188 Never forget

The door of the women's room suddenly opened, and Bai Shaoxun turned around when he heard the sound, only to see that Nan Shu and Fang Ping had already walked out of it.

Maybe it's because the temperature inside is too high, and there are crystal clear beads of sweat on both of their faces, Nan Shu's face is red from the heat, and her dark eyes are becoming more and more dazzling. Fang Ping's face was also slightly red, her sideburns were sticking to her face indiscriminately, and she was panting for breath.

"It's hot inside?" Bai Shaoxun took out a few tissues from the table and handed them to them and asked.

Nan Shu took the tissue and wiped her forehead and glanced at Fang Ping: "She has to watch people do fire therapy inside, the temperature in this room is high, so it's strange if she doesn't sweat." ”

"It's fun!" Fang Ping pouted.

Nan Shu looked at Bai Shaoxun helplessly.

"I heard that there is a chess room and a gym upstairs, and there are some billiards, let's go up and have a look!" Fang Ping wiped the beads of sweat on her face indiscriminately.

Nan Shu was about to turn his head, Bai Shaoxun had already opened his mouth and said: "Qingqing must have been waiting in the hall in a hurry, let's go down first." ”

"But I want to go and see ......," Fang Ping pleaded with a bitter face, "I haven't seen it yet." ”

"It's better to call Shangqingqing later, and let's go and see it together." Nanshu.

"Ah......" Fang Ping looked up to the sky and sighed: "Don't you?" ”

Nan Shu smiled and pinched her cheek: "What are you doing?" Qingqing can't find us, it's time to worry, it's the same with her later, don't you still have to do a spa? ”

"Okay......" Fang Ping muttered reluctantly.

Bai Shaoxun let out a long sigh of relief.

The three of them went downstairs only to find that Bai Qingqing was still asleep, and she slept very soundly, Nan Shu went to call her, she just answered vaguely, turned over and went to sleep again, Fang Ping frowned and glared at her, seeing that she was sleeping soundly and was about to tease her, Nan Shu stopped her hand stretched out to Bai Qingqing, and whispered: "She sleeps so soundly, let's let her sleep more." ”

Fang Ping withdrew her hand angrily, "Obviously, she brought us here, but now we can sleep comfortably by leaving us all aside." ”

"Did she sleep late last night?" Nan Shu looked at Bai Shaoxun.

Bai Shaoxun shook his head: "She didn't go home yesterday, she lived at school." Fang Ping doesn't know? ”

"Huh?" Fang Ping was stunned for a moment, looked at Nan Shu and Bai Shaoxun's gazes, and muttered, "Don't look at me, I slept very early yesterday...... I don't know ......."

Nan Shu sighed: "What should I do?" Shall we lie down for a while, too? ”

"But I don't want to sleep, I'm so excited now, Nanshu, let's go upstairs, okay?" Fang Ping took Nan Shu's hand.

Nan Shu looked at Bai Shaoxun, Bai Shaoxun naturally didn't want them to go up, so he said: "Why don't you rest for a while, wait for a while to wake up and let her take you up, you know that it is not good for a man to go in the women's guest area here." ”

Fang Ping pursed her lips: "Qingqing is so asleep that I don't know when I will wake up!" ”

Bai Shaoxun looked at Fang Ping and wanted to say something, but listened to Nan Shu: "Then let's lie down too, I've been on the train for too long today, I feel so tired, wait for us to rest for a while, if Qingqing is not awake, then we will go up by ourselves, okay?" ”

Fang Ping pouted, looking reluctant.

Nanshu had already straightened her clothes and lay on the mat, they were in a low-temperature steam room, the temperature was very suitable, and the slow and melodious music could easily make people drowsy.

Bai Shaoxun also lay on the mat beside Nan Shu, Fang Ping pouted and lay down, her eyes staring at the ceiling in a daze, Nan Shu turned her head to look at her and couldn't help laughing: "Can you sleep with your eyes so big?" ”

saw Fang Ping sit up suddenly, shook his hair, "You guys sleep!" I'll go up and see for myself! ”

"Hey!" Hearing this, Nan Shu immediately sat up, "Fang Ping! ”

Fang Ping left directly without looking back, Bai Shaoxun sighed: "Fang Ping likes to play, you just let her go." ”

Nan Shu nodded silently, Bai Shaoxun looked at Nan Shu and only felt that the heart that was hanging tightly was finally let go, as long as Nan Shu didn't go, if he didn't mistake that person just now was really Yi Yan, then if he was holding another woman in his arms and was seen by Nan Shu, he didn't know how sad she would be.

Nan Shu lay down again, and Bai Shaoxun also lay down according to the situation, quietly looking at her side face.

