Chapter Eighty-Seven: Don't Treat Decadence as Sadness
At nine o'clock the next morning, the rain passed and the sky cleared.
Jiang Muyi opened the curtains, looked at the green shrubs outside, and exhaled deeply.
Water droplets are crumbling from the leaves. The door behind her was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and when she turned around, it was a man who had not returned all night, still covered in the same clothes as last night, and looked a little wolf.
She lowered her eyes and restrained her for a while, before she raised her head and raised her lips at him, her words were the same as laughing, making people feel no warmth: "When will we go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the divorce?" β
The listener walked up to her coldly, took out the contents of his trouser pocket with an expressionless face, looked at her and said, "Eat the contents first." β
Jiang Muyi took a step back and asked vigilantly, "What is this?" β
The black box was suddenly opened by Helianmu, and a white ball was quietly in the middle. Her defensive face pierced his eyes, and suddenly his heart burst with revenge, slightly hooked his lips, and indifferently spit out three words: "Fetal." β
"......" Jiang Muyi breathed unevenly, "Maybe we should really have a good chat, divorced, then the child in my belly has nothing to do with you, whether I give birth to him or not, it has nothing to do with you." β
Helian Mu closed the box with a "snap~", stretched out a hand, stroked her face between his slightly cool fingers, and sneered: "So naΓ―ve? β
She was chilled by his temperature, struggling to dodge, but he pressed against the floor-to-ceiling window behind her and couldn't move.
Hearing his words, she resolutely turned cold: "How naΓ―ve am I! β
Helianmu ignored her, reopened the box and took out the pill. He really didn't expect Ah Mo to have the ability to make his own poison/medicine, and it was a pity not to go to ancient times to be a poisoner.
actually came up with such a yin/trick to deal with Jiang Muyi and him.
Fortunately, this qiΔ finally ended today.
"I don't eat it." The confidence of the words. Jiang Muyi's situation is actually unable to advance or retreat.
"I can't help you not eat it." Helian Mu said, "I know that you have been messing with me for this child, and the divorce has been filed by you, so it can be seen that you really want this child, but Jiang Muyi, you really can't." β
"Why not?" Jiang Muyi asked fiercely, "Just because Ah Mo is also pregnant with your child, right?" Just because you...... Changed your mind, didn't you? "Dry voice. Still continuing, "Helimus, I have fulfilled you. You can't do this to me. β
After a short silence, Helian Mu said, "You know about Ah Mo?" β
"Are you going to hide it from me for the rest of your life?" Jiang Muyi laughed sarcastically, and she looked away in frustration, "I thought you were different from other men." β
"She's looking for you?"
Jiang Muyi silently stated: "She said she doesn't want to be your lover/person anymore." She said she was pregnant. She has made it perfect for you. By the way, didn't you spend time with her last night? Why bother with it. β
Helian Mu pursed his thin lips slightly, and his thoughts couldn't help but go back to the day when Ah Mo went to the company to find him, he said that she was just a lover/person and should never appear in public places with him in the future, especially in the company.
I didn't expect her to be stimulated to go to Jiang Muyi.
He thought she wouldn't dare. But I don't know that women who are too jealous will become the devil who doesn't care about it.
"So, you've been messing with me. In addition to the fact that children are a reason, this thing is also a reason? β
Jiang Muyi couldn't get used to Helian Mu's understatement. She sneered: "Reason? Do you think I've been looking for a reason to mess with you?! Shouldn't I mess with you?! You ...... hurt me. She suddenly couldn't speak, and her throat choked. A proud person should be even more indifferent than him, how can he say this. But not only could she not be indifferent, but she almost accused him like a resentful woman: You hurt me.
All along, in the process of loving him, she kept losing, losing herself a little today, losing herself a little tomorrow, and now she realized that she had little left.
"That's enough." She closed her eyes and said hoarsely, "I'm going to find myself, Helianmu, I think, I really can't be with you anymore." It's not because of Ah Mo, it's not because of you, it's my own problem. β
Helian Mu was not stung by the divorce, but was stung by her sentence.
She said: It's her own problem, so she wants to divorce him.
She wants to divorce him, not why, the main thing is that she doesn't want to be with him anymore......
