It was late at night, and Sheng Chen found that he had been in this city for so long, only to know that even in the dark early morning, there were still people working hard, subverting many of his things, and his world view and values were constantly refreshed with this late night trip.

The night sky is full of stars, but Sheng Chen is not in the slightest mood to appreciate it, a realistic problem is in front of him, but he doesn't know how to choose, it is difficult to judge between trade-offs, bread and love, he has the latter.

turned on the mobile phone, found that there were still fifty-three electricity, and flipped through the chat records with Xiao Ruoning, Sheng Chen was a little dumbfounded, he didn't tell Xiao Ruoning about his current situation, and he didn't have the courage to confess to her, after all, men always want face.

No matter how hard it is, the tooth falls out and the swallow is in the stomach. This is the reason why Sheng Chen came out for almost a year, but he didn't dare to go home to see, he knew that others thought that he was in this cold city, mixed with the wind and water, every time he went home, the neighbors around him, always how much money he earned a year, but no one ever asked, in the process, he suffered and offended.

Going home is a bit far away for Sheng Chen, even if he goes home, what can he do, who doesn't want to go home, there are thousands of good outside, but it's not as good as a home.

lit a cigarette and took a hard puff, for so long, Sheng Chen basically never touched a cigarette, just because Xiao Ruoning said that she hated the smell of cigarettes, she had never smoked, even if he was addicted to smoking, he had to endure it, but fortunately, when he was addicted to smoking, Xiao Ruoning would always buy him a pack of Alpine candy, so that he was addicted to smoking and eating.

Although he had promised her not to touch cigarettes as much as possible, he always habitually had a box of cigarettes in his pocket, a box of cigarettes he smoked for almost a month, only a few cigarettes, to be put aside for the first few months, a pack of cigarettes was not enough for him to smoke a day, although at that time he was very depressed, he couldn't afford to buy cigarettes, so he could only pick up the cigarette butts he discarded in the past, maybe a puff of cigarettes, for Sheng Chen. It can relieve the depression in the heart.

"It's back!" Squatting quietly on the side of the road, he took a puff of cigarette and stared into the distance, looking at the barbecue stand. For a while, he had thousands of thoughts, but he fell into a temporary confusion, he didn't know what he should do, what to do well, and what was the life he wanted.

At that moment, Sheng Chen squatted on the side of the road. The cigarette was burning out between his fingers, and he hadn't recovered from his heavy thoughts until he felt a tingling in his fingers and the sparks touched his skin.

The cigarette butt fell from his fingers suddenly, and Sheng Chen was a little sluggish at that moment, and the sting of this moment made him look at the place where he was touched by Mars, leaving a blister the size of a grain of rice.

"What was I thinking? What should I take to fulfill, the promise I made to you, the happiness I promised you, Ning'er, will you wait for me, and after I have a certain strength and ability, I will be able to match you. Even if it's just a small achievement, it's enough for me, Ning'er I'm sorry I can't accompany you in this city, I'm going to work hard for my career. ”

Facing the starry sky, Sheng Chen had his own plan for the first time. Maybe this is a new turning point in his life, he has not met in this city, he does not know what the future holds, and everything is uncertain. At a loss, take one step at a time, this is not what he wants, take control of life, grasp his goals, maybe the future will not be very far away.

He lit another cigarette. glanced at the time on the phone, only to find that the time was close to four o'clock in the morning, the sky was gray and a little bright, and then a few raindrops scattered in the sky, patting Sheng Chen's cheeks, after returning to the residence, he washed his face, looked at the furnishings in the room, Sheng Chen began to pack his luggage in an orderly manner.

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On the other side of the high school campus, getting up at half past five every day is the biggest torture for Yang Xinyi, obviously not sleeping enough, yawning, stretching, and looking tired.

"Ding Wei, do you still have facial cleanser? Mine is gone, borrowed for use. ”

"Yes, it's in my bag, you take it yourself!" Yang Xinyi half-asleep went to Ding Wei's bag to find facial cleanser, and after finding it, she went to the girls' dormitory to wash her face and prepare to wash her face, but she heard the girl in the dormitory next door talking about herself.

"That's the girl Gao Xiang likes, she doesn't look very good, how can she just let Gao Xiang take a fancy to her, I don't look worse than her."

"Okay, Yuan Qian, there are still few girls who are favored by Gao Xiang, that guy is a playboy, and the girls who have been hurt by him are not a hundred or eighty, but I heard that he is serious this time, you see that he has promised in the alumni group of the school that he will take Yang Xinyi down in a week."

"I'll look somewhere." Several girls gathered in a small circle, looking at the news sent by Gao Xiang last night in the school group on their mobile phones, but Yang Xinyi was not interested in this qiē, and she also had a little impression of this Gao Xiang boy.

It's just that the impression is very bad, although this Gao Xiang is a few points better than Mo Shi in appearance, but he has never been able to make Yang Xinyi interested in him, and he also chased her some time ago, but she rejected her on the spot, and he didn't save him any face, I thought Gao Xiang had given up the idea, but in Yang Xinyi's opinion, this was just the resurgence of Gao Xiang's idea of pursuing her.

Ignoring these, Yang Xinyi washed her face and brushed her other teeth, she had never eaten breakfast at school, but she went to the school supermarket to buy some snacks between classes.

However, during the period, Yang Xinyi was very uncomfortable with other people's pointing behind her back, and she always felt like she had done something sorry for the video, but in fact she didn't do anything, and the situation was far worse than she imagined.

"Hey, that woman, don't look at others shouting that it's you, stay away from Gao Xiang in the future, don't you hear it."

Yang Xinyi was a little speechless, "I'm sorry I don't know the person you said, if there is nothing to do, I will leave first, and pay attention to respecting others next time I speak." Yang Xinyi's faint words directly made the girl who liked it speechless.

Yang Xinyi broke away, and became more and more disgusted with Gao Xiang, "Yo Yo Yo... Look at Sister-in-law Xiang is here, Brother Xiang's blessings are not shallow. Almost everywhere Yang Xinyi was in the school on this day, everyone talked about Gao Xiang's liking for her, pointing behind her back, and even worse, ran directly to Yang Xinyi's class and shouted Xiang's sister-in-law's name, and then ran away quickly, you must know that Yang Xinyi was in the class at that time, and the teacher was there. (To be continued.) )