"This is what Sha Ye asked the little one to send over, Miss Tang will accept it. △¢," the visitor handed her a food box.

Tang Wan took the food box and opened it to see that it contained fresh food, and it was good to look at.

"Thank you Sha Ye for me!" Since he sent it, there is no reason for her not to eat it, the bad food is really not eaten by people, can she eat it or not.

"Come, eat." Tang Wan opened the lunch box and served food to Zhao Yue.

Zhao Yue took it and ate silently, without speaking for a long time. At the end, two tears were suddenly left: "It's the first time I've eaten a good meal when I'm so old." ”

Tang Wan listened with compassion and sympathy, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

"You said that if I didn't have the surname Zhao, would I eat such a meal every day?" Zhao Yue raised her head, her eyes revealing an inexplicable light, and looked at Tang Wan.

"As a royal family, I should have died for the country, which is the pride and duty of the royal family. But I never grew up like a princess, so why should I die like a princess? I'm not even as good as an ordinary daughter! The Song Kingdom did not die, so why should I die for the country that ignored us? Even if I die, I don't die for Song Guo, I am for myself, only for myself! ”

Zhao Yue suddenly cried hysterically, crying very sadly, crying and crying, she actually convulsed, but fortunately she was lying on the bed and would not fall down.

Tang Wan hurriedly persuaded her: "Don't cry, Yue'er." ”

Zhao Yue still cried.

Tang Wan stroked her back to help her breathe: "If you cry again, the wound will burst, and you will be in pain." ”

"My heart aches. What is the arm! Zhao Yue held her breath and said.

"Okay, then you cry!" Tang Wan was helpless, since she wanted to cry, then cry, it was okay to vent.

Zhao Yue really started crying again, and after a long time before she stopped, sobbing quietly.

Seeing that she stopped, Tang Wancai said: "Yue'er, I don't know what has happened to you over the years, and I don't know what you think in your heart, but it's useless to feel sorry for yourself." Let's face it, we can only find a way to change the status quo. If you can't change, you can only adapt and work hard to live better! In my opinion, complaining doesn't do anything, of course, if complaining makes you feel better. That's okay. You can let loose as much as you want. But after venting, you have to adjust it as much as possible, otherwise you will stop in a state of resentment and can't get out of it if you vent too much, and it's not good if you feel that life is boring! ”

Zhao Yue listened to her words. couldn't hold back her tears, no one comforted her, but someone comforted her and wanted to cry even more.

Tang Wan stepped forward and hugged her gently, and said softly: "Okay, don't cry!" "Anyway, Zhao Yue is a little girl who is only fourteen or fifteen years old, and she has grown up in hardship, and she is quite sympathetic.

Zhao Yue leaned on her shoulder and cried, tears spilling on her shoulder.

"If I had a choice, I would rather not be born and never come into this world. Wan'er, do you know, I watched the people around me die one after another, but I didn't know that I would live to that day, sometimes I wondered, why not me, if I die, will I no longer suffer, go to the underworld to be reincarnated, and be blessed in the next life to a good family. ”

"Yes, blessed. You don't have to live in the next life, you can enjoy happiness in this life. Tang Wan was sad when she heard this, and comforted her.

Zhao Yue smiled faintly: "Really?" I don't dare to hope for it. I remember very clearly, Aunt Garter died when I was five years old, do you know Aunt Garter? She is the eldest daughter of the emperor's grandfather, when she came to the Jin Kingdom at the age of 28, I heard that she had a husband in the Song Kingdom, but when she arrived in the Jin Kingdom, she was forced to marry Wanyan Zongpan as a concubine, and later Wanyan Zongpan was killed by the Emperor of the Jin Kingdom, and Aunt Jiade entered the palace to serve the emperor, and died not long after. The dignified Emperor Ji of the Song Kingdom is committed to marrying three times, this is the princess of the dead country! Wan'er, this is the princess! And Aunt Rongde, when I was six years old, she also died! Great-grandfather came to Jin Kingdom and gave birth to six sons and eight daughters, which one of them died well? The descendants of the emperor's grandfather fell, Aunt Ande, Aunt Anshu, Aunt Maode, Aunt Chongde, which one survived to adulthood? I've heard of all those people, but my sixth and eighth sisters also died, and I watched them die of starvation. Wan'er, I don't dare to think about it! I probably won't have the opportunity to live a normal life in my life."

Tang Wan was silent, what could she say? Don't be sad if you can't come back from death?

"And have you ever thought about running away?" Tang Wan asked.

"Thought! But I couldn't run, there were people watching outside. I don't have the strength at all, I'm driven to do this and that every day, and I have to be controlled by Master Fu. Besides, where can I escape? Zhao Yue laughed miserably.

"You see, I'm afraid of death! It's not fun to be alive, but I still have to live in the world, so what's the good of living? What else could I expect? What is the future for people like me? Actually, I don't even know why. ”

Zhao Yue said self-deprecatingly, she couldn't explain her expectations, she had been faintly looking forward to it in her heart for so many years, hoping for a glimmer of hope that even she didn't know.

Tang Wan wanted to say, "Come with me!" "But she is a sane person, and now she is not sure to escape, how can she take Zhao Yue with her? But if she had the chance, she would have taken hers.

"No, Yue'er, life is precious, there is nothing more precious than life, others don't care about your life and death, but you can't give it up."

"How do I care? I can only live if others ask me to live, and if I die, I have to die! Look at my hand, if it is broken, it will be broken, Wan'er, I really envy you! You know what freedom is, you've lived happy days, you've had happy memories, and I haven't, never! Zhao Yueqing was a little excited, grabbed Tang Wan's shoulder, and pinched it hard.

Tang Wan frowned at her, and quietly brushed her hand away, Zhao Yue's state was not right!

Zhao Yue was indeed wrong, she was injured and lying on the bed, extremely weak, but it was rare to have a stable environment and someone to comfort her. The chaotic and complicated thoughts hidden in Zhao Yue's heart, the thoughts that she had tried to suppress and dare not think about suddenly all exploded, and she lost her coolness.

"Don't move, your wound is going to break." Tang Wan reminded her.

Zhao Yue looked down, and sure enough, the gauze on her arm was a little loose, Tang Wan helped her rewrap it, and Zhao Yue calmed down at this time: "I'm sorry Wan'er, I shouldn't have been like that." ”

"Nothing. You have a good rest, I'll go see Zhao Ling and them. ”

As he was talking, Zhao Ling's voice came from outside: "We're back!" ”

Wan'er and the two looked at the door, and saw Zhao Ling and Zhao Xu each coming in with a large pile of stones.

Tang Wan was surprised, so she asked, "Why are they all stones, and there are no bamboos?" ”

"This is Yanjing, the climate is too cold, and there is no bamboo." Zhao Xu said.

Tang Wan stomped her feet: "Then find some sharp sticks, you can't just find stones, you can't hang them!" I went around Fu Bicun's house just now, and the outside of his house turned out to be a stone floor, and the house was made of stone, so I couldn't dig into it at all. You can only use spikes to make a trap and hang it. ”

"Oh, then we'll pick it up again!" Zhao Ling said.

"Hey, wait, I'll go after dinner!" Tang Wan said, bring the leftover meals in the food box to them, and the meals sent by Sha Lin are full of weight, enough for several people to eat.

Zhao Ling ate with relish: "I have never eaten such a delicious meal!" ”

Zhao Xu almost cried when he heard this, and became sad again. (To be continued.) )