It wasn't until the singularity closed that Andy looked up and stared at the paper bag containing the singularity's marriage information on the table. After a while, she figured out that Singularity had probably walked through the atrium and was about to approach the door, before she picked up her phone and dialed Singularity's phone. "Please just listen, don't ask. Although the memories of my childhood are blurred, some of them are still clear, those nights, in the wilderness, my mother ...... Noai ...... And those hands that are still unfinished reaching out to me...... And in the orphanage, in elementary school, junior high school, and high school, I have always been a child who has no one to protect, and I am also a good-looking child...... So you can guess...... I strongly resisted men's contact with my body. I can bear your contact, but that's only because it's you, and I remind you not to resist. But I am very, very afraid to go any further with you, and I think of what I saw and heard at night when I was a child...... That's it. Singularity, let's get it done, I can't go any further, I'm sick. I'm sorry, I'm very sorry, I shouldn't have realized that I couldn't restrain my resistance recently, my luck hurt you, I'm sorry, I'm very, very sorry for you. ”

Singularity froze in place, and the sound of hanging up beeps came from the phone in his ears. Even though Singularity had done countless psychological constructions, he thought he had thought of the worst possibility, but he still miscalculated. Many questions are solved.

No wonder Andy has always refused his "unruly" hand, and even did not hesitate to turn down the indoor temperature control, so that everyone had to wear more clothes and make it inconvenient to touch. It's no wonder that Andy refused to let him stay overnight. Today, he pushed Andy into a corner, and he pushed himself into a corner.

Andy put down the phone and was also stunned, in this life, what joy is life?

Andy's gaze involuntarily fell to the kitchen knife holder. Day and night to be afraid, afraid that one day the mistakes of those dark nights will be repeated, and what if it is a hundred gone? What is there to be nostalgic for in the world of fireworks?

Singularity momentarily feels unable to face Andy, and he hurries out of the Ode to Joy neighborhood and into his car, his head in the dark. Looking back at Ode to Joy, it was getting late, and only the starry windows dotted among the countless dark windows. He couldn't find out which one Andy's window was. He stared blankly, not knowing what to do. He used all his strength to climb over a snowy mountain and look into the distance, only to find that there was a vast swamp waiting to swallow the living on the road ahead.

But soon. Singularity thought of an abnormality under Andy's excitement, and that time he called Tan Zongming and almost made a will on the spot. What about Andy, who has said all this nonsense tonight? I couldn't sit still at the thought of this singularity, no matter what, he had to be saved. Save it and talk about the rest.

He rushed out the door. rushed back to Ode to Joy, entered the building with the key card given by Andy, and opened 2201 with the key given by Andy, and sure enough, I saw Andy facing the kitchen knife rack in a daze, and I didn't hear him enter the door.

"Andy, I just got dumped by my girlfriend and need comfort." Singularity forced himself to be normal, patted Andy on the shoulder, saw Andy stunned for a moment, and repeated: "I was just dumped by my girlfriend." Need for comfort. But as he spoke, he walked over and threw the knife holder into the cupboard below, pretending to be nothing.

"You don't have to worry, I've just given up, I'm afraid of the pain of cutting meat, I'm afraid of the dirt of a place. It's nothing more than being born and living, just like that, living like a seed. Alas, you go home, the keys and key cards please stay. ”

"I'm not going to leave tonight. with you. Let's talk about our relationship tomorrow after dawn, and I don't dare to leave you tonight. Wash up, good, I'll look at you. Don't close the door. ”

Andy shrugged. Calmly went into the master bathroom. Singularity immediately looks at the watch and records the time casually. Then, Singularity watched the second hand of the watch tick to the bottom, annoyed to death. The calmer Andy is, the more worried Singularity becomes.

