Chapter 152: A Painful Choice
The TV series is very bloody, a college couple resolutely joined the ranks of teaching in order to stick to their love for more than three years, and struggled to support the ideal and love in a remote mountain village.
The woman stayed in the mountain village for her beloved and paid silently, refused the help of her family, and gave up the conditions given by the government...... The plot is a bit sadistic, Gou Shisan's eyes are a little congested and Xinqing's eyes are red. There is no way for Gou Thirteen to come out of the ravine, although there were no such volunteer teachers in elementary school, but those private teachers did not send students across the river.
Suddenly Gou Shisan felt that he should do something for his hometown, although the life in the small mountain village has been much better in recent years, but the situation of TV dramas is not uncommon, and it is common for children to drop out of school at a young age.
A bold idea came to his mind, and then spread like weeds, quickly encroaching on his mind. But it seems that I don't have time to go back recently, and when the case is completed, I must go back and do something for my hometown.
"Switch the channel, right?" After being silent for a while, Gou Shisan suddenly spoke, Xinqing was stunned, and there was a trace of confusion and incomprehension in his red eyes. Although her family conditions are average, she is also a child in a small town, and she never thought that there would be such a place. The plot is very touching and sadistic, which makes her fall into it unconsciously and can't extricate herself, tears and laughter are the main theme of many girls watching TV series.
"It's so sadistic, it's a little annoying to watch!" Gou Thirteen was a little unnatural, in the face of those big eyes with mist, he didn't know what to say, so he could only find a broken excuse that seemed more reasonable, but in fact, the point was that he didn't want the other party to see the weakness in his heart.
Men often leave their families with a strong side, even if they are scolded as dogs by the leaders in the unit, and even humiliated to apologize to customers for dozens of dollars a day's work, they still smile when they get home, kiss their wives, and laugh at their children.
All the hardships are borne silently, only when people are quiet, play a game, watch a movie or novel to soothe a trace of inner bitterness and dissatisfaction, and the next day when the alarm clock rings, he once again firmly puts on that mask and runs for the family......
"I want to see, why don't you go take a shower first?" Xinqing refuted Gou Thirteen's opinion for the first time, and with a hint of shyness and apprehension, she looked at Gou Thirteen with watery eyes. The picture just now made her seem to understand something, although it was a little hazy, but a voice in her heart firmly told her, don't be timid, you should go for it!
Gou Shisan looked at Xinqing for a few seconds, smiled and nodded, did not get up, but continued to accompany her. The trace of irritability in my heart was also touched by Xinqing's eyes, and I patiently stayed by her side and silently watched the TV series I didn't like, this may be life.
Xinqing's hand held Gou Thirteen's big hand at some point, holding it tightly with five fingers, with a hint of a smile on her face, although her face was slightly red, she looked very happy and joyful with her side eyes.
"Thank you!"
Gou Shisan was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Xinqing and didn't understand why she wanted to say thank you. Xinqing also lowered her head and glanced at Gou Thirteen deeply, then smiled: "Thank you for accompanying me, I feel so happy to have you by my side, so down-to-earth!" ”
Gou Shisan understood, a trace of struggle flashed in his eyes, smiled, reached out and touched Xinqing's long hair as smooth as black silk, and his fingers were rolled up and tightly wrapped around his fingertips, and he said in a deep voice: "I once read a book, in which the heroine likes to wrap her long hair around her fingertips. The male protagonist has been very unhappy about this, thinking that the other party is very naïve and boring, until one day the female protagonist was found to have leukemia and left quietly after the time was short, leaving a strand of hair and a tearful letter. ”
"Huh? And then? Xinqing looked at Gou Thirteen with big eyes, with a trace of incomprehension and expectation in her eyes.
The letter says: I am sorry for my love, please forgive me for being naïve and willful. I know you don't like to twist and trip, but I love this kind of finger wrapping, just like I used to like to wrap your fingers around with my long hair, the tighter it is, the deeper my love for you! Gou Shisan's deep voice sounded slowly, a trace of joy flashed on Xinqing's face, and then hugged the man who was leaning on her lap, with a faint sour and painful feeling in her heart.
"What's the title of the book?" The trembling voice had a hint of dryness.
"I don't remember, I remember this sentence. I'm not going to be a big hero, I'm not going to be a perfect man, are you willing to be my finger twister? Gou Shisan smiled, smiled very cleanly and sunny, looked up at Xinqing, his voice was very faint, if you don't listen carefully, you may not be able to hear it clearly.
A little shyness flashed on his face with a trace of tears, and after being stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and then slowly began to spread, and the amplitude became larger and larger, and finally turned into a series of tears, all of which fell on Gou Shisan's face, like dew drops flashing with happiness in the morning light.
"Don't you like it?"
"Nasty, you think you can't do dangerous things anymore! Even if we struggle 9 to 5 together in the future, it's okay, I don't want you to have anything to do! Xinqing lowered her head and held Gou Shisan's chin, which was a little prickly, and said seriously, the feeling that made her a little suffocated a few days ago really didn't want to come again, she regretted that she was willful and angry at that time, and even almost chose to leave.
