Chapter Seventy-Five: Returning at Night
Zhou Yunyang, a distinguished guest of the Shen family, has a lot of people who pay attention to him, although some people dare not get close, but they see it from a distance.
One of them is Xi'er, who is the favorite of Fuyuki-in.
She seemed to have seen some funny picture, and she rushed back to the courtyard to report the news to Shen Qinrou.
In fact, the distance between her and Zhou Yunyang was very far, and she didn't hear the conversation between them at that time.
The amazing thing is that she actually guessed ** is not far from ten.
"Miss, didn't you see the arrogant Fourth Miss actually crying and running away in front of Young Master Zhou, Second Miss should feel relieved." Xi'er chattered directly, while not forgetting to reach for the pastry on the plate.
Magpie kept moving to the side, skillfully avoiding Xi'er's spittled pastry crumbs.
Second Miss Shen has indeed suffered a lot of Qiu Tong Yuan's anger during this time, but what does that have to do with them?
Que'er glanced at her quickly, feeling that the topic was a little boring.
Shen Qinrou smiled slightly and did not interrupt Xi'er's words, although she knew what her second sister had in mind, she did not mean anything contemptuous.
Whether it's her, Shen Qinxin, or even Aunt Tong, who is currently standing on the upper hand, they just want to live better.
In order to live better, everyone has chosen a path, and each has the same means and goals.
At this stage, it seems that her goal has been achieved, but how long the peace she has gained in exchange for this remnant face can be maintained, Shen Qinrou does not know, and she does not know.
The yellow fallen leaves in the autumn rain are like dead butterflies with broken threads flying with the wind, the stone platform outside the window is washed and exposed, and under the bright moonlight, a young man in white sits on the wall, revealing his smiling face that has not changed for thousands of years.
Shen Qinrou smiled at the young man through the window, and her faint smile lacked a little bit of her former look.
She felt that after three awakenings and another dream, she couldn't return to her original self.
The silver-white moonlight sprinkled on her veil, and the small little babe was covered with a layer of jade, and the eyes that were not covered by the veil inadvertently revealed a faint trace of helplessness and sadness.
Mu Fang felt that the person in front of him seemed to have changed a little, and the smile on his face narrowed a little.
He heard and learned many things from Wen Yu.
After a long time, the first thing he said was, "I'm sorry." ”
Sorry what?
She almost died, and he didn't show up, when she needed to, and he wasn't.
Or both, or something else.
Shen Qinrou looked at him and shook her head.
She may have hoped that at the moment when she was dying, she thought that a god would suddenly descend from the sky to save her, or that the pasture would suddenly appear in front of her eyes.
It's just that hope is always just hope, just like a dream is just a dream.
No one appeared, maybe someone saved her, but the person who saved her was not herding, she felt a little lost in her heart, but she didn't come out.
Blame him?
No, Shen Qinrou understands that she is not qualified, maybe both of them have a little budding mind, but that's it.
The origin of the herding is mysterious, and she does not expect such a person to be by her side all the time, more than to protect her in times of danger.
The identity of the herd may not be simple, and the events she has experienced during this time have cut off the only ripple of fantasy she once had.
He was never who she was, naturally, she was not qualified to ask the herd to do anything for her, and the herd was not wrong, so why be sorry.
Shen Qinrou looked at the person in front of her, obviously in front of her, but she had a feeling that she was far away from the sky, and she couldn't reach it.
She didn't want to stiffen the scene, so she pretended to be relaxed: "I'm sorry and it doesn't matter, it seems to be a twin." She laughed.
Mu Fang looked at her bright eyes, pulled the corners of her mouth, and her mouth was astringent, "You blame me? ”
Shen Qinrou shook her head to stop his words, and looked at him left and right, "Thank you and you're welcome seem to be brothers." ”
Mu Fang suddenly laughed, "How do you know that they are brothers." ”
Shen Qinrou blinked, "Because they seem to appear at the same time, there are you and me." ”
Mu Fang looked at her, not knowing what he was thinking, and suddenly said, "The enemy seems to appear together often, but you die and I live." ”
The topic suddenly became heavy.
The grazing inadvertent words may have something to do with his experience during this time.
Shen Qinrou looked up at him, and her beautiful eyes flashed with a look of worry.
Mu Fang looked at her and smiled again, her white teeth shining in the silver moonlight, "Are you worried about me?" He seemed to look a little happy.
Shen Qinrou wanted to say that it was not a big deal for friends to care about each other, but she swallowed back when the words came to her mouth.
She knew very well in her heart that these words were a little hurtful.
She didn't want to hurt the person in front of her, so she chose not to say it.
"Take care of yourself."
Mu Fang smiled, his dark eyes like stars under the starry sky, twinkling and flashing, "I will." ”
There was no hip-hop and laughter when the two met this time, but it was serious.
Suddenly, the shepherd lay on the wall with his arms pillowed.
With a palm's width on the wall, he can actually lie down firmly, without shaking at all.
Shen Qinrou looked at him quietly and did not speak.
"Do you know why I like to come here when I have time?" The shepherd suddenly turned his head to look at her.
Shen Qinrou still didn't speak.
Mu Fang didn't really want her to answer, he was looking up at the infinite heavenly traces, a faint light sprinkled between his brows, and his expression at the moment did not look like a fourteen or fifteen-year-old young man at all.
Neither spoke.
Although they had each other's hearts, neither of them broke the layer of window paper.
If it hadn't happened in Sanxingju, Shen Qinrou thought, the two of them would probably continue to be ambiguous.
Unfortunately, there are no ifs.
At this moment, they are a pair of teenagers and girls who are the least like teenagers.
So..., Shen Qinrou only looked at him with her face back, and never spoke.
There has always been a problem between them, and the pleasure of getting along sometimes makes people ignore that problem.
Mu Fang always knew who Shen Qinrou was, but Shen Qinrou never knew who Mu Fang was.
His real surname is Mu, and he is still a pseudonym.
He never said who he really was.
Shen Qinrou knew that Mu Fang was not an ordinary person, he had a close relationship with the Wen family, and the things he asked Wen Yu to send to please her were never ordinary.
She wanted to pretend she didn't know and not think about it, but she couldn't fool herself after all.
She couldn't convince herself not to think and care.
Is the name identity important?
At least Shen Qinrou felt it was important.
Because when the herd wants to look for her, he can appear at her window in the middle of the night, and she .......
Maybe one day Mu Fang will not appear again, and a qiē is just a young memory, but she wants to understand what kind of person she once liked, and who the person she liked was.
The goodbye after a long absence is a bit heavy.
Whether it is Shen Qinrou or grazing, there have been some changes.
What exactly changed them.
Shen Qinrou's matter of herding more or less knows a rough idea, and the matter of grazing.
Shen Qinrou smiled a little, she wanted to care, but she didn't know where to start.
There was a loud whistle in the distant night sky, and the herd suddenly turned his head and said, "I'm sorry." "Just floated away.
What exactly is sorry, Shen Qinrou doesn't know, and she doesn't want to think about it.
The cool night breeze blew, and she covered her mouth and coughed lightly.