Three minutes on point, Singularity rushed into the bedroom in violation of regulations. Knock on the guard's door. Fortunately, a human voice came from inside: "Alive, rest assured." Singularity still couldn't help but plead: "Please, you open the door, just open it for a moment, let me know that I can rush in at any time." I don't peep. ”

Andy was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and opened the bathroom door with his hand, "The door is closed, but it won't be locked." But when he spoke, Andy couldn't help but sigh heavily, helpless. The better the singularity treats her, the more guilty she feels.

When Singularity came out of the guest bathroom and walked into the bedroom with the door open, he saw that Andy had slept quietly on the bed, the bedroom was dim, and only a desk lamp was still on. Singularity didn't have the initial impulse at all, but there was another impulse, which was to hurry over to see if Andy, who was motionless, was still alive, and he was frightened by the way Andy looked at the knife holder when he entered the door just now.

"Actually, don't worry, you've been here for so many years, and tonight is just a little excited."

Singularity didn't respond, and he tried not to mention those sensitive things to Andy again. He searched the bedroom for a place to sleep, only to find the floor. "Do you still have a quilt?"

"Nope."

"Don't have blankets or anything else?"

"Nope."

"So what am I waiting for?" Singularity pretended to be relaxed and turned over to bed. I longed for so many days to go to bed, but I was helpless in my heart.

I turned off the table lamp, but I still stretched out my hand to see my five fingers in the bedroom, and the singularity found that ten centimeters from the ground, there were dotted night lights. Thinking of Andy's confession on the phone just now, Singularity sighed again in her heart, she was afraid of dying in the dark. And what is even more unexpected is that sharing a bed with a beautiful woman has no thoughts, which is a big stain on life.

But Andy's active conversation came from the semi-darkness, "A suddenly thought of a question, if A understands all the darkness of B's life, then what should B feel in his heart?" ”

The singularity was suddenly creepy, and he had the idea of running away quickly. But he didn't dare to leave, and as soon as he left, he added fuel to the fire of the situation. "It needs to look at the relationship between A and B. If the two are fully trusted friends or relatives, confessing each other's dark experiences is the best way to stay warm in a rough life. If not, I remember reading a mystery novel that wrote such a story, the good guy A was killed, and it turned out that many Bs were complicit. ”

The room was silent. Andy thought to herself, she really trusts Singularity, and Singularity, but if Singularity has a little idea in her heart, thinking that she may be insane, then Singularity is impossible to lie down beside her boldly, after all, Singularity knows too much about her unsightly past, even Lao Tan only knows some skin. If the singularity is just a stupid and bold person who doesn't understand the world, but he understands it all, and he dares to come back after listening to the darkness, and dares to stay and take care of her, the singularity is really good to her. Andy thought again, in fact, when the thought of life and joy flashed in her heart just now, she thought that she had nothing in the world. Even Singularity was forcibly expelled from her life by her, and she thought that Singularity would not be able to come back. It's good now, he's around, he's not afraid of his past. He is also not afraid to face the future with her, he has always been. Andy was relieved, and she fell asleep peacefully.

Those past events are in Andy's heart every day, and from time to time midnight dreams frighten her, Andy has long been accustomed to the harassment of memory. Speaking out today, getting excited, thinking about the need to work hard tomorrow, I fell asleep as usual. The singularity lying on the other end of the bed was stunned by the sound of steady breathing not far away, although he was also a person who had experienced a lot, but what happened just now was also a stormy sea for him, he couldn't sleep anyway, and he couldn't help but think crankily in his heart. Moreover, he was so anxious that he didn't dare to really sleep. He regretted his answer to A and B.

Until it was actually confirmed that Andy was asleep. Singularity turned his neck, which was almost stiff, and looked at Andy. The nightlight was assured, and for the first time, he could clearly see Andy as he slept. During the day, her expression was very light, many people thought she was arrogant and had a big shelf, but Singularity knew that she had always been like this, and she didn't even have much charm when the two of them were in private. He just couldn't have imagined that Andy was sleeping with a slight frown. I have experienced so much since I was a child, and no smart person will be heartless when he grows up. The singularity just watched, didn't reach out.

