Guan Juer nodded, silently watched Fan Shengmei change her clothes and hurriedly go out. During this period, Qiu Yingying called Sister Fan several times, but Fan Shengmei could only act as if she didn't hear it, and Guan Juer didn't hear it. As soon as Fan Shengmei left, Guan Juer silently stared at Qiu Yingying, who was holding a mouthful of rice in her mouth. Qiu Yingying saw Fan Shengmei leave without hesitation, she was stunned for a while, and then turned to Guan Juer and said, "Xiaoguan, I'm done." ”

"Well, I think you're almost finished. After the Spring Festival, you just care about being in a daze, no longer going out to run business, soon, with you getting a little work salary, no commission, you can't afford to pay the property fee, and the rent for the next quarter is almost unpayable, if you don't have the cheekiness to reach out to your father, you have to cut back on food and clothing. We are just small white-collar workers working hard in the sea market with our bare hands, relying on hard work every day to have food, clothing, housing and transportation, and you can't afford to have such a thing as love. Put it down, think about it, it's time for you to get to work. ”

"I understand what you say, but I'm not in the mood now." When Qiu Yingying said this, she pursed her mouth aggrievedly and burst into tears.

"Small white-collar workers are not qualified to pay attention to mood. Think about the last time you recalled, recalling the last time you lost your job, who told you about your feelings when they quit you? Who cares how you feel? Cherish the hard-won work now, you can't afford to toss. Guan Juer paused, and had to be more detailed, "You must seal the attendance in the shortest possible time, adjust your mental state in the day tomorrow, and go to work in good spirits the morning after tomorrow to earn life money." You don't have any other choice. ”

"Xiaoguan, how old are you? So cruel. I ......"

"You eat slowly, and when you're done, look at where you are. Time is not waiting, property fees, rent fees, bus cards, meal money, electricity bills, water bills, you can do the math. After Guan Juer finished speaking, he went back to his room.

Qiu Yingying watched Guan Juer walk away in a daze, and couldn't help but say to herself: "Why are you so cold-blooded." Guan Juer didn't hear it, so he endured it.

After a while, Qiu Yingying finished eating and took out the change in the drawer. made up enough for the lunch box, took it to Guan Juer's house, and repeated, "You are so cold-blooded." ”

Guan Juer couldn't help it this time. Jumped up and said, "Qiu Yingying, please think twice before you speak, okay?" How cold-blooded am I? I started to be busy with your business before dawn, I turned down the first concert with my friends today to accompany you, and I bought you dinner, where am I cold-blooded? Don't you know that exits can hurt people? Why do you hurt me so lightly, and do you treat me as a friend and equally? I'm not on duty. ”

Qiu Yingying was scolded for her face. But she also realized that she was wrong, she was stunned, and Guan Juer waved her hand and said: "It's good to know that you are ridiculous, please stop being ridiculous, reflect well, live a good life, rely on yourself, you only rely on yourself." Don't apologize, kneel down. ”

Qiu Yingying looked at Guan Juer, who was flushed with anger, in surprise, and scolded back with a rolling rhetoric in her heart. But the words were swallowed in my mouth. Guan Juer also stared at Qiu Yingying, and couldn't help but recall Qu Xiao's decision not to speculate and fall on the door with her face, but she couldn't do it. The two could only stare at each other.

"I forgive you, you're a little friend."

"I don't need your forgiveness, I'm not at fault. Accountability and grasp the source, you are the source. ”

"What's wrong with me? I'm out of love, I've been kicked, I've been kicked like garbage, I can't be angry? ”

"You love to be angry and angry, and you don't go with it."

Guan Juer really couldn't help it. stretched out her hand to close the door, but Qiu Yingying resisted it and didn't let her move.

The two glared angrily again, and the two young faces were closer together. Less than a foot. Both of them worked the door panel, and their two little faces instantly turned red.