"Well, I promise I won't be in danger in the future. In fact, when I woke up, I was also afraid, I was afraid of being forgotten by the world, I was afraid that I would never see my lover and family again. ”
Xinqing suddenly covered Gou Shisan's mouth, looked at him affectionately and said leisurely: "Don't say it again, we have to go all the way to the end of the road!" I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated! ”
What more could a husband ask for if he had a wife like this?
Gou Shisan's response was very strong, his head tilted and held Xinqing's fingers, and when she withdrew her hand to dodge, she quickly raised her head and hugged Xinqing, and her big mouth blocked the cherry mouth, Xinqing resisted a few times and responded fiercely, and the two quickly fell on the sofa, and the groping pig's hands wandered around unruly...... (Ahem, omit 10,000 words here, open your own brain!) )
"Woo, don't! Can't be here! Yaya! A trace of water stimulated Gou Thirteen's bestiality, but it was a pity that it was blocked, and he smiled bitterly and looked at the pants that had been pushed halfway, Gou Thirteen came to his senses helplessly, looked back at the stairs, and seemed to have never gone downstairs, and breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's like doing something bad!"
"Hehe, can't wait! Who called you so pretty, let's change places! Gou Shisandian smiled flatteringly, there was no way to feel a little uncomfortable underneath, and the events of the past few days made him feel irritable.
"Is it that uncomfortable?" Xinqing cautiously glanced down at the small tent and asked, her pretty face was red and looked like a seductive peach, Gou Thirteen mouthfuls were about to flow out, and a certain part of her head was held high as if she had been stimulant, like a martyr who would never give in.
Gou Shisan didn't speak with a bitter face, and he really couldn't answer Wow. Can you still say that it is not uncomfortable, do you believe it?
"Okay, but be quiet!" Xinqing said shyly after thinking about it for a few seconds, Gou Shisanyi immediately jumped up and yelled excitedly when he heard it, and was about to pick up his sister and go straight to the room, but unfortunately he was stopped.
Xinqing looked at Gou Shisan, who was puzzled, and smiled shyly: "You haven't taken a bath, I still have to go to see if Yaya is asleep!" ”
Gou Thirteen softened in an instant, your sister! Intentionally, this is all burning eyebrows and taking a shower?
"Poof, teasing you! I know it's not serious, hurry up and go back and wait for me! I'll supervise the girl to come when she sleeps, don't think about it! Xinqing couldn't help but smile when she saw Gou Thirteen's sluggish appearance, and after kissing Gou Thirteen lightly on the face, she ran away with a smile, and Gou Thirteen smirked and got up and went back to the house to take a bath.
Ten minutes later, Gou Thirteen lay on the bed in vain, and the two of them confided in the downstairs just now to warm up their feelings. But when his mind cleared up after taking a bath, Gou Shisan was a little hesitant, and he didn't know when he was a little afraid of facing Xinqing's feelings. Maybe it's because he can't control his fate when he's kidnapped again, or maybe the sense of crisis when he fights bats worries him. Rolling over and over on the bed, there was a little expectation in my heart that Xinqing would come soon, but more of it was an incomprehensible fear.
No, what can't I think about when I'm a dignified person? I have a system in hand what crisis can not be overcome, I will definitely be able to give Xinqing a better future and a stable life, and then give birth to a lot of babies It is best to form a football team and strive to break out of the world!
No, you can't have such a perfect woman! You're on a lot right now, and it's dangerous to be around you! This time it's a bat, and next time there's a spider or a cockroach? Are you sure you can protect her well, and you can easily escape next time?
I can, I have the system! I've got a golden finger and I'm the main character, and those bastards will fall at my feet and become my stepping stone to the top! I have the ability and capital to give her happiness and give her a future!
So what if when the system disappears? What do you take to give her a qiē, and what are your abilities to give her a qiē? Don't kid yourself, let it go, such a girl is not something you can have!
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The two villains began to fight in Gou Shisan's mind, and he rolled on the bed with his head in pain. It makes him extremely entangled, like a demon in his heart that constantly harasses him. This is the most common situation for people who suffer from gains and losses, and this is also the sequelae of growth.
If it was Gou Shisan, who had just been discharged from the army, he might consider whether he could give Xinqing a future, and then quickly get the answer to be with her. But now Gou Thirteen is different, he is a time-space dealer, he has a lot of secrets and a lot of troubles, which makes him a little unable to find his heart.
"Thirteen, thirteen, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me, you speak! I don't know when Xinqing appeared in a cute pajamas, looked at Gou Shisan, who was rolling on the bed, hugged him, and asked worriedly with tears on his face.
Gou Shisan raised his head and looked at her with a painful expression, not knowing how to speak. The reluctance and grief in his heart made him almost suffocated, but he couldn't say it. He didn't want to see her cry and her pain, but now he was still in the sea and swore that he wanted to say goodbye, and he was reluctant to say it. (To be continued.) )