

"Minhao, in the company, we are superiors and subordinates, but after work, we are friends of the same generation, you can call me Chengjun, or brother."

Fang Minhao silently took a sip of soju, the spicy feeling spread from his throat to his lungs, he couldn't help the hot burning sensation and licked his lips, Park Seungjun looked at him with burning eyes: "Minhao ......"

"Editor-in-chief!" Fang Minhao interrupted him and looked up at him: "I'm sorry for yesterday's incident, I was drunk last night and had a bit of a gaffe, I apologize to you here!" After pouring himself a cup of soju and drinking it all, Park Seungjun looked at his cheeks that gradually burned red after drinking soju, stagnated slightly, and said lightly, "Fang Minhao, what do you mean by this?" ”

Fang Minhao bit his lip and looked him in the eye: "I'm sorry, editor-in-chief, I didn't expect things to be ...... I was too impulsive last night. ”

"Impulsive?" Park Seung-joon hooked his lips and showed a cold smile, "Do you mean that I will perform a show to get a gift for you or that kiss that didn't work out?" ”

"Editor-in-Chief ......"

"Fang Minhao!" Park Seungjun's face changed, and his tone became cold, "Are you kidding me?" ”

"I didn't!" Fang Minhao opened his mouth to defend himself, but Park Seungjun looked at him gloomily, "Fang Minhao, you personally promised my confession yesterday, so don't think about it today!" ”

"I don't know what that man's relationship is with you, but I, Park Seungjun, am not a fool, I want to kick me away after you use it, do you think it's possible?"

Fang Minhao's eyes widened and looked at him in disbelief, Park Chengjun got up and walked up to him, half-squatting down and locking him with a heavy gaze: "Fang Minhao, you promised me yesterday, you promised my confession, and you also promised to help me end my loneliness, why?" Why did you change after leaving that man? ”

Park Seungjun grabbed Fang Minhao's shoulder with one hand, because his angry fingers kept contracting, Fang Minhao felt that his shoulder blades were about to be broken by him, frowning and struggling: "Editor-in-chief, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you, and I definitely didn't mean to play you, just ......"

"It's just that you want to leave me after you see that man......" Park Seung-joon continued, "right?" ”

Fang Minhao felt that Park Seungjun in front of him seemed to be a different person, he always knew that this editor-in-chief was not easy to mess with, and his belly was black and strict, but now he looks like he wants to eat people, what is going on? They hadn't been together at all, so where did this phrase come from?

Fang Minhao shook his head, "Editor-in-chief, I know it's my fault, I shouldn't lie to you, and I shouldn't make those actions that make you misunderstand on impulse, but I ......"

"Enough!" Park Seung-joon interrupted him sharply.

Fang Minhao was startled, looked at him blankly, and the next moment his waist was suddenly buckled, Park Chengjun's face gradually enlarged in front of him, he sealed his lips, Fang Minhao looked at the handsome face in front of him with flying sword eyebrows and forgot to breathe for a while, Park Chengjun almost used all his strength to firmly hold him in his arms, Fang Minhao wanted to hide but couldn't use any strength at all, there was a wet breath between his lips and teeth, Fang Minhao's brain was blank, the thin oxygen made him a little suffocated, Fang Minhao tried to come back to his senses, opened his mouth and bit Park Seung-joon's upper lip, Park Seung-joon frowned and let go of him, Fang Minhao collapsed to the ground, panting heavily.

Park Seung-joon stroked his lips and lowered his eyes to look at Fang Minhao: "Fang Minhao, I really like you so much, why do you want to do this to me?" ”

Fang Minhao calmed his breath and was silent for a long time.

Park Seungjun's brown eyes were full of pain and sorrow, and he whispered: "Minhao, Fang Minhao......"

Fang Minhao hung his head and didn't look at him, the corners of Park Seungjun's lips hooked up a thin smile, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"

Fang Minhao didn't expect him to apologize, raised his eyes and looked at him in a daze, Park Seungjun pursed his lips and continued, "I feel angry when I see your innocent and dazed look, irrepressible anger, I have never felt this way, I feel like a big fool, you don't know how happy I was yesterday, hearing that you want a gift for me, seeing that you are coming to kiss me, getting your hug, I am extremely happy every moment with you, but today you sued me that qiē was fake, It was as if I had floated to the soft clouds and plunged into a deep hell. ”

"Fang Minhao, do you know what it feels like to be in heaven and hell? I know that after you promised me the confession, I felt that my whole heart was soaked in marshmallows, sweet and full, but just now I was thrown into hell by your own hands, and I felt very painful, here, very painful......"

Park Seungjun pointed to his heart and said slowly.

Fang Minhao's lips moved but he didn't know what to do, and Park Seungjun spoke again, "Is it because of him who rejected me?" ”

Fang Minhao looked at him a little blankly, and Park Seungjun again, "The man who took you yesterday." ”

Fang Minhao's body stiffened, and then shook his head, Park Seungjun smiled, but Fang Minhao felt that his smile was very sad, and he said: "Minhao, do you like me any of them?" ”

Fang Minhao didn't answer, and Park Seung-joon seemed to know that he didn't want to answer, so he asked, "So, do you hate me very much?" ”

Fang Minhao shook his head, Park Seungjun smiled, and a smile flowed from his eyes, "Then stay with me." ”

"I'll try to make Minhao fall in love with me."

"Editor-in-chief......" Fang Minhao muttered, Park Seungjun looked into his eyes and said word by word: "Your Nanshu already has her own lover, Minhao, give me a chance to try to have a relationship with me, okay?" ”

Facing Park Seungjun, Fang Minhao felt at a loss for the first time, his eyes were as clear as a pool of tourmalines, his sincerity and expectation, and his expression was so gentle, Fang Minhao began to waver for the first time, he didn't know what he had been sticking to for so many years? Over the years, he has been with Nan Shu, acting as each other's shields, blocking those who have bad intentions or are sincere, but in the end, Nan Shu also has Ji Xinyi by his side, but he is alone, if Nan Shu marries Ji Xinyi in the future, then how will he spend decades alone? And the person who was sleeping in the depths of his heart also had another person by his side, Fang Minhao, Fang Minhao, why can't you start again? Why can't you love and be loved?

"Minhao, give me a chance to get to know you, and give myself a chance."

Park Seungjun's voice sounded overhead, and Fang Minhao lowered his eyes: "Okay." ”

His voice was as thin as a mosquito, Park Seungjun thought it was his auditory hallucination for a moment, and he forcibly suppressed the joy in his heart and looked at him nervously: "You do it again!" ”

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