After a long confrontation, Qiu Yingying burst out laughing, but tears also fell with a flutter. Guan Juer also snorted, and he was really angry. The two of them retracted the strength that had fallen on the door panel and looked at each other stupidly for a while. Qiu Yingying nodded, "I understand." Starting tonight, I won't be on Weibo. ”

Guan Juer nodded, but didn't say. I'm afraid that when I open my mouth, I will ask, "How many days can I last". The two faced each other silently for a while, and Qiu Yingying went back to her house. Inside the room, she couldn't help but face the seductive computer. In the face of the consideration of whether to go online to delete Weibo followers, or even delete Weibo addresses, Qiu Yingying hesitated for a long time. In the end, he could only return to the door of Guan Juer's house, "Xiao Guan, help me delete him from the computer...... traces of him. ”

Guan Juer didn't say a word, walked to Qiu Yingying's house, locked Qiu Yingying out of the door, and quickly deleted all traces of attendance. Opening the door again, she stretched out her hand to Qiu Yingying, "Bring the phone too." ”

Qiu Yingying couldn't help but pull out a crying face, but she couldn't grind Guan Juer, so she could only hand over her mobile phone. Guan Juer removed all traces on the phone. Back in her house, Guan Juer simply cut the grass and eradicated the roots, and sent a text message to tell sù Yingqin, she had helped Qiu Yingying delete the contact information on the computer and mobile phone, she hoped that Ying Qin would know how to protect herself, if it is convenient, change the mobile phone card, and change various Internet IDs. Soon, Ying Qin replied, saying that except for the mobile phone card, which can only be done at dawn tomorrow, the rest have been completed. Since then, all of Qiu Yingying's channels for communication and attendance have been closed, except for the most primitive human flesh.

For this reason, Qiu Yingying stood at the door of Guan Juer's house in a daze and made no sound, standing without fear of hardship and tiredness until Fan Shengmei came back from the meeting.

Guan Juer was stared at so much that he couldn't read at all, so he could only hide in the house and search for black metal on the Internet.

Little 2202 was full of ghosts crying wolf howls for a while.

After the wedding, Bao Yifan's friends invited their closest friends to the new house to play. Andy couldn't think about it, but considering that the groom who got married was a close friend of Bao Yifan, she had no reason to pull her back. At this time, she can no longer completely take her own likes and dislikes as the standard for advancing and retreating, she consciously considers Bao Yifan.

The new house is in the villa area, the famous car is parked at the door, the rich second generation is coming and going, and the coffee table has long been filled with famous French wines. Almost everyone present knew each other, except for Andy. Therefore, they made a lot of trouble, Andy has always been cold and sweet, and he can only watch from the sidelines, accompanied by Bao Yifan, and occasionally block various impacts for Andy.

"Why is your heart getting heavier?"

"Is there one?"

"It's all written on the face." Bao Yifan stretched out his hand to paint the lively crowd and the two of them, "Prosperous - lonely, prosperous - lonely, prosperous - lonely." The contrast is stark. ”

Andy sneered, she wasn't hiding material. "I'm afraid."

Bao Yifan couldn't help laughing, "Don't be afraid, I'll share it with you." ”

Andy shook his head, "I'll go back and tell you." ”

Bao Yifan is still laughing, what can he say? It's nothing more than the anxiety of new mothers, and it's strange not to be anxious. Even a genius may not be able to cope with this kind of thing. He whispered to the bridegroom. Lead Andy to say goodbye to the crowd. Behind them was the screams of the crowd, "Next it's your turn!" ”

Bao Yifan happily hugged Andy into the car, and said with a smile before closing the car door: "Think about what to say, let's start." "Finished. Trotting around to the driver's seat, jumping in, "Have you figured it out?" ”

"It's been ...... for a long time"

Before Andy could finish his sentence, the driver's door was pulled open, and a friend who was stripped to his shirt and shorts shouted, "Baozi testifies to me." They said I couldn't play football and that I hadn't played football since I graduated. ”

"With your two snow-white thighs? I am not guilty of perjury. ”

The crowd that came out behind cheered, "Strip naked!" Penalty for drinking! "Capture your shirt and shorts friend alive and bring her back to the house.

Bao Yifan looked at everyone and smiled, and waited for everyone to enter the house before he started the car and left. "Don't get me wrong, don't look at them being unscrupulous now, most of them are pretty good."

