This boy is the boy who sent Qi Yan to the infirmary, his name is Xu Hui, he is a very sunny boy, his appearance is like a warm sunshine shining into Lin Qiyan's gloomy world, making Lin Qiyan irrepressibly attracted to him.

It's just that what Lin Qiyan didn't expect was that this boy who looked different also liked the beautiful Fang Xiaoya like everyone else, and Fang Xiaoya also had a good impression of Xu Hui, and the two often stayed together, while Lin Qiyan followed aside. Lin Qiyan knew that she was not worthy of Xu Hui, so she hid her mind in her heart, and did not sue anyone except Fang Xiaoya, Fang Xiaoya apologized to her, but Lin Qiyan did not blame her, but hoped that she and Xu Hui could be happy. It's just that in the end, Fang Xiaoya and Xu Hui separated, and Xu Hui was sad about it, but no matter how he begged Fang Xiaoya not to leave him, Fang Xiaoya didn't pay attention to him anymore. Since then, Xu Hui's grades have plummeted and he eventually dropped out of school.

In her sophomore year of high school, Fang Xiaoya was discovered by a talent scout and participated in a youth campus TV series, in which she played a student with excellent character and learning, which made the audience have a good impression of her, and Lin Qiyan often followed Fang Xiaoya's side, and she also got a chance to show her face, because of her special physique, she played a bad student who bullied good students in that film. However, although this character is annoying, it is not remembered because there are not many opportunities to appear. But because her appearance is not bad, and some special roles just need a big fat man like her, so Lin Qiyan also participated in several plays that Fang Xiaoya participated in later, sometimes running tricks, sometimes just as a background.

After graduating from high school, Fang Xiaoya was admitted to the film and television academy and smoothly entered the entertainment industry, while Lin Qiyan was expelled from school because she beat someone in a brawl. Later, Fang Xiaoya became a popular actress, and her relationship with Lin Qiyan became farther and farther away. Lin Qiyan didn't want Fang Xiaoya to help her, but she was her only friend, so she still wanted to maintain her previous friendship. However, Fang Xiaoya never wanted to see her again.

Lin Qiyan's life after that was very hard, Lin's mother went before she was sixty because of overwork, Lin Qiyan didn't have a regular job, she had food when she was filming, and when she was not filming, she could only go to the crew to help move props or something to eat a box lunch, she had been thinking about this Xu Hui in her heart, and originally wanted to wait for herself to get better before going to him, but she didn't want Xu Hui to come to Fang Xiaoya's side and become a little assistant who helped her run errands, even if Fang Xiaoya had a rich boyfriend, he also saddled her before and after.

Lin Qiyan sighed, she could only give up, and then she fell in love a few times, but every time those people were just playing, they were good when they were dating, and when they talked about marriage, they patted their butts and left, poor Lin Qiyan was still alone in her thirties, and Fang Xiaoya, who was also in her thirties, married a wealthy man like a princess.

Lin Qiyan didn't hate anyone when she walked her life alone, even her biological father Fang Zhicheng. It's just that she feels that she has been too wronged in this life, and she has too many regrets. She couldn't tell what kind of life she wanted to live, but she just felt that her life shouldn't be like this. At the same time, she also regretted a little, she shouldn't have been ******** good to Fang Xiaoya, she didn't even treat her mother who depended on her as well, but later, Fang Xiaoya completely ignored her.

What she regrets most is that her mother has worked hard to raise her, but she has not enjoyed a single day of happiness. When Lin Qiyan died, all the complaints against Lin's mother were gone, only deep guilt and incomparable longing. She finally understood that the only person in the world who loved her was her mother.

Qi Yan opened her eyes after accepting the plot, and there was no one else in the infirmary at this time except the doctor, and the doctor saw that she was awake and said that she was a little anemic, and asked her to supplement her nutrition a few words and let her go. Qi Yan didn't go back to the classroom when she came out of the infirmary, but went to the head teacher to take a half-day leave and went home, she remembered that today happened to be Lin's mother's birthday, in the last life, because Xu Hui sent Lin Qiyan to the infirmary, Lin Qiyan in order to thank him, took his own living expenses for a week to invite him and Fang Xiaoya to eat, and when she got home, Lin's mother had already slept, and Lin Qiyan also later learned that Lin's mother had a stomach attack that day and was sent to the hospital, but because she was worried that Lin Qiyan would not have dinner, she rushed home.