In the past, if a friend came to ask him. Someone introduced such a girl, whose life was full of shadows when she was a child...... He doesn't have to wait for his friend to finish speaking, he will pass the past with a word, a woman who has been full of shadows and affected her character since she was a child can't want it. It is not said that character determines fate, and the strict character of not sunny affects life. And now it's his turn, what about his principles? Singularity thinks a lot, thinks very messily, and has a headache. He thought he would stay up all night, but he thought about it. Unconsciously, I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up a little in the morning, the singularity jumped up reflexively, and my heart was beating wildly and I was looking around unsteadily.

When he saw it clearly, he remembered that this was Andy's bedroom, and Andy, who slept next to him last night, didn't know where he had gone at the moment, and there was no one at the end of the one-meter-eight bed. Singularity looked at the other end of the bed, and it took a while for his breath to steady down, and he took his watch to see the time. It was only past seven o'clock, and he used to be in bed at this time, but today he could no longer sleep.

Walking out of the bedroom, I saw that the room was bright, and the east window had a faint morning sun obliquely shining in, infinitely vigorous and infinitely energetic. Through the floor-to-ceiling glass doors of the balcony, the singularity sees Andy doing soft exercises on the balcony sprinkled with pale golden sunlight, so warm and beautiful. The singularity is in a trance for a while, what is reality, last night or this morning? Why does the sun rise as soon as the ghost dissipates in an instant, as described in the chat, and beauty descends to the world?

Therefore, when Andy saw him and opened the door to enter, Singularity rushed into the guest guard and hid the expression on his face. He also needs to take deep breaths.

Andy just made breakfast as usual, but today made two. Unlike usual, she didn't turn on the TV or stereo today, so the only thing in the room was the jingling of cups and plates. So, Andy's idle and boring brain all went to the singularity, thinking about how to face such an embarrassing meeting, last night, too many unusual things happened.

The singularity lasted for a long time before it finally came out, and when I saw the rich breakfast on the intermediate cooking table, I was in a trance again.

There was milk, a nice and rich fruit plate, a well-toasted bread with cheese, an omelette, and a fried meat, not at all like Andy, who didn't know how to cook, because she would make breakfast. Add to that a snow-white dinner plate, a silver knife and fork, a crisp napkin, and a room of sunshine, and if you add a vase of flowers, isn't this the ideal family life in the description? The singularity has no appetite for a table, and he finds Andy who is making the bed in the bedroom. He watched in silence for a while.

Andy felt something abnormal behind him, turned his head and saw the singularity, and couldn't help but blush: "You go to dinner, I'll be fine soon." ”

Singularity thought for a moment and didn't plan to continue last night's topic, "Have you ever thought about hiring a part-time worker?" ”

"I don't want to. When I was just developed, I was too busy to clean up my house, and I once invited one, but people talked a lot when they were familiar with it, especially after figuring out the layout of my room, they wanted to explore my inner pattern, I didn't want to lie, and I didn't want to confess my scars, so I had to quit her. I don't have much housework for one person. ”

"I noticed the guest guard I used last night, you've cleaned it this morning, you're so diligent. I asked to stay in such a clean room a little longer, and wait until everyone on the 22nd floor has gone to work. lest they see many mouths and many tongues. ”

Andy finally confirmed the anomaly of the singularity at this point, and in normal times, he had already posted it. Today, not only did he stand far away, but he never said a word of joke from beginning to end. Andy looked back, the flush on his face faded. But she remained calm, "It doesn't matter, the neighbors love gossip, but there is no malice." And Xiaoqu's work time has always been uncertain. ”

She went into the master bedroom and washed her hands, "Let's eat." I don't know how to make a Chinese breakfast, you will eat it. ”

"I didn't sleep well last night, maybe only an hour or two. Hehe, I'm afraid that when I fall asleep, I will throw my arms and legs and invade your territory. I don't want to eat now. ”

"I got up today and didn't go out for a run, I'm afraid you won't find anyone when you wake up, and I'll cry."