Her hair is very black, soft spread on the mat by the light faintly flowing faintly, like fine silk, her skin is very white, because the high temperature jade skin reveals a little pink red, as if the best mutton fat white jade, lips are even more delicate like spring flowers, Nan Shu seems to be asleep, long and thick eyelashes like a feather fan covering the pair of dark and moving eyes, Bai Shaoxun looked at her quiet and elegant side face, a trace of ripples suddenly appeared in his heart, his gaze followed her eyes, The nose slowly slid down on her lips, the ruddy and translucent luster made him can't help but throb in his heart, he really wanted to feel the soft and sweet taste, he was never a prodigal son, but now looking at her lying beside him, some pictures began to appear in his mind randomly, she looked at him with those dark eyes like ink, she kissed him with her delicate lips, she hugged him with her soft and slender body, These messy and blurry pictures are intertwined into a net that traps him firmly in the middle, he knows that she doesn't like him, he knows that in her heart he is just a brother, but now he is beginning to have extravagant hopes, he actually wants to be able to have her, Bai Shaoxun gently stretched out a hand to touch her smooth cheeks, Nan Shu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and muttered something, Bai Shaoxun was startled, quickly withdrew his arm and sat up suddenly, he looked at Nan Shu in a daze, and his nervous heart seemed to be soaked in rich bitter water, Even his breathing became bitter, and the fingers hanging by his side slowly closed into a fist.

Bai Shaoxun lowered his eyes and looked at Nan Shu, there was a strong pain and patience in his deep eyes, and his nails were almost embedded in the palm of his hand, but he was at a loss, just looked at Nan Shu silently.

After a long time, Bai Shaoxun turned his eyes to look at his clenched fists, slowly spread out his palms, and got up to leave.

Bai Shaoxun went to the hall on the first floor, took a cup of coffee, chose a position by the window, and quietly looked out the window at the dark and rich night.

The wall clock on the wall shows that it is already twelve and a half times in the evening, and the street is quiet during the day, and most of the bustling shops are closed, leaving only some nightclubs and restaurants still open, and there are many fewer vehicles on the road.

The colorful lights on Chengming Square in front of him are still lit, and the tall buildings can be seen even if they are far away, and the head is the dim night sky, only a shallow crescent moon, and the light is not even as bright as the neon lights.

Bai Shaoxun stirred the black coffee silently, he just took a sip and felt very bitter, the bitterness seemed to burn out of the blood from the throat, he felt that the whole person was bitter, so he added a lot of sugar and milkshakes, spoonful after spoonful, spoonful after spoonful, I don't know how much I added, but I still felt bitter and unbearable when I drank it, and then there was another strawberry cheesecake, which was obviously sweet and greasy, but I still felt bitter in my mouth.

Bai Shaoxun thought that it was probably because he felt uncomfortable that he felt that everything in his mouth was bitter.

He had never felt so real, he felt that his heart was beating for Nanshu, he felt that his whole body was boiling for her, but she didn't know at all, or she knew it but because she couldn't respond to him, she could only pretend not to know.

It's not that he hasn't lived in the years of youth and frivolity, and it's not that he hasn't met a girl who makes his heart pound, but after all, it's just the throbbing of adolescence, and the feeling is like a sweet and sour Sprite jumping on the taste buds and spinning on the tip of his heart, but that passionate feeling is just fleeting, and it doesn't leave a trace on him.

But Nanshu, in his opinion, is completely different.

She gave him the feeling of being like a glass of clear and mellow red wine, obviously spicy and slightly bitter in the mouth, but the bitter and sweet feeling of bitterness and bitterness has been extended to the depths of his heart, and he can't let go of it for a long time. The more you can't get it, the more you can't forget it. By now, his meager thoughts had gradually amplified into a throbbing, a black hole in his heart, indispensable but irrefillable.

Obviously, in the past year, he has suppressed it very well, because he knows that it is impossible for him to be with her, so he has been trying his best to control his heart and try to keep himself away from her. But now, with a chance, he is reluctant to leave. He knew that he shouldn't have accompanied them here tonight, that he shouldn't have invited her to dinner, that he shouldn't have seen her again, that he should have broken all his minds, but he just couldn't.

At what point did his affection for her begin to become a tangible possession?

Wanting to have her, seeing her smile at him, seeing her lying next to him, seeing her calling him Brother Shaoxun, seeing everything she showed in front of him, seeing her all she wanted to have. He longs for that feeling that is real and palpitating.

Bai Shaoxun's silent face showed a smile of self-deprecation and disdain, just seeing Nan Shu lying beside him, he actually began to be obscene in his mind, since when did he become so despicable and dirty? actually began to have that kind of dirty mind for a pure and kind girl, Bai Shaoxun, Bai Shaoxun, you are simply ......

Bai Shaoxun took a deep breath, picked up the cup of coffee in one hand and drank it all with a frown, only this real bitterness could make him sober!

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