Lin Qiyan and Lin's mother now live in a house rented from someone else's, when Lin's mother and Lin's father divorced, Lin's mother had no place to live, and lived in her mother's house for a few years. It's just that Mother Lin is a woman with no education after all, and she can only do simple physical work at work, and she can't earn much money a month, so she can only save money, but she never said these things in front of Lin Qiyan, so Lin Qiyan never knew that she was so hard. It wasn't until she worked by herself that she realized that all the pressure was borne by Mother Lin alone.

Qiyan took out the key from her schoolbag and opened the door, the two-bedroom room was a bit small, but it was clean and tidy, Lin's mother would clean the house every day before going to work, and then wash the clothes, and then make breakfast for Lin Qiyan before going to work. The breakfast utensils were still on the table and were not washed, so Qi Yan hurriedly took them to the kitchen to wash them, and then went to the nearby vegetable market to buy a few good dishes, and bought a very small cake and put it in the refrigerator.

While the time was still early, Qi Yan practiced Lingyuan Boxing in the room for a while, Lin Qiyan's body was too poor, malnutrition when she was a child led to stunted growth, and because she ate too many drugs containing hormones, her body was fat, although she looked big, she was actually very weak, so she would often faint at every turn. And Lin Qiyan has not had a period until now, but she has never told Mother Lin.

After a set of punches, Qi Yan felt much lighter, and his head was no longer dizzy. So he went into the kitchen to cook, and specially boiled a pot of soup, with tonic medicine added to the soup, which was specially boiled for Lin's mother's body. Mother Lin is also a person who has suffered all her life, if it weren't for overwork and not taking good care of her body, she wouldn't have gone so early. When Mother Lin came back, Qi Yan was cooking in the kitchen, and when Qi Yan saw her pale face, she knew that she must have just come back from the hospital, but she could only pretend not to know, and just beckoned her to eat.

Mother Lin was a little surprised, but also a little happy. Her daughter is her most important person, but she has been carrying the burden of life for so many years, she has no mood or time to cultivate a relationship with her daughter, she only hopes that her daughter can study hard and have a good job in the future, don't be as tired as herself, so she is also a little strict with Lin Qiyan on weekdays, and Lin Qiyan is becoming more and more intimate. In Lin's mother's heart, although her daughter is a little withdrawn, her personality is honest and simple, and she will not make any big mistakes, so she doesn't pay too much attention to her psychological problems. Mother Lin herself is a countryman, she doesn't read much, and she doesn't know much, she just thinks that her daughter will definitely have a good career if she has a teacher education in school. So when Lin Qiyan was expelled from the school, Lin's mother went to the school to beg for help, pooled the money and sent it over, just begging the school not to expel Lin Qiyan. In the end, when she finally begged another school to accept Lin Qiyan, Lin Qiyan gave up her studies and followed the crew to act because Fang Xiaoya said that she was afraid of being bullied as an actor in the future.

"Why did you come back so early today?" Mother Lin sat on the chair and drank a big sip of water, and then worried about her daughter's studies, "You have to study hard, don't think about anything else, your grades are the most important thing now, as long as you are admitted to a good university, you will be able to find a job in the future, sit in the office every day, don't work so hard, earn more money, and when the time comes, you can find a partner with good conditions." ”

In the past, Lin Qiyan didn't like to listen to her nagging, after all, what kind of fun a little girl at this age likes, which TV series is good-looking, which star is the most handsome, and so on. But this time, Qi Yan patiently listened to Mother Lin's words, and nodded in agreement, "Don't worry, Mom, I will study hard, with my current grades, it is no problem to improve dozens of rankings, besides, it is still early to graduate, and I will definitely be able to pass the university, so don't worry." ”