Xu is expected to be really effective, and no one disturbed him during this night of sitting alone on the stool. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I thought about a lot of things this night, and finally let a mess of things sweep over my thoughts.

First of all, Shen Chi's visit this time has opened the curtain on my head-on. Secondly, this Xiao Rui's willing conspiracy is a slight improvement for me.

I thought that if I wanted to convince Xiao Rui, it would take a long time to "Chicken Soup for the Soul", but I didn't expect that this time, his active visit would save me a lot of time and energy.

I sat down in front of the mirror and tore off the human skin mask, which was reflected on my haggard face. Who said that people's feelings are not easily revealed on the face, isn't this the truest portrayal now?

It turns out that I can not withstand the blow like this. After a meal between the husband and wife, after a night, the whole person looked like he couldn't slow down.

"Mother, mother." A soft call sounded outside the door, still a familiar voice, but the name of the call still made me dare not respond easily.

"Niangniang, I'm Jing Huan, are you there, give me a response somewhat!" Huan Huan said one after another, and the urgent question also came again, and I gently buttoned the edge of the door, which can be regarded as giving her a little hint.

"Mother, it's really you, you're really in it!" As soon as the words fell, the door was pushed open from the outside. I was stunned for a moment, and then I saw her running to my side.

Her clothes and hair ornaments had changed slightly, roughly the same as those of the maidservants seen in the palace. And what surprised me was not only this one thing, but what I couldn't figure out was how she could push the door open with her ability.

It seems that he noticed the strangeness of my gaze, and Huan Huan's side also had some worries. She looked at me with concern inside and out, and then asked how I was doing. I shook my head and didn't say much. After arranging her to sit down, he walked forward with broken steps and gently closed the door.

"Huh? Niangniang, you haven't answered the slave's words, slave...... I'm really worried about your situation. Huan Huan saw that I didn't give her a reply, and her words became much more urgent. And now I can't be as defenseless as I used to be. Even if the person in front of her is familiar, who can be completely convinced that she is not a person who is good at changing her face.

I thought about it for a while, and then I pulled out the delicate little short knife at my waist and stabbed at her...... At the moment of life and death, people are often able to reveal their disguised flaws.

The woman didn't dodge, but closed her eyes softly. The corners of her mouth rose slightly, as if she had already put life and death out of the way. Well, the subconscious reaction will not deceive, the person in front of me is my Huan Huan and no one else.

After confirming her identity, my vigilance was finally able to retract my chest a little. I quickly tucked the knife back into my waist and patted her on the shoulder to calm her mind.

Huan Huan opened her eyes and looked at me, but I couldn't analyze the look in her eyes thoroughly. She must have been frightened, of course, she may still blame me a little in her heart, of course, according to Huanhuan's considerate nature, she should still forgive me.

"What's the matter, you're okay." There are thousands of words I want to say, but when everything comes to my lips, it only becomes such a dry word. "I ...... I'm fine?? However, Fang Cai really frightened the slave maid. Jing Huan said, her face still looking frightened.

"Uh, I'm sorry my Huanhuan, I shouldn't distrust you, you...... You are my good Jinghuan! I said with guilt on my face, and the look in my eyes was still begging.

"I'm fine, mother, and your temptation is not entirely unreasonable. After all, when dealing with people now, we should be more wary of the people close to us. Jing Huan said, and also cast a look of understanding at me.

"Ha, it's really my good Huanhuan, you don't blame me for making me very happy. However, I still want to apologize to you for your temptation. It's me?? I'm too much of a bow and a snake. I said sincerely, but after hearing Huan Huan's words immediately after, my expression stiffened.

It turned out that it wasn't my sneak attack that frightened her, it turned out that what kept her panicked was whether I could hear the words. My eyes gradually seeped into the desire to cry, but my face remained as strong as ever. At this time, moving, only suitable for collection into the heart.

"By the way, Niangniang, why did you keep silent when the slave asked you before?" Huan Huan's words got to the point, and my answer was explained in detail for him alone.

"Ah~ I see. You are trying to avoid Your Majesty and Miss Shen~. Jing Huan had an epiphany, but it also summarized my general thoughts concisely.

It is true that I deliberately avoided both of them, but my deafness was not just for the sake of this...... I thought about my plan in my head, and my brow grew heavy.

"Niangniang, are you okay, you seem to be very haggard." Jing Huan was worried about my body again, and I also changed the topic again because of her words.

"Okay, Huan Huan, since I only said these words to you, it means that I have 100% trust in you, so I am not deaf, no matter who asks, you must keep it secret for me."

After explaining this, Huan Huan didn't immediately give me a promise that she swore to, she frowned, and a look of embarrassment came into view. "What? Can't Huan Huan allow me this promise? I asked, but she didn't say anything for a while. Finally...... What is she struggling with?

I restrained my confusion and didn't force her to give me a verbal promise. If she really has someone who wants to tell her, I can't stop her, but after accumulating trust over the years, I still think that she Jing Huan will not betray me at all.

The two of us were so silent for a moment, but in the end, we unexpectedly heard Huan Huan's verbal affirmation. Well, she said she wouldn't tell anyone, and I believed it. For what I believe is in her character and that she will not have bad thoughts about me.

