Chapter 20 Self-Knowledge
After being silent for a while, Li Manfei said in a resolute tone, "I will never get divorced." ”
Su Manxue looked at her cousin distressedly, and slowly comforted, "I also know that you never thought about divorce, but is it really good for you to insist on this unhappy marriage like this?" I can tell you for sure that it will definitely not do Xiaoyan any good if you keep arguing like this, and I am a lesson from the past. ”
"But it turns out that after your parents divorced, you were also affected, because I know that you are not happy in your life now."
Li Manfei's eyes when she looked at Su Manxue became a little angry.
Su Manxue said calmly, "Life is like drinking water, I know my own warmth and coldness, I think my current life is very good." As long as you can give up this wrong marriage, I believe you will be happy again. ”
She sighed softly, persuading her cousin to divorce She is also sad, she also knows that children in single-parent families always lack a warmth in their hearts, and she doesn't want Xiaoyan to grow up in a single-parent family, in view of her cousin's situation, she firmly believes that divorce can make Xiaoyan's psychology healthier than living together.
Li Manfei said with some excitement, "Anyway, I can't get comfort from you,"
She paused, and then said, "You don't believe in feelings yourself, you're afraid that your marriage will fail, you hide, you retreat, you shrink yourself in a shell of self-protection and don't want to come out, you don't want marriage yourself, so you also want others to be like you don't get involved in marriage, you yourself are not happy, so you want everyone to be as unhappy as you." ”
The more she spoke, the more excited she became.
Su Manxue was stunned, she didn't expect Li Manfei to say such harsh and mean words, these words were like thin needletips piercing her heart deeply, piercing her faint pain, she was like a heavy blow to the head, Li Manfei hit her really hard, beat her dizzy, and almost knocked her unconscious, she looked at Li Manfei in disbelief, is this resentful woman who is suppressed by marriage in front of her really her kind and gentle cousin?
She tried her best to calm her painful thoughts, and slowly spoke, "Manfei, it turns out that you see me like this, it turns out that I am such a person in your heart. I'm not persuading you to be good for you and Xiaoyan, I want you and Xiaoyan to be happy, I want you to get rid of this unhappy family life, and you, just blindly condemn me, in fact, you know your husband's problems better than me, I won't say more, so as not to annoy you again, you should think carefully about it, you want to give Xiaoyan a kind of growth environment you decide for yourself, I don't care about your business in the future. ”
Su Manxue got up and went back to her room, this was the first time they had a difference of opinion since they grew up, the first time they chatted unhappily, Li Manfei really broke her heart, it turned out that she was so evil in Li Manfei's heart, she was a demon who specialized in breaking up other people's families, she was a white demolition party, she was really angry with Li Manfei, she took a deep breath, and still couldn't calm her excited heart.
Li Manfei watched Su Manxue walk away in disappointment and anger, she also knew that she had said something wrong because of a moment of anger, she wanted to stop Manxue and apologize to her, but her self-esteem drove her arrogant heart, and she finally couldn't help but speak.