Extras (18) How to give the love of the predecessor
The virus in Gu Min's body was completely confirmed, because Zhuo Fan Police Station confessed. Tang Renxiu went to the police station to negotiate with him, but the result was a stalemate. Gu Min's condition spread rapidly, faster than expected. Tang Renxiu used almost all his connections to find experts at home and abroad, but the results were not ideal. There are so many good medicines in this world, which one can save her?
Tang Renxiu even ordered everyone to keep it a secret from her, but this secret was probably impossible to hide.
But not now, it's too early.
He was not yet convinced that when she knew the truth, she would be strong and she would try to keep herself alive.
"Tang Renxiu! You sue me! ”
"You're alright."
"You're lying! You're still lying! ”
"You don't believe me?"
"I don't believe it!"
"Then Fang Yang, Zi Mo, Luo Huan, Uncle Jiang, and even that Mr. Xie...... Don't you believe it! ”
She suddenly quieted down, Tang Renxiu looked at her, but saw that her whole person was so decadent, "Until now, who do you think I can trust?" Who else can I trust! ”
Gu Min, Gu Min, you have to be strong, you can't do this! What do you want me to do?
"Then believe in yourself! If you don't believe me, you don't believe in Fang Yang, you don't believe in Zimo, you don't believe in everyone, then believe in yourself! Rest well and trust that you will be fine! He drank in a deep voice, he sued her, and even more so himself, he must believe that she would be fine!
Gu Min laughed, so crazy, her words were even more messy, which made him panic and make him drink, "I said you will be fine!" Absolutely no problem! You can't believe it! What do you want me to say to you, you can believe it! ”
"Gu Min! What do you want me to do with you? You say! He grabbed her arm, and she frowned in pain, "I just want you to tell me the truth!" ”
"I sue you, you are not sick at all! Hello very! You can live to be 100 years old! I've answered the questions you want to ask! If you still want to ask this, next time you deliberately call me to the hospital, I won't come again! In the end, he almost ran away, and just got up and left!
How long can you hide it from someone? If it's a lifetime, how good would it be?
And when Fang Yang also sued him, Gu Min's condition worsened rapidly, and he needed to tell him the truth about her condition, Tang Renxiu knew that the deadline had also arrived.
He couldn't hide her anymore.
In the afternoon, Tang Renxiu drove to the hospital, and from a distance, he saw Gu Min and Ji Weiran side by side, and she was looking at Ji Weiran with a pleading gaze.
Ji Weiran already knew about Gu Min's condition, so did she say it?
No!
How can it be Ji Weiran?
Even if you want to say it, it should be him!
"Ji Weiran-!" Tang Renxiu drank her at once, he rushed over, interrupted them, and even left with Gu Min in a hurry after a few words.
Tang Renxiu took Gu Min back to the ward, "Lie down and rest." ”
Gu Min walked to the window, the sunlight was very dim, she said, "Wei Ran said that I am fine, I just need a good rest and can be discharged." You don't have to rush her away, she didn't say anything. ”
It was her lonely eyes that made the pain in his heart intertwined, and his heart moved, and he finally opened his mouth.
"I sue you."
She turned around, and he whispered, "Zhuo Fan has poisoned you, that's why you have symptoms of hematemesis." ”
Her expression was obviously stunned, and then she came to her senses and asked calmly, "Will I die?" ”
"No!" Gu Min, I won't let you die! Never!
Her eyes were red, and hope and despair were intertwined, "Tang Renxiu, I want to watch Chen Chen grow up, I don't want to leave him." I want to live, I want to live. ”
Hearing her say this, Tang Renxiu's heart was sad and suddenly happy.
Sadly, she was tormented by illness, but rejoicing, she was not defeated by despair, she wanted to live!
It's just that no matter how tenacious a person is, there is a moment of collapse, just like a stubborn fortress, it can't withstand the torment of the years.
In the cold winter of January, Gu Min spent the entire month in the hospital.
After a long month of treatment, Gu Min finally collapsed!
She began to hallucinate and almost committed suicide!
She came to the top of the rooftop alone, she didn't let anyone get close to him, she said she was going to find her family, her grandparents, her mother, her brother......
Tang Renxiu only saw that she looked like a butterfly, as if she was about to spread her wings and fly away, how could he let her fly away, he must catch her!
"Gu Min, if you go there, you won't see Chen Chen again!"
"Today is Wednesday, Chen Chen goes to school today, there is a math class in the morning, in another hour, he will have lunch, in the afternoon is a physical education class, and then take a nap, and when school is over, Sister Zhang will take him to see you, he comes every day, don't you remember!"
"Chen Chen is coming to see you! If you go with them, how will he come to see you! ”
"I'm not lying! Don't you remember? ”
"They are all buried in Chunling Cemetery, but Chen Chen is still alive! Didn't you say that you want to watch Chen Chen grow up, don't you want to leave him? Gu Min, are you just talking about it? ”
He approached her, and she fell into the void.
He stretched out his hand to her, and he called out to her, "Gu Min, come to me, Chen Chen is still waiting for you, you come to Chen Chen." ”
Gu Min, I'm also waiting for you, come to me.
"He can't live without you!"
Gu Min, I can't live without you.
"Can't live without you!"
I can't.
He opened his arms towards her, Gu Min looked at him condescendingly, and after a moment of silence, she finally jumped down at him, and he caught her.
She was so weak, she was so pale, she was lifeless.
She said so sadly and desperately, "I'm afraid I won't be able to wait......"
Gu Min, why can't you wait? You will definitely be able to wait until Chen Chen grows up!
The thrilling moment had just passed, and the problems that came one after another hit again, and Gu Min began to refuse to take medicine. She seems to have fallen into a desperate situation, and no longer believes in those so-called beautiful words, which are all lies, but they are all fantasies!
No matter how much everyone persuaded her, she only said, "I want to see Chenchen!" I'm going to see him now! ”
Tang Renxiu stepped forward in person and fed her with medicine, but she still refused, he even held her chin and was about to feed her, Gu Min pursed his lips and refused to open them. He was angry, he asked her to take medicine, he forcibly fed it into her mouth, but she vomited uncomfortably, she vomited the sky and the earth cracked, as if she wanted to vomit the whole person clean, which scared everyone, and the picture was even more unbearable to look at, she was so painful......
"It's all spit out, this won't work, take the medicine again!" Fang Yang frowned and shouted, and everyone had to feed her medicine again.
Gu Min suddenly broke away from the chain, and she shouted, "Let go of me!" Let go of me! I don't take pills! I don't want to take medicine-! ”
Tang Renxiu stood in the ward, watching her have a seizure, watching her resist powerlessly like a tortured trapped beast, he knew that she had collapsed!
Tang Luohuan stopped in front of her, and she drank, "I'm going out!" ”
Tang Renxiu's throat was a little astringent, "Amin." ”
She suddenly turned her head and asked him sharply, "I know it's you, it's you again, you won't let me go!" I'm going to see Chenchen now! You let me go! ”
Seeing this, Tang Zimo immediately came out, and she went to bring Xiang Chen over.
Everyone was trying to persuade her to calm down, Gu Min was already crazy, she didn't believe anyone, and she couldn't listen to anything.
"I don't believe it!" Gu Min's eyes were red, "You will all lie to me one by one!" You're all just going to lie to me! ”
Tang Renxiu strode in front of her, "Gu Min! Look at what you look like now! He also said that he wanted to watch Chen Chen grow up, and said that he didn't want to leave him, all of them were lying! You say you want to live, that's what you say you want to live! You don't take medicine, you don't take injections, you don't listen to the doctor's persuasion, you are so willful! How do you take care of Chenchen! You're lying! ”
"I'm not lying!" Gu Min's voice trembled, her eyes were so red that they were about to drip blood, she muttered like that, "Chen Chen is only six years old, when he was born, he was so small, he was so small, I held him, I said to myself, Gu Min, you have Chenchen now, you are no longer alone, you have the motivation to live, you must live well......"
She said that she firmly believed in the past, she said that she wanted to take Xiang Chen well, and she even said that she wanted to wait for Xiang Chen to grow up, which was such a beautiful expectation in life, that was the ordinary future for ordinary people, but now for her, it seems to be a luxury!
Tang Renxiu's heart burned, and suddenly her angry eyes shone over, "But now! I'm afraid I can't wait! I shouldn't have been alive when I knew that! Why should I survive! It's long overdue to leave this world with Chenchen! I should have died in the old mansion and went to accompany my grandfather! I've got that knife in my hand, and I'm going to do it! So there is no now! ”
"Tang Renxiu! It's you! It was you who made me pregnant with Chenchen! It's you! It was you who said to me that it would be fine, as long as you had a good rest, it would be fine! You said I wouldn't die! It's you! You said that the illness will be cured immediately! It's you! It's you who have joined forces to deceive me! ”
"I can't live!" Her eyes were full of tears, and he froze!
