seventeen

After the opening ceremony, the work of all aspects of teaching and teaching affairs became more intense, Liu Yunxi has been busy every day from opening her eyes in the morning to going back to the dormitory in the evening to lie on the bed, what she is busy can't say specifically, in short, she is busy, the whole person is like a spinning top, being whipped by an invisible whip, the whip seems to have eyes, staring at you, seeing that you are idle, just pull it hard, regardless of whether the position of the pump is right, whether it has any effect or not, in short, it is to make you turn up, you keep turning, turning happily, That whip is reassuring and steady. It didn't think that the spinning top was pumped by it everywhere, and finally it didn't know where to turn, so you just pumped it and it turned, and if you pumped it this way, it would turn this way, and if you pumped it that way, it would turn that way, according to you.

Liu Yunxi was nervous. Liu Yunxi can't teach anymore.

She was nervous about the dozens of children in front of her, and she felt a little sorry for them. Because she can't read their essays carefully and carefully, can't correct their homework carefully and in detail, can't quietly and wholeheartedly prepare the textbooks before going to teach them, and can't calm down and communicate with them. She has to deal with all kinds of inspections, all kinds of activities, all kinds of meetings, all kinds of competitions, all kinds of papers...... Exhausted and exhausted. She wondered if she couldn't teach, and after six years of precipitation and accumulation of talents, all of them were reset to zero in Guanghua, and every qiē had to come according to Guanghua's requirements, study and observe, reform the classroom, one lesson at a time, compile exercises by herself, and ban materials...... God, not to mention anything else, it's ridiculous to make up your own exercises. Liu Yunxi thinks that being able to screen out a more valuable practice from many materials is already at a high level, and with the existing materials in front of him, he doesn't even have the ability to sift through them, so how can he make up his own? It's self-deception! I wonder if the decision-makers who came up with this model have made up their own exercises? To be precise, Liu Yunxi can't teach the books of Guanghua School.

She was on the verge of breaking down. She wanted to run away.

When she poured her distress on Meng Ran, Meng Ran was happy, and encouraged vigorously: "You come back, Yunxi, I'll go and tell Principal Mao that he will definitely agree to your return, and ask me about you before." Hearing that Principal Mao inquired about herself, she became nervous and hurriedly stopped Meng Ran: "Meng Ran, don't tell Principal Mao about my news, do you know?" If I want to go back, I'll tell him myself, don't get involved. "I know, Yunxi, don't worry, I didn't tell him, so when will you come back?" This Mengran can't wait. "If you want to go back, you have to wait until the end of the semester, how can you run away halfway, what about those students?" Liu Yunxi was shocked after she finished speaking, did she really want to return to Yingcai?

That Li Mengran has been tired of being on the phone, and I can't wait for her to return to Yingcai immediately.

"Mengran, don't talk about it, I'm going to sort out the list of interest groups and companions, and I'll have to deduct money if I pay it late." Without waiting for Meng Ran to answer, she hung up the phone. If she doesn't hang up again, she will be tired and cowardly, she is afraid that she will not be able to hold on and run away.

"What's the matter, you're talking to your girlfriend again?" Qiao Yi'an suddenly burst out with a smile on his face.

"Where did you come from?" Liu Yunxi looked around, it was evening self-study time, and there were few people on the playground.

"I've been there for you, you didn't notice it. You, your soul has been taken away by that Li Mengran, how can you care about me, you don't call me when you go out for a walk alone. Qiao Yi'an was half angry and half angry.

"Director Qiao, do you think I'm taking a walk? Do you think I'm going to have a walk? I just made a phone call to Meng Ran to complain, and after complaining, I will go back to the office, a lot of things. Hey, why don't you do it for me? She grabbed him by the arm and tilted her little face back, waiting for him to respond. He kissed her on the cheek and said, "Yes, but wait a minute, you can answer me a question first." ”

"Okay, you say." Liu Yunxi looked at him strangely, not knowing what questions he had to entangle.

"What do you mean when I heard you say, 'If you want to go back, it's going to be the end of the semester, so how can you run away halfway?' Are you leaving? Do you want to leave Guanghua and leave me? Qiao Yi'an pulled out his arm, took her shoulder, and stared at her as if she had a secret written on her face.

Sure enough, he was always there for her. Liu Yunxi didn't expect him to hear the conversation between her and Meng Ran, how much she heard, she wasn't sure, but the important thing was that he finally heard it, and now he looked anxious and nervous, and he didn't know how to tell him for a while.

"Yunxi, you say." Joean shook her shoulders.

"......" she really didn't know how to say, she said "yes", as if she hadn't decided yet, and said "no", and it felt really hard to stay. In the entanglement, I had to meet his gaze in a daze and look at him.

"Say, why don't you speak, are you leaving? Are you going to leave Guanghua and leave me? Seeing that she was silent, Qiao Yi'an was even more anxious, grabbed her shoulders and kept shaking.

