Qin Wan sobbed quietly, his shoulders trembled, and he cried very sadly. 『』

Looking at her pitiful appearance, Qin Ke's thoughts drifted back to twenty-five years ago.

At that time, his father had just been crowned the crown prince, and the people who had ignored him and didn't take it seriously at all, whether it was his father's concubine, his staff, or the servants in the palace, had an unprecedented turn in their attitudes. Even the maids and chamberlains who served him seemed to tremble overnight, all with their heads held high and their eyebrows raised.

The concubine of the unfavored prince, even if he occupies an "elde" son, if there is no biological father's care, it is possible to become white, not to mention the love between the biological father and the mother-in-law, and the mother-in-law's displeasure to him is all there, and naturally no one tends to worship him. But, the eldest son of the crown prince...... Even if the mother-in-law has a cold face, so what? There are rules that have been passed down for many years. It is not impossible to break it, but it is destined to be criticized by others, and even cause turmoil in the government and the opposition.

Unless, he dies.

Of course, if he really dies, the shock of the court and harem will not be smaller than the death of the queen.

If Queen Mu dies, the saint will naturally take care of the Yue family when she looks at the face of his wife. But if the eldest son of the emperor dies, as the queen's serious mother's family, if the Mu family is interested, it is best to be a man with his tail between his legs.

Whether it is life or death, it all depends on his appearance.

Qin Ke vaguely remembered that he was originally very good at reading, and his martial arts skills were not bad. Although he has not been praised by his father, even Xixi seems to have no such person as him, and he has always swept past him, and he does not dare to slack off. But in the East Palace, when he answered the question as usual and was praised by the respected Confucian, he felt the eyes of everyone on him.

Expectation, approval, worry, jealousy...... It's warm, but it's mostly cold.

And then what? And then how did he hide his light and become what he is now? Is it after I "ate something bad", my stomach hurt for three days and three nights, and I couldn't walk on the ground for two or three months? Was it after being hostile to his second brother and feeling sad? Or when you tried your best to express your praise, but you couldn't get your father's approval?

At that time, he was ignorant, and instinctively chose to retreat, but now that he thinks about it, he realizes how thrilling his situation was at that time - if he was more favored by the saint than the second brother King Liang and had a better appearance, then, after the birth of the ninth brother, neither Queen Mu nor the Mu family would allow him or.

After so long, he couldn't remember why it had changed. He only remembered that after feeling the indifference and coldness around him, he wandered in a daze and inadvertently found a good place.

It was a secluded corner of the East Palace, where the vegetation was so lush that children could not see anyone when they hid in it. He often hid there in a daze, enjoying the rare silence, until one day, here, he heard a little girl sobbing in a low voice.

He thought it was a palace maid who had just entered the palace but was bullied, and thought about coaxing and intimidating the other party to leave his secret garden without disturbing his peace. Unexpectedly, he opened the lush vines and looked at it, but it was his cousin, Qin Zhen, the lord of Chenliu County.

To this day, he remembers asking stupidly, "Why are you here?" ”

"I ......" Qin Zhen wiped his face indiscriminately, and saw that Qin Ke was still standing there in a daze, stomped his feet, and threatened viciously, "You are not allowed to say it." ”

Qin Ke nodded vigorously: "Okay, but you haven't answered me yet, why are you here!" ”

"I ......" Qin Zhen's eyes turned red, and he almost shed tears, "Auntie's birthday is coming, everyone is busy celebrating, but today, today is the third brother's death!" "Her youngest brother has only been gone for three years, and no one remembers him.

The East Palace is still the East Palace, but the owner has changed, and she has also changed from entering the house to being under the fence, and her situation is very embarrassing.

For the birthday of the crown princess, the entire East Palace was full of joy, wearing red and green everywhere, but it was so dazzling in her eyes.

It's a good place, but it's not home.

And then what? Qin Ke's mind was a little trance-like.

Then, Aung died, and Aya became a saint. Then, Queen Mu was pregnant, and everyone's eyes were even more wrong when they looked at him. When the ninth brother was born, he only felt that the atmosphere in the palace was overwhelming, and he hurriedly wanted to get out of the palace, build a mansion, and get married...... It's good to escape from this qiē.

He knew that Sister Zhen thought the same way.

When the decree of marriage was given, Sister Zhen was so happy, her smile was sincere, her delicate face was indescribably luster, and her eyes were full of longing for happiness. She always wanted to have a daughter, saying that she would be able to marry Kun'er, but she gave birth to two boys. When she was pregnant with her third child, she inadvertently learned the truth about "mismarriage", and her sincere smile never appeared on her face again, and Kun'er ...... Kun'er also got sick and didn't take long to go.

That's right, get married.

Sister Zhen, as the county lord, is eager to meet her lover, so what about Bao'er? If you can't go back, will Bao'er's life be wasted in Pengze? There is also Manniang, he promised to make up for Manniang and make her happy for the rest of her life. He also promised that the child, whether male or female, would be called "Yan", which corresponded to "Wan", and if it was a boy, it would be even better.

