Chapter 377: A Dilemma

It was quiet in the middle of the night, but the lights in the temple of Ganlu were not extinguished. The fastest update visit wรจn:.

Kuang Min's steps were very light and did not make a sound; He held a cup of tea in both hands, and his movements were very steady, even if his back was already a little hunched, but he did not have the appearance of an aging person.

When the saint saw this, he couldn't help but sigh, "Why do you need to do these things? "They are all young, and they should be enjoying their blessings, not doing the work of serving.

"The old slave has been with you since he was nine years old, and he has been doing it for more than sixty years, and he has long been accustomed to serving your diet and daily life." Kuang Min didn't 'want' the saint to be immersed in too much emotion, which hurt his heart, and Yu Shouyuan was unfavorable, so he said, "I heard that the county lord has not been able to sleep. โ€

It was taboo to inquire about the news in the palace, but this was ordered by the sage, and Kuang Min, who has been loyal for many years and has no half of a daughter, is nothing. Sure enough, the saint was silent for a moment, and his expression was a little complicated: "This child is like her father, and he is very affectionate. โ€

Speaking of this, the saint's tone couldn't help but lower: "Evil fate, really evil fate." โ€

Kuang Min listened quietly, without saying a word, the sage was already immersed in his thoughts, and said for a long time: "Pei Xi is also a good boy, but he is too ruthless. โ€

For so many years, the sage has only said that two people are "ruthless".

One is Wei Tuo, and the other is Pei Xi.

Wei Tuozhi is ruthless, all because he is too amorous. His love has been given to this piece of heaven and earth, distributed to thousands of people, poured into the country, and left no more. Therefore, for those who want to get his affection, it is particularly cold, even if he behaves appropriately, it will make those closest to him feel indifferent, alienated, and unattainable.

Pei Xizhi is ruthless, but because he is too freewheeling. Because it is free, it is repeated; Because it is repeated, it is difficult to approach.

The relationship between people is always to 'touch' the pulse, and the four words "do what they like" seem simple, but in fact they are full of the true meaning of human feelings. Pei Xi is too difficult to please, even if you please him thousands of times, the next time you don't follow his wishes, he will turn his face when he says it. In his heart, there is no such thing as worldliness, rules or even love. How can such a person not be feared and stay away?

The sage didn't know how Pei Xi and Qin Wan's fate began, and after pondering it thousands of times, Pei Xi's heart was probably 'sex', and he felt that he was completely different from the people in the world. Suddenly, I found that Qin Wan, who was unwilling to be a 'girl' and was devoted to political affairs, became interested, so he assisted all the way. But time, power and status are the things that can polish people the most, and the interest of a moment does not represent the interest of a lifetime; A momentary encounter does not mean a lifetime of acquaintance.

Liking the new and hating the old is the normal state of people.

For saints, Wei Tuo is naturally better than Pei Xi, not only because of their different "feelings", but more importantly, Wei Tuo does not represent the family, Pei Xi can.

Although Wei Tuo was also born in a family, Jingzhao Wei's family business had long been in decline, and he had not seen the support of his in-laws for several generations. When the family commented on the score, the Wei family had already been put into the bottom stream, if this generation did not produce Wei Tuo, the Wei family would have to be reduced from the scholar clan to the Shu clan.

Regarding the so-called "glory of the family", Wei Tuo didn't pay attention to teaching him to read, teaching him to be an official, and teaching him to be a man is not a family; In order to protect him, he would rather give up his granddaughter' than get the protection of the family; he went all the way, and the family only had stumbling blockers, but did not support him. It's not so much that he comes from a family, it's better to say that he's just a lone Han clan.

What a proud man he was, when he was in the past, the family did not give him half help; Now that the dynasty is prominent, the family is pasted, why does he want to push the boat down the river and add glory to them?

Yes, it was he who put gold on their faces, not them who brought him glory.

How can a family that lives by the grace of their ancestors and is proud of their ancestors compare to him? In all dynasties, there are countless three princes and nine kings, but Wei Tuo is unique.

But Bae Hee is different.

Pei Xi was branded as a scholar as soon as he was born, even if he announced to the world that he was going to break away from the family, others would say that the Pei family in Luoyang had a bad son. If he returns to the family, the evaluation of others is nothing more than "'prodigal' son turned back".

Whether he is alive or dead, leaving or staying, he has long been firmly tied to the Luoyang Pei family in this life.

The candle flame flickered, Kuang Min was silent, the sage's sigh disappeared in the wind, and he said after a while: "What are the names of the people she carried?" Zhao Su? Xiao Yu? Chen Xuan? There is also that little guard with a special identity, Zeng Xian is also considered an incense affair...... Well, let me, an old man, help her again! โ€

For the sake of the great summer generations.

Thinking of this, the saint laughed to himself and did not speak.

What emperor doesn't want thousands of generations? Foundation Yongchang? It's good for others to be defeated, and in their position, once they are defeated, the situation is unimaginable. However, there is no prosperous dynasty in the world, and all he can do is to choose a suitable heir to prolong and extend the kingdom of Great Xia.