"Thinking of Qu Xiaoxuan, it's the same way. I'm curious, you used to play like this? Will you not suffocate by my side? ”

"How can it be boring. I fell in love with you at first sight. What are you going to tell me? I'm going to calm down tomorrow and pull up a watch with you, and we'll get you a bigger house first, and find a reliable nanny from here to take care of your food and accommodation. Let me ask my friends who already have children about the specific details, and plan for tomorrow. ”

"Well, these are not in a hurry, I will wait until I finish reading the book recommended to me by Qu Xiaoxuan's boyfriend, Dr. Zhao. When I go back, I'm going to tell you about my background, what I know. If you have questions, I can't answer them, I'll give you Wei Guoqiang's phone number, and you can ask yourself. ”

"If you feel like the past is unbearable. Needless to say, we all live in the moment. I wouldn't care. ”

"I care. The wedding reminded me of two people being together and facing love. It should be open, transparent, and fair. ”

"Hehe, don't be so strict, you can't be married, or whatever, you won't hide another person in your heart. You can't hide it, you've always confessed in front of me. What else, my perfectionism? ”

Andy didn't say anything. It wasn't until the car stopped in the garage and turned off that Andy said, "Tell me about my mother, my grandfather who just died, my grandmother who died or whose whereabouts are unknown, and my younger brother who is fostered in a welfare home." Except for my grandfather, the rest are crazy. ”

Bao Yifan tried to control his feelings, but his eyes still couldn't help but widen.

Andy's heart was cold, although she knew that this was definitely the result, she reached out to open the car door, "I...... I'll go in and get some luggage, excuse me...... Please wait...... Send me ...... Take me to the hotel. ”

Bao Yifan stretched out his hand to stop him, but he stopped talking, looked at Andy with an uneasy expression, and turned around to get out of the car. Andy watched Bao Yifan go around the front of the car, and soon opened the car door as usual. Just a few times ago, Andy naturally reached out to support Bao Yifan's shoulder, and Bao Yifan half-hugged and half-helped out of the car door. But now her hand timidly stopped in mid-air, unable to press down, as if Bao Yifan was already someone who had nothing to do with her, how dare she trouble someone who had nothing to do with her.

On the contrary, Bao Yifan held Andy's hand, which was still a warm and enthusiastic hand, and the two looked at each other silently for a moment, Bao Yifan made a strong effort to carry Andy out of the car. The moment he landed, he also fell into Bao Yifan's arms at the same time.

"I love you. But I have a belly of questions for you. Their faces were close at hand, but neither of them had the urge to move any closer, only staring silently.

It took Andy a while to restrain the excitement in his heart, "You're welcome, just ask." ”

"Go up and say. It's cold here. Bao Yifan hesitated, let go of Andy, and the two walked side by side to the elevator, with an obvious distance in between, like a crack in their hearts. Andy has always done things like I'm right, I don't need to apologize or explain, but now she can't do anything, she just stares at Bao Yifan's unusual face with worry, looks at the kaleidoscopic changes in his eyes, and coldly guesses all kinds of possibilities in her heart.

Even if I was prepared for the worst, I still couldn't accept this moment.

Bao Yifan walked into the house solemnly, first went to the nanny's room, and asked the nanny to go home to live. After the nanny left, she came to Andy, who was still standing in the doorway. Andy didn't wait for him to ask, and preemptively asked, "Shall I start from the beginning, or do you ask me to answer?" ”

"I urgently need to know the question of why I chose this time to sue me." The questioning Bao Yifan was even stern.

Andy was confused by a question asked. And the heavy clothes on her body covered her breathlessly, so she had to turn slightly sideways and take off her coat first. It's only half off. I only felt a light hand, and the coat had been taken over by Bao Yifan. She couldn't help but look back in surprise, he did it because of simple gentlemanly behavior. Or does it show that there is still love? Bao Yifan also looked at her, and the eyes of the two collided in mid-air, and they said a thousand words.