Boys, always have sharp edges and corners, a more flamboyant personality, and the tip of the fingers is just right.

"Sun Daochang-" Qin Ke swallowed and asked in a low voice, "What about people?" ”

Knowing that his father had already moved, Qin Wan stopped crying, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes: "Sun Daochang watched the heavenly opportunity, and the consumption was so huge that he couldn't even get up." Pei Yuanjun said, when Sun Dao is better, he will bring him here to see if there is a villain who is making trouble and taking away Aya's luck. ”

She said this on her lips, but in her heart she slandered, no, Sun Daochang's face was pale and pale, half of him was frightened by Pei Yuanjun, and the other half was squatting in prison. This guy is not very capable, he can deceive others, but he can't deceive Pei Yuanjun, and he will clean up Sun Daochang's bottom in three or two sentences. If it weren't for Pei Yuanjun's intention to put a long line to catch big fish and not continue to ask, Sun Daochang might have finished explaining the eighteen generations of his ancestors. As for what Lingbao faction, it is even more fragmentary, not into shape, and it is said in a dazzling way, and the preface can't match the afterword when it is really interrogated, and it is feasible to fool some ignorant villagers and peasant women, and if you want to deceive Aya, if you don't make a move from Pei Yuanjun, ten or eight Sun Daochang will not be enough.

Regarding the matter of Dao Buddha, Qin Ke and Shen Man didn't believe much, but they couldn't stand the belief of others. At least the officials of Peng Ze that Qin Wan had seen, Tai Ban had statues or bodhisattvas in his home. Therefore, when Pei Xi wanted to make up some heavenly immortals and hell soldiers, Qin Wan asked him: "Aren't you afraid?" At least Aya and A-Niang taught her that it was better to believe what she has than what she doesn't.

"Afraid, what is there to be afraid of? I look up to the sky, bow down to the ground, and act without shame, how can I be afraid of these clay wooden tires? Pei Xi smiled slightly, his confident appearance was deeply ingrained in Qin Wan's mind, and he couldn't forget it for the rest of his life, "Don't say these gods and gods, even if it's fate, I don't believe it." ”

Qin Wan opened his mouth, wanting to refute him, because Qin Ke said that fate is predestined, but luck can be changed, which is also the opinion of many wise people, but Pei Xi ......

"As soon as the fool encounters a setback, he says, admit it, every qiē is fate, I don't agree." Pei Xi said proudly, "If you really believe in the so-called fate, fate will trample you under your feet fiercely, so that you will not be able to mix up your personal appearance for the rest of your life." Only by holding your head high, moving forward, and firmly grasping your own destiny can you be worthy of this life. ”

Take control of your own destiny...... Is it?

Qin Wan quietly clenched his hands and looked up at Qin Ke.

That's right, she wants to firmly control her own destiny, so she must move Aya and write a letter to Lord Chenliu so that their family can return to Chang'an!

Thinking of this, Qin Wan's heart was sour, and his expression was also gloomy.

What if you say that Aya is moved? If they want to go back, it depends on whether the county lord Chen Liujun is willing to help, whether the timing is good enough, and they have to ...... It depends on the mind of the saint.

No matter which one it is, there are only four words for Qin Wan, that is-involuntarily.

Mastering destiny is easier said than done. Even Pei Yuanjun has been struggling, resisting, struggling, and wants to remove the shackles on his body? He said that he didn't want to have anything to do with Luoyang Pei's family, but his blood relatives could not be erased, and what he ate, worn, and used was all given by Luoyang Pei's family. Even if he said that he didn't care about the family, no matter what he did, in the eyes of outsiders, he represented the family, and even affected the glory and disgrace of the Pei family in Luoyang.

If, if...... How good would it be if Aya was the emperor?

Life and death, manipulating the fate of sentient beings, you can have whatever you want. You won't worry about your livelihood, you won't be cold-faced, you won't be respectful, but you will be avoided like a snake and scorpion in secret, and you won't live in trembling every day, lest you never open your eyes again.

Aya said that he was not favored by the saints, and even if the ninth uncle of the crown prince really committed something, it would not be his turn to take the throne. On the contrary, he had to be afraid, lest the new emperor would look at him, a more legitimate heir, and find a reason to kill him. Why, then, does Aya not fight for it, but instead desire the conscience of others?

Aya is the eldest son of the emperor, the eldest son of the emperor who is rightfully named, why can't he be okay if everyone else can?

A sad father, a sick mother, a humble room, the fear of dying, and the fate of not knowing where the road ahead...... The strong unwillingness welled up in his heart, which deeply stimulated Qin Wan's originally carefree heart.

My father is the eldest son of the upright emperor in Daxia, and because of this identity, our family has suffered so much. If the ninth uncle of the crown prince ascends the throne, it doesn't matter, if it's someone else...... I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled!