Chapter 50: A Matter of Words
Jian Shaoyan suddenly smiled slightly, as if the scene he described was right in front of him, as if he had returned to that day, he continued, "After my observation, I found that my guess was wrong, because I found that you were sitting there very peacefully, and you seemed to be enjoying the quiet that you had alone, I kept looking at you with an exploratory gaze, and gradually I understood that you are a person with your own world." I couldn't help but get closer, I found that your gaze was so calm and clear, I think you are an extremely interesting woman, you aroused my curiosity even more, your clarity and calmness have always attracted me to step forward and come forward, and when I finally came to you, you were taken away by another girl. ”
Su Manxue has been listening quietly, and she has been trying to recall what Jian Shaoyan said, but she really can't find any memory about Jian Shaoyan, just as he said, he remembers her, but she doesn't remember him.
To her now, it sounded as if she was listening to someone else's story, as if this qiē had nothing to do with her.
"You left with that girl, although I regret that I missed the opportunity, but I am not disappointed, I always thought that there was still a chance, and I have been waiting for the opportunity to meet you. Finally the banquet is over, I look for you again but you have long disappeared, I was really stunned, I thought, missed today's acquaintance may really never see each other again, every time I think of the lack of my mood is also lost for a long time, although I am lost, but I feel helpless, because I was lost in the bad feelings of loss, I feel that I can't ask about you, but I sometimes comfort myself, since the encounter shows that there is fate, I think we will meet again, I just don't know when. This waiting time is too slow, after a long, long time, and I have never seen you again, slowly I will bury this feeling of loss in my heart, I think that over time my interest and feelings in you will gradually fade until the loss is gone. ”
"But after this incident, I also realized that sometimes time can't be diluted, time has been disappearing, but the loss and melancholy in my heart are expanding, many times I am uncomfortable with suppression, and my heart has been empty and unsettled, and my heart seems to be lost and can never be recovered. Later, I actually looked forward to Qian Xiaoya's birthday again, and when she celebrates her birthday again, you may appear at her birthday banquet again, but it will take another year for her to celebrate her birthday, a year is too long for those who are waiting, I hope that time will pass faster and faster, and I may be able to see you again when that day comes. ”
His eyes suddenly became bright, shining in the light, "Later, by chance, I accidentally saw you and Xiaoya come to the office to find Yifan, I knew that you and Xiaoya were friends, and I suddenly realized that I should know that I should know Xiaoya even if I am not familiar with it at Xiaoya's birthday party, not to mention that there are not many outsiders she invited that time." I said hello with excitement and excitement, but you just smiled casually and stopped looking at me, I was disappointed but not discouraged, and I was happy because I knew your name and we got to know each other for the first time. ”