"Yi'an, don't worry, I'll tell you slowly." She broke free of him and turned to walk forward, her mind racing for a word that would calm him.

"Okay, you can say it." Qiao Yi'an followed, looking sideways at her.

"Yi'an, actually--Actually, I don't know why I have such thoughts, maybe it's a change of environment, and I'm not comfortable for a while, right? It should be good to get used to it after a while. She was a little against her will, and it seemed that she did, and what could she say but say that? Do you want to question Guanghua's management and Guanghua's system?

Hearing her say this, Qiao Yi'an seemed to be a little relieved, took her hand and prepared to go to the office, but felt unsafe and insecure, stared at her and said, "Then you promise, don't leave Guanghua, if there are difficulties, we will overcome them together." Liu Yunxi only felt that he was such a big person how to look like a child, and knew that his childishness was entirely because of her, nervous her, and felt a burst of joy and emotion in his heart, so he smiled sweetly at him and nodded vigorously: "Well, I promise." ”

"Let's go, go to the office, I'll be your assistant." Qiao Yi'an was in a good mood and led her to the office.

Back in the office, Liu Yunxi glanced at the desk, picked up a stack of composition texts, put them in front of him, and said to his ear, "You will change the composition." ”

"......" Qiao Yi'an looked at her strangely, with hundreds of question marks in his eyes.

"Then help me write a lesson plan." Seeing him like this, Liu Yunxi moved back to the composition text and handed him the lesson plan.

"......" is still the same expression.

"Hmm—let's change the homework." took back the lesson plan and pushed him a bunch of homework books.

"Yunxi, I can only help you share some of the class management things, and you have to do the teaching things yourself, understand?" Qiao Yi'an grabbed her arm, pulled herself closer, and said in a low voice, which was obviously cold. This was the first time he had been so strict since they had known each other, and Liu Yunxi was shocked to stay there, not knowing what to do. Inexplicably, there were tears glistening in my eyes.

"Let's go, go to my office." Qiao Yi'an pinched her arm hard, and looked at her again, the eyes were cold, like two pieces of ice, Liu Yunxi couldn't help but shiver, obediently followed him, and left the office.

As soon as the two of them left, Wang Shumin rushed to Wei Shu, looked like he had been beaten with chicken blood, and asked her with great interest: "Eh, what did they say just now?" Did you quarrel? Wei Shu glanced at her and replied impatiently, "How do I know?" I'm changing my homework", ignoring her, leaving her there angry and annoyed.

Liu Yunxi followed Qiao Yi'an and just entered his office, Qiao Yi'an closed the door with his hand, grabbed her, stared at her eyes and asked, "Why do you have such a thought, a teacher who doesn't change homework and doesn't prepare for class, is that still a teacher?" She was still so cold and stern, and her eyes couldn't wait to eat her. Liu Yunxi didn't expect him to be so terrible when he got angry, just now he pitifully begged her not to leave Guanghua and not to leave him, and in a blink of an eye, she forgot that she was overdoing it, and she forgot that she didn't really ask him to help do those things, but just to let him know how busy she was every day, and she was so busy that she didn't have the energy to prepare for class and change homework. But now seeing his cold eyes, she forgot everything, only felt that he didn't understand her at all, and what he valued at all was teaching, her work attitude, not her as a person. Thinking like this, my nose is sore, and I am about to cry.

"Director Qiao, you let go first, and I'll tell you slowly." She broke away from him and sat down on the couch next to her.

"Okay, you speak slowly, I'll pour you water." Qiao Yi'an turned over and walked to the water dispenser, poured a glass of water, and handed it to her.

She took the water and looked at him with teary eyes, startling him. Hurriedly squatted down, looked at her nervously, and said anxiously: "Yunxi, don't cry." I mean, you can't just play with teaching, can you? "Completely forgetting my attitude just now, this will turn a hundred and eighty degrees, and in turn nervously explain comfort.

"Who treats teaching as a child's play? I don't know how heavy it is? You don't know me at all, and you look like you're going to eat people. Liu Yunxi said aggrievedly.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry, I was wrong, you look serious, I was in a hurry, I didn't expect you to be joking, I'm sorry." Joe wiped her tears with peace of mind and apologized.

"Qiao Yi'an, you have seen it, I am not a speculative and lazy person, but I am always too busy, I don't know where the time goes, how can I not have time to change homework and prepare for class, I am a teacher, what I am most willing to do is to change my homework and prepare for class, but now I don't know what I am busy with all day long, I will have a meeting, a teaching and research meeting, a meeting and a form for a while...... It's endless, why can't it stop? Liu Yunxi looked at him blankly, looking very confused, waiting for him to give her some guidance.

Qiao Yi'an got up and sat down beside her, gently hugged her, rubbed his chin lightly on her head, and did not speak.