"I'm not going to pretend about it, let's get straight to the point. I was always wary and suspicious of my mental condition; I used my previous plausible relationship to prove that I had better be single to the end; I'm not trying to fall in love with you, and I certainly don't have to explain it to you; And then I didn't try to stay with you for long. I also think that you may not last me long, so you do not have to give an account; Then I kept trying to get out, but the moth was to the fire, and that was my most hypocritical time; Today, the child is an accident and an inevitability, and your behavior of preparing to get married and preparing to be with me for a long time makes me have to tell the truth, I can't get married. I'm sorry to make you dazzled. I...... Thank you so much for the wonderful things you have brought me. That's it. I'm going to go. ”

Bao Yifan looked at Andy dumbfounded, unable to speak for a long time. But Andy shrugged helplessly. As he moved away to pack his luggage, he reached out and hugged the man in his arms. Andy was puzzled and wanted to observe Bao Yifan's eyes, but Bao Yifan buried his face in her shoulder socket and refused to move away.

Andy is back in her greedy embrace, and she doesn't want to go away. But how could she not go. She reached out to push Bao Yifan, but Bao Yifan hugged him tighter.

"Don't move, you think, push me away. Who's going to hurt you? Don't move, you let me be quiet, let me hold Jingjing. I'm a little messed up. ”

Andy was surprised, slowly. She recalled in Bao Yifan's arms, "Push me away, who will hurt you", and tears couldn't stop falling. She finally lowered her head and buried her head in Bao Yifan's shoulder socket, letting the tears flow quietly.

"Andy, Andy? Don't stand. We sat down and talked. Don't be angry, I just misunderstood you, blame me for being too complicated. Sit, don't cry, don't cry. Bao Yifan kissed again, and he was in a hurry, "Okay, I'll review ......"

"I was wrong, you reacted correctly."

"I ...... I'll admit, I thought it was evil at first. I initially thought you didn't actually love me, I didn't understand why you suddenly announced the truth on the day you had a child, I thought you were making excuses, or you were retreating, a lot, all kinds of messy possibilities rushed to my head, I was caught off guard, I was disappointed, I thought how you are such a woman. I shouldn't doubt you. ”

"It's not 'some truth,' it's the real truth."

"Hmm. Originally, I couldn't figure it out, how could a person like you have been waiting for me to appear for so many years waiting for me to love you, yes, you have always refused me to approach you. I'm a little dull from your scared eyes today. What's wrong with the truth? Why did you leave me for the truth? Our relationship in the past few months, you say let it go? ”

"Because I don't know when I'm going to have a seizure, and my child, I don't know what it's going to be. I can't bother you. If you think about it, my grandfather couldn't bear the pressure and fled from his hometown, and Wei Guoqiang also left, and when it happened, you couldn't bear it. ”

Bao Yifan bit his lower lip and thought for a long time before he spoke with difficulty, "I thought about it just now." Even if there is a day, we cherish each day until that day comes. It's a bit of a psychological shadow at first, but I'll get over it. ”

"I can't do it, knowing that it will harm you, knowingly."

"But how can you let me leave you, you are in my heart. Ask yourself, can you walk away again? You don't know how to make games more than I do. It was me who had to chase you down, I didn't blame you, you didn't have to leave me to show any attitude. Falling in love is the only reason to be together, don't say goodbye to leaving, nod your head, promise me. ”

Andy was exposed by Bao Yifan, yes, she really can't do without him. Even at the moment of the showdown just now, she still didn't want to leave in her heart, only reason told her that if she loved him, don't hurt him. She didn't want to leave, she really didn't want to leave, Bao Yifan knew her. But she had to shake her head, she couldn't nod. But while shaking his head, tears came out of his eyes again. Decades of tenacity are all turned into a mess of grievances at the moment, of course she wants someone to love, of course she wants someone to hurt, and she wants to accept the thick love openly, she wants everything, she wants someone to be coquettish, she wants someone to rely on, she wants to find someone to discuss the most private things, she wants someone to share the happiness or sorrow from the bottom of her heart, she needs a thick chest, she wants a lot of things that have never belonged to her for more than thirty years, she is close to heaven, how can she be willing to leave, willing to accept God's injustice to her.

But at this moment, she lay in Bao Yifan's arms and cried. For these more than thirty years of grievances.

Bao Yifan was a little surprised at first, but gradually realized something, and no longer persuaded Andy, making Andy cry happily.

It wasn't until the crying turned into a choked voice that Bao Yifan asked, "Agreed?" (To be continued.) )