Chapter 114: In My Arms, Remembering Him, Appropriate?

"It's not your turn yet."

Occasionally, Jiang Nanchen would indeed fight with her.

"If it's my turn, I'm not going to do it!"

"The point is: is it your turn or not?"

Huan Sheng's eyes widened, her lips pursed, and she stood stiffly in place, she held her breath, and finally snorted directly to show her disdain!

Jiang Nanchen, with a black face, walked out of the study and slammed the door.

Huan Sheng is simply ...... Speechless to the extreme.

She was in a very unhappy mood, looking at this study, she had an urge to mess it up.

Steps, involuntarily paced in front of the dazzling bookcase, she took out a copy casually, her eyes, faintly drooping, Jiang Nanchen actually looked at the poems written by Gu Cheng?

Speculating that the baby should be here, he should be going to pick up the baby...... Huan Sheng waited patiently, holding the "Gu Cheng Selected Collection" in his hand, and turned the page where the bookmark was:

You're next to the metro

You're next to the window

You are next to countless people and things

You're always around

In my heart

You don't want that

The black font, one engraving after another, and the back-to-basics of the paper book brought her a kind of spiritual impact.

She slowly flipped to the next page:

In the morning light

You live so unrealistically

Like a letter

I'm not approaching

Just walk away

She flipped to the next one, and involuntarily recited: "Dead grass, wrapped in drowned kittens, praise always has a corresponding curse, but unfortunately, it can no longer be expressed." ”

At this time, the door was quietly pushed open from the outside, Huan Sheng closed the book, raised his head, and looked at him who came against the light, just because the sunlight through the window made this already lofty man even more ...... Glittering. It's like a celestial.

Her gaze moved down slightly, and the book fell from her palm. Cast onto the ground, the woman's shadow moved rapidly.

Jiang Nanchen watched in silence as the woman ran towards him.

There were tears in the corners of Huansheng's eyes. She looked at him and stretched out her hands tremblingly: "Let me ...... Hug? ”

Voice, apprehension.

But she obviously has the most power to hold this child, why is she so nervous?

Jiang Nanchen gently put the child in her arms and looked at her deeply. He suddenly hugged her and the child tightly......

Time seems to have stopped suddenly.

After a moment of stunnedness, Huan Sheng leaned on his chest, and for a long time, he finally sobbed lowly.

Searching and seeking, it turns out that the shoulder that supports me is by my side. However, this shoulder can only support me for a while, it does not belong to me, Huan Sheng wiped his tears and slowly came out of his arms......

Child. Sleep soundly.

And he refused to let go.

"Jiang Nanchen!" She cried out hoarsely. If she hugged again, she would be afraid, afraid that she would not be able to hold on.

Hugging is a kind of seductive poison......

Jiang Nanchen didn't seem to hear her reminder, and asked coldly: "In the end, do you want to return to my side?" ”

She remembered that he had given her a chance to return to him, and he said it was the last time. So how is he ...... now?

"Jiang Nanchen, why did you give me so many opportunities?" Huan Sheng smiled bitterly.

Jiang Nanchen hooked her chin, and naturally thought of that day, he said, "I don't know either." "He's ...... I really don't know. I don't know why I have so many opportunities for her, why I have no bottom line, but I am stingy with others even once, and my principles are countless.

Jiang Nanchen looked at her pale face quietly. Touching it with his hand, "Sometimes, I look down on myself. ”

Huan Sheng lowered his eyes.

"Huan Sheng, how long are you going to make me wait?" A sigh made her close her eyes in pain.

She hugged the child tightly, and her mind was no longer on the child......

Half an hour later.

In the study, there was silence.

Huan Sheng hugged the child, wishing she could open her eyes and look at herself. However, it was unfortunate that the child fell asleep, and she could not bear to disturb it.

"The child looks a lot like me!"

She said proudly, with smiling eyes, shining brightly, staring at the daughter in her arms: daughter, she was raised very well, her face was chubby, she felt smooth and tender, her nose was coincidental, and her body exuded a faint milky fragrance, so that she couldn't help but lower her head and kiss her.

It's a pity that I didn't see her eyes.

But......