"Okay, thank you for keeping it a secret for me, but there's one more thing I want to ask you." Suddenly I remembered some details in my mind, and I remembered the title she had been calling since the time she entered the house. Empress? Why don't I remember when I became a so-called mother?

Jing Huan listened carefully to my questions and quickly gave me a detailed answer. It turned out that as early as the time when I was hearing deaf, I was inexplicably set by Xiao Shengxia in the court. What seems a little ridiculous is that this position is concurrently a legitimate main room, and it can only be done as an insignificant concubine.

"Mother, aren't you angry? Obviously, you should be the most pleasing person of His Majesty? Huan Huan suddenly pursed her lips, looking a little amused, heh, at this time, she actually thought that Xiao Shengxia was happy with me? A self-deprecating smile flashed across my lips, and I shook my head, rejecting her rhetoric.

"Huh? Do you think Your Majesty doesn't like you? He obviously ......, "Huan Huan wanted to speak and stopped, as if there was something to say even if he braked the car in his throat before he spoke." "He's clear? What's wrong with him? Huan Huan, don't be afraid, continue to speak. Driven by curiosity, I threw the question at her again. Huan Huan's expression was like a crumpled newspaper, screwed together.

"He's clearly ...... I should like you. Huanhuan's eyes began to look around, and even avoided my gaze. Such a rookie's cover-up words, not to mention that they can't deceive me, just any person may be able to capture the insincerity in her eyebrows. However, if she doesn't want to say it, I can't force it, and all I can do for the time being may be to watch her justify herself and lie about the fabricated excuses.

"Oh? Yes, do you really think that he Xiao Shengxia likes me? A few seconds after I finished speaking, the sound of footsteps behind me hit my ears. Did this man come at this time, or did he already hear everything we had to do when I started talking?

I began to panic in my heart, but my complexion changed while I was facing away from him. Don't panic, don't mess up! I kept reminding myself in my heart, and finally the moment I looked back at him, I sorted out the expression on my face. Xiao Shengxia walked towards me step by step, and his eyes were not ready to let me go at all, such a look made me quite uneasy, but even if it was too late, I would strive to replace it before a point, and the brackets were all right. Copy and paste later. The same prevents piracy. "After all, it's very uncomfortable to hold back the true nature of your heart, you have to know who I am, you have to know that you should listen to me. Xiao Shengxia took a gentle offensive again, and I was so distracted that I almost couldn't help but say my words.

No, I can't speak now, because I know very well that if I do, I will make myself even more stupid.

"Don't push yourself, and I'll let you say, it's an order." It's not soft, he just used it to threaten, okay, since it's all done and doesn't care about anything, then what else do I care about about face?

I made up my mind, and then let go of my lip-biting teeth and said something I couldn't control. "I, I really hate you, but while I hate you, I hate myself even more."

"It's me! It's because I'm too self-righteous from the beginning, and it's because I've judged right and wrong from the very beginning with my subjective consciousness. It's me who is too easy to trust a person, it's me who has a damn heartbeat against someone who has destroyed my people and used me as a pawn as much as he could. ”

After saying these words in my heart, my whole body felt as if I had been emptied. These words, sometimes even I didn't think about myself, but I took the opportunity of this exception to let me hear my inner words clearly.

There is no way, the mistakes you have made, if you can make up for them, you must try to keep them. I reached out my finger again and gently tapped Xiao Rui's slightly weakened back. Once, how much I hated this person, and once, how much I wished to destroy this person in front of me with my own hands.

However, how strong the hatred was at the beginning, how deep my sympathy and guilt are for him now. Even if he has a bad character, at least he hasn't done anything hurtful. Even though he acted in an exaggerated and wanton manner, he knew that he had done nothing wrong to me or my people.

In comparison, after a while, he secretly ridiculed and criticized his naivety in his thinking.

He is now the king of a country, even if he has strengths, it will only be a blessing to all people, so where can he be afraid of being leaked by others?

It turns out that I have always been in this state of mind and attitude towards him. Oh, how ridiculous is it to hate yourself more than to hate him? I had this thought, and in the next second, I felt that the clue in my head was gradually dizzy. God, I just woke up, and I was reluctant to fall asleep again.

I held my eyelids with obsession, but eventually my consciousness gradually blurred. In the last moment of soberness, I felt as if my hands were grasping something for me, and after that, all consciousness had lost contact with me.

Xiao Shengxia saw that the woman finally closed her eyes and fell asleep, and the sharp gaze in her eyes finally softened. Now that she is asleep, she finally doesn't have to be a person with a mask, thinking about what she said and did to her, it really took a lot of determination.

But what's the matter, as long as she can live, then it doesn't matter if she is hated a little more. Xiao Shengxia thought in his heart, his hands also gently touched the woman's cheeks, he slapped her today, for him, how could he not be heartbroken?

After getting along for so long, the relationship is also increasing bit by bit, Xiao Shengxia remembered the laughter and noise with the woman, and felt quite nostalgic for a while. Maybe nothing was revealed at that time, maybe the two of them still wore the most suitable masks at that time.

"Sleep, when you wake up, you still have to bear my troubles from time to time. But you must know that what I have done is the support that can keep you alive, and you can only live if you hate me! “