The next day, the saint and the prince discussed, and on a whim, they came to the Chongwen Hall of the East Palace.

There are many talented and outstanding people in the Chongwen Pavilion, and there is one person whose name is 'Jade' Chi. Although he is a Hu person's 'mixed' blood and a businessman's body, he is 'proficient' in arithmetic, good at farming, and good at practice. The saint talked with him for a long time, and the dragon's heart was very happy, and he was immediately named the right glean.

The right relics belong to the Zhongshu Province, although they are only petty officials from the eighth grade, but they are accompanied by the saint's side, and the palm is enshrined and sarcastic, and it is so popular that it is a hot position.

Qin Wan also 'wanted' to carry the 'jade' late, but couldn't find the right time, it stands to reason that the saint helped her do this, she should be happy. But Qin Wan heard the news and sat quietly for a long time without saying a word.

She knew that this was the true means of the saint.

'Desire' will take it, and it must be given first.

There is a path in front of her, once she agrees to the saint, the supreme power conceived in the past is at her fingertips, and no one can control her life and death, and it is only one step away from her dream; If she rejects the path chosen by the saint for her, all the glory she has received will be withdrawn, and she is the future princess, and she is only a princess.

There is no emptiness and wrongdoing, and there is no way to have both, how wise and wise the saint is, how smart and proud Pei Xi is. If you want to be left and right, you will only be abandoned by them.

The feelings in the world are probably like this, and they need to be carefully maintained, and they can't afford any knife.

Qin Wan's expression was depressed, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

For some reason, Pei Xi didn't enter the palace either, there was less face-to-face interaction, and there was no embarrassment, and there was no usual closeness.

This choice was too difficult for her.

Qin Wan locked herself in her room, and for three whole days, she repeatedly flipped through the history books, trying to find out if there were any monarchs and ministers in this world who could get along until death.

She drilled the tip of the horns, looking at everyone like a bad one, even if it was Gongzi Xiaobai and Guan Yiwu, there was still Huan Gong who did not listen to Guan Zhong's last words, and reused Yiya, Kaifang and Zhudiao, and Fang was starved to death; The literary kind accompanied Gou Jian to be humiliated in the Wu State, and he tried his best to worry about the 'essence' of Yue, but he could not be the same as the wealth; if he did not retreat bravely, he might not be able to cook a rabbit and a dog.

The saint has read more books than her, and has read more people and things, and the teachings of the saint should not be wrong, that is predictable, and there is no second way in the future.

But why...... So sad?

Three days later, Qin Wan dressed up in gorgeous clothes and went to meet the saint.

When the saint saw her posture, he thought that she had figured it out, and used gorgeous clothes as a memorial to say goodbye to the past feelings. Unexpectedly, Qin Wan resolutely knelt down and fell to the ground, and when the sage saw this, he couldn't help frowning: "Bao'er, you"

"When I was very young, I felt like I was lonely." Qin Wan's forehead touched the cold ground, calming his mind and saying slowly, "Other people's children, whether male or female, don't study, they have to work. Aya taught me to read, but A-Niang didn't let me work. I can't run wild in the fields, I have to pay attention to my demeanor in everything I do, and even what I say is completely different from others. โ€

"Aya and A-Niang tell me that we are not from here, we come from the most noble place in the world, and we have the most noble blood in the world. Since I was a child, I have been full of yearning for Chang'an, and I have been thinking about what the capital should look like. As I grew up, I also found that Aya and A-Niang were different from others. โ€

"Then, I met Pei Xi."

"He's the third person to be nice to me. He has an outstanding demeanor, and even in such a barren place, his spirit is still flying. I had never seen anyone like this, so I started imitating him. โ€

Speaking of such an emotional place, Qin Wan completely calmed down, she was still kneeling, but she straightened her back, looked at the sage, and said resolutely: "I grew up in the countryside, Aya A-Niang doted on me, and never mentioned any worldly rules to me. I just know what's right and what's wrong. I only know a lot of things, men can do it, and I can do it too. But when I arrived in the capital, everyone was accusing me, you shouldn't be like this, you shouldn't be like that. I refused to compromise, and I came by my own heart, and they said that I was a wild girl, too shallow and unruly. I don't understand, it's right, why do you do it wrong? So I began to understand him, and he understood me, and we still felt lonely even in a bustling and noisy place. โ€

Because we are deviant and out of step with this world.

Qin Wan always remembered that when she first arrived in Chang'an, those gorgeous costumes and 'exquisite' embroidery were all things she had never seen after wearing Ge cloth for ten years. So after she became the county lord, she refused to treat herself badly, every piece of clothing was made of the best materials, and even many pieces could not be worn after washing once or twice.

Because of this, I don't know how many people criticized her, saying that she was extravagant, 'wasteful', and extravagant. But she didn't understand that the clothes on these people who talked about her were not much cheaper than her, at most they were just "plain" in color. Besides, even if she is really extravagant, it is also her parents' money, they have the money to support her, what are you chirping and crooked?