Suddenly, Huan Sheng seemed to have discovered a new continent, and trotted to Jiang Nanchen's side with her daughter in her arms, she motioned him to take a look: "My daughter's eyelashes, long against the sky, grow up, she must be a big beauty!!! And also...... Her hands are really small, but her hair is soft and comfortable to rub......"

Jiang Nanchen's deep dark eyes, looking at the text in his hand, kept chattering about the people around him, it was really ...... Speechless.

"Don't touch your child's head, I've heard that you'll grow stupid."

He flipped through the text and spit out a reminder lightly.

Huan Sheng was stunned for a moment: "Who said that?" ”

"My mom."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Not really! Huan Sheng pouted, unconsciously showing her coquettishness. And what she didn't realize was even more unaware: Jiang Nanchen's gaze.

"My daughter will be smart when she grows up, no, she will be a genius child before she grows up!! Don't look at who her mom is!!! ”

"Oh?" Jiang Nanchen closed the above jiΓ n, "Her mother, who is it?!" ”

Huan Sheng ...... suddenly looked at Jiang Nanchen with an idiotic gaze, and then spit out a word loudly: "I!" ”

"It's a pity, my mother calculated, this child is a stepmother's life." Jiang Nanchen threw down the jiΓ n with an expressionless face.

Huan Sheng frowned, and couldn't help but hug the sleeping child in her arms, she said, "No, she won't be here forever." ”

"Even if I am taken away by you one day, I am still her father, and in the future, I will marry another woman, that woman, naturally, is her stepmother, do you think, what is wrong with my logic?"

Jiang Nanchen looked at Huan Sheng with a smile, as if it was a bad revenge.

Huan Sheng, biting his lip tightly, looked at his eyes, fragile golden beans, and was scared to cry by his words......

What no one knows: heartache is fermenting.

"Unacceptable?" Jiang Nanchen looked away from her face lightly. Turning around and walking towards the wine cabinet, the next moment, he held the wine bottle and slammed it.

He heard her say, "You have children." Can't you just not get married? For the sake of this child, I have decided not to marry for the rest of my life! ”

This logic ......

Some, ridiculous.

Jiang Nanchen poured a glass of wine as usual, that woman was still so naΓ―ve.

"And what if I meet true love that can't be separated?" He said. There was helplessness in his eyes.

Huan Sheng was so angry that he was about to vomit blood, and asked her one moment how long he would have to wait for her, and the next moment, he was looking for other true love over there......

She held back her tears and wanted to beat someone!

It's ...... It's hateful, insecure, and doesn't have the slightest urge to accept him.

If it's not a child. She's already gone!

Huan Sheng no longer spoke, let alone glanced at Jiang Nanchen, he only took it seriously, and looked at his sleeping daughter with pity, spitting and sucking gently, as if he couldn't see enough.

Jiang Nanchen drank alone and didn't speak again.

His deep dark eyes, staring at the familiar shadow on the window, have been, have been......

"Wow-"

I don't know how long it took. The child's sudden cry made Huan Sheng completely panicked.

She instinctively looked at Jiang Nanchen, but found that he also frowned helplessly. "What to do?" she asked. ”

He said, "Coax." ”

"Heck...... Yes, yes. Huan Sheng lowered his head, held the child and shook it gently, "Good, don't cry, Mommy is here." Don't cry, okay? Mommy is here, Mommy is here...... Don't cry, your crying mommy's heart hurts!! ”

The child was crying all the time.

The big black eyes, but the tears that can't be stopped, are pitiful.

Huan Sheng looked at Jiang Nanchen helplessly, "What should I do?" ”

Jiang Nanchen has never taken a child, so he is helpless.

He looked at the anxiety and worry in her eyes, sighed, and said, "Give it to me, bring it to my mother." This child has always been brought by my mother, so ......"

"So, my aunt should be able to make her not cry." Huan Sheng's eyes were full of sadness, and she smiled self-deprecatingly, "My mother, it's useless......"

She is reluctant to give it away, and she doesn't know when she will see her again!

However, they had to give it out.

The child kept crying, it was not a solution, and she was also distressed to the extreme, so for her sake, she was willing to let go.

"Okay."

