Last night, I saw the feelings mentioned in the chapter posted by a favorite author, the eunuch, and I felt a lot of emotion.

I'm sitting in front of the computer until now, writing and deleting, writing and deleting, and I always feel that I can't write what I want to write, and this feeling of depression really makes me extremely uncomfortable, but in the end, I still don't have the idea of forcing two chapters......

Fox's update has always been a problem.,Sometimes two more.,Sometimes it's a change.,Occasionally three more.,It's not that I can't write.,As an online author.,The number of water words is the basic skill.,I don't say it's awesome and it's not going to be bad.。

Lately, I've always felt like I've been stuck in a bottleneck.

This state is very strange, sometimes it will be written smoothly, in one go, and thousands of words can be completed quickly.

Sometimes it is extremely difficult, and what I write can never satisfy me, so that I write hundreds of words and read them over and over again, and finally I can only silently delete them all.

At this time, the fox is tormented, because what he has worked so hard to write will only end up being a pile of meaningless data.

A lot of people think I'm relaxed, but at times like these, the fox dares to say that he's under as much pressure as they are.

I began to examine what I had written, thinking more and more, and the divergence and progress of the plot made me tired and anxious.

This is not a complaint, the fox even thinks it is a good thing!

To be honest, this is the first time that the fox has felt this way (in the first few books, the fox can not shy away from saying that the plot has collapsed in the middle of the book, but the indescribable storyline is still self-consistent so far, and the subsequent general development also has a clear vein in the fox's mind, at least in the fox's personal opinion. ）

In a sense, this book is the first time I've really entered the mid-to-late stages of a book, and although I'm a little ashamed, it's true.

Maybe it was the previous experiences that made me extremely afraid of the end and the collapse of the plot, so that all I think about every day is the outline, the plot, and the foreshadowing.

I know that my level may be very limited, I am an ordinary person, I don't read enough books, I don't watch enough movies, and my literary foundation is limited to some things that everyone has seen.

There is not enough ink in the stomach.

It's ridiculous that I've never felt this way before......

In fact, this makes me feel more embarrassed and panicked than the decline in subscriptions or the decrease in my collection, but as I said above, I can vaguely feel that this state of affairs should be a good thing.

This is a process that the person who writes should and must go through.

Referring to authors like me, of course.

No matter how much I imagine my level, a deficiency is a deficiency, although I have written for a few years, I still think that my level is really average, and I am willing to make up for it with some whims, but if I am satisfied with the current level, then I am a complete fool.

I'm trying to make amends, and I want to make a change.

I beg everyone to give me some time and patience as an ordinary author.

Thank you.

Another: Having said so much, in fact, the fox doesn't know what he said, so he takes it as my personal complaint...... If you think that the SAN value has dropped, the fox apologizes first.

Another 2: In the recent cold wave, everyone should pay attention to keeping warm.