Chapter 62: The Past

Chu Yun returned to the room and returned the pipa to its original position, a little distracted for a while.

I still remember when I was young, my mother held the pipa in her arms, and she looked depressed.

The pear blossoms in the courtyard are scattered, and she sits alone in the empty courtyard, which is even more lonely.

is getting older and older, only to know that she is very lonely, very lonely. But I don't understand why she is so lonely.

He was a bastard when he was a child, and he was the little bully in the village. Relying on his strength to be bigger than ordinary children, he often bullies other young children.

I can't remember most of the things I was young, and one thing that I still remember to this day is that once the always gentle mother was angry.

That time he bullied a young child, and the baby didn't know where to learn foul language, scolding him for having a mother and not a father. He couldn't speak, so he had to go home and ask his mother for a father.

His entanglement made his mother a little sad, and asked him why he wanted to mention it today.

Naturally, he told the truth. didn't hit the imaginary board, but the mother was red-eyed, and she dragged him straight to the house.

She lost her temper so much that she scared the whole family.

The mother is usually a gentle person, and often makes some pastries to make amends with others. Isn't it shocking to be so angry?

Chu Yunci can't remember the original words, probably saying that although he did something wrong, he couldn't tolerate such comments. His father just traveled away, and the young child didn't understand, so how could the adults talk nonsense behind his back, provoking the child to stop him.

The family was blindsided all at once. Guan Niang has the best temperament on weekdays, how can they talk so much behind their backs.

I know that she is embarrassed to run the family alone, and although her own children are angry, it is really not good to say this. It's always made amends, saying that he never said such nonsense on weekdays, and I don't know where that bastard boy heard it.

After talking for a while, she was embarrassed.

Chu Yunci didn't understand the meaning of traveling far away at that time, only that he was a child with a father.

Unexpectedly, this inexplicable father also made him less beaten, and he was very happy in his heart. But I don't understand the sorrow in my mother's heart, and I don't understand that she is secretly wiping away her tears by turning her head several times on the way home.

At this point, there are no more people who scold him indiscriminately. He is also a lot more obedient and rarely messes around with others.

When he reached the age of sensibility, he felt that his father should be dead. Anyway, he never had the idea of family affection, and if he died, he would die, and he didn't feel sad at all.

He hated that stranger-like father, and he closed his mouth to say that his father should die outside. He didn't understand that his words were a great harm to his mother.

My mother doesn't play the pipa often, and she rarely says the word dad in front of him. People are haggard day by day, until their faces are yellow and thin, and they are no longer as beautiful as they used to be.

When she was nine years old, her mother, who had been bedside for a long time, finally couldn't sleep and was relieved. He didn't want to cure her all the time, but unfortunately the village doctor was incompetent, and he could only watch her die for a long time.

The doctor is talking about the sickness of hard work, and this deep sin is naturally recorded on the head of the inexplicable father.

Thanks to his mother's gentleness and kindness on weekdays, the neighbors treated him well as a young child. It was also with the help of others that he survived.

He started farming just to find a way to make a living.

Aunt Wang next door often sent him something, lamenting his mother's life.

said that she looked like the daughter of a big family, with jade fingers and soft hands, and ten fingers that did not touch the spring water.

When I first arrived, I didn't know anything, but I wasn't hypocritical, and I seriously followed the neighborhood women to learn to cook and be a female celebrity. is really a good wife in the show.

She is modest and gentle, and the simple villagers naturally like her.

There were also people who coveted her beauty, but that bastard turned out to be a practitioner who broke people, and this kind of thing has never happened again.

After the bastard father left the village, her mother was popular, and she had many neighbors to protect her, so no one had ever bullied her into a woman's family.

I heard that he was born at the time, but he was still in infancy. Because he doesn't have any memory of this father.

is also destined to have a bumpy life, and God does not let him live in peace. A year after my mother's death, the village suffered a catastrophe and caused an epidemic.

He dragged his seriously ill body and watched the people in the village die one after another, and finally had a fear of death.

It turns out that death is not liberation, he is still attached to this world, he doesn't want to die, he doesn't want to die! But the passage of life made him feel very clear, and he struggled and feared.

When he was still breathing, he met the master of Yunyou, and he solved the epidemic with a clever hand.

The master praised him for being a strong-minded man and wanted to take him as an apprentice.

He didn't ask for medicine to save people, but only for his own well-being, so he followed his master to Luozhou Mountain.

The body is all, and that's all there is to it.

I always thought that if my mother waited for no result for a long time, she should be dead. Now it seems that my mother has never given up.

For such a person who has not returned for more than ten years, the soul of the stomach is gone. Is it worth it?

Chu Yunci took out the cloth and covered the pipa. In order to remember this song, he also deliberately learned this laughing pipa.

Who knew that his only thought, looking for decades, was to worry about that disgusting father.

It's so stupid!

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Because of the Chinese New Year, there are many things to be busy at home. The update will be unstable, and I apologize to everyone.

There will be more after the New Year's Festival, and I will not abandon the text, so rest assured~~~

Thank you for your understanding.