Suddenly, it seemed that the heavens and the earth were reversed, and the qiΔ he did was originally meaningful, but now, it was empty to the extreme. Like an angry lion, he pressed her against the floor-to-ceiling window, and he said it profoundly: "Jiang Muyi, you dare to say it again!" β
"I want a divorce." Jiang Muyi closed her eyes and refused to open them, but kept repeating one sentence: I want a divorce......
At this moment, Helianmu forgot all words.
Time stands still.
Until...... Helian Mu ignored her temper, kissed her, and even bit her lip, and poured the medicine into her mouth strongly, with the rapid breath, the more he kissed, the more he missed.
And at the moment when Jiang Muyi was crying and even gave her poison to eat, and she was still addicted, she was let go, and she heard his indifferent voice to the extreme: "Okay." β
A word with an unclear meaning, in fact, is particularly crisp and neat.
Jiang Muyi collapsed to the ground, her head lowered, her face calm, but one by one the golden beans that couldn't help it came out of her eyes, smashed forcefully on the delicate and cold hard floor, and shattered......
"Whatever you want, I'll give it. It's just, Jiang Muyi, you'd better make sure for me: what you want, it's true! β
Helian Mu, not long after leaving, Yin Jingwan broke into the door, she described it as almost broken, deeply engraved in Jiang Muyi's heart, for a lifetime.
She stopped in front of her in a daze and said, "Sister, mother...... Let's go. β
Jiang Muyi raised her head, looked at each other, and understood the meaning of the word "go". But she didn't believe it, she really didn't believe it. She stretched out her hand in a panic, Yin Jingwan helped her up, crying and said: "This morning, the housekeeper went to bring breakfast to my mother, my mother was lying on the rocking chair, not moving, we don't know how it happened overnight, and it was fine yesterday......"
She sobbed and said, "Zichen." Zichen knelt there, and Nian Chen was also on his way back from the United States, sister. Don't you cry......"
She persuaded others not to cry, but her own tears kept flowing.
Jiang Muyi held Yin Jingwan's hand tightly, and rushed to the master bedroom with broken steps, and was supported by Yin Jingwan in time every time she fell.
is also facing the danger of the world collapsing, in the confusion, Yin Jingwan can only hear Jiang Muyi's voice, so broken in his ears: "No." No, I don't believe my mom will leave me! She said she wouldn't leave until we were all happy. will go to find Dad, at this time, Mom will not leave no matter what. Mom said she was carrying the mission her father had given her. So she won't leave until she has completed this mission. Otherwise, Dad would ignore her when she got there. Mom was afraid that Dad would ignore her. No, no......"
All the unacceptance and disbelief turned into a breathless collapse as they rushed into the room and saw the body covered by a white cloth.
Jiang Muyi made a "bang" and knelt beside Jiang Zichen fiercely. She wanted to cry but couldn't cry, and she realized that what her mother said was right.
"Is it really sad. Can't even cry? Mom, you're making this joke with me just to verify with me that what you've said is right. Right? Well, I'll admit that that's right. I admit it. So you can end it, end this joke, okay? It's okay, Mom, stop playing! β
"I understand everything I should understand, so it's okay, please wake up, please ......" She buried it in Huan Sheng's hand and shouted heartbreakingly, "Nian Chen hasn't come back yet, you have always loved him the most, how can you be willing to ......"
Jiang Zichen is the head of the Jiang family, he can't cry, but he curls up in Yin Jingwan's arms in the dead of night, like a wounded trapped beast, shedding tears.
A whimper came from Yin Jingwan's neck, she had never seen such a him, hugging him tightly, trying to warm his heart with her own temperature: "Zichen, I will always be by your side......"
In a dark room, Jiang Muyi was lonely and leaning against the floor-to-ceiling window, her face was expressionless, as if she was very calm, but her eyes were extremely empty.
It was as if all she had left was her shell.
Helian Yu pushed open the door with a pair of swollen eyes, ran to Jiang Muyi with his little short legs, stretched out his arms, hugged Jiang Muyi's thighs, and said in a sand voice: "Mommy, where is Daddy?" β
I don't know, I don't know where he went.
Where are you.
Jiang Muyi squatted down and hugged her son, thinking sadly, she still missed him.
In this world, there is only one person who can share your feelings with you, and to her, that person seems to be only Helianmu.
Even if he doesn't love her, he betrays her.