Jiang Nanchen couldn't bear to look at Huan Sheng's expression, he put down the wine glass, took the child from her arms in slow motion, and when he walked to the door, his steps suddenly stopped, and he said coldly: "Huan Sheng, think about it, do you want to come back to me, sometimes...... Be smart and come back to me, which means: back to the child! ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Huan Sheng looked at his back, but, when I come back to you, I may not be able to keep that heart, and I may be tortured by the so-called love again, and life is better than death......

She laughed, don't make it easy to come back to you.

You always know how cowardly Huan Sheng is in his bones. She didn't dare to walk, she didn't dare to take a single step!

……

in another room.

You Anfan fed the child milk powder and said, "She's hungry." ”

"Oh." Jiang Nanchen turned around and left.

Seeing her son like this, she couldn't help but be displeased: "Why are you so cold to the baby?" It's not distressing at all! ”

Jiang Nanchen's good-looking sword eyebrows frowned slightly. "Feelings, do you have to show them to the public? I don't feel sorry for her, I know. ”

"If you don't say it, how will others know? At least show a little clue! You feel sorry for her, and you want us to see it. ”

Jiang Nanchen didn't understand very much, why did he feel sorry for a person and let everyone around him see it?

He slowly walked out of the room with his trouser pockets in his hands.

Seeing that the door was closed, You Anfan, lowered his head, teased his own children and granddaughters, suddenly, raised his hand and knocked his head fiercely, sighing: "Why did you forget to ask about your daughter-in-law, really, old...... Oh, baby granddaughter, my little princess, don't dislike your grandma~! ”

The baby, rolling his dark eyes, let out a muffled snort in his throat, I don't know, how to explain......

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When Jiang Nanchen arrived in the study, he saw Huan Sheng drinking non-stop, he almost immediately supported her who was swaying slightly, and stared at her with a sharp gaze: "Who let you drink?" ”

A whole bottle of vodka, almost bottoming out.

Suddenly...... He's angry!

Huan Sheng tugged at his tie, laughed a little drunkly, and suddenly fell into his arms, she pointed to herself, and said, "You, do you like me, do you like me, but why, I always feel: you don't belong to me......"

"Actually, you don't like me at all!" Her eyes were red and she roared.

"You just said you were going to find true love...... You said you would meet true love in the future...... You see, men are like this, saying to this woman to wait, but they are longing to meet someone else...... Half-heartedly, there is not a word that can be believed. She waved her hand excitedly, her eyes were sloppy, "Like, just like Jian Yuan, he is the same in front of me, and in front of Wu Yuan, he is the same again." He can say affectionately to me one second: Huan Sheng, I love you, for you, I can tolerate one qiΔ“, and the next second, you can harm my children, sleep with Wu Yuan, and use and plot to kill my family...... Obviously, my family didn't offend him, and the glory of my family was created by my father's hard work step by step, and he made it as if it belonged to him...... He didn't feel guilty at all and wanted to snatch it...... snatched away, the thing that didn't belong to him at all, acting, with a fake and real drama, behind the scenes, the beasts are not as good as doing some dirty/dirty things...... Jiang Nanchen haha, this is my first love, my first love!!!! ”

Huan Sheng closed his eyes, "Let me think about how high my vision was back then...... I'm looking, I'm waiting, the person who is destined to appear, I never look at other boys, I think, that person, it's him, it's him, but ...... I didn't think it would feel like there were times when it was wrong. He just guessed the riddle in my mind, he just coincidentally, and I fell into it. ”

"In my arms, in remembrance of him, appropriate?" Jiang Nanchen sneered and wanted to push her away.

How cheap she thinks of him!

But Huan Sheng grabbed his big palm, his tears made him trance, and he heard her say: "I'm not remembering him, he is not worthy of my remembrance at all, I miss, I am suing you...... I'm telling you, I've changed, I've become, even if I'm tempted, I'll say to myself: Forget it......"

"I'm no longer the Huansheng of the past, do you understand, what you love is the Huansheng of the past, what you are waiting for is also the Huansheng of the beginning, and your opportunity is also for the Huansheng of the past, and I, not her......" (To be continued.) )

PS: Love is too extravagant to touch lightly.