Chapter 124: Zhang Yang confesses again
Pan Xiaoni was very dissatisfied with Zhang Yang's evaluation of herself. She doesn't think she's as non-mainstream as he says, she's just full of fantasies about life. It's not as realistic as many people's lives, and even their emotions and thoughts are measured by material things and money.
So she said: "Zhang Yang, I can't accept your evaluation, I'm not a non-mainstream, I'm just a little bit of my own opinion." I don't like to go with the flow, and I don't like to learn from the crowd. How? Isn't it good to be a human being and retain a little bit of your own personality? ”
"No, girls with personality are likeable. Don't overthink it. I'm just saying it casually. Zhang Yang is a sleek old guy, he likes Pan Xiaoni or not, he doesn't know whether he likes or dislikes what he just commented, so naturally he won't be full of words.
"Slippery, I knew you would say that. You can't learn my critical realism spirit, and if you don't think it's good, just say it. Pan Xiaoni is a person who reads more books than people, and she is naturally more bookish when she speaks, she finished eating the buns in her hand, and at the same time criticized Zhang Yang's sleekness.
"Haha, Xiaoni, I'm different from you, I'm a secular man, or a man who wants to mix in the business circle and management, you have to keep a little bit of what you say and do at all times, and you must always pay attention to the fact that you must cultivate this little bit of life into a habit, which is what you call a slippery head. Only in this way can we walk smoothly and long enough on this road. Do you understand? In front of the girl he liked, Zhang Yang told the truth.
"Understand, otherwise you are the store manager and the leader. Alas, I just can't learn that from you. I feel that if I face someone like a leader, I don't know how to speak, and I feel very tired. ”
"What? Isn't this section leader happy now? Xiaoni, if you are unhappy, you must tell me. Don't worry, I promise, in the future, you only need to be responsible for being beautiful as a flower. Leave the work of earning money to support your family. That way, you won't have to worry about it. "Zhang Yang is very good at sewing and seizing the opportunity.
"Haha, Zhang Yang, where are the flowers? What about diamond rings? Where are you hiding? I'm in charge of being beautiful like a flower, and you're in charge of making money to support your family. It was like a marriage proposal. But where is your ritual? Don't think about being so casual and fooling me into your big group of girlfriends. Pan Xiaoni confessed to him so bluntly, how could she not hear it, but she would not give him her heart because of a few sweet words from him.
"Wronged, Xiaoni, where do I have a lot of girlfriends like you said, to be honest, I'm a single person who doesn't have girlfriends now. People sincerely leave this position to you. Of course, Zhang Yang also knew that he would not succeed in confessing like this, and heard that she was actually worried that she was unreliable and too careful, so she didn't dare to get too close to herself, and hurriedly explained her current relationship situation to her.
"Yes, you're right, now you really don't have a girlfriend, a lot of your girlfriends are the past, I'm afraid that I will become what you used to be, so I don't dare to get too close to you."
Pan Xiaoni and Zhang Yang have been dating for nearly half a year, from the time she entered the supermarket, Zhang Yang showed her heart, now they have experienced a lot of things between them, more familiar, she also knows a lot about his past, now since he still hasn't given up on himself, she is not completely unfeeling, when he proposes to go further, she naturally wants to explain things to him clearly.
"Xiaoni, I am twenty-seven years old this year, more than two years away from Ben San, if I was just learning how to love someone before, now I can speak responsibly, I have learned almost. Xiaoni, please believe me, I really mean it. In the past, when you were dating Zixuan, I, the eldest brother, couldn't say anything or do anything. Now, Zixuan has also been gone for a while, I understand his personality, he must not go back with you again, Xiaoni, promise me, leave this opportunity to take care of you to me, okay? Zhang Yang parked the car next to the green belt on the side of the road and seriously explained his mind to Pan Xiaoni.
"Okay, why are you talking so serious, driving. Grandma Hu's house is almost here, otherwise, let's ask this half-fairy about this matter. Pan Xiaoni didn't answer him directly, but she didn't refuse either, leaving the decision of their fate to the gods represented by Grandma Hu.
"Hey, well, I heard that her old man has been holding up to God all the year round, since you say so, then let's go and ask her. However, Xiao Ni, if the gods have given us clear instructions, you can't hesitate any longer. Zhang Yang said happily and restarted the car.
"Well, don't hesitate, I've figured it out, people always have to look forward. Zhang Yang, if the gods say that we are destined, then I will be with you, but you are not allowed to pay for my flowers. ”
After Pan Xiaoni dreamed of Wang Zixuan on the day of her illness, she repeatedly chewed on the helpless feeling that occurred when he disappeared for no reason, she felt that she could no longer be persistent for a man who did not cherish herself, she was a woman, a woman who bloomed like a flower, what she needed was a man who could know how to cherish and protect herself from the wind, frost, rain and snow, not an unreliable big boy who would leave at any time. So, from that moment on, she put him down from her heart.
I don't want to be a stone on the cliff of Wangfu. What I want to do is a sunflower that blooms in the sun. Beautiful and fragrant, slim and elegant. Zhang Yang is such a man who knows cold and hot, and is as bright as the sun. In addition to many scandals, he has a lot of elements that girls like. He is a man who is worth entrusting for life. This is what Pan Xiaoni really thinks in her heart.
"Xiaoni, you like flowers so much, okay, in the future, I will go to the eastern township of Fengcheng City to rent a piece of land for you, and let you live in a flower garden every day, okay?" Zhang Yang heard that Xiaoni had loosened up on her pursuit, and immediately said flatteringly.
"Okay, we're all going to quit and plant flowers, are you willing? Let's be like Tao Yuanming, passing a little 'picking chrysanthemums under the east fence and seeing Nanshan leisurely. 'What do you think of such a quiet day without fighting with the world?' Pan Xiaoni is worthy of reading Chinese language and literature, and even the pursuit of the mood of life is because she reads too many ancient poems, which is a bit on par with the ancients.
"Then let's have a bunch of children, so that they grow up to farm the land and herd sheep every day, carry water and chop firewood, play in the field, and make them all like mud monkeys? Haha, Xiaoni, it's kind of fun, but if they really want to live like that for the rest of their lives, can you bear it? Zhang Yang did not refute her directly, but cut in from the next generation and pointed out the absurdity of her idea.
"Alas, yes, there are still children's futures to consider, if they really live like that, they should blame me for being a mother, blame me for burying their future in order to live their ideal life, at that time, how should I answer them?"
The future of the next generation is really important in modern society, and it cannot be said that because mothers like to go back to live in an agricultural society, they will mistake their children's lives. When Pan Xiaoni thought about it, she couldn't help but sigh and put away her unrealistic thoughts.