Tang Renxiu couldn't breathe, her words were like crying and complaining, leaving him speechless!
In the midst of his hesitation, he heard a shout, "Mom." ”
Tang Renxiu only saw Gu Min running up, she stumbled and ran to Xiang Chen, she hugged him tightly, she was afraid that she would never be able to do it again, she was so helpless, she hugged and cried!
"Chenchen! Chenchen, what are you going to do, what are you going to do, Chenchen, what are you going to do......" Gu Min cried heartbreakingly, crying heartbreakingly!
And after such a big commotion, Gu Min quieted down again, as if all the pent-up feelings had been vented, she was so safe.
Not long after, Ji Weiran found him, she told him that Gu Min asked him to meet, and his eyes widened!
"You said it!" Did she sue her for all this?
"I said it! I also told her that we were acting, and it was me who cooperated with you! I've said it all! But she didn't believe it, no matter what I said, she didn't believe it! ”
"You've said it all! Ji Weiran! How can you! ”
"Ji, Wei, Ran!" He was furious, and he shot the case!
"I really wanted to tell her everything I knew, but unfortunately I didn't have time."
Tang Renxiu understood, and he was also a little annoyed by the loss of control just now, "In the future, you don't want to meet her again!" Even if she asks you out, don't meet her! ”
"I don't think she'll ask me out again. This painting was originally intended to be given to you and Gu Min when the gallery opened, but too many things happened and it was delayed. Now, I can finally get it. She left a painting behind, and as she turned around, she said, "I know, you're not going to tell her the truth." It's really sad to think about it, in the end, I don't know if the person I love loves her. Tang Renxiu, if she asked you, would you answer. ”
Ji Weiran's question completely knocked him down, and he couldn't answer.
At night, Tang Renxiu came to the hospital, and he suddenly wanted to see Gu Min, but Gu Min seemed to be waiting for his arrival. He flattened the fruit for her, as before, but this time she agreed. She talked about going to see Ji Weiran today, and asked him not to blame her, she talked about his future marriage to Ji Weiran, as well as their future plans.
Gu Min, there is only you in my world, where else do I go to have a new future?
She said again, "But Chen Chen has already been born, no matter what, he is your child, even if you will have other children in the future, he is also your son." What's more, he's a lot like you, smart and cute, everyone says so. Although you are usually very busy, I can see that you still love Chenchen very much. ”
He finally peeled the apple and handed it to her, and she took it, but shouted, "Tang Renxiu." ”
She asked him, "Do you love Chenchen, do you love him?" ”
So far, I have been entangled in grievances and grievances, and she has never asked the word love, which seems to be too extravagant, and there will be no answer. She didn't ask him if he loved her, but she asked him if he loved Chenchen.
At this moment, Tang Renxiu remembered the first time he saw Xiang Chen, it was still in Beicheng, how amazing the bloodline was, how peculiar it was, his son, he would have a son, or him and hers......
If it weren't for Xiang Chen, he wouldn't have experienced the love of father and son, because he had never experienced fatherly love, so how could he be a good father? He doesn't want children, he doesn't want to have children, he can't give, he doesn't want to give, there is only harm, only endless harm......
No one had ever taught him how to be a good father.
His father brought him all darkness......
But now, Tang Renxiu gradually understood that when his father looked at him, that kind of look, when his father asked him to swear for the last time, how painful he was, he didn't want him to repeat the mistakes of the past, what he gave him was so dark, but that, wasn't that ......
"Love." He opened his mouth, and at this moment, he confessed.
Gu Min, I love Chenchen.
Not just because he is my son, but because it is you, it is me and your child, and I love him.
Maybe I can't, I'm not good enough, but I'm willing, I'm willing to be a father who doesn't qualify.
It's like his father.
The father said, "Renxiu, don't go out at home."
That's because my mother is always home alone, and if he goes out, my mother will be so lonely.
The father said, "Renxiu, you have to take care of your sister in the future, and you are the elder brother to protect her."
That's because he has always been a person, and with his sister, he won't be lonely anymore.
Father said: Renxiu, you will ...... in this life Won't fall in love with any woman, promise me, you won't in this life, let's bet, let's bet!
That's because I'm afraid that he will love him by mistake for a lifetime and suffer for a lifetime.
The emotions he gave him, even though they were distorted and unrecognized, were still real, and he felt them.
I didn't know it before, but now I understand it.
Dad, I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, it's me who understands too late.