"Grandma is gone, I miss her so much, and I miss my dad so much. Mommy, will they ever come back? β
"They didn't go." Jiang Muyi wiped away the tears on his son's face, he was still a child after all. She held him in her arms with sadness, and continued: "Grandma has just turned into a star, but she has not left, she has not left us, and when night comes, she ...... It will watch us quietly from the heavens. β
"What did Grandma do during the day?"
"During the day, grandma ...... during the day" her nose was sour, but fortunately, Jiang Muyi's forbearance was not low, she said, "Grandma and grandpa are together during the day, I don't know, huh?" As soon as my grandfather was here, my grandmother was so partial that she couldn't see anyone else...... Oh, and my grandfather will come out in the evening, and he, along with my grandmother, will be waiting for us in heaven! β
"They've always been in our hearts, so good, we haven't lost them, never- !!!" Jiang Muyi quietly wiped away her tears......
"Mom, what about Dad?" Helian Yu asked blankly.
"Daddy...... Of course he didn't leave! I never knew that it was so difficult to force a smile, Jiang Muyi opened her mouth, held her eyelids and said, "How could he leave you, you will see him, you will." β
She hugged him, and the moment she closed her eyes, tears rained down.
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Regarding Huan Sheng's death, there are overwhelming reports outside.
The day Nian Chen came back, it happened to be the second day of the Jiang family's funeral, and people kept entering and leaving the Jiang family's threshold.
Jiang Muyi and Jiang Zichen, who were dressed in black, raised their heads after bowing, and caught a glimpse of Nian Chen, who was dragging a suitcase, standing at the door with a white face.
Jiang Muyi patted Jiang Zichen on the shoulder, "You go and bring him over." β
Jiang Nianchen knelt at the door but did not move.
Jiang Zichen came to him, calmed his face, and reached out to drag him up.
Jiang Nianchen: "Why? β
Jiang Zichen looked up at the sky for a while, and only after a while did he tell him in a low voice: "I am depressed all the year round, and I never look at it when I am sick." β
"I'm asking why you didn't take good care of her!" With a heavy thud, it smashed on Jiang Zichen's heart.
He also yelled: "Mom stays in the room all the year round, she refuses to come out, she doesn't like to be disturbed by others - if she wants to hide something, I can't do it, I can't ......" I can't recognize it. Gradually, I couldn't go on.
Jiang Zichen covered his face, and his palm was wet.
He shouted uncontrollably: "It's my fault that I didn't take care of my mother, it's my fault, I'm wrong!!!! The man, who had never known what was wrong, knelt on the ground and said that he was wrong.
"Why should I go, why should I go......" Jiang Nianchen was heartbroken.
Jiang Muyi and Yin Jingwan worked together to help Jiang Zichen and Jiang Nianchen up.
She twitched her sour nose and pointed out with the firmness of the eldest sister: "You can cry, but please recognize to me first who you are!" The Jiang family will never let outsiders see their tears! β
A month later.
Jiang Muyi's room.
Jiang Zichen said to Jiang Muyi: "Sister, about the will, you can announce it." β
"No, you declare it. You are the head of the Jiang family. Jiang Muyi patted Jiang Zichen's hand lightly, then lowered her head and continued to sort out Huansheng's things.
There are a lot of diaries in it.
Huan Sheng's unwilling words and those stories were all hidden inside.
Jiang Muyi reluctantly smiled and teased: "Because I don't know if Mommy will receive it if I burn it to Mommy, so forget it, I'll keep it and store them in Mommy and Daddy's room." β
"I agree." Jiang Zichen looked at those things with silent eyes.
"That's right." Jiang Muyi said, "Nian Chen refuses to ask for anything? Still leaving home? β
"It's hypocrisy." Jiang Zichen wanted to smoke but didn't smoke, and sneered lightly, "He thinks this is a sad city, so to leave here is obviously a childish move made by a child." What if you don't want anything? Thinking that if you leave, you won't be sad?! The words of reason are too ruthless, but Jiang Muyi knows that Zichen is anxious for Nian Chen.
"If that's the case, I didn't do any less childish things back then." Jiang Muyi smiled, sighed, and said, "You are his brother, go and comfort him, and talk to him well." He was still young. β
"Still young? He has always lived too well, and he has not experienced and borne anything, so he can be like a child, and rightly regard decadence as sadness. It's time for him to grow up. (To be continued.) )>