Singularity smiled and sat down at the dining table to nibble on bread by himself. Andy sat down as well, but turned on the TV, allowing the TV news to encroach on the speechless space between the two. It was rare for both of them to carefully observe the broadcast of the morning news.

Singularity didn't end up going out with Andy. Andy went out alone and walked to the door of 2202 as usual to say hello. Go downstairs with Guan Juer. It's just that she couldn't help but be in a daze all the time, and almost forgot to get out of the elevator. stepped out of the elevator, but absentmindedly turned in another direction, or Guan Juer hurriedly pulled her back. When he came to the car, Andy simply handed over the car keys to Guan Juer in frustration, "You come and drive, I'm not in the state today." ”

"I'm basically a native of my own family, and your car is so responsive that it's scary to drive."

"I'm definitely worse. I...... may break up with Brother Wei. ”

The car key in Guan Juer's hand almost fell to the ground, "No." You two are so compatible......"

Andy made a gesture to stop Guan Juer from talking, she didn't dare to listen, she turned to the passenger seat and waited for Guan Juer to open the door. "Looks like you're more surprised than I am. Actually, it's nothing. In this life, people are nothing more than losing all the way, and this kind of thing is praised because it is rare, and if you get used to it, you will get used to it, just like having a cold, and it will recover after a few days. ”

"No, it won't. You must have a misunderstanding, you are all kind and rational people, I suggest that you must sit down and have a good talk. ”

"There is no misunderstanding, there is a dead knot between us. Let's go, I don't want to say it. ”

"I don't tell anyone else, I don't think I heard, nothing happened, I hope you don't give up. Good people and good people should be together. ”

Andy closed his eyes and shook his head, but stopped talking. She was upset, and she decided that her guess could not be wrong, and that she might have lost the singularity. Well, it's been losing all my life, nothing, not a big deal. Andy constantly hypnotizes himself in his heart, nothing, it's just like that, it's normal...... Even her current upset is normal, just like every cold, she always has to get dizzy and feverish, but it will always pass.

Can't die.

It's just that she thinks of "such as morning dew", the ephemeral beauty, and the involuntary life.

▼orangetabby

How do I think Xiaoqu likes Dr. Zhao, purely because he is handsome, educated, and pretends to be a big-tailed wolf.

As I get older, I feel more and more that this is true love dominated by hormones. The love of the other girls is not as instinctive as Xiaoqu.

Although I have been trapped and cannot pursue love anymore; But seeing Xiaoqu like a little leopard, rampage, stupidly rushing towards love, I feel very gratified.

I forgave her for her uneducated, worldly vanity, and sometimes disgusting side. I just feel that this kid is making such a fuss.

▼san

Andy is a fairy in the sky - with earth-shattering beauty and a brain comparable to a computer, but there are emotional obstacles to treat people coldly and rationally, and when he sees a seemingly ordinary but humorous and considerate person who is full of human life, he immediately fell in love, and those who can't understand Andy's choice can refer to the story of the Seven Fairies Dong Yong Weaver Girl Cowherd.

Xiaoqu is a spirit in the world - beautiful, lively and arrogant, likes to play pranks, but also likes to shelter the weak, so it is still kind in nature.

Xiao Guan is an elegant and restrained aristocrat - from a wealthy family with cultural heritage, without amazing beauty and extraordinary intelligence, but after years of environmental influence, she is also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting (modern version), and needs to be close to experience her difference.

Xiao Fan is a chivalrous woman in the red dust - she was born beautiful, but her poor background was unfortunately forced by her father and brother to almost sell herself. Falling into the dust but being chivalrous, he is willing to fight for the weak sisters, so in the end, he was supported by his friends and was able to turn his fortune. (To be continued.) )